[1 star]
I think I missed the point of this one. Happiness Forever introduces us to Sylvie. She’s 30 years old, recently out of an abusive, over-controlling relationship with a man, had done a good amount of drugs as a teen but has stayed sober since, and is starting therapy for the first time. And, she's completely obsessed with her 60-something year old unnamed therapist.
Okay, I have not read Big Swiss or any of those other grand obsession stories that other reviews are lamenting this to have not been like. I do agree, though, that nothing insane or random happens in this book. There is no grand twist where Sylvie kidnaps her therapist or kills her husband or anything of that sort. This is more of a “sit and experience life with this woman during a time of healing” book. We meet a new friend with Sylvie, talk to an old one, go to therapy, and get coffee. It’s comfortable, in a way, with just a backdrop of obsession.
There are a lot of little recurring details that I think are supposed to come together as this grand showcase of symbolism. Her love of Pierrot the clown since childhood, her brain-damaged dog that she thinks might hold her dead dad’s spirit, her detailing of every outfit the therapist wears for each of their sessions, the numerous books and movies brought up (that I recognized none of and am not sure if they are fictional or not), and Sylvie’s obsession with the idea that people live in different worlds (particularly the successful and unsuccessful world). These just name a few. Other than a few obvious ones, Pierrot’s story of unrequited love mirror’s Sylvie’s own obsession with her therapist (this one is essentially spelt out, though), I could not link them together into some grand idea. Maybe I would have liked this book much better if I was able to understand (if there is something to connect), but as of now they seem like needless details of Sylvie that the author stuck in from her own life.
The majority of the book takes place within Sylvie’s weekly therapy sessions. Here, we get the dialogue between her and her therapist, as well as Sylvie’s thoughts. There are some funny details within these scenes, Sylvie’s irritation at her therapist needing to stifle a yawn being one of them, but otherwise they are just standard talk-therapy sessions. There is not some grand juxtapose between what Sylvie is saying and thinking in terms of her obsession. She says a few out of pocket things at times related to her obsession, but the therapist remains professional and either ignores or helps her rationalize it. It’s so basic and general that there’s nothing to latch onto. Sylvie is fine, but not interesting enough of a character to have me hanging off of every word. I also already hate how therapists talk, so I was constantly eye-rolling at the therapist’s dialogue. Genuinely a problem as I am the one who picked up a book about a woman being obsessed with her therapist and I should give props at how the author collected every single stock therapist response into one novel. Beyond that, though, none of Sylvie’s tales about her ex-boyfriends, her job, her father, or any of her other escapades are interesting enough to hold my attention, even without the therapist's comments irritating me.
Near the start of the novel, Sylvie makes friends with a woman named Chloe. I do not like or understand Chloe at all. The thing with Chloe is that she is somehow so similar to Sylvie. They had the same childhood love of Pierrot, they like the same books and movies, they have a real similar sense of humor, on and on. Again, I don’t understand the significance of this detail of Chloe’s character. At times, she seems to have this vision of who Sylvie could be if she was in the “successful world”, as she calls it, but Sylvie doesn’t seem to be that much more well-off than Sylvie? Sylvie acts like she is so poor and unsuccessful, but she has a house, a car, a dog, can afford weekly therapy sessions (UK healthcare, I suppose), and works a full time job as a vet-tech (who admittedly don’t make a lot). I just don’t follow how Sylvie constantly acts like she is some grand unsuccessful failure. Yes, coming out of an abusive relationship affects how a person views themselves, but we don’t really get to see any sign of that with Sylvie.
Anyways, Chloe speaks very similarly to Sylvie. I listened to the audiobook where the narrator made no attempts to distinguish her voice between characters. Coupled with the lack of dialogue tags, I was constantly getting mixed up on who was talking at times. Chloe and Sylvie’s conversations were the main culprit of this, as they speak so similarly. It gets boring after a point. On top of this, almost every conversation with Chloe feels like a slightly more casual therapy conversation. A few near the end break this pattern and get better, but why are there two friends only ever talking about Sylvie’s problems? It’s a shorter book, yes, but surely some variation could have occurred. I’m bored. There’s nothing poignant or revealing enough in these conversations to warrant their frequency or length. There are times where you can tell that the author believes that she has written some grand, beautiful, life-changing line, but, in reality, it is either extremely basic or just cringe. I don’t think any of the writing has left some grand impact on me.
Continuing with Chloe, I don’t understand if I am supposed to like her. I found her to be constantly enabling Sylvie’s obsession with her therapist. She is constantly joking along with or genuinely listening to Sylvie’s obsession. Like, this is concerning even if Chloe assumes she’s harmless. Why is it treated like a normal thing by Chloe? At least Sylvie’s other friend, Conrad (who shows up like three short times over text) tells her to knock it off. Near the end, Chloe says that she is worried about Sylvie’s obsession, but, like, you’ve been joking with her and egging her on this whole time? But, then, she goes back to normal and never brings up her concern again by their next conversation. Chloe takes up so much page time that her behavior becomes distracting.
Despite my own low review, I don’t think that the majority of other negative reviews (at this time) are that valid. Many reviews are lamenting that this book isn’t gay enough. Where did they get the idea that this was some novel of lesbian yearning and obsession? I’m not sure. I guess the description says that she is “in love with her therapist” but at the very start it is clear that this is not a romantic obsession. It’s also not, as I mentioned at the start, a thriller with some insane twist like other popular novels at the moment. It just feels a bit unfair to rate a book based on what you thought it would be, rather than on its own merits.
All together, I did not enjoy much of my time with this novel. The writing itself, the prose and dialogue, are written well enough. It is not a juvenile attempt at a novel and Sylvie feel’s like a real-enough person. I also especially like how the therapist remains unnamed to use and is just a plot device for Sylvie to bounce her thoughts off of. But, as it is, I felt nothing but either boredom or slight irritation while reading this.