Billion Dollar Beast had all the makings of a sexual tension filled romance, but the execution was disappointing. The protagonists had an eight-year antagonistic history (with Nick being the best friend of Blair’s brother) and they had to work together on one of his hostile takeovers. Enemies to lovers and forced proximity are two of my favourite tropes. Outside of that tantalizing strip poker scene, however, the rest of their scenes together would start off promising but end up fizzling, including their long-awaited sex scenes.
I was frustrated by all the misunderstandings, which could have easily been rectified had they just talked to one another. For instance, Nick kept making decisions on Blair’s behalf. He claimed that he knew what was best for her, yet never once consulted her. In the end, he even broke off their relationship because he was worried that his reputation could hurt her start-up, despite her (later) telling him that she didn’t care about that. My biggest frustration, however, was that I couldn’t understand him. He was closed off and he refused to let anyone in that wasn’t Blair’s brother. Nick had a crush on Blair since their first encounter, but he would intentionally goad her to keep her at an arm’s length. I get that it was partially due to the fact that he was worried about losing his only friend, but his walls were actually due to his childhood. It was frustrating that this explanation – where he grew up in abject poverty and had lost his family – came at the 90% mark of the novel. Perhaps his story was already explained in the previous installments of the series, but this novel was supposed to operate as a stand-alone. And then, to add fuel to the fire, Nick’s explanation was delivered in such an evasive and apathetic manner. It was over within a few sentences! I understand that it was big for Nick to even share his past with someone that wasn’t Cole, but without providing details or emotions behind his experiences, I couldn’t connect with him or view him as anything more than the immature asshole that he presented himself to be.
In short, with such an exasperating hero, it was difficult to understand why the heroine was so determined to be with him, especially since their sex scenes were tepid and Nick never really opened up to her, even at the end.