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I'm Fine Save Me
Escapism is how Tegan copes with the pressures of being the only neurotypical person in her household. Her husband Cooper knows that his spiraling mind, depression, anxiety, ADHD, and Autism are a lot to handle. He’s not always the best version of himself for the love of his life.
He agrees that Tegan needs an escape. Online role play is where she finds it. Creating fictional worlds with others helps her relax and cope with what she can’t change about reality. Time and again she learns that very few can respect the boundaries of her marriage.
When Morgan enters the chat, she learns that they aren’t all the same. She finds an anchor in the chaos, and someone who sees the woman she was before so many broke her down. He sees her struggles, and encourages her to admit when she’s not fine…but he can’t save her from everything.
He agrees that Tegan needs an escape. Online role play is where she finds it. Creating fictional worlds with others helps her relax and cope with what she can’t change about reality. Time and again she learns that very few can respect the boundaries of her marriage.
When Morgan enters the chat, she learns that they aren’t all the same. She finds an anchor in the chaos, and someone who sees the woman she was before so many broke her down. He sees her struggles, and encourages her to admit when she’s not fine…but he can’t save her from everything.
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389 pages, Kindle Edition
Published June 24, 2025
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June 27, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ Heart-wrenching, honest, and quietly powerful
“I'm fine, save me” by LJ Daniel is not your typical love story — it's a raw, emotional life story about the silent battles we fight every day and the toll they take on us, especially when we carry them alone.
Tegan is the only neurotypical person in a household shaped by neurodivergence, and the emotional weight she bears is almost invisible — even to herself. Her husband Cooper, dealing with depression, anxiety, ADHD, and Autism, knows he’s not always the version of himself she deserves, but love alone isn't enough to fix everything. Tegan finds a form of escape in online roleplay — a coping mechanism more than a hobby — but even that space isn’t always safe… until Morgan enters the chat.
This book hit me hard. The emotional depth LJ Daniel weaves into these characters is spectacular. I felt for Tegan in every moment — for how she keeps showing up, supporting everyone else, never asking for space, never claiming it. Her eventual breakdown, her darkest confession — that she dreams of simply being alone and at peace — was utterly devastating and so, so real.
What stood out the most is how the story shifts focus from the neurodivergent partner — who often receives more narrative attention — to the silent burden of the caretaker. Tegan is “fine” because compared to others, she feels she has no right to struggle. And that’s what makes this so powerful: it shines a light on a kind of emotional labor that’s so often overlooked or dismissed.
The multi-POV narrative was masterfully done. I loved how it highlighted not just different perspectives, but different ways of experiencing time — how a crisis can stretch forever, while joy is fleeting. The time jumps worked beautifully too, helping the story span years without ever feeling like something essential was lost.
This isn’t a book that shouts. It whispers truths you didn’t know you needed to hear. It doesn’t romanticize mental health struggles, or offer easy fixes. It’s about survival, connection, and being seen — even when you’ve spent your whole life hiding how not-fine you really are.
“I'm fine, save me” by LJ Daniel is not your typical love story — it's a raw, emotional life story about the silent battles we fight every day and the toll they take on us, especially when we carry them alone.
Tegan is the only neurotypical person in a household shaped by neurodivergence, and the emotional weight she bears is almost invisible — even to herself. Her husband Cooper, dealing with depression, anxiety, ADHD, and Autism, knows he’s not always the version of himself she deserves, but love alone isn't enough to fix everything. Tegan finds a form of escape in online roleplay — a coping mechanism more than a hobby — but even that space isn’t always safe… until Morgan enters the chat.
This book hit me hard. The emotional depth LJ Daniel weaves into these characters is spectacular. I felt for Tegan in every moment — for how she keeps showing up, supporting everyone else, never asking for space, never claiming it. Her eventual breakdown, her darkest confession — that she dreams of simply being alone and at peace — was utterly devastating and so, so real.
What stood out the most is how the story shifts focus from the neurodivergent partner — who often receives more narrative attention — to the silent burden of the caretaker. Tegan is “fine” because compared to others, she feels she has no right to struggle. And that’s what makes this so powerful: it shines a light on a kind of emotional labor that’s so often overlooked or dismissed.
The multi-POV narrative was masterfully done. I loved how it highlighted not just different perspectives, but different ways of experiencing time — how a crisis can stretch forever, while joy is fleeting. The time jumps worked beautifully too, helping the story span years without ever feeling like something essential was lost.
This isn’t a book that shouts. It whispers truths you didn’t know you needed to hear. It doesn’t romanticize mental health struggles, or offer easy fixes. It’s about survival, connection, and being seen — even when you’ve spent your whole life hiding how not-fine you really are.
January 6, 2026
Wow. Wow, wow, wow - well done!! This book is a true ride of raw emotion. I absolutely loved the character building, I felt something for every main character and wanted nothing more than to see them overcome the obstacles put in their way.
Tegan is an absolute powerhouse. She is one of the best FMC I've read in awhile and I love her. What she goes through and how she keeps her head held high is amazing.
Cooper and Morgan are both swoon worthy in their own way - chef's kiss!
Please check the TW before reading, and note that this is a Duet, so book one ends on a cliffhanger.
*UPDATED 1/4/26 to add an Audio Review*
When L.J. posted signups for the ALC, I was the first in line to listen. This audio with dual narration was SO WELL DONE. Honestly, I wasn't sure I could love the story any more than I already did but now I do. The audio brought so much of the emotion and struggle to light.
Performed expertly by June DeBorahae, Lance West & J.F. Harding!
Easy 5 stars all around!!
Tegan is an absolute powerhouse. She is one of the best FMC I've read in awhile and I love her. What she goes through and how she keeps her head held high is amazing.
Cooper and Morgan are both swoon worthy in their own way - chef's kiss!
Please check the TW before reading, and note that this is a Duet, so book one ends on a cliffhanger.
*UPDATED 1/4/26 to add an Audio Review*
When L.J. posted signups for the ALC, I was the first in line to listen. This audio with dual narration was SO WELL DONE. Honestly, I wasn't sure I could love the story any more than I already did but now I do. The audio brought so much of the emotion and struggle to light.
Performed expertly by June DeBorahae, Lance West & J.F. Harding!
Easy 5 stars all around!!
June 8, 2025
I just finished I’m Fine, Save Me by LJ Daniel and I’m sitting here absolutely wrecked in the best way. I cannot believe this is a debut novel. The writing? Stunning. The characters? Deeply human. The emotional impact? Soul-crushing, healing, and unforgettable—all at once.
This story dives headfirst into mental health, trauma, and healing without flinching—and it does it right. The FMC is raw, relatable, and so authentically written that I felt seen in ways I didn’t expect. And the two MMCs? Let’s just say... I’d sell my soul to be in the middle of that emotional support sandwich.
Even better? The relationships are open, honest, and healthy—a breath of fresh air in a genre that often romanticizes toxicity. It’s sexy without being shallow, intense without being manipulative. And just when I thought I could breathe… THAT CLIFFHANGER.
I need book two yesterday.
LJ Daniel has set a new bar for what I want in contemporary romance and emotionally grounded fiction. This book deserves to be talked about. It deserves to be shared. And it deserves to be on everyone's shelf.
If you're looking for a book that will break you and build you back up with open arms—this is it. Add it. Read it. Obsess over it with me. You won’t regret it!
This story dives headfirst into mental health, trauma, and healing without flinching—and it does it right. The FMC is raw, relatable, and so authentically written that I felt seen in ways I didn’t expect. And the two MMCs? Let’s just say... I’d sell my soul to be in the middle of that emotional support sandwich.
Even better? The relationships are open, honest, and healthy—a breath of fresh air in a genre that often romanticizes toxicity. It’s sexy without being shallow, intense without being manipulative. And just when I thought I could breathe… THAT CLIFFHANGER.
I need book two yesterday.
LJ Daniel has set a new bar for what I want in contemporary romance and emotionally grounded fiction. This book deserves to be talked about. It deserves to be shared. And it deserves to be on everyone's shelf.
If you're looking for a book that will break you and build you back up with open arms—this is it. Add it. Read it. Obsess over it with me. You won’t regret it!
January 6, 2026
~Alc Review~
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶🌶.5
~I'm Fine Save Me~The Spiral Duet Book 1~L.J. Daniel~
~Duet Narration~June DeBorahae~Lance West~J.F. Harding~
"This is just life, but we're still doing life together."
♡This was my first read by LJ & it blew me away! This story follows Tegan & her husband Cooper along with a very important side character Morgan. L.J. wrote an emotional rollercoaster about life, love, & loss & did an impeccable job incorporating very hard topics of mental health. This story brings to light the battles we fight silently & the tolls those silent battles take on you leaving you raw, vulnerable, & feeling alone.
The duet narration for this audiobook left me speechless. June, Lance, & J.F. brought this story & it's characters to life with perfect percision executing each emotion flawlessly. This performance was jaw dropping as well as goosebump inducing! That ending left my jaw on the floor & I can't wait to listen to these 3 bring book 2 to life!♡
~As Always Happy Reading~
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶🌶.5
~I'm Fine Save Me~The Spiral Duet Book 1~L.J. Daniel~
~Duet Narration~June DeBorahae~Lance West~J.F. Harding~
"This is just life, but we're still doing life together."
♡This was my first read by LJ & it blew me away! This story follows Tegan & her husband Cooper along with a very important side character Morgan. L.J. wrote an emotional rollercoaster about life, love, & loss & did an impeccable job incorporating very hard topics of mental health. This story brings to light the battles we fight silently & the tolls those silent battles take on you leaving you raw, vulnerable, & feeling alone.
The duet narration for this audiobook left me speechless. June, Lance, & J.F. brought this story & it's characters to life with perfect percision executing each emotion flawlessly. This performance was jaw dropping as well as goosebump inducing! That ending left my jaw on the floor & I can't wait to listen to these 3 bring book 2 to life!♡
~As Always Happy Reading~
June 18, 2025
4⭐️/3🔥
That Was A Journey
I'm Fine. Save Me. is quite a journey through the struggles of mental health. Our FMC is the common woman trying to hold her family together throughout the episodes of her child dealing with being on the spectrum and her husband trying to keep his spirals to a minimum. Safe to say, this story is relatable in that way and what sacrifices women will go through for their families. This is not your typical marriage and it seems to work for them. We're left on a cliffy and it was a doozy!
That Was A Journey
I'm Fine. Save Me. is quite a journey through the struggles of mental health. Our FMC is the common woman trying to hold her family together throughout the episodes of her child dealing with being on the spectrum and her husband trying to keep his spirals to a minimum. Safe to say, this story is relatable in that way and what sacrifices women will go through for their families. This is not your typical marriage and it seems to work for them. We're left on a cliffy and it was a doozy!
July 23, 2025
I'm not great at writing reviews but trust me you want to read this one! It touches on so many topics that are seldom covered in most books and really makes it relatable to anyone working through mental disorders. And who doesn't love a good cliffhanger! Great things are coming and this author is one to follow!
January 24, 2026
This book was phenomenal! The audio was perfectly cast and took my breath away. I love the accurate mental health rep. I need more!!
January 5, 2026
I will come back once my emotions calm down.
Edit: my review (finally!)
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6/16/25
I don’t write many, if any, reviews. I always feel like I don’t have the words to adequately express my thoughts and feelings on the books I finish. But I am going to try my hardest for this book, because it absolutely deserves it.
Tegan is one of my new all time favorite heroines. No, she doesn’t ride dragons, or slay monsters, or fight in a war. She simply lives her life day in and day out struggling with a special needs daughter and husband on the spectrum. She’s always learning, always trying to do better, always trying to make her home a safe space. And in the midst of all of that, she tries to find little bits of time for herself, so she doesn’t lose herself. And yes, she makes mistakes along the way. She’s far from perfect, but she keeps showing up, doing her best, and loving on her family. That’s the same battle I fight every day with two special-needs children and a husband with ADHD. I’ve never seen myself in any of the books I’ve read until this book, and I didn’t realize how good it would feel to see parts of myself on the page.
You can really tell this book was written with so much thought out detail, love, and passion on the page. Poly romances may be a new trope for some people, and this is definitely an incredible first read for those individuals with how much care was put into understanding the thoughts and feeling of Tegan, Cooper, and Morgan.
And one last thing… THAT ENDING?! I need book 2 ASAP Ms. Daniel!!
1/4/26 reread on audio
This may be one of the best audiobooks I’ve ever listened to. I am completely blown away by all 3 voice actors. I don’t think I could love this book anymore, but the emotions these 3 pour out of them into this audio is spectacular!!
Edit: my review (finally!)
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
6/16/25
I don’t write many, if any, reviews. I always feel like I don’t have the words to adequately express my thoughts and feelings on the books I finish. But I am going to try my hardest for this book, because it absolutely deserves it.
Tegan is one of my new all time favorite heroines. No, she doesn’t ride dragons, or slay monsters, or fight in a war. She simply lives her life day in and day out struggling with a special needs daughter and husband on the spectrum. She’s always learning, always trying to do better, always trying to make her home a safe space. And in the midst of all of that, she tries to find little bits of time for herself, so she doesn’t lose herself. And yes, she makes mistakes along the way. She’s far from perfect, but she keeps showing up, doing her best, and loving on her family. That’s the same battle I fight every day with two special-needs children and a husband with ADHD. I’ve never seen myself in any of the books I’ve read until this book, and I didn’t realize how good it would feel to see parts of myself on the page.
You can really tell this book was written with so much thought out detail, love, and passion on the page. Poly romances may be a new trope for some people, and this is definitely an incredible first read for those individuals with how much care was put into understanding the thoughts and feeling of Tegan, Cooper, and Morgan.
And one last thing… THAT ENDING?! I need book 2 ASAP Ms. Daniel!!
1/4/26 reread on audio
This may be one of the best audiobooks I’ve ever listened to. I am completely blown away by all 3 voice actors. I don’t think I could love this book anymore, but the emotions these 3 pour out of them into this audio is spectacular!!
June 8, 2025
One of the most powerful, beautiful, and emotionally raw books I’ve ever read.
I’m Fine, Save Me is an unforgettable debut from LJ Daniels, and I genuinely cannot believe this is their first novel. This book broke me open in the best way — and then gently put the pieces back together with love, truth, and hope.
This poly romance dives deep into the complexities of love, identity, and mental health, and it does it with such authenticity and grace that it felt less like reading fiction and more like sitting down with someone’s soul. Daniels doesn’t shy away from the hard things — the unraveling of a marriage, the emotional exhaustion of caregiving, the unique joys and challenges of raising an autistic child — but they write it all with such compassion and care that it feels like a warm hand holding yours through the storm.
As someone who reads a lot of romance, especially in the poly and neurodivergent space, this one stands out like a flare in the dark. The characters are messy, flawed, real, and absolutely unforgettable. I saw pieces of myself in them. I felt them. I rooted for them.
If you’re looking for a book that makes you feel seen, makes you cry in public, and reminds you that love can look a thousand different ways and still be true — this is it. This is the one.
Bravo, LJ Daniels. I can’t wait to see what you write next.
January 5, 2026
Tegan is a superwoman who’s doing it all. She’s married to the man of her dreams and has a beautiful family but underneath it all, she just needs to breathe. Tegan is portrayed as a strong, caring wife who, at times, wants to scream into the void. Through her escape, she finds a connection and a way to relieve some of the day-to-day stress. She’s the queen of doing it all with a smile and then, in the still of the night, she sometimes crumbles, only to rise and be strong all over again.
Then we have Cooper, her doting and caring husband, who knows that his good days are often outweighed by the bad ones. But he would do anything for his wife and is accepting of her outlet to enjoy herself. We see how he tries to work through it all and be the best he can be for his family.
There is some spice in this story, but it’s not the main focus. Still, LJ gives that aspect a unique twist that sets it apart from the usual.
This is an emotional and touching story that shows how Teagan often carries the heaviest burden in the family and no matter what, their love will withstand it all.
Be warned: this ends in a cliffhanger of cliffhangers! If you're looking for a story that represents mental health and so much more, this is it.
Then we have Cooper, her doting and caring husband, who knows that his good days are often outweighed by the bad ones. But he would do anything for his wife and is accepting of her outlet to enjoy herself. We see how he tries to work through it all and be the best he can be for his family.
There is some spice in this story, but it’s not the main focus. Still, LJ gives that aspect a unique twist that sets it apart from the usual.
This is an emotional and touching story that shows how Teagan often carries the heaviest burden in the family and no matter what, their love will withstand it all.
Be warned: this ends in a cliffhanger of cliffhangers! If you're looking for a story that represents mental health and so much more, this is it.
June 4, 2025
This book made me cry actual tears; it pulled so many emotions out of me. It is dual POV of a married couple with so many challenges and the cards stacked against them and all they want to do is love one another. The Prologue alone will hook you and then Tegan and Cooper’s internal and external struggles will finish you off. Very rarely do I ever read a book and not find a single thing I’d want to change about it, but “I’m Fine Save Me” is the exception. This is one of the most beautifully written, heartbreaking, educating books that I’ve ever turned the pages on and I cannot wait to get my hands on book #2. The cliffhanger absolutely took me out, but I HIGHLY recommend giving this book a shot!
June 26, 2025
okay LJ I see you ! you've left me speechless on this one and still can't find the words to tell you how amazing this book was and how much I could feel the emotions of Tegan it was bone chilling amazing ! this will leave your soul shattered but happy at the same time a whirl wind of emotions but what I loved the most is how her husband was there through it all and understood why Tegan needed space and she holds that crown high still no matter what she's fierce and strong in my eyes ! but this ending ahhh I need more like now you left me on a cliffhanger aching My chest to know what's next!! good mental health rep book for sure a heart throbbing story ! minimal spice but that's okay I loved it !
January 16, 2026
I read the book last year and the audio doesn’t disappoint! When I tell you there really couldn’t have been a better choice for the voice actors to play Tegan, Cooper, and Morgan. June DeBorahae, Lance West, and JF Harding make each character come to life so flawlessly.
This book really gets you in your feels. I like to call it contemporary romance realism. It touches on a lot of heavy topics and was helpful as an outsider looking in with the day to day of being a strong wife, mother, sister while navigating a husband with ADHD, a daughter with autism, and a family that just takes and takes. I can see how this story could make people feel less alone if they are dealing with any of these issues. At least Tegan has her escape in writing and what transpires is a beautiful relationship.
Also, fuck Wayne. IYKYK!
This book really gets you in your feels. I like to call it contemporary romance realism. It touches on a lot of heavy topics and was helpful as an outsider looking in with the day to day of being a strong wife, mother, sister while navigating a husband with ADHD, a daughter with autism, and a family that just takes and takes. I can see how this story could make people feel less alone if they are dealing with any of these issues. At least Tegan has her escape in writing and what transpires is a beautiful relationship.
Also, fuck Wayne. IYKYK!
December 31, 2025
This book consumed me in the best way. I have never read a book like this and I loved every second of it. LJ Daniel knows how to write a book that wrecked my heart, but in a great way!
Lance West played Cooper, and autistic man, with the best of his abilities. I haven’t heard much of Lance before, but I really loved him in this role.
I have had the pleasure to have met June Deborahae this year and she was such a sweet person. Her ability to bring me into each character she portrays is unmatched. She is an amazing voice actor and I hope I get to have her in my ears for years to come.
I also met JF Harding this year and he is just as nice as he seems. The way he portrayed the “other man”, Morgan, in this book was great. He hit my heart strings.
LJ Daniel! You know how to write a cliffhanger and this one has a big one! I am going to have to eyeball read the next one to find out what happens next! Thanks for writing this book! It really was a different kind of romance and I was here for
Lance West played Cooper, and autistic man, with the best of his abilities. I haven’t heard much of Lance before, but I really loved him in this role.
I have had the pleasure to have met June Deborahae this year and she was such a sweet person. Her ability to bring me into each character she portrays is unmatched. She is an amazing voice actor and I hope I get to have her in my ears for years to come.
I also met JF Harding this year and he is just as nice as he seems. The way he portrayed the “other man”, Morgan, in this book was great. He hit my heart strings.
LJ Daniel! You know how to write a cliffhanger and this one has a big one! I am going to have to eyeball read the next one to find out what happens next! Thanks for writing this book! It really was a different kind of romance and I was here for
July 29, 2025
4.75⭐️
This book was definitely an emotional read! I loved every second of it! This was a first book for me by this author and wow! I’ll definitely be reading more of their work! This was a phenomenal story! Highly recommend!
This book was definitely an emotional read! I loved every second of it! This was a first book for me by this author and wow! I’ll definitely be reading more of their work! This was a phenomenal story! Highly recommend!
June 25, 2025
I finished this within 24 hours… or did it finish me? Completely obsessed with this book and THAT CLIFFHANGER? Holy smokes do I need book two like yesterday
June 28, 2025
This book was sooo good! It was very refreshing to read a realistic look at a neurotypical and neurodivergent relationship that doesn't romanticize mental health issues. The struggles that the MMC and FMC share are easy to emphasize with. How could you not fall in love with Cooper and Tegan from the very start!
We follow their relationship from first date to many years married with all the struggles that happen with raising a child, mental health issues, awful parents (of MC'S, not MC's), and open marriage.
As this book touches on a lot of topics, please check your TW before giving this book a read. If you can handle the triggers, this book is worth the read! I felt all the emotions going through this one, it was real and deep but I'm so grateful it exists and I was able to read it.
This is book one in a duet, and we do end on a cliff, but book two will be out soon 🤞🤞🤞
Slow burn beginning, spicier ending
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We follow their relationship from first date to many years married with all the struggles that happen with raising a child, mental health issues, awful parents (of MC'S, not MC's), and open marriage.
As this book touches on a lot of topics, please check your TW before giving this book a read. If you can handle the triggers, this book is worth the read! I felt all the emotions going through this one, it was real and deep but I'm so grateful it exists and I was able to read it.
This is book one in a duet, and we do end on a cliff, but book two will be out soon 🤞🤞🤞
Slow burn beginning, spicier ending
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This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
June 7, 2025
A brutally honest story about holding and carrying everyone else’s world together while yours slowly and quietly falls apart 💔
And this line hit like a freight train through the chest. It wrecked me 💔
- "If I let myself break, no one will be able to take care of them while I put myself back together. They'll be lost."
That’s not just heartbreak - that’s suffocating strength. That quiet kind of pain no one sees but eats you alive inside 😢
And this line hit like a freight train through the chest. It wrecked me 💔
- "If I let myself break, no one will be able to take care of them while I put myself back together. They'll be lost."
That’s not just heartbreak - that’s suffocating strength. That quiet kind of pain no one sees but eats you alive inside 😢
February 1, 2026
I HAVE NO WORDS!!!
*ALC Review*
LJ I have no words at the moment. I told you earlier that this beautiful book is my ROMAN EMPIRE. This beautiful book is a masterpiece of utter devastation. OMG woman I just want to say that I am so so proud of you my beauty.
I have absolutely absolutely love love love this book so much from start to finish. This book made me laugh hysterically, took a piece of my soul, made me hot and bothered, utterly pulverized my poor bleeding, gave me the worst book hangover in 2026 and so many other things.
I just want to give a big shout out to June DeBorahae, JF Harding and Lance West for breathing life into this masterpiece has left an oppression on my soul. All I want to do is cry. As I write this review, that’s what I’m doing in pacing my apartment. Just FYI, this has never happened where I’m pacing.
If you love, love a book that gives you the worst book hangover then this book is for you. LJ ma’am I love your twisted mind but why oh, why did you have to end the book the way you ended it? I have no more words. The thing is that’s a reality in its own self. What are you waiting for people? You need to get this audiobook right now.
*ALC Review*
LJ I have no words at the moment. I told you earlier that this beautiful book is my ROMAN EMPIRE. This beautiful book is a masterpiece of utter devastation. OMG woman I just want to say that I am so so proud of you my beauty.
I have absolutely absolutely love love love this book so much from start to finish. This book made me laugh hysterically, took a piece of my soul, made me hot and bothered, utterly pulverized my poor bleeding, gave me the worst book hangover in 2026 and so many other things.
I just want to give a big shout out to June DeBorahae, JF Harding and Lance West for breathing life into this masterpiece has left an oppression on my soul. All I want to do is cry. As I write this review, that’s what I’m doing in pacing my apartment. Just FYI, this has never happened where I’m pacing.
If you love, love a book that gives you the worst book hangover then this book is for you. LJ ma’am I love your twisted mind but why oh, why did you have to end the book the way you ended it? I have no more words. The thing is that’s a reality in its own self. What are you waiting for people? You need to get this audiobook right now.
May 3, 2025
I’m Fine, Save Me by LJ Daniel is a deeply moving and authentic portrayal of a journey through the complexities of love, mental health, and self-discovery. As the first installment in The Spiral Duet, this book introduces readers to Tegan, a woman navigating the challenges of being the only neurotypical person in her household, and her husband Cooper, who grapples with depression, anxiety, ADHD, and autism.
Daniel’s writing is both raw and poetic, capturing the nuances of Tegan and Cooper’s relationship with sensitivity and depth. One thing that I really loved was the communication between Cooper and Tegan, even through the struggles. Their love was everything. 🥹 Cooper would literally burn the world down for Tegan.
When their daughter, Hannah, is diagnosed similarly to Cooper, we see the struggle that comes with that. There’s one scene in particular where Hannah is having a meltdown that made me cry like a baby. Tegan had been battling for hours emotionally in trying to do all the intricate and necessary things needed to calm Hannah down. I could feel the anguish in Tegan, because all she wanted to do was hold her child, but in doing so it would set Hannah off further.
We also do get to see Tegan’s coping mechanisms, including her escape into online role play, and the emotional complexities that arise from those online relationships. I loved seeing Tegan’s self worth grow through this, although it had its ups and downs. When she meets Morgan through role playing, he becomes the perfect addition to Tegan and Cooper’s lives.
Daniel’s portrayal of neurodiversity and the challenges it brings to a marriage is both enlightening and compassionate. It definitely opened my eyes to the complexities of these mental health diagnoses, and what the caregiver role looks like in those situations.
Needless to say, this was 5 stars. I can’t wait for the next installment! That cliffhanger was brutal. 🥲
*thank you to the author for providing me an arc in exchange for my honest review*
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June 25, 2025No funcionó para mí. Leí como el 40% del libro de corrido y otro 30% lo pasé por encima porque quería saber cómo terminaba. Obviamente no lo contaré para mi reto y lo pondré en la lista de libros abandonados.
Nota para mi:
Desde el principio es evidente que se trata de un matrimonio abierto, así que estaba preparada para el tema. Sin embargo, no me gustó cómo se manejó. Tegan y Cooper llevan más de una década juntos y actualmente están en crisis: él tiene problemas de salud mental y ella tiene que ser la fuerte y cargar con todo el peso de ayudarlo, además de ser una buena madre para su hija, quien tiene autismo. Cuando deciden abrir su matrimonio él pone una regla: ella puede tener aventuras, pero solo de forma virtual, nunca en persona. Así conoce a Morgan, un hombre también casado, con quien pronto empieza algo más que una relación online. Cooper está al tanto de todo y, sabiendo lo que su esposa soporta, acepta abrir el matrimonio para que ella pueda distraerse y despejarse.
Y ahí empieza mi problema: es evidente que Cooper solo accede porque se siente como una carga y no quiere perder a Tegan. Por otro lado, está la esposa de Morgan, quien (según él) tiene un buen matrimonio con él, aunque no son compatibles sexualmente, por lo que también ( acepta una relación abierta. Sin embargo, en ambos casos (Cooper y la esposa de Morgan), ninguno de los dos sale con otras personas, lo que me hace pensar que solo lo aceptaron para no perder a sus parejas.
Otro punto que no me gustó es que, según Morgan, ama a su esposa, pero nunca la menciona por su nombre ni habla bien de ella. Solo la menciona cuando se va a ver con Tegan, con frases como: “mientras mi esposa duerme” o “mi esposa y los niños”.
*Se ven por videollamada
Tampoco me gustó que, aunque se suponía que su aventura era solo eso, llega un punto en el que Tegan y Morgan desarrollan sentimientos y se dicen “te amo”. El final no pudo ser más conveniente para ellos, porque, aunque ella está sufriendo, todo se acomoda para que por fin puedan verse en persona y su relación avance al siguiente nivel, ya que solo queda el “obstáculo” de la esposa.
Nota para mi:
Desde el principio es evidente que se trata de un matrimonio abierto, así que estaba preparada para el tema. Sin embargo, no me gustó cómo se manejó. Tegan y Cooper llevan más de una década juntos y actualmente están en crisis: él tiene problemas de salud mental y ella tiene que ser la fuerte y cargar con todo el peso de ayudarlo, además de ser una buena madre para su hija, quien tiene autismo. Cuando deciden abrir su matrimonio él pone una regla: ella puede tener aventuras, pero solo de forma virtual, nunca en persona. Así conoce a Morgan, un hombre también casado, con quien pronto empieza algo más que una relación online. Cooper está al tanto de todo y, sabiendo lo que su esposa soporta, acepta abrir el matrimonio para que ella pueda distraerse y despejarse.
Y ahí empieza mi problema: es evidente que Cooper solo accede porque se siente como una carga y no quiere perder a Tegan. Por otro lado, está la esposa de Morgan, quien (según él) tiene un buen matrimonio con él, aunque no son compatibles sexualmente, por lo que también ( acepta una relación abierta. Sin embargo, en ambos casos (Cooper y la esposa de Morgan), ninguno de los dos sale con otras personas, lo que me hace pensar que solo lo aceptaron para no perder a sus parejas.
Otro punto que no me gustó es que, según Morgan, ama a su esposa, pero nunca la menciona por su nombre ni habla bien de ella. Solo la menciona cuando se va a ver con Tegan, con frases como: “mientras mi esposa duerme” o “mi esposa y los niños”.
*Se ven por videollamada
Tampoco me gustó que, aunque se suponía que su aventura era solo eso, llega un punto en el que Tegan y Morgan desarrollan sentimientos y se dicen “te amo”. El final no pudo ser más conveniente para ellos, porque, aunque ella está sufriendo, todo se acomoda para que por fin puedan verse en persona y su relación avance al siguiente nivel, ya que solo queda el “obstáculo” de la esposa.
January 23, 2026
This book has my heart. I don't know if I can even express in words how much it means to me. I'm going to try.
First, this is a story about a strong woman who loves hard, protects her family, and does everything she can to make her family happy, healthy, and safe. The love she has for her husband and daughter makes my heart smile. Her family has some major health challenges, but they battle them all together the best they can. Her one escape is online role-playing.
So let's just say right here for you romance lovers looking for the good stuff, the steam was steaming and the spice was spicing. It was HOT! I'm blushing just thinking back on some of the scenes.
Also, the narrators just nailed this performance. They brought all the characters to life, which made an already incredible story even better.
But really what spoke to me is something I don't talk about online or to anyone but my family. It's my husband's struggle with bipolar disorder and multiple sclerosis. I did not know going into this that the book was going to be a gut punch and a warm hug all at once. I had to stop listening several times. It just hit too close to home. I needed to breathe and let my brain process. The parallels between our husbands were shocking, even down to them being musicians. LJ Daniel's bravery in revealing this aspect of their lives cannot be commended enough. If her husband had a heart condition or diabetes, no one would say a word about the challenges they faced or the choices they were faced with. Because it's a mental illness, that changes everything. It shouldn't, though.
Thank you, LJ Daniel, for your honesty, your bravery, and for showing that being in love with someone with mental health challenges can be beautiful. Thank you for making me and my life feel so seen, heard, and loved. Can't wait to read the next one. Already bought it.
First, this is a story about a strong woman who loves hard, protects her family, and does everything she can to make her family happy, healthy, and safe. The love she has for her husband and daughter makes my heart smile. Her family has some major health challenges, but they battle them all together the best they can. Her one escape is online role-playing.
So let's just say right here for you romance lovers looking for the good stuff, the steam was steaming and the spice was spicing. It was HOT! I'm blushing just thinking back on some of the scenes.
Also, the narrators just nailed this performance. They brought all the characters to life, which made an already incredible story even better.
But really what spoke to me is something I don't talk about online or to anyone but my family. It's my husband's struggle with bipolar disorder and multiple sclerosis. I did not know going into this that the book was going to be a gut punch and a warm hug all at once. I had to stop listening several times. It just hit too close to home. I needed to breathe and let my brain process. The parallels between our husbands were shocking, even down to them being musicians. LJ Daniel's bravery in revealing this aspect of their lives cannot be commended enough. If her husband had a heart condition or diabetes, no one would say a word about the challenges they faced or the choices they were faced with. Because it's a mental illness, that changes everything. It shouldn't, though.
Thank you, LJ Daniel, for your honesty, your bravery, and for showing that being in love with someone with mental health challenges can be beautiful. Thank you for making me and my life feel so seen, heard, and loved. Can't wait to read the next one. Already bought it.
January 28, 2026
I picked this up as I am a huge fan of the narrators June DeBorahae and JF Harding and I am so glad I did! This was a really great listen and a recommend if you are looking for some slow burn angst.
The relationship between Cooper and Teagan felt so grounded and I loved how devoted they were to each other and were always a team no matter what. This was a lot more emotional than I was expecting with some very heavy themes but its written in a really accessible way; there were so many moments I identified with and the characters were both easy to connect with. Teagan was so likeable too and her internal strength is shown in all her actions. Cooper's realisation of the invisible load Teagan was carrying on top of everything else just broke my heart.
Lance West really made Cooper come across as such an earnest person and I really liked how the POVs started from his character rather than Teagan reacting to him as your first impression. You just know Teagan is the centre of Cooper's universe and his struggle to try and be the husband everyone was telling him he should be has you rooting for him.
I did find the pacing was a little slow to start and there were a few moments which happened off page due to time jumps that I would have loved to explore more but I was still invested throughout.
Wayne definitely wins the prize for worst character (the deployed best friend is third with Chris second). What a narcissist; I'm really looking forward to seeing how he is dealt with in part two.
My interpretation of the star system;
3 stars - I enjoyed it; would read the author again
4 stars - I really liked it; I am invested and definitely want more from this author/series
5 stars - I loved it; I engaged with this book completely until I finished it and it is one I will re-read
The relationship between Cooper and Teagan felt so grounded and I loved how devoted they were to each other and were always a team no matter what. This was a lot more emotional than I was expecting with some very heavy themes but its written in a really accessible way; there were so many moments I identified with and the characters were both easy to connect with. Teagan was so likeable too and her internal strength is shown in all her actions. Cooper's realisation of the invisible load Teagan was carrying on top of everything else just broke my heart.
Lance West really made Cooper come across as such an earnest person and I really liked how the POVs started from his character rather than Teagan reacting to him as your first impression. You just know Teagan is the centre of Cooper's universe and his struggle to try and be the husband everyone was telling him he should be has you rooting for him.
I did find the pacing was a little slow to start and there were a few moments which happened off page due to time jumps that I would have loved to explore more but I was still invested throughout.
Wayne definitely wins the prize for worst character (the deployed best friend is third with Chris second). What a narcissist; I'm really looking forward to seeing how he is dealt with in part two.
My interpretation of the star system;
3 stars - I enjoyed it; would read the author again
4 stars - I really liked it; I am invested and definitely want more from this author/series
5 stars - I loved it; I engaged with this book completely until I finished it and it is one I will re-read
January 6, 2026
Planning on sending LJ my doctor bills because my blood pressure was ALL over the place listening to this!
Our story follows Tegan and Cooper through marriage, parenthood, and eventually a budding polyamorous relationship. It includes some of the most realistic portrayals of mental health diagnoses and struggles, the ups and downs of parenthood (including a special needs child), and the intricacies of marital life. Tegan also has a very tumultuous childhood and the resulting relationship with her father is fraught with the worst kind of tension.
I appreciated the use of multiple POVs, even within the same chapter, to truly delve into the multi-faceted nature of a family - we get to see the experiences of Cooper as a man struggling with his mental health and new diagnosis, as well as the pressures of being the main provider. We feel the weight of Tegan juggling work, mothering a special needs child, being the default parent, and the mental load of keeping things afloat. We even get the POV of Morgan, entering into a healthy poly relationship with Tegan and Cooper, and where he fits in.
And that twist at the end with a MASSIVE cliffhanger?!
All three narrators do a masterful job with their characters. This story doesn’t hum with emotion, it screams it into the void, and their deliveries are top notch. June’s voice may sound delicate, but she is a powerhouse. Lance was new to me, but he handles Cooper’s inner monologues beautifully. I never thought that I could dislike JF, but Wayne had me boiling with anger. 10/10!
Our story follows Tegan and Cooper through marriage, parenthood, and eventually a budding polyamorous relationship. It includes some of the most realistic portrayals of mental health diagnoses and struggles, the ups and downs of parenthood (including a special needs child), and the intricacies of marital life. Tegan also has a very tumultuous childhood and the resulting relationship with her father is fraught with the worst kind of tension.
I appreciated the use of multiple POVs, even within the same chapter, to truly delve into the multi-faceted nature of a family - we get to see the experiences of Cooper as a man struggling with his mental health and new diagnosis, as well as the pressures of being the main provider. We feel the weight of Tegan juggling work, mothering a special needs child, being the default parent, and the mental load of keeping things afloat. We even get the POV of Morgan, entering into a healthy poly relationship with Tegan and Cooper, and where he fits in.
And that twist at the end with a MASSIVE cliffhanger?!
All three narrators do a masterful job with their characters. This story doesn’t hum with emotion, it screams it into the void, and their deliveries are top notch. June’s voice may sound delicate, but she is a powerhouse. Lance was new to me, but he handles Cooper’s inner monologues beautifully. I never thought that I could dislike JF, but Wayne had me boiling with anger. 10/10!
September 13, 2025
I just finished this book, and inside I feel such chaos that I don’t even know how to put my thoughts into words…
What first drew me to this story was the title: I’m Fine. Save Me. The trigger warnings and disclaimer caught my attention too. The prologue prepared me for the fact that everything would be more complicated than it seemed…
And then the story itself… A love story between two people, so raw, so relatable, so honest. It had all the ups and downs, and sometimes those downs hit me hard because they mirrored pieces of my own life, my disappointments, and my wounds.
While reading, my thoughts kept running ahead, creating possible scenarios, but I never guessed anything right. I kept waiting for the moment Tegan would break, for the moment Cooper would ruin it all. But instead, I found Tegan’s immeasurable strength and love. No matter how much she was breaking inside, she always stood back up—for the people she loved. It’s impossible not to admire her.
Later in the story, Cooper’s love and his selfless care for Tegan’s happiness brought a third person into their lives—Morgan. Even though it was a long-distance relationship, he was able to give Tegan what she was missing.
And the ending… left me absolutely wrecked. 💔
What first drew me to this story was the title: I’m Fine. Save Me. The trigger warnings and disclaimer caught my attention too. The prologue prepared me for the fact that everything would be more complicated than it seemed…
And then the story itself… A love story between two people, so raw, so relatable, so honest. It had all the ups and downs, and sometimes those downs hit me hard because they mirrored pieces of my own life, my disappointments, and my wounds.
While reading, my thoughts kept running ahead, creating possible scenarios, but I never guessed anything right. I kept waiting for the moment Tegan would break, for the moment Cooper would ruin it all. But instead, I found Tegan’s immeasurable strength and love. No matter how much she was breaking inside, she always stood back up—for the people she loved. It’s impossible not to admire her.
Later in the story, Cooper’s love and his selfless care for Tegan’s happiness brought a third person into their lives—Morgan. Even though it was a long-distance relationship, he was able to give Tegan what she was missing.
And the ending… left me absolutely wrecked. 💔
June 19, 2025
This poly romance dives deep into the complexities of love, identity, and mental health, and it does it with such authenticity and grace that it felt less like reading fiction and more like sitting down with someone’s soul. Daniels doesn’t shy away from the hard things the unraveling of a marriage, the emotional exhaustion of caregiving, the unique joys and challenges of raising an autistic child but it's written with such compassion and care that it feels like a warm hand holding yours through the storm.
This story dives headfirst into mental health, trauma, and healing without flinching and it does it right. The FMC is raw, relatable, and so authentically written that I felt seen in ways I didn’t expect. And the two MMCs? Let’s just say, I would sell my soul to be in the middle of that emotional support sandwich.
Even better? The relationships are open, honest, and healthy a breath of fresh air in a genre that often romanticizes toxicity. It’s sexy without being shallow, intense without being manipulative. And just when I thought I could breath there was this CLIFFHANGER.
This story dives headfirst into mental health, trauma, and healing without flinching and it does it right. The FMC is raw, relatable, and so authentically written that I felt seen in ways I didn’t expect. And the two MMCs? Let’s just say, I would sell my soul to be in the middle of that emotional support sandwich.
Even better? The relationships are open, honest, and healthy a breath of fresh air in a genre that often romanticizes toxicity. It’s sexy without being shallow, intense without being manipulative. And just when I thought I could breath there was this CLIFFHANGER.
December 25, 2025
ALC Review:
Duet Narration by June deBorahae, Lance West, and J.F. Harding
“This is just life, but we’re still doing life together.”
Tropes:
Soulmates
Mental Health Rep
Plus Size FMC
Digital Relationship
Long-Distance
Open Communication
I’m Fine Save Me is an emotionally heavy, deeply honest story that pulled me in from the first chapter. Getting inside Cooper’s head set the tone immediately — raw, anxious, and painfully real.
This book doesn’t romanticize marriage, parenthood, or mental health struggles. Instead, it shows the quiet, exhausting reality of loving someone while also trying not to lose yourself. Tegan’s strength felt endless — until it wasn’t — and watching her find an emotional outlet through Morgan was both heartbreaking and necessary.
The narration deserves special praise. June deBorahae captured Tegan’s suppressed emotions perfectly. Lance West delivered an intense, authentic portrayal of Cooper’s anxiety and spiraling thoughts. J.F. Harding brought warmth and steadiness to Morgan, making him feel like a true anchor.
That cliffhanger hurt. I expected it. I still wasn’t prepared. Thank you to LJ Daniel for this unforgettable ALC — I absolutely need closure.
Duet Narration by June deBorahae, Lance West, and J.F. Harding
“This is just life, but we’re still doing life together.”
Tropes:
Soulmates
Mental Health Rep
Plus Size FMC
Digital Relationship
Long-Distance
Open Communication
I’m Fine Save Me is an emotionally heavy, deeply honest story that pulled me in from the first chapter. Getting inside Cooper’s head set the tone immediately — raw, anxious, and painfully real.
This book doesn’t romanticize marriage, parenthood, or mental health struggles. Instead, it shows the quiet, exhausting reality of loving someone while also trying not to lose yourself. Tegan’s strength felt endless — until it wasn’t — and watching her find an emotional outlet through Morgan was both heartbreaking and necessary.
The narration deserves special praise. June deBorahae captured Tegan’s suppressed emotions perfectly. Lance West delivered an intense, authentic portrayal of Cooper’s anxiety and spiraling thoughts. J.F. Harding brought warmth and steadiness to Morgan, making him feel like a true anchor.
That cliffhanger hurt. I expected it. I still wasn’t prepared. Thank you to LJ Daniel for this unforgettable ALC — I absolutely need closure.
July 6, 2025
📚✨ I'm Fine. Save Me. by LJ Daniel
⭐️3/5 | 🌶️3/5
This book broke me quietly and then gently helped me put the pieces back together.
What stood out the most was how the story shifted the focus from the neurodivergent partner — who often gets center stage — to the quiet, internal unraveling of the caretaker. Tegan is “fine” because she thinks she has to be. Her pain isn’t loud or dramatic, but it’s deeply, achingly real. And that’s what makes this story hit so hard — it gives voice to the emotional labor so many carry in silence.
The multi-POV narrative is incredible. It doesn’t just switch perspectives — it explores how different people experience time, trauma, and healing. The way the timeline jumps worked so well; nothing felt disjointed or lost, just layered and intentional.
This isn’t a book that shouts. It whispers — truths you didn’t know you needed to hear. It doesn’t romanticize mental health or offer neat resolutions. It’s about survival, exhaustion, connection, and being seen — even when you’ve spent your whole life pretending you’re okay.
⭐️3/5 | 🌶️3/5
This book broke me quietly and then gently helped me put the pieces back together.
What stood out the most was how the story shifted the focus from the neurodivergent partner — who often gets center stage — to the quiet, internal unraveling of the caretaker. Tegan is “fine” because she thinks she has to be. Her pain isn’t loud or dramatic, but it’s deeply, achingly real. And that’s what makes this story hit so hard — it gives voice to the emotional labor so many carry in silence.
The multi-POV narrative is incredible. It doesn’t just switch perspectives — it explores how different people experience time, trauma, and healing. The way the timeline jumps worked so well; nothing felt disjointed or lost, just layered and intentional.
This isn’t a book that shouts. It whispers — truths you didn’t know you needed to hear. It doesn’t romanticize mental health or offer neat resolutions. It’s about survival, exhaustion, connection, and being seen — even when you’ve spent your whole life pretending you’re okay.
January 24, 2026
I went into this expecting an emotional story, but I didn’t expect it to feel quite this real. This book explores the quiet weight of being “the strong one” in a relationship and how escapism can become both a refuge and a risk. Tegan’s situation, being the only neurotypical person in her household felt honest and raw, especially in how love, exhaustion, guilt, and loyalty all coexist at once. Nothing is simplified or sugar-coated, and that’s what made it resonate.
The online role play aspect was especially compelling. It wasn’t treated as a cheap plot device, but as a genuine coping mechanism one that comes with blurred boundaries and emotional consequences. Morgan’s presence in Tegan’s life is subtle, grounding, and complicated in a way that feels believable. This isn’t a romance that promises rescue; it’s a story about being seen, about admitting you’re not fine, and about how sometimes connection helps you breathe, but doesn’t fix everything. Thoughtful, emotionally layered, and quietly powerful. I’m really glad I found this on Kindle Unlimited.
The online role play aspect was especially compelling. It wasn’t treated as a cheap plot device, but as a genuine coping mechanism one that comes with blurred boundaries and emotional consequences. Morgan’s presence in Tegan’s life is subtle, grounding, and complicated in a way that feels believable. This isn’t a romance that promises rescue; it’s a story about being seen, about admitting you’re not fine, and about how sometimes connection helps you breathe, but doesn’t fix everything. Thoughtful, emotionally layered, and quietly powerful. I’m really glad I found this on Kindle Unlimited.
July 7, 2025
Holy moly! Whip lash is an understatement!
I went into this intrigued and open minded, although I was not at all prepared for this, it hit deep and pulled on my heart strings. With my experience as a home health caregiver dealing with (LBD) and a former military wife familiar with the high-lows, this story struck a chord and brought up intense emotions.
The characters from the family’s dynamic is meticulously developed and descriptive in their distinct roles giving depth to the plot. Full of real life situations, family dynamics, marriage, twisted spicy bedroom shenanigans- amidst the challenges and loving devotion keeping you thoroughly engaged.
The story examines the multifaceted experiences of mental health and trauma, and was masterfully crafted while fostering hope even amidst adversity in a whirlwind cliffhanger…you are not ready for.
*Thank you to LJ Daniel and Naughty Nook PR for the early copy!*
I went into this intrigued and open minded, although I was not at all prepared for this, it hit deep and pulled on my heart strings. With my experience as a home health caregiver dealing with (LBD) and a former military wife familiar with the high-lows, this story struck a chord and brought up intense emotions.
The characters from the family’s dynamic is meticulously developed and descriptive in their distinct roles giving depth to the plot. Full of real life situations, family dynamics, marriage, twisted spicy bedroom shenanigans- amidst the challenges and loving devotion keeping you thoroughly engaged.
The story examines the multifaceted experiences of mental health and trauma, and was masterfully crafted while fostering hope even amidst adversity in a whirlwind cliffhanger…you are not ready for.
*Thank you to LJ Daniel and Naughty Nook PR for the early copy!*
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