Messy but addictive. It’s like the story kept tripping over itself. Every time I was ready to DNF, something would hook me back. I’m glad I kept reading though.
Energy: Volatile. Ominous. Pitiful.
🐺 Growls: The dialogue seemed too for-the-reader. Moods and tones changing too quickly. The TikTokker’s perspective was over-the-top and pulled me out of the story initially. Some interactions were awkward or too sudden, and characters often changed personalities halfway through scenes. The writing veered into subplots or new scenes in a way that interrupted the suspense. Certain scenes dragged on and distracted from the main missing friend storyline.
🐕 Howls: The first-person thoughts seemed too simplistic and juvenile. Some conclusions, like the marriage dynamics, felt forced and very “because I said so.” The MC’s moral ambiguity was interesting, but I don’t know about that ending... it felt rushed and too tidy.
🐩 Tail Wags: The Amsterdam setting and descriptions made it easy to imagine. The early part was suspenseful, with good foreshadowing. Intriguing premise, the clues and mystery. The true-crime influencer angle was fun once I got past the caricature. There are some well placed cliffhangers and surprising reveals.
Scene: 🇳🇱 Bloemgracht Canal neighbourhood, Amsterdam, Netherlands
Perspectives (3): (1) A newlywed feeling homesick while their spouse opens a restaurant agrees to reconnect with an old friend for New Year’s Eve. (2) A 25 yo wannabe TikTok true crime sleuth chasing a missing woman case. (3) The old friend who sneaks in to an elite party.
Timeline: Now (2010s or 2020s) & Before (6 days before a body is found in the canal). December to New Year’s Eve. ❄️ Wintery.
Narrative: Confidant-like, mind-reading vantage point with close, informal tone (first person).
Fuel (for me): Invested in the plot and curious about how things will turn out, where the story is going.
Cred: Plausible
Stakes: Medium-High. Emotional instability, toxic friendships, missing memories, missing friend, a body in the canal, marital secrecy, accusations, escalating danger.
Mood Reading Match-Up:
Rain and darkness. Unknown number. Expensive perfume. Trance beats. Champagne. Stale canal water.
• Casual, simplistic writing style
• Awkward, flawed, anxious, nasty, and questionable characters
• Old-friends reunion
• Homebody at a chaotic party
• Missing memories after a night out
• Emotional affairs and newlywed insecurities
• Missing friend mystery
• Framed-or-guilty suspense
• TikTokker behaving badly
• Expat loneliness and homesickness
• Escalating stakes and quick pivots
• Reverse whodunit (who is the victim?)
Content Heads-Up: Alcohol (intoxication, recreational, social). Alcoholic parent. Anxiety, negative thoughts. Cannabis use. Domestic violence (recalls). Drug use (pills, cocaine; mentions on page). Drugging. Infidelity (temptation, suspicions). Intoxicated driving (mention). Kidnapping. Medical (stroke, diabetic complications). Memory loss (during party). Miscarriage (memory). Sex work. Sexual content (lusting, attempted, transactional, consenting). Slurs, prejudice (against law enforcement). Substance abuse, addiction.
Rep: British. British Dutch. Syrian Dutch. Cis. Hetero. Pale, bleach white skin tones. Type II diabetes (peripheral character).
📚 Format: Advance Reader’s Copy from Pan Macmillan and NetGalley
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