This is a very hard book to read. No, not because it's written at an academic level that escapes most people. Instead, it functions like a mirror to reveal the soul for what is is - the contributions of a heart that is a swirl of chaos and a mind that has not meditated on how deep inside sin truly goes. Many books I can do a quick read. This one though should be read slowly, prayerfully, thoughtfully. As the author states clearly read the book slowly with a heart that is open relationally to the Spirit of God who searches, reveals, and convicts of hurtful ways (Ps. 139:23-24).
For many of us confession is practiced but it seems superficial as if "being authentic" is to let people know you are struggling, just not that bad or making sin sound respectable. As a pastor I understand this tension of how much do I share? How much can I share? While Jamin advocates for wisdom, he does seem to blow the doors off this safe confessing with each other. I've seen our small group practice confession that goes beyond skimming the surface but sharing at a deeper level. It's changed the dynamic of our group.
Masterfully, Jamin takes readers through a journey into the vices of the heart as if you're not just sitting in a cohort group with him leading. He provides necessary background information but also then directs the spiritual conversation to peel back the layers of the "inner person". What he offers after the diagnosis is a prayer that is a closer reflection of an honest confession that goes beyond our polished attempts where nothing gets revealed.
My only question, and this is not an issue with the author or what he's written, but I do wonder how many young pastors will be able to hear what's being said. As a new pastor over twenty years ago, I think what drove me was a sense of youthful fortitude and God's calling to do something important "for the Kingdom" (I'm an old parachurch staff member). It's not that those things were wrong and are bad but I do think there's a greater awareness now the blind spot of was of the dislocation in my own soul, how far sin's reach actually went. Why else would the Apostle Paul, toward the end of his ministry, write that he was the chief of all sinners and not, "I'm getting better and better every day")? Maybe it takes some maturity and time on the job as a pastor to realize how applicable what Jamin wrote is true of them.
I do think this book could be read (or should be read) by lay people with someone else to direct them through it. As with pastors, people should read the book with intention and not just to gain more knowledge. Pastoral vices have their lay equivalents. A must read mostly for every pastor but it will take a courageous honesty on the part of readers.