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337 pages, Kindle Edition
First published July 5, 2014
“You came into my life like a sandstorm, here one minute and gone the next. Your sand surrounded me, blanketing me in love. Your sand consumed me as I drowned in everything that makes you, you. Your sand suffocated me, leaving me to breathe only the breath you gave me.”
“If you do not marry him, you will be dead to us,” my father states. His hands are tucked casually into his suit pockets like this is just another day at the office, not like he just gave me the biggest ultimatum of my life. At one point in my life, those words would have gutted me. Hell, thirty minutes ago those words would have caused me physical pain, but not now. Now those words are of liberation to me, words that make me feel free.
“Because see, if you pass out, then I’ll have to rush behind the counter to make sure you’re breathing. And of course, that might result in a little mouth to mouth.” He shakes his head . “And I don’t think you’re ready for any of that.” My jaw drops from his self -confidence. “You seem pretty sure of yourself . What makes you think I would want you to give me mouth to mouth? Why not just check my pulse?” I retort. “Because that would consist of me putting my hands on you, and when I do that, you. Will. Not. Want. Me. To. Stop,” he states matter of fact.
“I was an open field, full and plentiful, needing tender love and care. My parents drove the plow over me, tearing up my soil. They left me broken. Thirsty for love. Hungry for affection. Todd was the asshole that came and poured concrete in the empty spaces of my soul, leaving me with scars as hard as stone . But Riley, he’s my jackhammer. Slowly, he digs out the unrelenting pieces of stone, giving me what neither my parents nor Todd would. He replenishes me in a way that no one ever has. He’s saving me and doesn’t even know it.”