This book mainly deals with Karla's conversion to Christianity while she was in prison. How this conversion gave her strength and touched the lives of others while she was on death row (She called it Life Row) for the 2 brutal murders with a pick axe 14 years ago while she was on drugs and didn't have much positive direction in her life when she was younger.
"Petite, curly-haired, 23-year-old Karla Faye Tucker, when not glassy-eyed under the effects of the multitude of drugs she tended to swallow at one sitting, may have looked like some proud mother's honor student. The fresh-faced Texan, however, by the time June 13, 1983, rolled around, had lived a life hard enough to have erased any schoolgirl whispiness from the core of her eyes. Innocence hadn't slowly evaporated in Karla Faye's case; it had been devoured painfully, masticated by a world that chewed her up halfway before she learned to bite back.
She would later describe herself during that time in her life as being a mixed-up, peer-pressured, radical whose life had been a succession of last-minute decisions, all without fear of consequence, all bad, all rotten. If one were to watch her face as the sun went down that June, 1983, they would have seen the expression of someone who was, as she were to tell TV interviewer Larry King years later, "crazy, violent."
She did have a glow about her as you watched her interviews. I think she was genuine and wasn't using her conversion to manipulate the systems like others have done.
It does bring up the question of the death penalty--After reading several books on the death penalty (Sister Helen Prejean- Dead Man Walking and The Death of Innocents; Dead Wrong by Michael A. Mello), to the conclusion that with the injustice of our legal system (For example, Fred Kemper-the Coed Killer, just has life in prison), the death penalty is not a deterrent and these people should just have life imprisonment without a chance of parole to think about their wrongs, maybe change before they die and maybe have some good influence on others.
"Karla Faye Tucker was convicted of murder in Texas in 1984 and put to death in 1998
Karla Faye Tucker (November 18, 1959 – February 3, 1998) was convicted of murder in Texas in 1984 and put to death in 1998. She was the first woman to be executed in the United States since 1984, and the first in Texas since 1863. Due to her gender and widely publicized conversion to Christianity, she inspired an unusually large national and international movement advocating the commutation of her sentence to life imprisonment, a movement that included a few foreign government officials."
Quotes from the book:
"Allowing unforgiveness to remain in our hearts is like ignoring the erosion. Our hearts become eroded and if we don't forgive, if we don't move forward, our lives are destroyed. Forgiveness in not denying, ignoring or forgetting what we experienced or how we feel. In spite of our best efforts to forget what we've done to others or what others have done to us, we can't forget the past. ...
There are two ways, however to remember an event. One is by reliving it, allowing the pain, anger, fear, or bitterness to consume or control us. ... The other way of remembering is to allow God's process of forgiveness to be activated in our lives. Painful events are a fact of history. They happened, but no longer control us.
Forgiveness is process." 55
Poem from one of the author's relatives after losing son:
Faith is
To believe when there is no answer
To see purpose in the tragic
To keep the vision even in darkness
To envision the possibility of God
To endure as pain demands
To accept unwanted loss
To affirm life fully
To flee not death
To see treasures in each moment of being
To shut all doors to despair
To unite the broken pieces of life
To dare to live again