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This Wretched Beauty
Happiness needs to be earned in the face of impossible odds, or there’s no beauty in it.
London, 1867. Dorian Gray is the heir to a title and their family’s estate, but they’ve never been given the chance to decide whether that’s actually what they want out of life. Forcibly estranged from their father by their manipulative grandfather, Dorian feels trapped in the life that has been decided for them.
Then one night they sneak out of their grandfather’s house, they meet a sweet and talented young painter named Basil, who immediately recognizes Dorian as his new muse. They agree to sit for Basil for a portrait, and Dorian is struck by the beauty and depth that Basil paints into their likeness—and they dare to begin hoping there might be more to life than being their grandfather’s perfect, empty-headed heir.
Dorian is further elated when Basil introduces them to the world of molly houses and drag performers—they’ve never seen such joyful variety of humanity and gender expression. But, as the barrier between the London they know and the one they're discovering begins to crumble, Dorian must face the fact that freedom and safety do not come hand in hand.
The aftermath of this realization pulls Dorian into a terrible downward spiral, torn between guilt over their own actions and hatred for the suffocating expectations of society. They push away those closest to them, surrounding themself instead with vapid courtiers and decadent socialites. And as Dorian’s spiral of self-loathing deepens, something strange happens—Basil’s portrait of them begins to change. Their smile becomes a little sharper, the glint in their eyes a little colder.
Dorian will have to choose—embrace the wickedness within and allow themself to become what they were always meant to be, or dare to try for something far more fragile and dangerous: a life of their own making.
London, 1867. Dorian Gray is the heir to a title and their family’s estate, but they’ve never been given the chance to decide whether that’s actually what they want out of life. Forcibly estranged from their father by their manipulative grandfather, Dorian feels trapped in the life that has been decided for them.
Then one night they sneak out of their grandfather’s house, they meet a sweet and talented young painter named Basil, who immediately recognizes Dorian as his new muse. They agree to sit for Basil for a portrait, and Dorian is struck by the beauty and depth that Basil paints into their likeness—and they dare to begin hoping there might be more to life than being their grandfather’s perfect, empty-headed heir.
Dorian is further elated when Basil introduces them to the world of molly houses and drag performers—they’ve never seen such joyful variety of humanity and gender expression. But, as the barrier between the London they know and the one they're discovering begins to crumble, Dorian must face the fact that freedom and safety do not come hand in hand.
The aftermath of this realization pulls Dorian into a terrible downward spiral, torn between guilt over their own actions and hatred for the suffocating expectations of society. They push away those closest to them, surrounding themself instead with vapid courtiers and decadent socialites. And as Dorian’s spiral of self-loathing deepens, something strange happens—Basil’s portrait of them begins to change. Their smile becomes a little sharper, the glint in their eyes a little colder.
Dorian will have to choose—embrace the wickedness within and allow themself to become what they were always meant to be, or dare to try for something far more fragile and dangerous: a life of their own making.
304 pages, Hardcover
First published February 17, 2026
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July 26, 2025
I have to admit that I haven’t read The Picture of Dorian Gray. I’ve heard about it, many times even, but actually read it? No. So I can’t compare The Wretched Beauty to Wilde’s novel directly. But it feels like this retelling is very, very close to it, and at the same time still so distinct.
Dorian feels different. It’s not fully clear at first why. But as the story unfolds, it becomes more and more apparent that Dorian doesn’t always feel comfortable in their male body.
If I had to compare this story to another, aside from Dorian Gray itself, I’d pick Annemarie McLemore’s Self-Made Boys, another remix—this time of The Great Gatsby. It’s the lush writing, the retelling but make it queer/trans, and the way both books seem to honor the original while transforming it to a whole new story.
The reason I’m not rating this beautiful retelling five stars is because, even though the writing is gorgeous, it sometimes slips into telling rather than showing. I frequently stumbled over words like realize and wonder, filter words that weren’t necessary. But aside from that, I loved this story and that ending was just perfection!
Thank you, Fiercereads and NetGalley, for this beautiful ARC!
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Dorian feels different. It’s not fully clear at first why. But as the story unfolds, it becomes more and more apparent that Dorian doesn’t always feel comfortable in their male body.
If I had to compare this story to another, aside from Dorian Gray itself, I’d pick Annemarie McLemore’s Self-Made Boys, another remix—this time of The Great Gatsby. It’s the lush writing, the retelling but make it queer/trans, and the way both books seem to honor the original while transforming it to a whole new story.
The reason I’m not rating this beautiful retelling five stars is because, even though the writing is gorgeous, it sometimes slips into telling rather than showing. I frequently stumbled over words like realize and wonder, filter words that weren’t necessary. But aside from that, I loved this story and that ending was just perfection!
Thank you, Fiercereads and NetGalley, for this beautiful ARC!
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Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
A fresh take on Dorian Gray centering a queer and trans main character who is pushed into difficult circumstances in their quest to live as themselves. Lord Dorian Gray is a teen heir to a wealthy estate, but their grandfather expects traditional masculinity from them. While having their portrait painted, they meet a man that introduces them to underground Molly clubs where cross-dressing is common and men are with other men. Dorian decides he wants to discover all sides of himself, even if it means hurting those around him, and watching his portrait change as he never ages.
I think what's interesting about this version of the story is it offers a different perspective on what were considered the "sins" of Dorian Gray, in context of a homophobic society that didn't offer a lot of safe places for queer and trans young people. Dorian must confront their own sense of shame over who they are in order to be free. The audio narration is gorgeously done. I received an audio copy of this book for review via NetGalley, all opinions are my own.
I think what's interesting about this version of the story is it offers a different perspective on what were considered the "sins" of Dorian Gray, in context of a homophobic society that didn't offer a lot of safe places for queer and trans young people. Dorian must confront their own sense of shame over who they are in order to be free. The audio narration is gorgeously done. I received an audio copy of this book for review via NetGalley, all opinions are my own.
January 22, 2026
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I’ve considered Elle a friend for a long time and I am so so SO happy to see all the effort they’ve put in over the years come to fruition in such a phenomenal way!
Simply put: this is an incredible book. The writing is so lyrical in a way that feels both historical but approachable? If the author revealed on launch day that she’s actually a time traveler and that’s how they got such a specific voice down, I’d believe it. I can see the writing style being divisive for people in the target age range but I also know that there are plenty of moody gothic teens who will find their lives changed for the better after stumbling across this in a library. I fully see this spurring a legion of Byronic trans kids into devotion for everything Elle writes going forward and I support her in amassing an army.
So yeah, pick this up asap!!
I’ve considered Elle a friend for a long time and I am so so SO happy to see all the effort they’ve put in over the years come to fruition in such a phenomenal way!
Simply put: this is an incredible book. The writing is so lyrical in a way that feels both historical but approachable? If the author revealed on launch day that she’s actually a time traveler and that’s how they got such a specific voice down, I’d believe it. I can see the writing style being divisive for people in the target age range but I also know that there are plenty of moody gothic teens who will find their lives changed for the better after stumbling across this in a library. I fully see this spurring a legion of Byronic trans kids into devotion for everything Elle writes going forward and I support her in amassing an army.
So yeah, pick this up asap!!
March 3, 2026
I AM SO FUCKING PROUD OF MY SISTER.
April 1, 2026
A trans* YA retelling of The Picture of Dorian Grey. I liked the idea of this more than the execution. Dorian has their portrait painted, and as in the original, it begins to age and show Dorian's experiences instead of the human subject. I do think this would have benefited from my rereading the original. While I'm certainly aware of the broad strokes of the plot, I didn't remember how the characters of Basil, Henry, and Dorian interacted.
That said, I think Elle Grenier does a great job of bringing out the decadent art movement's emphasis on aesthetics (which is not something I love NGL, which is probably another reason the book didn't quite hit the mark for me).
I listened to this one, and I have to say that the audio experience also contributed to my mixed feelings about the book. The book is written in first person present POV, which I usually really enjoy listening to. However, the narrator has a flat affect that's also a bit quiet in the narrative portions, making it hard for me to feel when important things happened in the plot. The dialogue was quite well-read, though!
3.5 stars rounded to 4.
This objective review is based on a complimentary copy of the audiobook.
That said, I think Elle Grenier does a great job of bringing out the decadent art movement's emphasis on aesthetics (which is not something I love NGL, which is probably another reason the book didn't quite hit the mark for me).
I listened to this one, and I have to say that the audio experience also contributed to my mixed feelings about the book. The book is written in first person present POV, which I usually really enjoy listening to. However, the narrator has a flat affect that's also a bit quiet in the narrative portions, making it hard for me to feel when important things happened in the plot. The dialogue was quite well-read, though!
3.5 stars rounded to 4.
This objective review is based on a complimentary copy of the audiobook.
January 20, 2026
"I felt real. Alive. As if I weren't some ghost in the shape of a future lord, but a fire crackling in every direction, warming and fascinating those who came near me; an open flame unrestrained by any hearth, free to blaze as bright as it could dream."
The Wretched Beauty is replete with incredibly beautiful descriptions and deep emotions. I love that these Remixed Classics are so inclusive of other life experiences and types of people, young folks deserve stories that represent them. The addition of queer characters of different genders and orientations was beautifully woven together. Any young readers (and, coincidentally, any adults like myself who love LGBTQIA+ inclusive literature and classics) who may not fit into the traditional gender binary will probably love the representation- I was thrilled at the inclusion of trans masc and trans femme characters.
There are also plenty of characters whose explicit orientations we aren't told (makes sense, given the terms weren't in existence at the time when the story is set) but they most certainly are of the queer persuasion. In the words of Basil: "If it's of any comfort to you," Basil dodges, "I enjoy women just as much. people are uniquely delightful creatures-why would I limit myself to half the scope of treasures this world has to offer?"
Yet another book I would've LOVED to have encountered as a young person. It's so important for literature like this to exist. It's a huge bonus that this is both a richly beautiful and monstrous retelling, exactly as it should be.
Thanks to NetGalley, MacMillan Children's Publishing, and especially Elle Grenier for this ARC, it's truly wonderful.
The Wretched Beauty is replete with incredibly beautiful descriptions and deep emotions. I love that these Remixed Classics are so inclusive of other life experiences and types of people, young folks deserve stories that represent them. The addition of queer characters of different genders and orientations was beautifully woven together. Any young readers (and, coincidentally, any adults like myself who love LGBTQIA+ inclusive literature and classics) who may not fit into the traditional gender binary will probably love the representation- I was thrilled at the inclusion of trans masc and trans femme characters.
There are also plenty of characters whose explicit orientations we aren't told (makes sense, given the terms weren't in existence at the time when the story is set) but they most certainly are of the queer persuasion. In the words of Basil: "If it's of any comfort to you," Basil dodges, "I enjoy women just as much. people are uniquely delightful creatures-why would I limit myself to half the scope of treasures this world has to offer?"
Yet another book I would've LOVED to have encountered as a young person. It's so important for literature like this to exist. It's a huge bonus that this is both a richly beautiful and monstrous retelling, exactly as it should be.
Thanks to NetGalley, MacMillan Children's Publishing, and especially Elle Grenier for this ARC, it's truly wonderful.
January 22, 2026
I didn’t realize I loved this book until it was over. I am bereft. I wanted it to keep going.
If you loved A Portrait of Dorian Gray and wouldn’t see it remixed this will not be for you, but if you’re open to exploring that story with a bit more compassion for our anti-hero I’d recommend this book.
Also, I may be reading this wrong, but there’s a certain amount of gender play going on that seemed so natural to Dorian’s character, I guffawed. Unsure of how Dorian might identify today, but I think it added to the overall character arc.
If you loved A Portrait of Dorian Gray and wouldn’t see it remixed this will not be for you, but if you’re open to exploring that story with a bit more compassion for our anti-hero I’d recommend this book.
Also, I may be reading this wrong, but there’s a certain amount of gender play going on that seemed so natural to Dorian’s character, I guffawed. Unsure of how Dorian might identify today, but I think it added to the overall character arc.
January 31, 2026
When I got to the Sybil section… I audibly went OH NO out loud
Pros:
- I am once again thrilled and delighted by how well the remixed authors’ writing manages to capture the time period of the original classic. The prose is decadent and effusive in a way that surely would make Oscar Wilde proud
- I really love the choices that were made with Dorian; they’re so human and scared and ashamed and really brought the character to life
- speaking of Dorian— GENDER FUCKERY!! Yes!!! It fits so well!!!
- as a life-long Henry hater, I appreciate how much this book shits on him. Like yeah, drag him to hell, he deserves it 💅
- Basil!!!! Basil beloved, best character of the original, and best character of this. I loved loved loved him!!!
- the introduction of the grandfather and having him be a large part of Dorian’s arc was so satisfying. It gave weight and reason to Dorian leaning heavily into more hedonistic tendencies, the pendulum swinging for balance and going too far the other way
- Étienne and Fabián fabulous additions as well, but also :((
- the ENDING!!! I didn’t know where it was gonna end up so I was TENSE but then I was :)))
Cons:
- this isn’t necessarily a con, but since this is YA I do want to note that the more Victorian-esque writing style does drag the narrative a little. It’s well done but if you don’t particularly like that style of writing, it might be a little annoying to you
- this is a classic note I have, but after 250 pages of sad and bad, I do want a little longer of a wrap up! Only a teeny tiny bit longer though, Grenier gave us a very good pay off
Overall:
VERY happy with this!! I really loved how much gender play featured and the discussion of the limitations of language and societal expectations and feeling wrong and bad and evil just because of the way you are. All of it just chef’s kiss
Thank you to the publisher for an advanced copy!
4.5/5
Pros:
- I am once again thrilled and delighted by how well the remixed authors’ writing manages to capture the time period of the original classic. The prose is decadent and effusive in a way that surely would make Oscar Wilde proud
- I really love the choices that were made with Dorian; they’re so human and scared and ashamed and really brought the character to life
- speaking of Dorian— GENDER FUCKERY!! Yes!!! It fits so well!!!
- as a life-long Henry hater, I appreciate how much this book shits on him. Like yeah, drag him to hell, he deserves it 💅
- Basil!!!! Basil beloved, best character of the original, and best character of this. I loved loved loved him!!!
- the introduction of the grandfather and having him be a large part of Dorian’s arc was so satisfying. It gave weight and reason to Dorian leaning heavily into more hedonistic tendencies, the pendulum swinging for balance and going too far the other way
- Étienne and Fabián fabulous additions as well, but also :((
- the ENDING!!! I didn’t know where it was gonna end up so I was TENSE but then I was :)))
Cons:
- this isn’t necessarily a con, but since this is YA I do want to note that the more Victorian-esque writing style does drag the narrative a little. It’s well done but if you don’t particularly like that style of writing, it might be a little annoying to you
- this is a classic note I have, but after 250 pages of sad and bad, I do want a little longer of a wrap up! Only a teeny tiny bit longer though, Grenier gave us a very good pay off
Overall:
VERY happy with this!! I really loved how much gender play featured and the discussion of the limitations of language and societal expectations and feeling wrong and bad and evil just because of the way you are. All of it just chef’s kiss
Thank you to the publisher for an advanced copy!
4.5/5
March 25, 2026
Thank you to NetGalley for the free audiobook and to Goodreads for the free physical arc to review!
I read this for the Trans Rights Readathon and if you want to participate you should check it out over on StoryGraph!
This was awesome! For the first time, I have no context like at all. I had to google what the original was about and vaguely remember hearing about it before. I checked it out so I can compare because I'm curious, especially after I learned that there was some rumors about the sexuality of the main characters in the original. This is the second book where there's a subtext to the relationships or sexuality of the characters that I hadn't heard about before I listened to a queer retelling.
I am not gonna lie, I completely forgot that homosexuality was a jailable offence. That makes everything Dorian goes through so much more intense and terrifying. If just being gay is jailable then I can't imagine how much worse being trans would be. I like how Dorian being trans wasn't one of her sins that she counted against herself. She knew that she had to hide it and that it was scandalous but I noticed it was never one of the sins she recounted seeing on her painting. I also liked how the artist helped her understand herself more.
I really liked how this ended. Again, no idea how the original went, but I feel like this gentle reflection of looking at oneself and the decisions one has made in a different light and learning to accept those decisions and circumstances was really great.
The narrator did a great job and I really enjoyed listening to it.
I read this for the Trans Rights Readathon and if you want to participate you should check it out over on StoryGraph!
This was awesome! For the first time, I have no context like at all. I had to google what the original was about and vaguely remember hearing about it before. I checked it out so I can compare because I'm curious, especially after I learned that there was some rumors about the sexuality of the main characters in the original. This is the second book where there's a subtext to the relationships or sexuality of the characters that I hadn't heard about before I listened to a queer retelling.
I am not gonna lie, I completely forgot that homosexuality was a jailable offence. That makes everything Dorian goes through so much more intense and terrifying. If just being gay is jailable then I can't imagine how much worse being trans would be. I like how Dorian being trans wasn't one of her sins that she counted against herself. She knew that she had to hide it and that it was scandalous but I noticed it was never one of the sins she recounted seeing on her painting. I also liked how the artist helped her understand herself more.
I really liked how this ended. Again, no idea how the original went, but I feel like this gentle reflection of looking at oneself and the decisions one has made in a different light and learning to accept those decisions and circumstances was really great.
The narrator did a great job and I really enjoyed listening to it.
March 13, 2026
"I've read in novels that some people are meant to leave marks on each other's lives before they've even met, but the concept has always seemed too fanciful even for me."
"[I]f it means that every now and then he'll glance up to me with the devotion he has for his canvas, I'm more than willing to sit and play along."
"I felt real. Alive. As if I weren't some ghost in the shape of a future lord, but a fire crackling in every direction, free to blaze as bright as it could dream. Free to burn the world to ashes, if it so desired. I've come close to that feeling before..."
"You have painted me more beautifully than any brush ever could. I will live the rest of my life haunted, knowing it remains as it does while I cannot. I suppose there is some cold comfort in knowing at least one of us will stay this way forever—but know that I would give anything to reverse our fates. I would offer my very soul, if it meant this portrait might age and I might wear its beauty forever."
"There is no greater rebellion than embracing pleasure for pleasure's sake, when society is so fixated on maintaining illusions of morality."
"Nothing is eternal—certainly not something as wretched as you."
"[I]f it means that every now and then he'll glance up to me with the devotion he has for his canvas, I'm more than willing to sit and play along."
"I felt real. Alive. As if I weren't some ghost in the shape of a future lord, but a fire crackling in every direction, free to blaze as bright as it could dream. Free to burn the world to ashes, if it so desired. I've come close to that feeling before..."
"You have painted me more beautifully than any brush ever could. I will live the rest of my life haunted, knowing it remains as it does while I cannot. I suppose there is some cold comfort in knowing at least one of us will stay this way forever—but know that I would give anything to reverse our fates. I would offer my very soul, if it meant this portrait might age and I might wear its beauty forever."
"There is no greater rebellion than embracing pleasure for pleasure's sake, when society is so fixated on maintaining illusions of morality."
"Nothing is eternal—certainly not something as wretched as you."
Review of advance copy received from Publisher
Thank you Macmillan Audio for the advanced listener copy of this Dorian Gray remix. This was excellent.
The narrator has such a good voice I could listen to her read anything (Back of the tampon box, directions, ingredients, grocery list, I don't even care. I am sat.) She matched the vibes and the character the author created so well.
This is a debut novel and the author really did a great job. They put an original twist on the classic tale by making Dorian tansgender and weaving new meanigful themes into the story. The Prose is beautiful, dense and gothic and I loved it. I will be picking up a physical copy on release day to mark many great lines.
I will definitely be picking up more of these remixed classics as well as Elle's next book! Highly recommend checking this one out!
The narrator has such a good voice I could listen to her read anything (Back of the tampon box, directions, ingredients, grocery list, I don't even care. I am sat.) She matched the vibes and the character the author created so well.
This is a debut novel and the author really did a great job. They put an original twist on the classic tale by making Dorian tansgender and weaving new meanigful themes into the story. The Prose is beautiful, dense and gothic and I loved it. I will be picking up a physical copy on release day to mark many great lines.
I will definitely be picking up more of these remixed classics as well as Elle's next book! Highly recommend checking this one out!
Review of advance copy received from Publisher
2.75 🌟 rounded up
As a fan of The Picture of Dorian Gray, this “remix” of it is a little frustrating. The storyline is...similar. But Dorian is much younger (16-19), and the ending is more YA-friendly. Some of it just didn’t work for me, and the ending felt very anticlimactic.
Narration for the audiobook is done by Jenet LeLacheur. She does a lovely performance with the different characters. Her reading does feel a little breathless, which I found a bit distracting.
Thank you to NetGalley and Macmillan Children’s Publishing Group for the eARC, and to Macmillan Audio for the ALC. #MacAudio2026
As a fan of The Picture of Dorian Gray, this “remix” of it is a little frustrating. The storyline is...similar. But Dorian is much younger (16-19), and the ending is more YA-friendly. Some of it just didn’t work for me, and the ending felt very anticlimactic.
Narration for the audiobook is done by Jenet LeLacheur. She does a lovely performance with the different characters. Her reading does feel a little breathless, which I found a bit distracting.
Thank you to NetGalley and Macmillan Children’s Publishing Group for the eARC, and to Macmillan Audio for the ALC. #MacAudio2026
February 19, 2026
This is a queer retelling of the picture of Dorian gray. I have not read it-so maybe take this review with a grain of salt.
I thought this was okay. We are mainly in Dorian’s head-so there is a lot of being told what’s happening without actually reading it. I thought the pacing was very slow.
There are some pretty prose.
My favorite part was the authors note.
Thank you Macmillan for the audiobook!
I thought this was okay. We are mainly in Dorian’s head-so there is a lot of being told what’s happening without actually reading it. I thought the pacing was very slow.
There are some pretty prose.
My favorite part was the authors note.
Thank you Macmillan for the audiobook!
March 2, 2026
oh…. oh I did not care for this unfortunately.
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May 13, 2025"This transfeminine YA remix of The Picture of Dorian Gray sees Dorian moved to jealousy towards her own portrait not only by vanity, but also a sudden awareness of the young man she’s expected to become, leading her through a dark web of obsession, paranoia, and terror as her portrait starts to change in her place"
January 12, 2026
4.5! When the journey to self acceptance starts with a cursed portrait, a boy quietly yearning for you on the sidelines, self destructive behaviour, a manipulative relationship with a man who wants to trophy wife you, and ends with setting fires and fleeing into the night.
Thank you Titan Books for the early copy!
The OG intolerable (positive) queer MC of my heart Dorian Gray gets a stunning trans retelling, full of self discovery, reflections, and examinations of the importance of art and how it is a vehicle for visibility and perspectives which help people feel less alone. This is precisely why books are considered threats to people who seek to isolate and contain.
THIS WRETCHED BEAUTY is a gorgeous, gothic and atmospheric consideration of trauma and what happens when the language to convey one’s own identity is withheld. The impact of repression and forced conformity to societal expectations of gender and identity.
Dorian is the transfeminine heart of this story, as expected, and Dorian’s relationship with self, looks and identity is something that will hit so deeply for so many people, for anyone who has ever felt: unloved or ill-fitting in their own skin, resentful of people who seem self assured in their body/identity, self destructive, without the language to understand who they are, and fearful of what self acceptance means in the eyes of society: the conflict between being “safe” and being true.
I thought the portrayal of Basil and Henry was well done, and they offered much needed foils for Dorian’s internal work. The constant presence of Dorian’s grandfathers shadow and the internal demons was also a brilliant way of showing their mental decline. Rather than focus on the hedonistic nature of Dorian’s foray into depravity after meeting Henry, this focuses much more deeply on the psychological impact of Dorian’s repression, the undercurrent conflict inside them driving their need for affection and acceptance. This Dorian’s story centres on the sidelining of what is deemed “taboo” in society, and how damaging it is for people who don’t “fit” heteronormative and cis normative identities when it is only “acceptable” to be one’s true self in the shadows, in the dark and hidden away, illicit places of society.
Thank you Titan Books for the early copy!
The OG intolerable (positive) queer MC of my heart Dorian Gray gets a stunning trans retelling, full of self discovery, reflections, and examinations of the importance of art and how it is a vehicle for visibility and perspectives which help people feel less alone. This is precisely why books are considered threats to people who seek to isolate and contain.
THIS WRETCHED BEAUTY is a gorgeous, gothic and atmospheric consideration of trauma and what happens when the language to convey one’s own identity is withheld. The impact of repression and forced conformity to societal expectations of gender and identity.
Dorian is the transfeminine heart of this story, as expected, and Dorian’s relationship with self, looks and identity is something that will hit so deeply for so many people, for anyone who has ever felt: unloved or ill-fitting in their own skin, resentful of people who seem self assured in their body/identity, self destructive, without the language to understand who they are, and fearful of what self acceptance means in the eyes of society: the conflict between being “safe” and being true.
I thought the portrayal of Basil and Henry was well done, and they offered much needed foils for Dorian’s internal work. The constant presence of Dorian’s grandfathers shadow and the internal demons was also a brilliant way of showing their mental decline. Rather than focus on the hedonistic nature of Dorian’s foray into depravity after meeting Henry, this focuses much more deeply on the psychological impact of Dorian’s repression, the undercurrent conflict inside them driving their need for affection and acceptance. This Dorian’s story centres on the sidelining of what is deemed “taboo” in society, and how damaging it is for people who don’t “fit” heteronormative and cis normative identities when it is only “acceptable” to be one’s true self in the shadows, in the dark and hidden away, illicit places of society.
March 2, 2026
Thank you Titan Publishers for this ARC.
This is a fresh and thoughtful retelling of Dorian Gray that has a queer and trans main character, and it really works. Instead of just updating the original story, it looks closely at identity, repression, and what happens when someone isn’t given the language or space to understand, or be, themselves. It keeps the gothic atmosphere of the original works, but the emotional focus is much more personal.
In this version, Dorian is a transfeminine young heir growing up under a strict and traditionally masculine grandfather. The portrait is still there, but it feels less about vanity and more about inner conflict.. touching on feelings of shame, longing, and self-division. When Dorian is introduced to an underground space where queerness is visible and possible, the story shifts into something deeper. This story is not just about decadence, but the pull between what is safe for the character but also true to themselves.
I appreciated that this book doesn’t sensationalise Dorian’s downward spiral. Rather than focusing mainly on hedonism, it explores the cost of not only repression, but isolation. Dorian’s self-destructive choices feel rooted in shame and a need for acceptance. A story that resonates with many. The author has successfully captured the feeling of being truly uncomfortable in your own skin, whilst also resentful of people who are not.
Basil and Henry are strong contrasts to Dorian and help highlight different parts of Dorian’s internal struggle without overshadowing it.
It’s gothic and atmospheric, but also reflective and grounded in very real experiences of gender and identity. For me this retelling doesn’t replace the original, but a meaningful new perspective , one that shows how damaging it can be to live in a society that doesn’t allow you to exist how you know you should on the inside.
Overall, I found the book powerful and carefully done. It’s not perfect, but it’s thoughtful, moving, and offers something genuinely different whilst also resonating with a familiar tale of not feeling understood, by anyone, including sometimes, yourself.
This is a fresh and thoughtful retelling of Dorian Gray that has a queer and trans main character, and it really works. Instead of just updating the original story, it looks closely at identity, repression, and what happens when someone isn’t given the language or space to understand, or be, themselves. It keeps the gothic atmosphere of the original works, but the emotional focus is much more personal.
In this version, Dorian is a transfeminine young heir growing up under a strict and traditionally masculine grandfather. The portrait is still there, but it feels less about vanity and more about inner conflict.. touching on feelings of shame, longing, and self-division. When Dorian is introduced to an underground space where queerness is visible and possible, the story shifts into something deeper. This story is not just about decadence, but the pull between what is safe for the character but also true to themselves.
I appreciated that this book doesn’t sensationalise Dorian’s downward spiral. Rather than focusing mainly on hedonism, it explores the cost of not only repression, but isolation. Dorian’s self-destructive choices feel rooted in shame and a need for acceptance. A story that resonates with many. The author has successfully captured the feeling of being truly uncomfortable in your own skin, whilst also resentful of people who are not.
Basil and Henry are strong contrasts to Dorian and help highlight different parts of Dorian’s internal struggle without overshadowing it.
It’s gothic and atmospheric, but also reflective and grounded in very real experiences of gender and identity. For me this retelling doesn’t replace the original, but a meaningful new perspective , one that shows how damaging it can be to live in a society that doesn’t allow you to exist how you know you should on the inside.
Overall, I found the book powerful and carefully done. It’s not perfect, but it’s thoughtful, moving, and offers something genuinely different whilst also resonating with a familiar tale of not feeling understood, by anyone, including sometimes, yourself.
February 21, 2026
Thank you to the publisher and NetGalley for the ARC and ALC!
Cards on the table, I have not read The Picture of Dorian Gray so I'm quite unfamiliar with the characters and general plot aside from Dorian and the portrait, but I imagine this is quite an approachable retelling for YA audiences. I really enjoyed it, personally; the writing feels lush and immersive for the time period, something I wasn't quite expecting but was pleasantly surprised by. The narrator for the audiobook did a fantastic job conveying this and embodying all the characters, but particularly Dorian, making their inner voice sound like I was listening to a hushed, intimate recounting, almost soothing with an underlying darkness like an episode of the Magnus Archives.
Regarding the actual book, I deeply appreciated how the author explored queerness, especially gender queerness and dysphoria, in a nuanced way that feels genuine for the era yet is still applicable to certain queer people today. It was pretty refreshing to me after sampling some other fantasy books with nonbinary MCs who deal with the issue a bit too heavy-handed and/or a bit too modernly, and personally, I felt Dorian's more nameless and mostly unquantifiable but still real and complicated feelings about their gender most closely reflected my own experiences, which was really nice to see in a book, honestly. I also appreciated the deft way the author handled Dorian's abusive relationships, as I think topics like that are important for a YA audience to understand and recognize. Dorian themself is a messy character who makes many mistakes and hurts a lot of the people around them (as their inspiration did too, I'm sure) but ends up living a more hopeful, freer life by the end, which I also think is important for teenagers to learn about. Overall, I think this is a pretty much fantastic YA book if not retelling, and I'll be keeping an eye on this author.
Cards on the table, I have not read The Picture of Dorian Gray so I'm quite unfamiliar with the characters and general plot aside from Dorian and the portrait, but I imagine this is quite an approachable retelling for YA audiences. I really enjoyed it, personally; the writing feels lush and immersive for the time period, something I wasn't quite expecting but was pleasantly surprised by. The narrator for the audiobook did a fantastic job conveying this and embodying all the characters, but particularly Dorian, making their inner voice sound like I was listening to a hushed, intimate recounting, almost soothing with an underlying darkness like an episode of the Magnus Archives.
Regarding the actual book, I deeply appreciated how the author explored queerness, especially gender queerness and dysphoria, in a nuanced way that feels genuine for the era yet is still applicable to certain queer people today. It was pretty refreshing to me after sampling some other fantasy books with nonbinary MCs who deal with the issue a bit too heavy-handed and/or a bit too modernly, and personally, I felt Dorian's more nameless and mostly unquantifiable but still real and complicated feelings about their gender most closely reflected my own experiences, which was really nice to see in a book, honestly. I also appreciated the deft way the author handled Dorian's abusive relationships, as I think topics like that are important for a YA audience to understand and recognize. Dorian themself is a messy character who makes many mistakes and hurts a lot of the people around them (as their inspiration did too, I'm sure) but ends up living a more hopeful, freer life by the end, which I also think is important for teenagers to learn about. Overall, I think this is a pretty much fantastic YA book if not retelling, and I'll be keeping an eye on this author.
February 24, 2026
“The secret in my portrait has shifted from my longings to my sins, but they’ll be guarded just as safely.”
What a gorgeous book it was! This is one of these atmospheric stories that make their way under my skin, and make it difficult for me to gather my thoughts to write a fair and constructed review about them.
The writing is lush, immersive and will take you to this 19th century London… and right into Dorian’s mind. Indeed, the prose drowns you into a haze and you can almost see the shadows sliding in the corner of your eyes. This is a haunting book, quite tortured, but also beautiful.
Dorian is so afraid about who they could become, if left on their own devices. Yet, they long to know who they are anyway, and this self-discovery, this gender exploration, are at the center of the book. However, their own prejudices, the fact they knew only abuse until now, lock Dorian in their very own prison —as fenced as their grandfather’s house— as they tend to reproduce this hurtful pattern and hate themselves for who they are (and are or could become).
What probably shattered me the most, is how the author shows the importance of putting words to describe one’s situation, because naming something is the beginning of knowing it —and it applies, in my opinion, to oneself too— and, consequently, to accept it. Without that, Dorian is almost engulfed by his own shadows, as much as by the predators they couldn’t recognize as such.
Even though most of the book is dark and shadowy, it has its colors too, especially when it comes to art. The mirror between Dorian and their portrait, how the beautiful can turn into ugly, is as terrifying as it’s beautiful, giving us, in the end, a sparkle of light and of hope.
Thank you to ColoredPages PR and Macmillan Children's Publishing Group | Feiwel & Friends for the access to the eARC on NetGalley. My opinions are my own.
What a gorgeous book it was! This is one of these atmospheric stories that make their way under my skin, and make it difficult for me to gather my thoughts to write a fair and constructed review about them.
The writing is lush, immersive and will take you to this 19th century London… and right into Dorian’s mind. Indeed, the prose drowns you into a haze and you can almost see the shadows sliding in the corner of your eyes. This is a haunting book, quite tortured, but also beautiful.
Dorian is so afraid about who they could become, if left on their own devices. Yet, they long to know who they are anyway, and this self-discovery, this gender exploration, are at the center of the book. However, their own prejudices, the fact they knew only abuse until now, lock Dorian in their very own prison —as fenced as their grandfather’s house— as they tend to reproduce this hurtful pattern and hate themselves for who they are (and are or could become).
What probably shattered me the most, is how the author shows the importance of putting words to describe one’s situation, because naming something is the beginning of knowing it —and it applies, in my opinion, to oneself too— and, consequently, to accept it. Without that, Dorian is almost engulfed by his own shadows, as much as by the predators they couldn’t recognize as such.
Even though most of the book is dark and shadowy, it has its colors too, especially when it comes to art. The mirror between Dorian and their portrait, how the beautiful can turn into ugly, is as terrifying as it’s beautiful, giving us, in the end, a sparkle of light and of hope.
Thank you to ColoredPages PR and Macmillan Children's Publishing Group | Feiwel & Friends for the access to the eARC on NetGalley. My opinions are my own.
February 18, 2026
A Joyfully Jay review.
4.25 stars
I really enjoyed Elle Grenier’s take on The Picture of Dorian Gray. This Wretched Beauty challenges Oscar Wilde’s assertion that art has no material effect on anything other than one’s senses. Grenier seems to convey that art cannot be divorced from the societal and political environment in which it is created. Both works explore the emptiness and inhumanity of obsession with appearances. However, This Wretched Beauty is a character-driven coming-of-age novel that focuses on the damage and danger that forced performances of “acceptable” social, gender, and/or sexual roles cause.
This Wretched Beauty is a lovely retelling and exploration of identity; overcoming abuse; and the difficulty, bravery, and danger in accepting yourself when society decides it knows best.
Read Jovan’s review in its entirety here.
4.25 stars
I really enjoyed Elle Grenier’s take on The Picture of Dorian Gray. This Wretched Beauty challenges Oscar Wilde’s assertion that art has no material effect on anything other than one’s senses. Grenier seems to convey that art cannot be divorced from the societal and political environment in which it is created. Both works explore the emptiness and inhumanity of obsession with appearances. However, This Wretched Beauty is a character-driven coming-of-age novel that focuses on the damage and danger that forced performances of “acceptable” social, gender, and/or sexual roles cause.
This Wretched Beauty is a lovely retelling and exploration of identity; overcoming abuse; and the difficulty, bravery, and danger in accepting yourself when society decides it knows best.
Read Jovan’s review in its entirety here.
April 19, 2026
I can't give this book the full treatment because I honestly did not connect well with it. As a trans woman, I genuinely expected to vibe much more with it.
The cast of the original novel is here, the overall strength of Wilde's novel is slightly muted by a Y.A. telling, and I'm not sure if the author intended it but I found Dorian almost duller than the surrounding cast.
But I think my biggest issue is the plodding language. Just because Wilde was a Victorian does not mean the retelling and remixing needed to maintain the unctuous way of telling it. Then again, I also do not believe that the retelling is as revolutionary as some seem to find it. If the reader sees Dorian's explorations as forays into gender, it's heterosexual. If not, it's watered down Wilde made edgy with the trans allusions.
Three stars for effort but not recommended very highly.
The cast of the original novel is here, the overall strength of Wilde's novel is slightly muted by a Y.A. telling, and I'm not sure if the author intended it but I found Dorian almost duller than the surrounding cast.
But I think my biggest issue is the plodding language. Just because Wilde was a Victorian does not mean the retelling and remixing needed to maintain the unctuous way of telling it. Then again, I also do not believe that the retelling is as revolutionary as some seem to find it. If the reader sees Dorian's explorations as forays into gender, it's heterosexual. If not, it's watered down Wilde made edgy with the trans allusions.
Three stars for effort but not recommended very highly.
August 26, 2025
While I know the story of Dorian Gray, I haven't ever read the original story. That being said, this retelling made it easily accessible and felt as thought it breathed new life into a story that we all at least vaguely know while making it engaging for a new audience. I love the remixed classics series and this story fit into it well. It allows the audience to relate to Dorian and understand what position they're placed in while still holding onto the original setting and circumstances. This is a great retelling and a wonderful addition to the remixed classics series!
March 20, 2026
Hello, this is my second absolutely surreal review of the year. Shout out to yet another one of my amazing friends achieving their dream. And what a dream it is to get to read this prose in a physical book 😩😩
Elle is an incredible writer, and This Wretched Beauty is some of her best work yet. The characters, setting, and aforementioned prose are all so visceral and gorgeously presented. I especially love the use of color and art references throughout the book. This Wretched Beauty doesn't shy away from its heavier topics, but still presents them subtly. I felt everything 😩💕
I can't wait to see what comes next from this author 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Elle is an incredible writer, and This Wretched Beauty is some of her best work yet. The characters, setting, and aforementioned prose are all so visceral and gorgeously presented. I especially love the use of color and art references throughout the book. This Wretched Beauty doesn't shy away from its heavier topics, but still presents them subtly. I felt everything 😩💕
I can't wait to see what comes next from this author 🙏🙏🙏🙏
March 7, 2026
I finished This Wretched Beauty on audio, narrated by Jenet Le Lacheur, a trans, nonbinary actor. Their voice was excellent for this book. I really felt like I was listening to Dorian & not someone voicing a character.
This retelling brings the queerness of the original–as Oscar Wilde intended!–The Picture of Dorian Gray to the forefront of the story and we are entranced by a 19th Century London in which repressed nobles let themselves explore gender identity and fluidity. Dorian themself is a trans main character, and we get to peek inside their mind as it’s told in the first person. I’m really loving Elle’s exploration and self-discovery of Dorian Gray in their debut novel!
I’m actually glad I haven’t read the original yet, as I had zero expectations going in and for the conclusion. I know from various media portrayals of Dorian, he is often considered a villain or monster who comes to a bad end. I’m very glad this did not happen with Elle’s Dorian. TWB’s Dorian is a beautiful example of the human ability to change, improve, and rehabilitate relationships–with oneself and others. This story felt very much like a character study and it was full of lush colors, settings, and people with a plot based more around internal conflict. In the end, I am giving it 4 stars and recommend it to anyone who enjoys stories of self-discovery and internal conflict.
This retelling brings the queerness of the original–as Oscar Wilde intended!–The Picture of Dorian Gray to the forefront of the story and we are entranced by a 19th Century London in which repressed nobles let themselves explore gender identity and fluidity. Dorian themself is a trans main character, and we get to peek inside their mind as it’s told in the first person. I’m really loving Elle’s exploration and self-discovery of Dorian Gray in their debut novel!
I’m actually glad I haven’t read the original yet, as I had zero expectations going in and for the conclusion. I know from various media portrayals of Dorian, he is often considered a villain or monster who comes to a bad end. I’m very glad this did not happen with Elle’s Dorian. TWB’s Dorian is a beautiful example of the human ability to change, improve, and rehabilitate relationships–with oneself and others. This story felt very much like a character study and it was full of lush colors, settings, and people with a plot based more around internal conflict. In the end, I am giving it 4 stars and recommend it to anyone who enjoys stories of self-discovery and internal conflict.
November 19, 2025
- thank you netgalley for the arc ₊˚⊹♡
3.75 ⭐ "would it be enough to become a beautiful thing, rather than to create one"
"this wretched beauty" is a beautifully written t4t remix of the beloved classic the picture of dorian gray that explores the burden of expectations and the longing to uncover a missing part of you. i really enjoyed reading about elle grenier's take on dorian's character and how challenging gender dysphoria could be. i just overall really loved how they portrayed dorian & basil in this story!
i also liked how vivid the art scenes were written, along with how the painting showcased the freedom and image of herself that dorian had not known she was chasing until that moment.
some of my favorite quotes:
"maybe it's the comfort that would come from someone seeing me as thoroughly as he seems to and still finding something worth cherishing"
"art is a means of connection. i can guarantee you there is nothing i deem more indicative of intimacy and companionship than someone trusting me to paint them"
"time is not so gentle a painter as basil is"
3.75 ⭐ "would it be enough to become a beautiful thing, rather than to create one"
"this wretched beauty" is a beautifully written t4t remix of the beloved classic the picture of dorian gray that explores the burden of expectations and the longing to uncover a missing part of you. i really enjoyed reading about elle grenier's take on dorian's character and how challenging gender dysphoria could be. i just overall really loved how they portrayed dorian & basil in this story!
i also liked how vivid the art scenes were written, along with how the painting showcased the freedom and image of herself that dorian had not known she was chasing until that moment.
some of my favorite quotes:
"maybe it's the comfort that would come from someone seeing me as thoroughly as he seems to and still finding something worth cherishing"
"art is a means of connection. i can guarantee you there is nothing i deem more indicative of intimacy and companionship than someone trusting me to paint them"
"time is not so gentle a painter as basil is"
Want to Read
June 29, 2025This was STUNNING. From the writing to the exploration of queerness in a time when it was so completely stigmatized to the growth through the very worst of things. It's an incredible book.
February 21, 2026
(3.25) rtc!
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Strong concept, weak pacing
"His face reminds me of plants I've heard described in travel journals whose flowers serve as bait to lure their prey I feel studying his features as though his mouth might unhinge if I reach too close ready to swallow me whole. The young man in the portrait I realize with growing horror looks like an heir of whom grandfather might be proud."
Thank you to NetGalley, Elle Grenier, and Macmillan Audio for this advanced audiobook in exchange for an honest review.
CW: Toxic relationship, transphobia, homophobia, fire/fire injury, murder, emotional abuse, drugs, alcohol
Elle Grenier's This Wretched Beauty: A Dorian Gray Remix is part of the Remixed Classics series. Authors from marginalized backgrounds take classic works and reinterpret them through their own cultural lens. This one tackles Oscar Wilde's The Picture of Dorian Gray. It's set in London in 1867. Dorian Gray is heir to their family's estate. Their grandfather has been controlling Dorian's life and has specific expectations for what the heir should be. Dorian isn't sure this is the life they want. One night Dorian sneaks out. They meet Basil, a painter who wants Dorian as his muse. Basil paints a portrait that shows Dorian beauty they hadn't seen in themselves before. Through Basil, Dorian discovers molly houses and drag performances. As Dorian struggles with guilt and self loathing, the portrait starts to change.
Jenet LeLacheur reads the audiobook. The narration didn't work for me. It has a breathy, whispery quality. It feels flat and lacks emotion. I only got through it by speeding it up. That helped but it still wasn't what I needed from a narrator.
I've read the original Picture of Dorian Gray. I gave it 3 stars. I didn't love it.
I have a BA in Gender Studies. The trans and nonbinary representation here matters. Dorian's journey with gender is at the center of the story. The book is openly queer without apology. It looks at what it means to struggle with who you are in a world that doesn't want you to exist as yourself. That's important, especially in a YA book set during the Victorian era when people didn't have the language we have now to talk about gender and identity.
Basil stands out as a character. He's well written and compelling. The gothic atmosphere works for the story. The book captures the feel of the time period in a way that's accessible for a YA audience.
The writing is beautiful but it's heavy. The prose drags. This is similar in style to My Dear Henry, another book in the Remixed Classics series, but this one feels much denser. That worries me for a YA book. Younger readers might struggle with how thick the writing is.
The pacing is a real problem. This book moves very slowly. Most of what happens is internal. You're in Dorian's head constantly but not much actually occurs on the page. A lot of events happen off screen. You get told about them after the fact instead of experiencing them. That makes the story feel stagnant.
Dorian's gender journey was confusing to follow at first. The description uses they/them pronouns for Dorian. But in the book itself, Dorian starts with he/him and gradually realizes that doesn't fit. She feels more right. That shift wasn't clear early on. It took time to understand what was happening with Dorian's identity.
Dorian is hard to like. They come across as pitiful and passive. Things happen to Dorian more than Dorian makes things happen. For someone who's supposed to be spiraling into corruption and making terrible choices, there's not enough action. The downfall doesn't feel active or deep enough.
The ending rushes through everything. After spending the entire book moving at a crawl, suddenly it all happens fast. It was nice to finally have some momentum after struggling through slow sections. But the payoff doesn't land the way it should. The ending needed more space to develop properly instead of cramming everything in quickly.
This isn't close to the original Picture of Dorian Gray. That's on purpose. This is a remix, not a straight retelling. It takes the concept and goes somewhere different. If you're expecting it to follow Wilde's story closely, you'll be disappointed.
The representation is valuable. The exploration of gender and identity matters. Basil is done well. The atmosphere fits. But the execution has serious issues. The narration didn't work for me. The pacing drags badly. Dorian doesn't have enough agency. The ending rushes what should be the most important moments.
This works for readers who care more about representation than pacing, people who enjoy heavy Victorian style writing even when it's slow, fans of the Remixed Classics series who know what to expect, anyone interested in trans and queer characters in historical settings, and readers who want a gentler version of Dorian Gray. If you need narration with emotional range, tight pacing, characters who drive their own stories, or books that show instead of tell, this won't work.
Strong themes undermined by execution problems.
"His face reminds me of plants I've heard described in travel journals whose flowers serve as bait to lure their prey I feel studying his features as though his mouth might unhinge if I reach too close ready to swallow me whole. The young man in the portrait I realize with growing horror looks like an heir of whom grandfather might be proud."
Thank you to NetGalley, Elle Grenier, and Macmillan Audio for this advanced audiobook in exchange for an honest review.
CW: Toxic relationship, transphobia, homophobia, fire/fire injury, murder, emotional abuse, drugs, alcohol
Elle Grenier's This Wretched Beauty: A Dorian Gray Remix is part of the Remixed Classics series. Authors from marginalized backgrounds take classic works and reinterpret them through their own cultural lens. This one tackles Oscar Wilde's The Picture of Dorian Gray. It's set in London in 1867. Dorian Gray is heir to their family's estate. Their grandfather has been controlling Dorian's life and has specific expectations for what the heir should be. Dorian isn't sure this is the life they want. One night Dorian sneaks out. They meet Basil, a painter who wants Dorian as his muse. Basil paints a portrait that shows Dorian beauty they hadn't seen in themselves before. Through Basil, Dorian discovers molly houses and drag performances. As Dorian struggles with guilt and self loathing, the portrait starts to change.
Jenet LeLacheur reads the audiobook. The narration didn't work for me. It has a breathy, whispery quality. It feels flat and lacks emotion. I only got through it by speeding it up. That helped but it still wasn't what I needed from a narrator.
I've read the original Picture of Dorian Gray. I gave it 3 stars. I didn't love it.
I have a BA in Gender Studies. The trans and nonbinary representation here matters. Dorian's journey with gender is at the center of the story. The book is openly queer without apology. It looks at what it means to struggle with who you are in a world that doesn't want you to exist as yourself. That's important, especially in a YA book set during the Victorian era when people didn't have the language we have now to talk about gender and identity.
Basil stands out as a character. He's well written and compelling. The gothic atmosphere works for the story. The book captures the feel of the time period in a way that's accessible for a YA audience.
The writing is beautiful but it's heavy. The prose drags. This is similar in style to My Dear Henry, another book in the Remixed Classics series, but this one feels much denser. That worries me for a YA book. Younger readers might struggle with how thick the writing is.
The pacing is a real problem. This book moves very slowly. Most of what happens is internal. You're in Dorian's head constantly but not much actually occurs on the page. A lot of events happen off screen. You get told about them after the fact instead of experiencing them. That makes the story feel stagnant.
Dorian's gender journey was confusing to follow at first. The description uses they/them pronouns for Dorian. But in the book itself, Dorian starts with he/him and gradually realizes that doesn't fit. She feels more right. That shift wasn't clear early on. It took time to understand what was happening with Dorian's identity.
Dorian is hard to like. They come across as pitiful and passive. Things happen to Dorian more than Dorian makes things happen. For someone who's supposed to be spiraling into corruption and making terrible choices, there's not enough action. The downfall doesn't feel active or deep enough.
The ending rushes through everything. After spending the entire book moving at a crawl, suddenly it all happens fast. It was nice to finally have some momentum after struggling through slow sections. But the payoff doesn't land the way it should. The ending needed more space to develop properly instead of cramming everything in quickly.
This isn't close to the original Picture of Dorian Gray. That's on purpose. This is a remix, not a straight retelling. It takes the concept and goes somewhere different. If you're expecting it to follow Wilde's story closely, you'll be disappointed.
The representation is valuable. The exploration of gender and identity matters. Basil is done well. The atmosphere fits. But the execution has serious issues. The narration didn't work for me. The pacing drags badly. Dorian doesn't have enough agency. The ending rushes what should be the most important moments.
This works for readers who care more about representation than pacing, people who enjoy heavy Victorian style writing even when it's slow, fans of the Remixed Classics series who know what to expect, anyone interested in trans and queer characters in historical settings, and readers who want a gentler version of Dorian Gray. If you need narration with emotional range, tight pacing, characters who drive their own stories, or books that show instead of tell, this won't work.
Strong themes undermined by execution problems.
April 10, 2026
4.75 Stars
****
London, 1867, Dorian Gray is the heir to their family fortune and estate. Unfortunately, Dorian's mother died when they were young and Dorian's father is a painter of no rank. Dorian was therefore left in the care of their maternal grandfather, who kept Dorian from family and the world and shaped Dorian into a fine gentleman with strict rules and abuse. Dorian is cunning though and often escapes at night to visit their father at his painting studio, where Dorian meets all sorts of artistic types, including famed painter Basil Hallward. Basil asks Dorian, who is stunningly beautiful, to sit for a portrait. It is while sitting for the painting that Basil introduces Dorian to Lord Henry Wotton. Dorian finds it hard to look at the portrait when it is done, as it portrays a happiness, vitality, and being oneself that Dorian has never been allowed to feel. This leads to Dorian following the two to a Molly house, making rash decisions that impact lives, and closing themselves off in a gilded cage of exploitation. Is there any way for Dorian to truly be free?
This was such a fantastic retelling of the classic The Picture of Dorian Gray, but with a focus on transgenderism and the darkness of child exploitation. Dorian goes from one unsafe situation to another believing this is the life they deserve for decisions they made to protect themself. At their family estate they face verbal and physical abuse by their grandfather for being different, for not being able to be "manly", the "perfect gentleman," etc. When seeking refuge from their grandfather, they find themselves in a situation even more nightmarish, one that appears like freedom but is really a different kind of emotional and physical abuse. Dorian faces all of these things because of the strict rules that society places on children and on gender. So, be cautious reading this book as it deals a lot with childhood abuse and grooming by a trusted friend.
Throughout the novel you witness the slow descent of Dorian into their own mind as they are attacked from all sides by mercenary men who want to control how people behave and to own others. Dorian is often treated as an object. As the heir by their grandfather and as a beautiful toy by Lord Henry. Dorian adores the attention from Lord Henry at first, allowing for flirtation and then for other things that Dorian has never known or done, in order to keep Lord Henry's favor. Soon though, the attention wanes and Dorian is left lonely in a country estate. However, Lord Henry not coming is sometimes better then when he does, the moods he is in, and what he asks of Dorian. To do his bidding without words, without care or comfort, with a certain kind of cruelty. To be a doll and nothing more.
Dorian's choice to leave one cage for another, instead of seeking help from Basil or their father, resulted in a loss of trust, the inability to say goodbye to a loved one, and years of sadness and regret. Dorian's guilt subjected them to both internal and external pain that could have been avoided if the truth was revealed. Which is how they see the portrait, they place their own external guilt onto the image, making it ugly and grotesque and judgemental. Dorian cannot see that they are in a cycle of abuse that leaves them feeling worthless and vulnerable.
Dorian pushes Basil away because they do not feel they deserve him as a friend, or anything more. He is pure and Dorian believes themself to be dark. Dorian sees this darkness in the way the portrait is becoming ugly, turning Dorian into an image of their grandfather. It is strange that the country house is both a cage/prison and a place for Dorian to finally be themself, to become. Here Dorian throws lavish parties, trying to gain Henry's attention again, trying to find friends like them, trying to fill their hollow days and guilty heart. Dorian is able to wear what they want, make friends outside of the social circles they were accustomed to with their grandfather. Dorian meets one woman who is free and unencumbered by societal norms and they strike up a lovely friendship that helps soothe some of Dorian's hurts and pushes them to reconcile with their father and Basil.
The way this book was written it was both horrifying and beautiful. The author made me feel as though I was passing through paintings in a gallery and experiencing the anguish of Dorian in vivid colours and dramatic shadows. Even the chapter titles were colours intoned with the emotions of the chapter. This book is very descriptive and poetic about Dorian's despair and torture, it leaves the reader feeling hopeless for them. Dorian tortures themself the most for actions they took, while still a child, in fear for their own safety. So while Dorian does face torment and torture from those around them, it is their own mind that deals the most blows, especially when it comes to the beautiful portrait that Basil painted.
Thank you to Macmillan Children's Books for sending me a copy of this ebook in exchange for an honest review.
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London, 1867, Dorian Gray is the heir to their family fortune and estate. Unfortunately, Dorian's mother died when they were young and Dorian's father is a painter of no rank. Dorian was therefore left in the care of their maternal grandfather, who kept Dorian from family and the world and shaped Dorian into a fine gentleman with strict rules and abuse. Dorian is cunning though and often escapes at night to visit their father at his painting studio, where Dorian meets all sorts of artistic types, including famed painter Basil Hallward. Basil asks Dorian, who is stunningly beautiful, to sit for a portrait. It is while sitting for the painting that Basil introduces Dorian to Lord Henry Wotton. Dorian finds it hard to look at the portrait when it is done, as it portrays a happiness, vitality, and being oneself that Dorian has never been allowed to feel. This leads to Dorian following the two to a Molly house, making rash decisions that impact lives, and closing themselves off in a gilded cage of exploitation. Is there any way for Dorian to truly be free?
This was such a fantastic retelling of the classic The Picture of Dorian Gray, but with a focus on transgenderism and the darkness of child exploitation. Dorian goes from one unsafe situation to another believing this is the life they deserve for decisions they made to protect themself. At their family estate they face verbal and physical abuse by their grandfather for being different, for not being able to be "manly", the "perfect gentleman," etc. When seeking refuge from their grandfather, they find themselves in a situation even more nightmarish, one that appears like freedom but is really a different kind of emotional and physical abuse. Dorian faces all of these things because of the strict rules that society places on children and on gender. So, be cautious reading this book as it deals a lot with childhood abuse and grooming by a trusted friend.
Throughout the novel you witness the slow descent of Dorian into their own mind as they are attacked from all sides by mercenary men who want to control how people behave and to own others. Dorian is often treated as an object. As the heir by their grandfather and as a beautiful toy by Lord Henry. Dorian adores the attention from Lord Henry at first, allowing for flirtation and then for other things that Dorian has never known or done, in order to keep Lord Henry's favor. Soon though, the attention wanes and Dorian is left lonely in a country estate. However, Lord Henry not coming is sometimes better then when he does, the moods he is in, and what he asks of Dorian. To do his bidding without words, without care or comfort, with a certain kind of cruelty. To be a doll and nothing more.
Dorian's choice to leave one cage for another, instead of seeking help from Basil or their father, resulted in a loss of trust, the inability to say goodbye to a loved one, and years of sadness and regret. Dorian's guilt subjected them to both internal and external pain that could have been avoided if the truth was revealed. Which is how they see the portrait, they place their own external guilt onto the image, making it ugly and grotesque and judgemental. Dorian cannot see that they are in a cycle of abuse that leaves them feeling worthless and vulnerable.
Dorian pushes Basil away because they do not feel they deserve him as a friend, or anything more. He is pure and Dorian believes themself to be dark. Dorian sees this darkness in the way the portrait is becoming ugly, turning Dorian into an image of their grandfather. It is strange that the country house is both a cage/prison and a place for Dorian to finally be themself, to become. Here Dorian throws lavish parties, trying to gain Henry's attention again, trying to find friends like them, trying to fill their hollow days and guilty heart. Dorian is able to wear what they want, make friends outside of the social circles they were accustomed to with their grandfather. Dorian meets one woman who is free and unencumbered by societal norms and they strike up a lovely friendship that helps soothe some of Dorian's hurts and pushes them to reconcile with their father and Basil.
The way this book was written it was both horrifying and beautiful. The author made me feel as though I was passing through paintings in a gallery and experiencing the anguish of Dorian in vivid colours and dramatic shadows. Even the chapter titles were colours intoned with the emotions of the chapter. This book is very descriptive and poetic about Dorian's despair and torture, it leaves the reader feeling hopeless for them. Dorian tortures themself the most for actions they took, while still a child, in fear for their own safety. So while Dorian does face torment and torture from those around them, it is their own mind that deals the most blows, especially when it comes to the beautiful portrait that Basil painted.
Thank you to Macmillan Children's Books for sending me a copy of this ebook in exchange for an honest review.
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