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180 pages, Kindle Edition
Published June 4, 2025
“The problem with never saying never is that it’s always saying maybe.”(p. 227)
Fern was not afraid to use the word emotional. She was not afraid of emotions at all. She 'sought them out', is what Shippy liked to say. She deliberately chose the most upsetting movies and watched them repeatedly. The sad movie Fern saw the most times was Steel Magnolias. She was in awe of the way a movie could rip her heart out. She enjoyed the feeling. Every time Sally Field lost it in the cemetery, Fern lost it worse. She felt great afterwards.
"It's like vomiting," said Fern. "I love to vomit."
"She does, she loves to vomit," Shippy would say.
"The contrast between feeling shitty and feeling better is never so clear as it is the moment right after you vomit."
Neither of them was religious but Fern was a little bit spiritual. A little bit spiritual in her case meant that she'd been heard to say out loud that she believed in love and that she journalled.
...she decided then that she didn't have the neck for whimsical men, so she married a sensible one instead. Jade's father didn't really care about beauty. He never owned a single painting. He would never make a woman gasp.
Jade's mother understood then that all these years she had mistaken scared for sensible and sensible for easy.
The problem with never saying never is that it's always saying maybe. It's living in limbo. There is no death, no break-up, no airport drop-off to mobilise the grieving. The grief doesn't know when to begin. It lingers and waits, unsure when it will be called on. And the longer it waits, the more it fears what may happen.
"A dazzling collection of hilarious and heart-wrenching stories united by a groundbreaking theme: each is a sidelong glance at the lives of women who - either by choice or by circumstance - will never be mothers and who feel every way it is possible to feel about it."