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Outing the Quarterback

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Will Ashford lives in two closets. He meets his wealthy father’s goals as both the quarterback for the famous SCU football team and a business major, but secretly he attends art school and longs to live as a painter. And he's gay. But if he can win the coveted Milton Scholarship for art, he’ll be able to break from his father at the end of his senior year.

In a painting master class, Will meets his divergent opposite, Noah Zajack. A scarred orphan who’s slept on park benches and eaten from trash cans, Noah carefully plans his life and multiple jobs so he has money and time to go to art school. Will's problems seem like nothing compared to Noah's. Noah wants the scholarship too and may have a way to get it since the teacher of his class has designs on him, a plan Will isn't happy about.

When a gossipmonger with a popular YouTube channel finds evidence that Will is gay, the quarterback’s closet doors begin to crumble. Hounded by the press and harassed by other players, Will has to choose. Stay in the closet and keep his family’s wealth, or let the doors fall off and walk out with nothing. Nothing but Noah.

216 pages, ebook

First published September 18, 2014

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Tara Lain

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Tara Lain believes in happy ever afters - and magic. Same thing. In fact, she says, she doesn't believe, she knows. Tara shares this passion in her stories that star her unique, charismatic heroes and adventurous heroines. Quarterbacks and cops, werewolves and witches, blue collar or billionaires, Tara's characters, readers say, love deeply, resolve seemingly insurmountable differences, and ultimately live their lives authentically. After many years living in southern California, Tara, her soulmate honey and her soulmate dog decided they wanted less cars and more trees, prompting a move to Ashland, Oregon where Tara's creating new stories and loving living in a small town with big culture. Likely a Gryffindor or maybe a Ravensclaw but possessed of Parseltongue, Tara loves animals of all kinds, diversity, open minds, coconut crunch ice cream from Zoeys, and her readers.

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Profile Image for Baba  .
858 reviews3,996 followers
September 25, 2014
2 stars. DNF @44 %. Review posted September 25, 2014

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Duh, not my kind of book. Uh, I need to think about it. Not. Uh-uh, I'm not sure if I should bother reviewing this story extensively. Huh, I hope you know what I was referring to. Uh, I promise to make it short and rather painless.

My first thought when I read the first page was…

It doesn't bode well. Another disaster lies in waiting.

Anyway, I'll give you 394 good reasons why I quit at 44 %:

57 x uh, uh-uh, huh, and duh

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128 cock, cocks, Mr. Cockamus, cockhead, and dick, dicks.
To be very blunt, Will's cock problems left me cold.

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The term shit in all its glorious splendor has been used ca. 200 times (mainly it was only shit, though).
No, shit, Will.

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The very convenient lame plot twist with made me roll my eyes.

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The teacher. Shut your trap, baby! *gags*

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The writing in general didn’t appeal to me.

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The constant idiotic inner monologue was beyond irritating.
Pull over before you wreck the car. And then…
Will’s fist clenched but so did his asshole. He wanted someone pushing into him. Noah.
He wanted Noah. Like maybe he’d never wanted a guy in his life. A moan slipped out between his lips.


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I could smell OTT drama from afar (Will's parents, Dwight, and that little wannabe moderator)

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Juvenile.

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Annoying characters who got on my nerves.

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A waste of my time.

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I had to pay 5.82 euro for Outing the Quarterback. I want my money back.

= 394


See? I can do short reviews. Straight to the point.

That is all, baby.


P.S. The sex? Gif is self-explanatory.
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Make that 395 good reasons, then.
Profile Image for Megan [At The Cottage].
1,020 reviews404 followers
October 9, 2022
MM Romance
College Cringefest
1 Star ⭐️


OMG 😱 This might be the cringiest book I’ve read this year, maybe ever? and that’s saying a lot. I’ve never read this author before, I never want to again. I feel traumatized like just no. How is this author so popular? I usually don’t criticize people’s choices like I’m crazy open minded, you do you BUT like WTF 😬 is this?

I’m going to list some words and then I’m going to put my highlights on even though I rarely do that because I cannot convey how bad this is without them.

-Mr Cockamus
-Mouth Flesh
-Spunk boiling in his balls
-Bubble and Boil
-Bolt of juice
-celestial throat
-noodle
-jockoid


Why didn’t I DNF you may ask? It’s cringy as fuck but strangely readable. Also, I got this for free recently but I really wish I could give it back. I’ll pay you to take it. Seriously. 😂😂😂😂
Profile Image for ~✡~Dαni(ela) ♥ ♂♂ love & semi-colons~✡~.
3,576 reviews1,117 followers
January 30, 2015
Melodrama central!



Will is the hot, closeted college quarterback. He is rich and spoiled and determined to get through one more year of business school pretending to be straight and care about football.



Noah is the starving artist. He had a rough upbringing, was scarred by a beer bottle when he was a homeless teenager, and is now prickly and dependent on no one.



The two meet in an art class led by a prestigious artist who is wanting more from Noah than just his talent.

There were some steamy bits in this book, although it wasn't nearly as hot as I had imagined based on the blurb and cover.

While the backstory for both MCs was there, a lot of it was infodumped. Noah went from prickly to sweet with nary a blink.

Will, on the other hand, came across as a coward. The lengths to which he went to stay in the closet (getting a "fake" girlfriend, lying at a press conference) were eye-rolling.

And, oh dear god, the melodrama: Crazy gossip hound stalker; lesbian as girlfriend (Evangeline had NO reason to be in the closet as far as I could see); professor/artist blackmailing/wanting to fuck/manipulating students.

The secondary characters were walking stereotypes: crazy, jealous cheerleader girlfriend; petty, vindictive professor; best friend with a heart of gold; close-knit Jones family who will do anything for Will (in stark contrast to Will's own dysfunctional family); Will's alcoholic, bigoted mother, who disappears into the background. There was nothing complex or nuanced about these characters.

Likewise, the relationship between Noah and Will felt rushed. Besides painting and attraction, I wasn't sure what held them together. Their conversations seemed juvenile, and the romance aspect was a little lacking. There were some cute, sweet moments, but I wanted more.

And finally, as a long-term, dedicated academic, I was snorting at the way scholarships, college acceptance, etc., were portrayed. The way the professor announced whom he was endorsing and changed the rules of the art scholarship at a whim; the way both guys got into UCLA at the drop of a hat; the way the school called Will about the tuition check ("Sorry, we received too much money from you," said no college registrar ever): NO, just NO. It just doesn't work like that! Research, please.

This book was fun and a very easy read, if overly seeped in melodrama and lacking real depth. I noticed a few minor typos, but they didn't detract from the story.

Profile Image for *J* Too Many Books Too Little Time.
1,921 reviews3,718 followers
September 21, 2014
4--Closeted--Stars!!

This is a new author for me, and I must say I really enjoyed this one. I was a bit worried about the angst level, especially with Will buried so deep in the closet. But surprisingly I'd say this one was pretty low drama.

I also liked that it wasn't insta-love between the main characters. Insta-attraction maybe but it was a slow build to them actually becoming a couple I thought.



Will's life is one big lie. Still supported by his parents, Will pretends to be the straight star quarterback of the SCU football team. But he's really gay and wants to be an artist. He's virtually been living a double life the last three years.



Will's hoping to get an art scholarship which will be his ticket to freedom. He can say goodbye to the life his father wants for him and hello to the life that will make him happy.

Having the endorsement of his art teacher will only help seal the deal. Too bad his art teacher has a thing for another student. Another student that just happens to catch Will's eye.....Noah!



Noah has always been on his own and needs that scholarship just as much as Will. As Will and Noah grow closer, both of their chances of getting the scholarship are threatened. On top of that, the campus gossip is trying to out Will.

For the first time in his life, Will has a reason for wanting to say goodbye to the lies and embrace what's in front of him.



But what will happen when his secrets are revealed? How will his dad take the news? Will Noah stand by Will?

Again, the drama in this one could have been really high. But I thought everything played out rather realistically. I would have liked a bit more with Noah and Will as a couple, at times Will's double life out shadowed the romance.

I thought the supportive characters were great as well. And I look forward to reading the next book in the series. The steam level on this one was medium I'd say. There were a few good sex scenes, but I definitely wouldn't have complained about a few more.
Profile Image for Adam.
611 reviews374 followers
August 11, 2015
Meh.

This review contains spoilers.


Outing the Quarterback is like a combination of most teen movies and daytime soap operas. And of course that comes with its host of stereotypical characters:

- the rich misunderstood jock.
- the blonde bombshell girlfriend who also happens to be a total bitch.
- the jock's dysfunctional parents (an overbearing and controlling father, and an emotionally unstable and alcoholic mother).
- the love interest (in this case a man), who is poor, weird and just not proper upper-class material.
- the jock's token black best friend (which I can't even blame the author for, considering Hollywood's pretty set on the idea that 1 noticeable minority character per show/movie is somehow just right.) But I loved Jamal, so I'll be forgiving.
- the coach who ends up being more of a father than the jock's actual father.

I think you get my point. Sometimes the whole soap opera routine works, but not so much in this case.

Now there were some things I liked. I really liked the Jones family, especially Jamal and Evangeline. The romance, even though it was predictable and a tad insta-lovey, was funny and sweet. I would have liked some more from Noah's POV, but it was still fine getting to see most of the relationship from Will's side. Noah's background story was interesting, though I think the author could have explored it a bit more. The sex was good, but I was expecting something more. Maybe because of the cover? Or maybe my mind's just in the gutter too much.

By the end, there were 2 things that really bothered me:


I think the main issue I had with this book was that there was just too much going on. Too many story lines, too many characters gunning for the MCs, and just too much drama. Sometimes that works, but it just didn't in this case. I'll be keeping an eye out for the sequel, because I really liked Jamal, but I think I'll wait for a good number of reviews before I decide to pick it up. Overall, this book fell flat for me in many ways.
Profile Image for Brooke.
830 reviews558 followers
January 8, 2025
⭐️ 3.5 stars ⭐️

The quarterback of the SCU football team was hiding out as a painter. And maybe, just maybe, he was also gay.


This rating is based on vibes alone, ‘cause I was craving cheesy junk food but in book form, and this delivered. It was tropey and a bit ridiculous, but also fun and sweet and really just let my brain turn off for a bit.
I mean, Will calls his dick Mr. Cockamus and I think that tells you everything you need to know about this book.

“Wait. Fuck me. Please.” Noah popped his lips off the dick. “You ask so nice.”


I love a good role reversal, and the big jock loving to bottom for his pretty painter was very hot. The plot is basic and easy, typical closeted jock living his father’s life. And don’t fall for the enemies to lovers tag line, ‘cause nah. They were never enemies.
There’s also a recurring icky art teacher sub-plot that felt a little unnecessary.

Even so, I enjoyed it. And the little excerpt of Jamal’s book enticed me enough to continue with the series.

“The best thing that ever happened to me was the day some asshole decided to out the quarterback.”


CW and tropes (spoilers):
- Opposites attract
- Football player vs artist
- Rich vs poor
- Closeted MC
- Homophobia
- Use of the f slur
- Strict top/bottom
- Smaller guy tops
- Mentions of past SA (implied)
- Theme of attempted sexual coercion (not between MCs)
- Alcoholic parents
- MC w/ facial scar
- Suicidal ideations
- Rimming
- Coming hands-free
Profile Image for Eli Easton.
Author 83 books2,806 followers
March 22, 2015
I have loved reading Tara Lain since her Balls to the Wall series. I read "Canning the Center" before "Outing the Quarterback", but it didn't matter. Both were great.

I enjoyed everything about this book except how much it made me procrastinate with my weekend chores. It was so hard to put it down! There is more angst in this book than other Tara Lain's I've read, but I knew it would come out all right in the end, so I didn't mind. (P.S. it does)

One thing I admire about Tara is that her sex scenes are very explicit, playful, and fresh. It's hard to write explicit sex that isn't the same-old Tab A into Slot B, but her crazy choice of language and playfulness make them worth reading rather than skimming.

This is definitely a hot and fun read. Recommended!
Profile Image for ✦❋Arianna✦❋.
790 reviews2,552 followers
September 22, 2014
3.5 - 3.75 STARS

Will is the rich, famous quarterback of the SCU football team. His life is a prison, a big lie, because Will pretends everyday – he pretends to be straight. Everybody wants something from him, everybody has expectation. His father wants for him a football career, his team wants his focus, his girlfriend wants his attention. Nobody cares what he really wants. He only wants to paint and to be out of the closet, he wants to be happy. His only chance to fallow his dream, to be a painter and to be free is to win a scholarship at the art school he secretly attends.

Noah had a hard life. He lived in foster homes, he lived on the streets, he knows how is to be alone without nothing and nobody. He’s poor, living in one-room apartment. In order to survive and pay for his school, he has three jobs. Noah is a talented artist. His dream is to win the scholarship at his art school.

Will and Noah meet in an art class. They are attracted to each other, the start to know each other and soon they become more than friends. Their art teacher, a famous artist wants Noah too and tries to complicate their relationship a little. Everything changes for them when some rumors about Will sexual orientation come out.

I liked this one, but I didn’t love it! It was sweet, fun and easy to read. I enjoyed the storyline from the beginning, even if I tried not to roll my eyes a few times. Will and Noah’s relationship was sweet, but for me was a little rushed.

I think this book rely too much on plot device. Both Will and Noah are sweet, but as characters they are only OK. For me they weren’t enough developed. I didn’t liked all their decisions, but in the end I liked them both.

The side characters are great. Will was lucky to have such good friends in Jamal and Evangeline.

One think that I really liked is there’s no I love yous. I found this aspect of the story truly refreshing.

Overall, this book was just a nice read for me, but I will read the other books in the series, because the story wasn't bad and it had potential.
Profile Image for Elsbeth.
1,300 reviews40 followers
December 13, 2014

BR, December 12th with Julie.

It was okay...

About Will, who was wayyyyy in the closet. Will, a quarterback living the dream of this father. He has always loved painting..
So, secretly he went to art-class hoping to win this scholarship and begin living his own dream. It's there where he meets Noah...

Noah has had a rough upbringing. He has lived on the streets and is used to taking care of himself and competes for this same scholarship.



We get a lot of dramalama and the nasty outing....

I felt their relationship was a bit rushed and didn't feel the attraction much between these guys other than their mutal love for art....

So now I complaining that the book was too short.... :)

Tomorrow, I promised myself reading a story of more mature man loving.
These kids are cute but also stupid sometimes!!!
Profile Image for Cory .
729 reviews85 followers
September 23, 2014
I liked it, but I didn't love it. This was a pretty easy read and it was enjoyable, I just thought that some things were wrapped up too easily and I didn't believe some of the conversations....they were just too easy. For example .

I loved Jamal and I'm looking forward to the next book since it's about him. I think this was a promising start to the series even though I had a few minor issues.
Profile Image for Debra ~~ seriously slacking on her reviews ~~.
2,232 reviews260 followers
June 2, 2015
3.5 stars

This was a quick, easy read. I really liked Noah's character. Will was a bit immature but did grow on me by the end (but the "Mr. Cockamus" name made me cringe every time he uttered it).

There was quite a bit of drama from some nasty characters, although some of it was less difficult than I expected it to be, but it all wrapped up fairly neatly and quickly. Will's friend and teammate Jamal and his family were great secondary characters and I'm looking forward to reading his story.
Profile Image for Manfred.
799 reviews47 followers
February 7, 2017
I thought I would learn a little bit about Football when reading this book,
but actually, that did definitely not happen. So, if you are not into sports don`t worry, it will not be an issue.
Will is a Quarterback but he dreams of becoming an artist and goes to art school. Noah also wants to be a painter and he is openly gay.
Both apply for the same scholarship and both are really good painters.
When they meet, Will has to admit to himself that he definitely is not straight and not even bi as he hoped, he likes Noah and he is certainly gay. Of course, as a Quarterback, this cannot happen and his parents cannot know either, so he needs to stay as far in the closet as possible.
This was definitely a fun read and I had a great time reading about those 2 guys. But I must also warn everyone that this book serves so many cliches, it is almost ridiculous.
Your regular daytime soap is probably realistic compared to this story,
with the rich kid, driving a custom-made Ferrari, the poor kid working several jobs after spending years in foster care, both painting like mini van Gogh's, while the cheerleader, of course, is the most beautiful girl in school and at the same time the biggest bitch you could imagine. Add to that a famous artist and teacher who wants to seduce Noah and of course, he refuses to endorse Noah for the scholarship, because Noah does not sleep with him.
All this drama is sometimes really too much and it did not make me completely happy. But the story of the 2 guys is still sweet and romantic and even if it did get overwhelming sometimes, I still had a good time reading it.
So if you like it really sweet and extra romantic and don`t mind some (well a lot actually) soap opera in your m/m books, this might work well for you.
For me, it was just above average, 3.5 stars!
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1,343 reviews194 followers
September 16, 2020
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Overall this was an interesting but not that remarkable read.

I liked how heavy the atmosphere felt for Will. It's debatable if he has it really that hard or not... And I think his is the kind of life that from an outsider point of view doesn't look that oppressive but the if looked at as the one suffering it... Not easy. Will is rich, there's no denying that, but he's not free to do... Anything, really.

Will's dad is controlling and his mom is drunk everyday. He had two options: stay in the closet until he gets a way to study art without his dad's money or get out of the closet and lose everything. Not an easy choice, and much less for someone who never had to work for money.

When he meets Noah his life changes. It turns into chaos. Some things are better now (he feels free with him, he likes him and loves being intimate with him) but at the same time the cage he lives in shrinks because suddenly there's more people looking him, searching for something that proves he's gay, people attacking him and his dad even more controlling than ever.

Noah was a character that I liked but sadly we don't see that much of him... He doesn't narrate much, and apart from his background story and from his independent and brave character we don't know much more about him. With him, we get the other main trouble of the book: the art teacher and the power he holds over both Noah's and Will's futures. This plot line I didn't enjoy that much... It felt predictable and the ending was a little dissaponting (really, there are lots of ways they could have dealt with him...).

Will's story isn't that new. There are many books about struggling closeted guys, but as said before, I liked how without abusing of drama the author made me feel so bad for him. It felt truly oppressive and I was expecting for Will to take devastating measures to end his sorrow.

The romance, thought, felt a bit lacking. I didn't have trouble feeling the feelings. I understand the pull the both of them feel, the first meeting was awesome with Noah modeling and Will awestruck with him; but I with once they start seeing each other it would have felt a little bit deeper. There were moments when it felt like that and other when it didn't.

Apart from that, I enjoyed reading this. I'm not sure if I'm going to continue this series. I usually try to finish what I start (however long it takes hahaha) but I certainly won't pick the next one right away. Don't know why, just not in the mood for it.
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1,649 reviews53 followers
September 24, 2014
The Blogger Girls

I don’t think I have ever read a Tara Lain book that I didn’t love. She always writes in a style that I can believe in; one where the characters speak in a real-life voices. The situations might be a little off the chain, but the dialogue gets me every time, and I do love me some good dialogue.

To the outside world, Will Ashton appears to be luckiest bastard on the planet. He’s a college starting quarterback, boyfriend to the head cheerleader, from a wealthy family, and he drives a Ferrari. Who would ever believe that he was closeted and didn’t want to be a football player, but instead, wanted to paint and be an artist? Definitely not Noah.

Noah thinks Will is hot as sin and wants nothing more than to pound that beautiful ass. When he learns that not only is Will lying about who he is and that he hides his artistic aspirations, Noah gets rightfully pissed. Noah has no family, is dirt poor, and works very hard for everything he has. To his mind, Will is a fool.

But Will is struggling. He plays football for his dad, he studies business for his father but secretly attends art school, and he gets sick to his stomach faking his relationship with annoying-as-fuck Tiffany. I did not feel bad in the least when he broke up her.

But Will is cracking and breaks down and tells his best friend, Jamal, about his orientation. Jamal, his sister Evangeline, and his entire family are incredible. Will is extremely lucky to have them. And when Will decides to break out of his shell, it’s beautiful.

I loved Will and Noah together. They were two halves of a whole, and I loved everything about their story. Highly recommended to everyone.
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765 reviews74 followers
November 2, 2014
1 Star Not Worth Loosing Your Time

DNF at 35%

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When i got a recommendation on this book i was pretty exited!!!

1 of all cause i LOVE to read gay romance
2 reason cause i love to read books with sportsman

But what i expected and what i got to read was an uterrly fucking disaster. To keep this short and sweet and not bore you too much with a boring book i will give you few reason why i did not like this book at all.

One of the reason and the most important one was that i couldn't get into the story at all. Way too much drama, a very weeak story line, no chemistry and connection between MC's and some of the words used in the sex scenes i've NEVER read them in my 3 years since i starting reading gay romance. I would've been very happy if it was something GOOD, NEW and REFRESHING but unfortunately they were shit and definetely not a turn on.

This book was
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and annoying.

A definetely DO NOT READ from me.
Profile Image for Charlotte.
28 reviews2 followers
August 30, 2014
After receiving this ARC for an honest review I can only say WOW! Will and Noah will captivate you from the first chapter and pull you along with the tale. The interaction between all the characters draws you into their lives so you can feel and understand their struggles. As the story progressed I couldn't help but feel for Will. Having a guess as to what would happen later I was surprised that he finally got what he wanted when he found his "clue". Great supporting characters in Jamal and Evangeline, they honestly portray the best in people and friends. I loved the book from the first page and can't wait to find out what happens in the next two!!
Profile Image for DaisyGirl.
1,206 reviews67 followers
September 30, 2014
2.5 Stars

Will, Noah, the coveted Milton Scholarship for art, and a potential career in the NFL. Hmmm, you'd think this had the makings for an interesting story. And it did, but it fell flat. I'm a Tara Lain fan but I didn't care for this book. Why? The MCs were underwhelming on a couple levels. First, Noah was a judgmental prick and Will put up with his sorry ass. Nuff said. Second, there was no chemistry. This couple faced challenges and - arguably - overcame them. But, nonetheless, their relationship felt forced to me. I simply didn't feel the love.

Bottom line: An underwhelming story that idolized a jerk.
Profile Image for Anke.
2,505 reviews97 followers
September 22, 2014
Great read all around. Ok, I could have done without this 'gay friends all around', even if it came handy for the progress of the story. But that was only a minor niggle. The story flowed nicely, drama, but not over the top, tension built up slowly but surely until it finally brought Will to act.
Yes, I enjoyed this book very much and am looking forward to next book.
Profile Image for Lisa.
3,511 reviews139 followers
January 21, 2015
Not a bad book. Will is so far in the closet. Noah is out and proud. They meet at art class ehen Noah steps in for a life model.
A good story will Will trying to live his life not the life that his father wants for him.
Just a couple of annoying things.
Some MF sexual acts at the beginning of the book and Will called his penis Mr Cockamus. Wrong, just wrong.
Profile Image for ~nikki the recovering book addict.
1,248 reviews2 followers
May 14, 2020
4.5 stars

How did I miss this???? I’m so glad I eventually found this because it was just so sweet and heartwarming. A teeny tiny bit of angst but gah... so good! ❤️

Welp... that’s all I have to say. Really. I never know what to say about a book I love. I truly enjoyed this and it fills my heart with joy. So that. That’s why I like this. The end! 🥶
Profile Image for Jo * Smut-Dickted *.
2,038 reviews517 followers
May 28, 2016
Very well done romance between a quarterback and an artist. The former is really the latter as well. Parental and society expectations, a hard glimpse at the issues gay athlete's face, and some great dialogue make this one shine.
Profile Image for Shelby.
3,332 reviews94 followers
June 18, 2021
This was a tough one for me. I was really looking forward to reading this as I have loved a lot of Tara Lain's books in the past, and sports novels are always good too. But damn this just failed for me. It threw up every bad trope and plot device that I hate. I detested every decision Will made and wanted to bang his head against the wall for 90% of this book. I didn't even really feel the chemistry between Will and Noah. I wanted to, but it just felt forced to me. About the only part I really liked about this book was the way they described art and their love for art. With that including the way that Will looked at Noah and his scar. But everything else just pissed me off. Let me compound the ways...gay guy with a girlfriend, girlfriend is a horrendous bitch (and man were those first sex scenes SUPER uncomfortable and off-putting), guy is lying about everything, father is a ridiculously over bearing ass whose reactions never seem to quite mesh with what we've known about him, sleazy teacher pushing for the biggest cliche, evil journalist set to make life hell...it just got worse and worse. And instead of things getting revealed and then we see everyone claw their way back up into the sunshine, instead they just went and tried to dig the hole to even bigger lies. Which I hated because it made the only characters I really liked in the story complicit. I'm looking at you Jamal and Ev. You guys rocked! I'm curious to read the sequel solely because it's Jamal's story. This was not a good representation of what I usually have come to expect from this author.
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1,615 reviews25 followers
February 14, 2020
“Lucky bird inside a guilded cage...Everything you may have in life, still, all you hold is dust. Must I yearn forever to be free? Free to wander? There's no desire I hold fonder than to be, simply me, to be free.” ~ Words and music by Alan Menken

Will Ashford, of 'Outing the Quarterback' by Tara Lain, appears to have everything anyone could want—a blue Ferrari, platinum credit card; he is his college's star quarterback; he has a beautiful young woman on his arm. All of this, yet he is unhappy. Will is following his father's plan for his life instead of his own. He has secrets he is trying desperately to keep—he loves to paint and suspects he is gay. When he meets one young man in particular, Noah Zajack, he's more convinced than ever. How can Will keep himself in his father's good graces while fulfilling his dream as an artist and have the freedom he wants? Trying to balance all these things is seriously affecting his mental health.

Like many of Tara's awesome characters, Will is not what he seems at first glance. Unable to come out, Will resorts to some seedy behavior to get sexual satisfaction. Will goes out of his way to please his wealthy, but dysfunctional family who, unfortunately, hold the purse strings. As a result of trying to seem like the all-American boy, Will finds himself lying, deceiving, and using people in order to keep his secrets. Being quarterback of his team pleases his father, but Will does not get the satisfaction he should be getting out of it, i.e., he doesn't live, eat, and sleep the sport. Will has a great team spirit and hangs in there because he doesn't want to disappoint the coach and the other team members, or the whole school for that matter. They depend on him and he tries to deliver. This is all well and good, but in trying to please others, he's making himself miserable. Painting is the only thing that makes him happy. The satisfaction of seeing one of his finished portraits makes him glow with pride. Will must hide this desire, especially from his father, who thinks if you can't make lots of money doing it, it's a foolish pursuit. Will's life takes a new turn when he meets Noah Zajack, a student in a special art class that he secretly attends. He's attracted to Noah, but isn't sure how to proceed. They are so different that he figures a relationship would never work, but, somehow, he still falls into one. As his feelings for Noah grow, so does the confusion around him. While he's contemplating a way to live an honest life with Noah, the web of lies he's created begins to unravel and the truth comes out. His macho masquerade is over.

Noah's life is just the opposite of Will's. He's had to work extremely hard for everything he has. Noah is a survivor who has had to fend for himself for years. Determined to pursue his passion for painting, Noah does what he has to do to make that happen, i.e., working three jobs to be able to have his own place, albeit small, and attend art classes at the local college. His dream is to win the Milton Scholarship, a comprehensive art scholarship, and he's talented enough to win it. The one thing he will not do for his dream is be forced into something that he doesn't want to do. Noah is independent and that's how he wants it. He has no intention of putting himself under the control of anyone else. Noah makes his own decisions in life. Noah is attracted to Will when he first sees him, but gets the wrong impression. Noah's first impression is that Will is privileged and, therefore, has it easy; Noah doesn't know how trapped Will feels because he's living his father's dream instead of his own. Since his Father holds the purse strings, Will has to remain in the closet or lose all financial support. As Noah gets to know WIll better, he sees that, in many ways, his life is better than Will's. Instead of adding to the confusion and trying to drag him out of the closet, he's extremely understanding and supportive, telling Will that he needs to decide for himself when and if he can come out and live an honest, happy life.

Tara has done a wonderful job of contrasting and comparing Noah and Will's lives. Whether poor little rich boy or self-made man, inside, they want and need the same things—love, independence, and freedom to pursue what makes them happy. It's not often that I am equally impressed by both main characters, but Noah and Will have certainly endeared themselves to me. I was really rooting for these two young men who are met with seemingly insurmountable challenges, and overcome them all. I recommend this story to everyone who loves football, painting, hot men, hotter sex, and truthfulness. Thanks, Tara, for the inspiring story.


NOTE: The first edition of this book was provided by the author for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
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January 12, 2017
3.5 *
The beginning was great this had a lot of potential to be mind blowing but It wasn't... (I expected more)
Rich closeted jock meets starving out and proud artist yes it can be a little bit dramatic but I liked it.

So Will is rich, plays football and is secretly an awesome painter. with an alcoholic mother and a manipulating father life is not easy for him he just wants to lose himself in painting. one year one more year and he can ... be free.

and
...

Noah is out and proud painting is his dream. growing up homeless and his beautiful face scarred just made him work harder to achieve his goals.

and
...

Their first meeting is in Masterson's class. That teacher is just plain evil until the end, no remorse (a heartless painter).
I liked how Will saw the beauty of Noah. (Yeah Those words did something to my heart)
“You're beautiful.”

but Masterson was just a slimy and sleazy sob.
“Yes, beauty ruined.”
Will frowned. “Ruined?” He shook his head. “Perfected.”

“No light without dark. He makes his own contrast. The scar reminds you of just how perfect the rest is.”


A teacher pressuring his student for sex that bit really left a really bad taste that I hoped will go away I mean... no it persisted until the VERY END.

Jamal was a great highlight to this story everyone should have a friend like Jamal Jones in his life. and Ev was awesome.

Now for the jealous and obsessed Youtuber here that was pure evilness too but it faded. I mean he faded from the story I don't really know what happened to him.

I feel like characters in this book were either really super good people, or plain pure evil people. it felt a little bit unrealistic.

I expected more smutty hot scene since Will was a bottom, being topped by Noah I expected the steaminess to be deadly.
(there's really something wrong with me and my expectations these days)

“There’s just one thing, jockoid.”
“What?”
“I like to top.”
“Oh. My. God.”


“Baby, you’re a born bottom.”


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June 21, 2016


This is the first book in a new sports themed new adult series by Tara Lain. I’ve enjoyed her work in the past so I was definitely excited to see how she fit in this niche theme. There were things I enjoyed about this book, and things that didn’t quite hit the mark.

Will Ashford is a college quarterback. He’s followed in that path mostly due to his rich father, who has a passion for the game and is living through his son’s accomplishments. Will is also very much gay but definitely in the closet, while trying to keep appearances and have a girlfriend that his father approves but he can’t stand.

What Will wants is to paint. So he enters a class that will hopefully give him a chance at an art scholarship. And in that class he meets a man he can’t help but be drawn to. Noah is out and proud. He’s struggling to make ends meet, keeping several jobs so he can pursue his passion for art. He doesn’t need the complication of a closeted jock in his life but he also can’t seem to stay away.

I liked Noah and Will as a couple. I think their interactions were sweet and hit the mark on starting with a friendship and ease to moving forward somewhat quickly to a physical connection. I just wish Will would’ve been a stronger character. His decisions and the lack of strength to stand up to his father because of money and what will I do with my future took away from me really connecting with him as a character. I just couldn’t feel bad for him when a simple take charge decision would’ve solved his problems.

I did enjoy the group of characters though and I’m excited to read the next book in the series!
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September 19, 2014
I give this 4.5 stars. I really enjoyed it and the characters.

While on the outside it seems Will has it all, he has so many hidden aspects that he's starting to fall apart. His father has so many expectations that he's pushing on him, his mother is a mess, and he doesn't feel like he can be himself with anyone. He has a plan to get away from all his father's expectations of business school and football, but it's going to take a year to be free. Part of his plan is to win a scholarship for art where he meets Noah.

Noah has had a very rough life, but he's a survivor. Noah doesn't trust easily nor does he really want to have any emotional attachments. Will and Noah are attracted to each other, but there's a lot of issues in their way. Noah sees Will as privileged and having everything that he did not have. Will feels he needs to stay in the closet about his art and his sexuality until he can enact his plan.

The one thing that I love about this book is that I felt for both the characters equally. Will and Noah deserve so much more than they have gotten this far. I could almost feel Will's stress as my own as the lies he felt he needed to tell to keep his plan in place made everything more and more complicated and stressful. It was gratifying to watch Will try to (and eventually) break out of a gilded cage and fly free when he thought that it couldn't be done.

Will's best friend, Jamal, and the rest of Jamal's family were amazing and fun to read about. I can't wait for Jamal's book to come out as well.


*I received a free ARC of Outing the Quarterback from the author in exchange of an honest and unbiased review*
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