✰ 2.75 stars ✰
“You have to be true to yourself; it doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks.”
I did let out a chuckle at the clever emphasis of the title - how Dash was very much a Dude Magnet - just not for reasons that he would have liked. As much as I'm loving the unresolved tension and pining emanating between Dash and Deputy Bobby, a part of me can't help but feel sorry for West, who admittedly, doesn't really deserve to be on the receiving end of being blindsided by Deputy Bobby and Dash's relationship being so heatedly charged as it is. 😣 I mean, it's not entirely fair either that Dash appeared when he did, causing a sudden shift in their already existing dynamic, resulting in Deputy Bobby being as troubled as he is.
“The silence had a rushing quality that I thought might be the sound of the waves, but it felt like more than that. Like something building and building, rolling back and forth between us.”
But, being the hypocrite that I am, I am so enjoying the scenes between Dash and Deputy Bobby! The slow burn is killer here! 🤌🏻😍😍 The heart-to-heart confessions, the conflicting nature of how torn they both are over what the heart wants and what the mind needs. That poor deputy - having his hands full with his heart and feelings with Dash's impulsive nature, always wanting to protect him and ensure his safety - taking his job so seriously on the police force that he's forgetting how to even create a little balance in his life - struggling with how much he's been affected by Dash's presence in his life, while still holding on to his feelings for his own boyfriend. There's so much want simmering between the two of them, it is unfair at how much they're both playing the good guys who have to do the morally right thing! Maybe that's why they're so perfect for each other. 🥺
It was --- hard to dislike Hugo, especially when there really wasn't anything quite wrong with him, just that he wasn't the one for Dash. 😢 Despite how it felt that he was rather dismissive of Dash's own opinions and feelings with his own self-righteous assessment of him and why they didn't work, I don't think he was entirely to blame for everything that happened between the two of them. Even if it is not at all entirely true, and Dash had his own personal reasons for leaving the way that he did - ones which eventually helped him become a better person in finding himself a happiness and grounded feeling he didn't have before, I still liked that Hugo didn't hesitate for voicing how he felt - calling him out on his behavior, regardless of how Dash refuted all those claims. 🥺 It was a well-meaning dynamic that as much as Hugo was doggedly adamant that he could convince Dash to change his mind, this was still a chance for Dash to get closure for his past relationship. It allowed his own character to decide what kind of future he wanted for himself, and I'm glad in ended on well-not exactly amicable terms, but one if Hugo did pop again, I don't think it would be all that an unpleasant feeling if he did. 👍🏻
Hemlock House is very much becoming a home for Dash and it shows in his interaction with The Last Picks and how they continue to serve as Dash's moral compass and support. How they recognize the challenges and emotions he's keeping at bay, and how they're willing to offer their assistance in whatever way they can. ❤️🩹 I wonder why Keme doesn't want to talk openly with Dash, and I applaud Dash for not taking it so personally and being rather forgiving about it. Me - I would really take it to heart! But, I'm sure there's a reason behind it. Millie was slightly less subdued as before, so there's hope for normal discussions yet. Fox and Indira's less than subtle pearls of wisdom and their down-to-earth comments did not go unnoticed or unappreciated by me and well, Dash, so I'm glad to see their friendship deepening as time goes on. 🫂 🫂
“Being a full-time mystery writer, part-time super sleuth, and occasional, uh, wedding venue host means that sometimes it’s my job to make impossible decisions.”
The weakest point of this mystery - was the mystery, itself. 😮💨 It built up nicely; the characters who were involved in it were an interesting sort, and it was a shame to see the fate that they were dealt, with death targeting them as easily as it did. But, it just did not develop further in a well-executed way nor did it have enough viable content that made Dash's investigative methods seem as compelling as they should. 😕 I appreciated how he did become involved in the case - for personal and professional reasons, but it just did not engage with me in a convincing enough way. It did not help matters either when the finale to it was such a weak one, where it follows one of my least favorite methods of having the culprit confess the crime while the pseudo-detective doesn't really do anything except make him admit his murderous ways. 🙄 Was it a dangerous ploy? Yes, but it just didn't elevate any real tension or make the reveal as enticing as it could have. Or at least as much as the first mystery proved to be.
But, the most notable thing that is not really hitting with me - is Dash. Something about Dash seems to be very -- not closed off, but I'm not getting a sense of his character or personality, at all. So much of the writing centers around the scenes that are too fast-paced and equipped with either quips or banter or this wayward way of thinking that makes it difficult for me to empathize with him. 😥 I like him - I like that he's trying to find a place for himself here. I like that he's struggling with his attraction for Deputy Bobby - I swear, the day he's only going to be referred to as Bobby, I'm gonna have a meltdown!-and I'm glad he has the Last Picks who are being there for him and helping him come out of his own shell.
But, as a reader, I don't seem to be reaching him; there's still this wall that is separating me from him - maybe it's the writing style, maybe it's the weak structure of the mystery development, maybe it's how his thoughts are constantly in overdrive that they never stand still and allow me to process it all, maybe it's just me. 😔 I want to get to that point where I look at Dash and feel something for him - that the angst of his unrequited feelings for Deputy Bobby or his own troubled views of his talents is something that will hit something with me. For now, I'm just going with the motions of viewing rather than being a part of it. I still want to stick with it and I am going to, because yes, I am fully invested in Dash's dilemma with Deputy Bobby. 😅 That ending - why would you do this to me!!! 😭😭 My heart can only take so much angst!! So, while I am still having my own qualms with how this series is progressing, I still am very much curious as to how Gregory Ashe is going to allow the next step in their relationship to unfold where I do get to feel that the two of them having a future together - will hopefully be a justifiable one. 🙏🏻🙏🏻