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My family say I’m unwell. They think I can’t care for my baby. But they’re lying. Who can I really trust?

My delicate newborn, Lola, is just perfect. She’s made our family complete. My wonderful husband Max has his own children. He doesn’t like to talk about his first wife – and I knew it would be hard, becoming a stepmother. But now I have a child of my own, I can forget about the past.

My stepchildren say they love their new little sister, and Max is so happy. But accidents keep happening around the house. My family look at me pityingly. I know what they’re thinking. She can’t cope. But why can’t I shake the feeling something else is going on?

Then one day I go to check on Lola and what I see changes everything…

Because my baby isn't there. And my first thought is…

Is this payback for what I’ve done?

An edge-of-your-seat psychological thriller perfect for fans of Frieda McFadden, Jeneva Rose and The Girl in Seat 2A. Prepare to stay up all night reading!

324 pages, Kindle Edition

Published April 14, 2025

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A.J. Campbell

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AJ Campbell is an Amazon USA top 40 bestselling author, who loves throwing characters into unbelievable situations and figuring it out from there. The result is psychological suspense novels full of twists, turns, and torment, with gasp-worthy endings. An avid hiker, AJ lives in the UK on the Essex / Hertfordshire border with her husband, sons, and cocker spaniel, Max. She is a Netflix junkie, a theatre tragic, and a wine and Asian food enthusiast. 

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Profile Image for Alya ( 20 comments restriction ).
465 reviews147 followers
April 6, 2025
✨️ ARC REVIEW ✨️


First - Time Mother by AJ Campbell
Publication date April 14th 2025


First of NEW FAV THRILLER AUTHOR UNLOCKED🔐 (feels like an understatement for how much I loved this book!) It's books like THIS ONE that revive my love for this genre!

Story follows Annie, a first time mother who lives with her husband Max and 17yr old twins from his previous marriage; she lives in the house he once shared with his late wife. On top of being sleep deprived, she feels something is going on in the house when things go missing and look out of place as well as Annie's unusual blackouts and strange behaviour...

This was messy in the best way possible I couldn't pause the audio, it kept me guessing till the last page -- even when you sense one thing coming it's still twist after twist! WHERE ON EARTH DID THAT ENDING COME FROM🤯🤯🤯?? talk about do you ever wonder what goes on in someone else's mind... absolute masterpiece of a book! I'll definitely be reading AJ Campbell's entire backlist

Thanks to Bookouture Audio and NetGalley for the ALC
Profile Image for Holly  B .
951 reviews2,912 followers
April 18, 2025
Kept me on the edge of my nerves (SO annoying) never on the edge of my seat. 🙄

This is my second by the author and I really enjoyed The Phone Call , but this seemed liked a different author wrote it! Absolutely not a "missing baby/edge of your seat" thriller. It is about the wife/mother called Annie (though her hubby calls her darling ad nauseam). I really wanted to scream, "STOP"!

Anyway, Annie is exhausted, as I was reading this. She has mommy mind and brain fog so bad that her family thinks she has lost it and she thinks someone is trying to kill her. There is much repetition and talk of this and other tricks of the mind she suffers from.

The conclusion was laughable, but I will say the last secret Annie revealed was pretty clever, just not enough to elevate my rating. 🤷‍♀️

Thanks to NG for the ARC. Came out April 14, 2025
It is also a KU pick
Profile Image for Mandy White (mandylovestoread).
2,799 reviews864 followers
April 14, 2025
My new favourite book from the fabulous AJ Campbell. What a book!

There are so many twists and turns from start to finish. I don’t want to say too much about the plot as I really think you just need to read it and be shocked like I was. All you need to know is that Annie is a new mum and she is struggling with everything. Her husband and step kids think she is going mad. She desperately needs sleep and for her colicky baby to stop crying. Her life is about to be turned upside down and starts to fear for her life.

I had so many trust issues with these characters! i didn’t know who to believe. I felt so sorry for Annie but at the same time frustrated. I remember the early days as a new mum. It is hard. You feel like you can’t do anything right, and the sleep deprivation is torturous.

You need to read this book and be prepared to be given whiplash!!

Thanks so much to AJ and Bookouture for my early copy of this book to read. Publishes on April 14th.
Profile Image for Ceecee .
2,754 reviews2,320 followers
April 18, 2025
2.5 rounded up

Yoo hoo - it’s me, waving from outlier island! This was going ok - not amazing but readable, decent plot line, then for me it fell off a cliff (on my island?) at 80%. I can’t say I especially liked the main character of Annie who was dozy to say the least - slow on the uptake of what was happening to her. Some of the characters actions were on the ridiculous spectrum too. I didn’t especially care for the authors clipped style of writing and there were some statements of the blindingly obvious. The thing that was meant to be the dun dun dun moment made me burst out laughing - probably not what the author was intending, huh? Some odd expressions - riddled with savagery? What? Huh. There’s a lot of roaring, sneering, huh. The ending sort of redeemed it so hence 3.

The blurb is a bit misleading so be warned!

Kindle Unlimited

Ps. If you’ve read it the huh will make sense!
Profile Image for Tonya.
784 reviews186 followers
June 4, 2025
My heart goes out to Annie. Not only is she struggling to take care of her newborn Lola, but she is also an instant stepmother. What makes matters worse is her new stepchildren aren't her biggest fans. Battling postpartum brain fog and exhaustion is consuming Annie’s life. Is she having difficulty coping with motherhood or is something more sinister at play? Along with the uncertainty of the cause of Annie’s health issues; a murder happens causing Annie to doubt everything and everyone. This is a murder mystery with several twists, turns, and countless red herrings. The story kept me guessing and on the edge of my seat. The narrator, Tamsin Kennard masterfully brings the characters to life adding emotion, intensity, and suspense. Thank you NetGalley and Bookouture Audio for my audiobook.
Profile Image for BONNIE SMITH.
446 reviews67 followers
April 4, 2025
Ok, I feel like I read a different book than other reviewers.

My biggest complaint about this is the tag line on the front cover, along with the description.
"A baby is missing, everyone thinks its my fault"

And that is NOT the actual premise of the book. Annie a new mom struggling with post partum. Sleep deprived and unable to remember events and conversations, she has little connection with baby Lola and just wishes she could sleep.
One afternoon she literally passes out, only to awaken and find someone dead in her home, with her bathrobe belt around their strangled neck.

No missing baby for 3/4 of the story, so I downgrade this to two stars.

It also was really hard to follow. I originally thought it was because Annie is such a bad narrator, with her fumbled brain and poor recollection of memories. But no, it's more of a storyline flaw.

I can say I did not see the ending coming, but not in an "A-HA" way, more of just a "HUH" way for me.
Thanks to NetGalley for the ALC.
Profile Image for Jayne.
1,042 reviews689 followers
April 18, 2025


Did the publisher and editor read this book????

CHECK THE COVER:
This book is NOT about a missing baby.

Instead, this is a "Who murdered my sister?" book.

It's also a book about a crazed first-time mother allegedly suffering from post-partum depression and memory lapses.

The author's character development was flawed.
1) Characters spotlighted in the early portion of the book disappeared in the latter portion. (Did the author forget about them?)
2) A random character was a pivotal character at the end of the book. (Huh?)

The book was also very, very long-winded.

I listened to the audiobook, and this 8-hour audiobook easily could have been a 6-hour audiobook.

The narration by Tamsin Kennard was 10-star, as always.

Although I usually give this author stellar reviews, my ARC request was declined by NetGalley and the publisher.
😭😭😭

Perhaps both NetGalley and the publisher knew I always give honest reviews.
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406 reviews108 followers
April 4, 2025
This by far the best thriller of 2025! Man did I love The Phone Call by AJ Campbell and I never thought she could bet it but she did! This is a book you DON’T WANT TO MISS. It’s was so relatable as a new mom with feeling tired and overwhelmed, you just had to feel for Annie. It was adrenaline filled and I was on the edge of my seat the entire way through! My jaw was on the floor to many time to count! Make sure you add this to your TBR because you are going to have FOMO if you don’t!

****Many thanks to Bookouture and AJ Campbell for my gifted copy in exchange for an honest review!
Profile Image for Michelle.
1,762 reviews167 followers
March 27, 2025
Annie is a first rime mother to four-month-old Lola. She lives with her husband Max and his 17-year-old twins from Max’s previous marriage. Anne loves her daughter dearly but hasn’t got that special bond yet like other mothers do and, she is living in the house that he shared with his late wife and the twins. She is finding it all quite difficult and she is quite sleep deprived and she thinks that something is going on in the house when some of Lola’s bottles go missing and there is a fire in the kitchen. Her husband Max thinks its all down to her being depressed. Bit when she wakes up after being asleep, she finds Lola missing. Where is Lola, who has got her and what is the hell is going on.
This is another fast-paced gripping thriller from AJ Campbell. It is full of suspense and lots of twists and turns which I devoured it one sitting I didn’t know where the story was heading but I found it quite surprising twist as I got to the end. This is a great read. 4 stars from me.



Profile Image for Susan Z (webreakforbooks) .
1,128 reviews117 followers
April 5, 2025
AJ Campbell in back with her signature style in First Time Mother. AJ's books always have propulsive bingeable chapters. You can't help fly through the book. 

Annie is a scatterbrained new mom, her memory is challenged, she is absent minded, and she feels like she's losing her mind. She begins to doubt herself, her memory and her actions. 

As unfortunate events keep piling up, she thinks everyone is guilty, maybe even herself. 

If you love am unreliable narrator and an unstable new mom, this one is for you. 

Bingeable and entertaining
Profile Image for April.
633 reviews179 followers
April 5, 2025
Decent read overall & worth a try, for readers who enjoy domestic suspense.

The story follows Annie, a newlywed that is struggling to raise a newborn and two teenage stepkids. After the death of Max’s first wife, Annie steps in and tries to be a good stepmother although she is severely struggling with Lola. After Lola is born, the family sees changes in Annie and they are unsure of what is causing this. When Annie becomes forgetful and strange things begin to occur, she begins to wonder is something far more sinister taking place in their home.

The blurb on the front really threw me for a loop, as it does not match the premises of this story at all. I am still interested in reading more from this author as I did enjoy her writing style. Thank you Bookouture and NetGalley for this advanced reader copy. All opinions are my own.
Profile Image for Sherri Thacker.
1,690 reviews378 followers
March 24, 2025
Time for another great thriller by AJ Campbell. This has lies, secrets, and so much more crammed into this 334 page book. I appreciated the short chapters. It kept me on the edge of my seat wanting more. Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for this early release. To be released April 14, 2025.
Profile Image for Laura Smith.
530 reviews23 followers
April 11, 2025
FIRST TIME MOTHER BY A J CAMPBELL
5 ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ s.
Release date set for the 14th of April 2025.
Oh wow what a prologue that was.
It was Relatable at first and then it turned chilling.
It had me questioning every single character in this book. Honestly I didnt know who was doing what.
I genuinely felt so sorry for the main female character Annie..
This book kept me guessing all the way through.
I had a few thoughts that I thought I knew what was going on then BAM out of know where a twist came.
Then another double whammy.
An amazing twisty psychological thriller.
I can't wait to see what else this brilliant author writes.
Profile Image for Jo Lee.
1,172 reviews22 followers
April 14, 2025
Happy publication day 🎉🥳🎧

3.75 🌟 very nearly a 4, unfortunately in the last few days I’ve finished another title with an almost identical plot, although the story panned out quite differently, it was too much of the same for me to rate higher, which seems a shame as the book is brilliant and it’s definitely not either authors fault that’s they’ve crossed over, it just made it too predictable for me.

The writing is excellent, the plot is great, there are lots of twists and turns along the way that will keep the reader hooked on the story. There were a few little loopholes in the story that made me a bit confused. You know the type of thing that makes you shout at a horror movie?!

If these titles are anything to go by, people might want to start just recruiting childcare from the nearest bus stop.

Great narration as always by Tamsin Kennard 🎧

Huge thanks to Bookouture Audio and NetGalley for the opportunity to review to this ALC 🎧
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2,305 reviews51 followers
March 16, 2025
The author invited me to read this book, and I went in completely blind—no expectations, no idea what I was stepping into. And let me tell you, from the moment I started, I was hooked. The tension, the suspense, the way the story unfolded—it had me completely absorbed.

At first, I found myself paying close attention to certain characters, especially when reading aloud, but once I settled into the flow, it all became much easier to follow. The writing pulls you in, making every twist and revelation even more intense.

As a mother, I know stress is part of the package, but the protagonist’s experience was on a whole different level. After a sudden and shocking death close to her, everything begins to unravel. She doesn’t know who to trust, and that creeping sense of paranoia seeps through the pages, making me question everything right alongside her.

The secrets in this book? Absolutely masterful. Layered, well-paced, and so cleverly executed that every new discovery felt like a punch to the gut. I loved how the suspense built up, keeping me guessing until the very end. If you're looking for a gripping read that will consume you, this is it.
480 reviews20 followers
March 18, 2025
A brilliant twisty family drama that kept me involved in this storyline from the very beginning until the explosive ending.

I can thoroughly recommend this book.
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334 reviews
May 7, 2025
I could not stop reading kept me guessing!! Really great story 🙌🏻🙌🏻
Profile Image for Kristina Anderson.
313 reviews118 followers
April 12, 2025
Thank you to NetGalley and Bookouture for the ARC (Advance Reader Copy) of First-Time Mother by AJ Campbell. Well that was enjoyable. I have wanted to read several books by this author but had yet to read one. Now I know I will look for the others that peaked my interest. There were quite a few twists and turns along the way with this one. It started off a little slow for me but then quickly picked up the pace. A quick read that I would definitely recommend to others. I gave this one a 4 star rating.
Profile Image for Eva Edge.
1,283 reviews41 followers
April 5, 2025
Talking about the jaw on the floor... First-time Mother by A.J. Campbell will deliver you one! WoW!!!
Complicated family dynamics, sleep deprivation, love and hate mixed with secrets, sprinkled with crime and decorated with nail-biting ending. Like seriously WOW!!!

A high-quality audiobook narrated by Tamsin Kennard will make this journey even more enjoyable! I could not believe that there was just one narrator! You could feel how much she connected with the book and the characters! It was so easy to separate who was who, with no confusion or questioning. Just excellent!

In true A.J. Campbell style, the story sucks you in from the first page. Layer by layer author puts together the story in a way that you don't trust anyone and you suspect everyone! You can get a proper headspin trying to work out what the hell is going on?!
The book is told in the present and from Annie's perspective, so it's easy to follow. Characters were irritable but lovable once you understand the emotional side of their actions.

Annie's and Max's four-month-old baby girl Lola is a crybaby. Annie can't remember when she had good sleep so things are complicated. It's not helping that her 17-year-old stepchildren dislike her. Strange things start to happen and Annie questions herself, is she losing her mind? Why she can't remember things she did or heard? Annie thinks she's going mad. How much she can trust herself or others?

Thank you, NetGalley for this copy!
Profile Image for Ali  O.
791 reviews44 followers
April 9, 2025
First-Time Mother by AJ Campbell
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Intense!!! Loved this extremely entertaining and gripping psychological thriller!
It started with a bang and never dropped off with the drama and excitement! It’s so fast paced that it didn’t take long to get through the audiobook! The twists and turns are amazingly wild!
Annie, a brand new mom to a colicky baby, is very sleep deprived and questioning things she’s forgetting. Certain events aren’t making sense to her, along with her trying to deal with a horrible family tragedy. Is Annie going crazy?

This is my first book from this author, but I’m so excited to read more!
Thank you to NetGalley for an audio copy of this amazing book! The narrator was excellent too!
*This book comes out April 14, and I highly recommend it!*
Profile Image for Jennifer Vance.
270 reviews18 followers
May 19, 2025
4.5 Stars rated up!
AJ Campbell has quickly been one of my favorite thriller authors. Her books are consistently good, quick reads. When you get caught up in one of her books, you do not want to put it down! Her books are twisty and thought provoking. First-Time Mother is no different.

Annie is a new mom to a beautiful baby named Lola. She is also the wife of Max, living in the home he built with his ex-wife. And she is a step-mother to their children, whom she feels do not like her. She is forgetting things, and it appears as if she is drinking and can’t sleep. She is looking for help, but no one seems to be able to help. Being a new mom is stressful enough, but then her sister ends up dead in her home, while she is sleeping. The book spirals into a frenzy. Annie doesn’t know if she is coming or going and feels like she is going crazy, all while being a new mother, a step-mother and dealing with the emotions of losing her sister (and wondering what happened?!).

Many of the characters in this book are not trustworthy. I couldn’t tell who was genuine and who was out to get someone. I remember being a new mom and all of these additional stressors are enough to drive you crazy! I really enjoyed this read by on of my fav authors! Can’t wait to see what comes next! Thank you to the author for the opportunity to read this book. My opinions are honest and my own!
77 reviews7 followers
March 5, 2025
Wow another five star read from AJ Campbell!

This had me gripped right from the start.

Fab complex characters and plot twists I did not see coming!

I read in less than a day!

Thoroughly recommend

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Profile Image for Victoria Tezangi.
119 reviews10 followers
April 3, 2025
Thank you to @netgalley for this audiobook! WOW! This thriller is absolutely perfect for fans of Frieda McFadden and Lisa Jewell. While her husband Max tries his best to convince Annie that her blackouts are due to her being a tired and stressed first time mother, Annie can’t help but feel something is wrong. When their baby goes missing and another crime is committed all eyes are on Annie as she faces questions and doubts but who can she really trust? Her husband? His kids? Their friends? Those around her? Or even herself?

This was a twisty thriller that kept me guessing throughout! I was suspicious of absolutely everyone and it’s because of that that I couldn’t stop listening to this. I didn’t know who to trust and whether or not Annie was a reliable narrator. AJ Campbell did an incredible job at capturing the very real exhaustion and stress of being a first time mother. The doubts, worries and tiredness felt so accurately portrayed and made us feel so connected to Annie at times feeling sorry for her but also frustrated as she pass her paranoia onto me as a reader. This was a fun thriller that didn’t stop with the twists and with two major plots to the story we are left hooked! The audio narration was full of emotion and clear and I loved the bathing scenes that brought the scenery to life! I would highly recommend for fans of a twisty domestic thriller!
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238 reviews13 followers
April 16, 2025
AJ Campbell has done it again! She has written another brilliant 5 ⭐️ psychological thriller. I honestly don’t know how she comes up with such unique and creative storylines! Just when I thought I’d figured it all out, boom Ms Campbell blindsides me with a shocking twist. I would highly recommend First-Time Mother if you are looking for an engaging unputdownable psychological thriller.

The First-Time Mother was so relatable as it brought me back to the days when my children were babies and I was chronically sleep deprived and drained. I felt like I was living in a fog. This is exactly how first time, new Mum, Annie is feeling. Four month old Lola has terrible colic and Annie cannot get a reprieve from Lola’s constant crying and fussing. Annie is beside herself feeling overwhelmed with exhaustion. But something else isn’t quite right as she has stomach pain and dizzy spells. On top of that, Annie is also step-mum to her husband’s teen twins. They are not thrilled with Annie and the fact that she married their widowed father and now has a baby with him. The twins make Annie’s life unbearable and she starts having a sick feeling that they are doing sneaky things to make her look incompetent. At first it’s minor things, such as items being misplaced or forgotten. Annie begins to doubt herself. Is she going crazy or is something more sinister happening. But when things escalated and serious accidents and situations occur, Annie begins to fear for her life and doesn’t know who she can trust!

Thank you so much @bookouture and @ajcampbell for my stop on this book tour and my arc. I thoroughly enjoyed First-Time Mother from start to finish.

Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Pub Date: April 14, 2025

Profile Image for ✨🌙 Bibliophile_Shelley 🌙✨.
264 reviews14 followers
April 4, 2025
First of all, thank you NetGalley, the author and publisher for allowing me early access in exchange for an honest review. This is my first book by this author, and it certainly won’t be my last!

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Absolutely gripping! "First-Time Mother" by AJ Campbell was phenomenal. New mom, blackouts, missing baby... I was hooked! Twists galore, couldn't put it down.
Campbell expertly weaves a complex web of suspicion, making you question every character and every motive. The emotional depth of the story, coupled with the high-stakes suspense, creates a truly unforgettable reading experience. If you're a fan of Frieda McFadden or Jeneva Rose, you absolutely need to read this book. Prepare to finish in 24 hrs, because this is one thriller that will keep you absolutely HOOKED. Highly, highly recommended!
489 reviews10 followers
December 27, 2025
Fast paced high quality audiobook that is a binge listen. The narrator did a fab job of showing the emotion and confusion of the main character as she desperately tried to work out was someone to get her and her baby whilist dealing with a new baby and step children who seemed to resent her. This had me gripped from the first word. There were do many twists and turns and red herrings it was engaging as I was thrown into the journey what was happening. The final reveal completely blew me away. This a highly recommended listen a 5 star perfect for all thriller lovers. Thank uou netgallery and publisher and author and narrator.
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641 reviews38 followers
April 13, 2025
First-Time-Mother is a tense, emotionally layered domestic thriller. Annie, a new mother navigating life with a newborn and two teenage stepchildren, begins to unravel when strange incidents occur—and then her baby disappears. Is it exhaustion, or something more sinister?

AJ Campbell crafts a suspenseful, well-paced story with strong psychological depth. Though the blurb didn’t quite match the plot, the twists especially at the end kept me engaged.

I would like to thank Bookouture & NetGalley for providing an ARC of this book in exchange for my honest and fair review
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5,784 reviews71 followers
April 15, 2025
My baby is missing. Everyone thinks it’s my fault.

I’m so scared carrying my delicate newborn, Lola, home from the hospital. It wasn’t an easy birth and she is so small. Seeing her gorgeous little face look up at me I swear I’ll never let anyone hurt her. But maybe I should have been protecting her from myself…

My wonderful husband Max reassures me that the blackouts I’m having are normal: I’m sleep-deprived, and I just need help.

Until my baby girl goes missing.

I’m distraught. How is it possible? How could her crib be lying empty?

They think the pressure of being a mother has broken me. And there’s just so much I don’t remember, I have to wonder if they could be right? After all, I have done some terrible things in my life… but I’d never, ever hurt my baby girl.

I’m certain someone close to me is setting me up. And they don’t know how far I’ll go to bring my baby home again.

This is a thrilling read.
Wonderful well written plot and story line that had me engaged from the start.
Love the well fleshed out characters and found them believable.
Great suspense and action with wonderful world building.
Can't wait to read what the author brings out next.
Recommend reading.

I read a complimentary advance copy of the book; this is my voluntary and honest review.
Profile Image for Deidra Duncan.
82 reviews2 followers
April 5, 2025
Wow! I don't even know where to begin with this book. From the beginning it had me hooked. I finished this in 1 sitting. I could not stop listening. I thought I had it figured out from the start and my mind changed quite a few times but the ending still came out of no where and shocked me. I loved this book and will be adding the rest of this authors backlog on my TBR! Pick this one up!!!

I received this ALC for free in exchange for my honest review.

Thank you to NetGalley and Bookouture Audio for this ALC

#FirstTimeMother #NetGalley
Profile Image for Diane Elizabeth Taylor.
308 reviews14 followers
March 7, 2025
Clear your diary and take a day off for this one! Another brilliant book from AJ Campbell.
This one pulls you in by the scruff of the neck and doesn't let go until you've turned the final page.
Annie thinks she's going mad. Since she gave birth to baby Lola, her world has turned upside down. Who can she trust? Why does she feel so ill?
This book that is bursting at the seams with drama, suspense and intrigue is one you won't be able to leave alone. The characters are complex and well drawn out. I was rooting for Annie all the way through.
The ending captures every loose end expertly and I read it in one sitting. That's how good it is.
My thanks go to NetGalley and the author for the opportunity to read the ARC.
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