SCARS ARE JUST REMINDERS OF THE TOUGHEST BATTLES WE HAVE FACED AND WON !!!!!!! Same Place, Same Stars written by Katey Taylor was so deeply heart breaking, it was raw, emotional, honest, gut wrenching, honest, pure, inspiring, beautiful, and vulnerable. Right after I finished reading this book, I said I needed a few days to recover, but I decided I can't wait any longer to write a review, because everybody needs to read this book as soon as possible, and no, I still haven't recovered from this emotional story, all I do is stare up at the ceiling with tears pouring down my face. I know this is a work of FICTION, but oh my goodness, it felt so real to me. These characters might not be real people, but this book does deal with some very real and personal topics, if you choose to read this book, please please check the trigger warning's before doing so, they will also be listed in my review. I went into this book one hundred percent completely blind and I was blown away the entire time, but I didn't expect to be so mentally unstable, I'm still not fully healed and honestly, I don't think I ever will be. This cover is absolutely gorgeous and just looking at it makes me bawl my eyes out once again. Katey, I will be sending you my therapy bill because I don't think I will ever be the same again and you shredded my heart to pieces with this beautiful and emotional masterpiece. I can't recommend this book enough, please do me the biggest favor and mark your calendars for May 13th, 2025 because you won't want to miss out on the publication of Same Place, Same Stars written by the queen Katey Taylor. The tears are streaming and the snot bubbles are bubbling.
THANK YOU TO NETGALLEY AND VICTORY EDITING NETGALLEY CO-OP FOR AN ARC OF THIS BOOK IN EXCHANGE FOR AN HONEST REVIEW!!!!!!
IF YOU ARE A SEXUAL ASSAULT SURVIVOR, IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING WITH ADDICTION, IF YOU A RECOVERING ADDICT, IF YOU ARE ON THE ROAD TO RECOVERY, I HEAR YOU, I SEE YOU, YOU MATTER, I LOVE YOU, I'M SENDING YOU ALL OF MY LOVE AND ALL OF MY HUGS, I'M PRAYING FOR YOU, I'M CHEERING YOU ON FROM THE SIDELINES, I WILL ALWAYS AND FOREVER BE YOUR BIGGEST AND LOUDEST CHEERLEADER!!!!!!
TRIGGER WARNING'S
~Suicide~
~Sexual Abuse~
~Eating Disorders~
~Mental Illness~
~Drug Addiction~
~Alcohol Addiction~
~Death of a Parent~
~Overdosing~
"Fix me? As if I'm a damaged old doll who just needs to be glued back together before it can be loved again".
"Every time I close my eyes, I take the risk that they will never open again".
"Art is to console those who are broken by life".
"To love is so startling, it leaves little time for anything else".
"Sometimes when you feel like you have been a burden to others your whole life, you start believing that being uncomfortable or miserable is all you deserve".
"The best therapists are supposed to be supportive and helpful, not make you feel worse, or like a monster deserving of discipline because of your illness".
"Darkness comes in many disguises, and no matter how deep you try to bury it, inevitably it will creep through the cracks".
Gardenia- Gentleness and purity, identified with a secret love between two people.
Natalia Sokolov is a pure angel with the biggest heart. Twenty-one year old Natalia battles a rare sleeping disorder called parasomnia which is an intense sleeping disorder that causes Natalia to do weird things when she's sleeping that she has no control over and she can't ever remember doing. Natalia hurts herself in her sleep, she acts violently, she chokes herself when she's sleeping, she sleep walks, and has vivid night terrors. One night, Natalia bruises herself so bad, she is sent back to a mental facility. Natalia had her first ward stay when she was only six years old and ever since then, Natalia has been in and out of mental facilities. Natalia is sent to Awana's Treatment in the Trees which is a two ranch styled home facility surrounded by tall redwood trees, it's a facility that helps people who are battling mental illnesses. Awana separates their male and female patients from each other. During her stay at Awana, Natalia takes many different medications and it makes her feel judged for something she doesn't even have control over, she has a fear of being outed as "the girl with a strange sleep disease". My heart goes out to Natalia and everything she went through, I just wanted to reach into my kindle and give her the biggest hug ever as she was battling everything on her shoulders. Natalia also has a roommate at Awana named Lindsay.
Lindsay Cartwright is such a ray of sunshine and the best friend you have always wanted in your life. Lindsay has amber eyes, a septum nose piercing, and blue hair. Lindsay is at Awana for many different addictions, she's basically wired to be addicted to everything such as pills, alcohol, and sex. Lindsay's parents kicked her out of their house after her third rehab stay. Behind Lindsay's charismatic confidence hides a bruised and damaged young child because she was emotionally abused as a child by her alcoholic mother. Lindsay is a very blunt type of person, but she's never scared to speak her mind. Man oh man, I just love Lindsay, she's super sweet, she has this magnetic energy that makes you want to always be in her orbit. Lindsay and Natalia form a bond with each other, they promise to remain friends after they leave Awana because they are the best friends they never had. I absolutely love these two young women, their bond was unbreakable. Lindsay was always so supportive during Natalia's panic attacks and Natalia was always supportive even when Lindsay had a relapse. Lindsay has this ability to boost one'e confidence, "you are so lovely, Natalia. You are one of the only people I have met whose inner beauty actually matches the outward beauty". I wish these two lovely women the best on their journey's to recovery, it was such a honor to watch their friendship bloom, it was oh so very beautiful. No matter their own battles, they were always there for one another.
Gabriel King is the sweetest soul ever to exist and the most kind hearted person ever. Gabriel is tall, tan, has messy hair, and such a sweet smile. Gabriel is at Awana because he's suicidal and depressed. Gabriel was in and out of foster homes growing up, but since turning eighteen, Gabriel has spent the last three years traveling coast to coast in a decked out van. My heart absolutely breaks for Gabriel, I just wanted to hold him for hours on end, he thinks the world would be better off without him. Gabriel also plays the harmonica, and making music helps distract his unsettled mind. Gabriel has been at Awana for six months before he met Natalia. Every night at two am, Natalia and Gabriel meet by Natalia's window, and Gabriel plays the soft melody of his harmonica to let Natalia know he's there. Every time they leave after their nightly visits, Gabriel asks "see you tomorrow? Same Place, Same Stars?" as he glances at the night sky above them. Ugh, Gabriel is the cutest ever, he refers to Natalia as Disney Princess's such as Rapunzel and Sleeping Beauty. As Gabriel and Natalia spend every night together, they both learn they are fighting their darkest battles, and they comfort each other all the time, Gabriel was super sweet and comforting during Natalia's panic attacks. "I guess some of the darkest minds live behind the most beautiful eyes". Despite falling in love with each other, Gabriel and Natalia have to keep their visits secretive, because like I said before, Awana keeps their male and female patients separated and can't be around each other. I couldn't help but cheer for Natalia, Lindsay, and Gabriel as they all fought their toughest and darkest battles, they all deserve the absolute best in this world.