**Harsh review**
The beginning of the book is too much like "His Revenge Baby" and instead of being a nurse (like in HRB), our current leading lady, Billie, is an accountant. Of course, her mother died of cancer. Of course, she has mommy issues. Of course, her mother preferred her brother. Of course her father disappeared (or died, I can't remember) Of course, she has a worthless brother who she has to take care of (a grown ass Negro, at that). Of course the brother gets himself into trouble and, instead of telling him to eff off, Billie reminds us that she's a strong black woman (multiple times) and just HAS to go and settle his debts which includes stripping naked and then boinking the big bad Russian. This is what strong black women do, I guess. I've been black all my life but what do I know? Anyway, this a mess. The story humps along and then she pops up pregnant 😑 blah,blah, blah, the big bad Russian wants to marry her, blah blah blah, he did something wrong, blah blah blah then it comes out that it was a deal between her worthless brother and the big bad Russian. The big bad Russian wanted to meet her and the whole debt thing was set up in a way where Billie and the big bad Russian get together but it wasn't supposed to be serious. Then when the worthless brother becomes more of an ass and tries to assault her, the big bad Russian steps in, ready to clean the brother's clock. But wait, what does Billie do? She screams "You think the way to solve this is with White on Black violence!!!"
I think I chipped a tooth, I was grinding my teeth so hard...
Okay...
I get it.
George Floyd...
Breonna Taylor...
So many others...so many fucking others...
We don't want to see that, EVER, in life again. The useless, senseless killings of our brothers and sisters has been playing on loop since forever and it has to stop. It truly does.
However...
With that being said, what irked me about this story is the repetitive theme of worthless Black men denigrating Black women who in turn feel its their sacred duty to protect the Black man at all cost.
AT.
ALL.
COST.
It didn't matter that Billie was not considered worth anything by her mother (who, no doubt, was a warrior for the patriarchy). It didn't matter that her brother did not consider her worth anything when he made arrangements for her to "spend time with someone" who could have harmed her. That's called pimping. It didn't matter that Billie's "I'm a strong woman" mantra is a tired trope, even to her own ears. I think it was the fact that she snapped at someone who was defending her from getting her pregnant ass kicked that bothered me because, at the end of all of this, she was brainwashed enough to open her mouth to say "You think the way to solve this is with White on Black violence" and we're supposed to think yah, you're saving a black man from getting a beating that he so richly deserved. GTFOH with that. Saving a worthless man who didn't hesitate to pimp out his sister is not one that deserves a high-five. Its not making her look like that "strong black woman" that she is so fixated on. It really doesn't. What is happening here is another story of a woman's autonomy being shunted to the side to preserve the male gaze, whether he's related to her or not. That, in itself, eclipsed everything that Ms.Taylor was trying to get across. Fix that, and maybe this could be a story worth recommending.