After reading Pride and Prejudice and some of the other versions it inspired, I stumbled upon this novel adaptation, and I absolutely loved it.
The story opens with a young Macey writing a love note to her male best friend, Zane. Ten years later, we find Macey's life far from swoon-worthy, and she is still searching for her Mr. Darcy.
Her boyfriend, Caleb, cheats on her with her roommate and breaks up with her, telling her to move out of her own apartment. To add insult to injury, he says she's a horrible kisser, using it as his excuse for hooking up with the roommate.
Humiliated and unable to afford a new place on short notice, Macey moves in with her best friend, Amelia, where Amelia's brother, Zane, also happens to reside.
At her job as an assistant at Horizons Art Center, Macey develops an idea for a teen program and pitches it to her boss, Christina Choi. Christina loves the idea but gives the program to Verity to run instead of Macey. Verity however, wants to change the program completely and tells Macey to rework it as Macey’s leaving for vacation.
Another factor in Macey's depression is her mother. She's in yet another rehab facility, but her stays are always short-lived, and she quickly returns to drinking. Her mother wasn't always this way; she fell apart after Macey's father walked out on them. As they exchange messages, Macey remembers the many times her mother forgot about her, and she found solace and love with Amelia and Zane's family, who took her in as one of their own.
Finally, after years of feeling defeated, Macey wins two tickets to an exclusive trip to Pride & Prejudice Park. As part of the prize, she wins the coveted role of playing Elizabeth, and her friend will be Mr. Darcy. A week of playing her favorite character in her favorite book is exactly what she needs.
Unfortunately, just days before the trip, her friend Derrick bails, leaving Macey without a Mr. Darcy. Hurt and disappointed, Amelia and Mrs. Porter suggest that Zane go with her, much to Zane’s chagrin. After seeing her cry at the airport, he changes his flight and decides to fill in as her Mr. Darcy, despite Macey's numerous protests.
I loved watching Macey's slow transformation from a pitiful character into a stronger version of herself. She doesn't become a "bad@$$, hear me roar" type, but instead channels Elizabeth Bennet: speaking her true feelings instead of trying to please others and feeling miserable afterward. She even finally discusses her ten-year-old letter with Zane.
She may not have all the answers, but she's found the beginnings of recapturing her sparkle and building her confidence back.