This was a great Claire Cain book. I just loved the themes in this one. Especially the one of being curious instead of making immediate judgements. Both of the characters were not perfect but I loved how they learned and grew from their mistakes. I loved how they both allowed for grace. The inner thoughts of both characters seemed a little long and repetitive sometimes, but I LOVED that there was a lot of page time of the two main characters together. I always love the found family at Saint's Security. However, in this book, Luc's sister and brother- in-law were my favorite supporting characters. I’m so happy they had a lot of page time too. I could totally relate to Elise creating her own fantasy worlds in her head. I love that quirk of hers. Luc’s background was unique and fun to read about. I loved reading his lines in a French accent. I’m so happy the author chose to include so much intense action too! If you like Fake engagement, French culture, donuts, and ex military, then read this book!
SPOILERS and book notes:
I love the theme of being curious instead of judgmental. I love the theme of communicating instead of running away. And I love that they are ok with each other not being perfect. Just communicate.
3-5 days a week Jean-Luc Doux aka Cookie ordered a glaze donut and sat down put glasses on and read a French book for ten min then left. I love the scenarios Elise (34yo) imagined up. She lived a rich inner life: “Sometimes, I imagined he was a famous pop star hiding out in the safest place he could find. Other days, I wondered what it’d be like to discover he was on a secret mission from the government. Still other times, I fantasized about discovering he was some kind of fairy lord who ran a secret realm everyone assumed was bad but was actually an equitable and lovely place.” She loves his French accent way of pronouncing her name Elise: “A crisp eh instead of the variable American approaches to the start that so often sounded like uh. And then the firm se almost like a z, a far cry from the wispy ss sound of my native language.” AWWW!! Her horrible ex boyfriend cornered her in an alley way and was about to grab her when Jean-Luc shows up and grabs his arm and pins him to the wall! “someone grasping his arm and halting his progress toward me. “Hey, you can’t—” “No. You can’t. You won’t.” Jean-Luc. Holy crap, that was his murderous growl as he shoved Callum away from me and prowled after him.”…. “You will not touch her again.”…. Jean-Luc simply leaned in, cutting off the air enough to silence him. “Touch her again and I end you. That simple. You understand, or do I need to explain it?” “Callum shook his head, apparently understanding his predicament more clearly. “Good. Touch her”—he notched his head toward the side in gesture to me—“and you die. Easy.” Wow, not just super soldier vibes, but even I could believe he was defending the spurned honor of his woman.” These LINES: ““No, please. I mean, thank you. I—I’m sorry. I’m just…” Her lips pinched, and she shook her head. I was not a man easily moved to violence, but right now I almost wished the coward would wander back and try to touch her so I’d have my excuse.” They see both private people. Luc is secretly from a billionaire family from Europe!! He had been disowned by his family though and changed his last name. Now he is back from the military he is reowned but his gpa won’t give him the money unless he is married to a girl the gpa picks out. To get his family off his back he told him he was engaged to Elise! I LOCE this talk on body image and compliment! ““I’m just saying, some of us eat donuts regularly and it shows, and for some of us, it doesn’t.” I cheekily glanced down at my body, then over to him, promptly shifting so my back was to him, busying myself with the delivery bags a second later. His voice dropped low when he said, “Please tell me you’re not suggesting you are anything less than exquisite.” His nickname is Cookie bc he has a huge sweet tooth!! “The idea that this stunningly hot, muscular, half-French man ended up with the nickname Cookie because he likes cookies was just too adorable. He waved a hand between us. “It’s alright. Go ahead and laugh. I embrace it and I’ll be happy to see your smile.” I LOVE THAT ELISE IS CURIOUS INSTEAD OF JUDGMENTAL. “This was a rare quality—this genuine desire to hear and understand someone without instantly evaluating them.” They allow each other to not be perfect. To be human. He is going to neutralize her creepy ex. He is so protective. I love the feelings associated with this relationship: warm, gentle, safe. They thank each other for the opportunity to hold hands. And the love in that hug!! I love how Elise stands up to Luca’s gpa. He said that Odette would stay with Luc and she said no bc SHE was already living with him and that his sister and her husband will be staying with them too. I LOVE his sister Aurelie and Michael! They are the cutest French/Italian couple! So touchy feely and kind. Luc was the guy in the army that would get into locked buildings. He would plan how to break in to get the asset. He has a noble heart yet a silly side too. He bought her the perfect giant engagement ring so everyone know that “you are mine”. And then he got her a delicate chain necklace for her ring while she is working with donuts. “He’d considered me. It shouldn’t have been revolutionary, but it was. In his very Luc way, he’d given me a huge gift that might’ve seemed flashy for the sake of our situation, yet nestled it into thoughtfulness so personal, it made this feel real.” And she communicated to him that she wants him to kiss her! ““I need you to do something for me, though.” “Anything,” he said instantly, not a millisecond of hesitation. “Kiss me.” I love that she sees she doesn’t need to have a masters degree to have worth. I love the moment when two characters share the word “home” together. It is so soft and tender and a beautiful emotion of belonging, genuine love, protection, safety, and comfort. ““Home?” she asked, as though it was the most natural thing. As though the two of us going home together was always what came next on nights like these. As though this wasn’t all a ruse, as proved by the kiss we’d shared. As though we both belonged there. And so we went.” Now they have to share a bed. And this happened after he sat on his side of bed and it made me lol: “But then he did it. That sneaky Frenchman knocked the wind right out of me with one easy move. He slipped on a pair of thick-framed reading glasses and pulled out a book. And all my confidence melted into a steamy little pile of swoon.” Hahaha I love the cookie making scene: “Was he… was he snuggling me? Seducing me? Was this what happened when you made a man nicknamed Cookie chocolate chip cookies? Note to self: cookies every day.” AWWW IM DYING. She gets stolen and held for ransom. She yells Lucs name when he storms the castle and her evil ex boyfriend holds a knife to her neck!! I’m so happy they get engaged again 6mo later! The bonus epilogue of their honey moon in France too!!! She is learning French!!! And he dresses like a Frenchman! Haha