2.5 ⭐️
I don’t have it in me to even write a recap or summary for this book. But I do want to make one thing clear: I did not hate this book. I just didn’t like it. Before I tackle the negatives, let me start off with some positivity.
Joss Richard is an amazing writer. There were a lot of sentences that I liked, and the writing was really immersive and descriptive, with some prose and figurative language that made this bearable to read. Whoever designed the cover needs a raise because gosh dang it’s cute! 😍 It’s what drew me in to request this arc. I also liked the side characters like June’s bff and Adam’s family, and the situation that brings them together was quite interesting. There were also cute moments June and Adam had together. But that is the end of what I liked about the book. Let’s get to the negatives, shall we?
Oh, where do I begin? Let me start with Adam. Look, he was tolerable, and I found it really attractive that he was a chef and a really, really good friend to June. I honestly felt bad for him because of June’s insecurities and mind games. Like, girl, stop! He doesn’t need your defensiveness and indecisiveness! He’s got better things to do than to go along with you and your immaturity! Move on, dude! 😭🙏🏼 However, what I didn’t like about Adam was that he leaned and winked way too much. Sounds trivial, I know, but when you read it, you’ll understand. I get it–winking is cute and can make a girl’s stomach flutter, but with how often he was winking, you’d think he had a constant nervous twitch in his eye, probably from the stress of dealing with June (which I get). Sir, no. Please stop. You’re already attractive enough. Stop trying to be sly. It isn’t working.
And then there’s June.
June, June, June. It is criminal how you treated Adam and your friends just because you were uncomfortable with the basic adult responsibility of what we like to call ✨communication✨ and ✨problem solving✨. Like, there was no reason for her to be so indecisive about what she wanted when she KNOWS what makes her happy and it’s all working out for her. It’s not that hard. Stop playing games! Stop trying to create drama and problems out of thin air because it’s “too good to be true”! It’s okay to be happy, you know. There’s no need to sabotage your life and relationships because you can’t handle hard times and speed bumps that are supposed to build character. There were reasons why June is the way she is, but I feel like there could have been more depth and lore into that, so I can at least sympathize with her.
Ugh, the book should have ended at chapter 30! I didn’t need the six chapters after that, which only infuriated me and ruined the ending for me in the process. And the way she was with Adam was unbelievable because of her fear of losing him and not deserving him (which he never alluded to, ever), and that is coming from someone who is very insecure. I swear, June was so clueless. It’s okay to feel things for your best friend, who is clearly into you and yearning for you! Do you not see it? I mean, what have you got to lose? Life is full of disappointments, failures, and relationships that don’t work out, but you won’t know unless you go for it. And this is what kinda ticks me off about the friends-to-lovers tropes. The characters are scared of ruining the friendship if they allow their feelings to develop, but if it’s reciprocated and your relationship has a chance to only get better, what’s the problem? It doesn’t matter if you feel nothing for your bff or they don’t feel the same way about you because life moves on, but if there is attraction and you don’t try to be a couple, you are going to drift apart anyway if you both end up in relationships. That is just how life goes.
Goodness me, I don’t think I have ever been this mad at a character before. I’m sure I would have enjoyed the book more if June weren’t June. I don’t hate her, but she annoyed me beyond comprehension. This was so disappointing. I was hoping that I would love this book, but as you can see, I clearly did not. However, if you choose to read this book, I hope you enjoy it! Maybe I’m wrong about June, and it’s just me being in my logical, critical state of mind again, or what I like to call “my villain era.” Well, I’ve said my piece. I’m going to go watch a cute rom-com or something to remove the memory of this book from my brain. 😭
Thank you to Ballantine and NetGalley for providing the arc in exchange for an honest review! All opinions and statements are my own.
❗Content Warnings❗
Loss of a parent & grief
Swearing: Yes
Spice: Yes (🌶🌶🌶/5)