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Totally and Completely Fine
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From the bestselling author of Funny You Should Ask comes an inspiring romance novel about honoring the past, living in the present, and loving for the future.
In her small Montana hometown, Lauren Parker has assumed a few different teenage hell-raiser, sister of superstar Gabe Parker, and most recently, tragically widowed single mother. She’s never cared much about labels or what people thought of her, but dealing with her grief over the loss of her husband, Spencer, has slowly revealed that she’s adrift in her own life.
Then she meets the devilishly handsome actor Ben Walsh on the set of her brother’s new movie. They have instant chemistry, and Lauren realizes that it has been far too long since someone has really and truly seen her. Her rebellious spirit spurs her to dive headfirst into her desire, but when a sexy encounter becomes something more, Lauren finds herself balancing old roles and new possibilities.
There’s still plenty to contend small-town rumors, the complications of Ben’s fame, and her daughter’s unpredictable moods. An unexpected fling seemed simple at the time—so when did everything with Ben get so complicated? And is there enough room in his life for the woman Lauren wants to be? Alternating between Lauren’s past with Spencer and her present with Ben, Totally and Completely Fine illuminates what it means to find life-changing love and be true to oneself in the process.
From the bestselling author of Funny You Should Ask comes an inspiring romance novel about honoring the past, living in the present, and loving for the future.
In her small Montana hometown, Lauren Parker has assumed a few different teenage hell-raiser, sister of superstar Gabe Parker, and most recently, tragically widowed single mother. She’s never cared much about labels or what people thought of her, but dealing with her grief over the loss of her husband, Spencer, has slowly revealed that she’s adrift in her own life.
Then she meets the devilishly handsome actor Ben Walsh on the set of her brother’s new movie. They have instant chemistry, and Lauren realizes that it has been far too long since someone has really and truly seen her. Her rebellious spirit spurs her to dive headfirst into her desire, but when a sexy encounter becomes something more, Lauren finds herself balancing old roles and new possibilities.
There’s still plenty to contend small-town rumors, the complications of Ben’s fame, and her daughter’s unpredictable moods. An unexpected fling seemed simple at the time—so when did everything with Ben get so complicated? And is there enough room in his life for the woman Lauren wants to be? Alternating between Lauren’s past with Spencer and her present with Ben, Totally and Completely Fine illuminates what it means to find life-changing love and be true to oneself in the process.
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First published July 8, 2025
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Elissa Sussman
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Elissa Sussman is the author of the novel FUNNY YOU SHOULD ASK, as well as the young adult novels, DRAWN THAT WAY, STRAY, and BURN.
She has a BA from Sarah Lawrence College, an MFA from Pacific University, and in a previous life managed animators and organized spreadsheets at some of the best animation studios in the world, including Nickelodeon, Disney, Dreamworks, and Sony Imageworks. You can see her name in the credits of THE CROODS, HOTEL TRANSYLVANIA, THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG, and TANGLED.
She lives in her hometown of Los Angeles with her husband and their two dogs, Basil and Mozzarella.
I'm not very active on Goodreads, but I love hearing from readers. Visit my website to see how you can contact or connect with me!
Elissa Sussman is the author of the novel FUNNY YOU SHOULD ASK, as well as the young adult novels, DRAWN THAT WAY, STRAY, and BURN.
She has a BA from Sarah Lawrence College, an MFA from Pacific University, and in a previous life managed animators and organized spreadsheets at some of the best animation studios in the world, including Nickelodeon, Disney, Dreamworks, and Sony Imageworks. You can see her name in the credits of THE CROODS, HOTEL TRANSYLVANIA, THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG, and TANGLED.
She lives in her hometown of Los Angeles with her husband and their two dogs, Basil and Mozzarella.
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October 16, 2025
Elissa Sussman’s Totally and Completely Fine is a heartfelt, thought-provoking novel that dives into the messy, beautiful, and often painful realities of grief, love, and starting over. It’s the kind of story that stays with you, not just because of its emotional depth, but because it feels so real and relatable.
Lauren Parker is the kind of character you can’t help but root for. She’s never been one to follow the rules—whether as a rebellious teenager, the sister of a Hollywood star, or now, as a widowed single mother trying to find her footing in a small town where everyone seems to have an opinion about her life. When she crosses paths with Ben Walsh, a charming actor working on her brother’s film set, there’s an instant spark. What starts as a spontaneous escape from her complicated reality soon turns into something deeper, pushing Lauren to face the ghosts of her past and the uncertainty of what comes next.
The story unfolds through dual timelines, weaving together Lauren’s past with her late husband, Spencer, and her present with Ben. It’s a beautifully layered exploration of how love changes over time—how it can endure, evolve, and sometimes surprise us when we least expect it. Sussman’s writing is sharp and full of heart, balancing humor and raw emotion in a way that feels authentic. Lauren is a wonderfully complex protagonist—strong yet vulnerable, fiercely independent but still grappling with the weight of loss and the expectations others place on her. Her chemistry with Ben is electric, and while their relationship moves quickly, it’s less about a fairytale romance and more about how connection can help us heal and grow.
But this isn’t just a love story. Totally and Completely Fine digs into so much more—single parenthood, the suffocating nature of small-town gossip, and the pressure society puts on women to fit into certain roles. Sussman tackles these themes with honesty and nuance, especially when it comes to Lauren’s journey of rediscovering herself outside of grief. Her relationship with her daughter adds another layer of depth, capturing the bittersweet process of rebuilding a life after loss.
If you’re looking for a traditional, slow-burn romance, this might not be it. Instead, Sussman gives us something richer—a story about love as a catalyst for self-discovery and healing. It’s contemporary fiction at its best, blending wit, wisdom, and moments that will make you laugh, cry, and maybe even see a little bit of yourself in Lauren’s struggles.
Totally and Completely Fine is a beautifully moving novel that reminds us it’s okay to not have it all figured out. It’s about finding light in the darkest places and learning to embrace the messy, imperfect journey of life.
A huge thank you to NetGalley and Random House/Dell for the chance to read this gem—it’s one I won’t forget anytime soon.
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Lauren Parker is the kind of character you can’t help but root for. She’s never been one to follow the rules—whether as a rebellious teenager, the sister of a Hollywood star, or now, as a widowed single mother trying to find her footing in a small town where everyone seems to have an opinion about her life. When she crosses paths with Ben Walsh, a charming actor working on her brother’s film set, there’s an instant spark. What starts as a spontaneous escape from her complicated reality soon turns into something deeper, pushing Lauren to face the ghosts of her past and the uncertainty of what comes next.
The story unfolds through dual timelines, weaving together Lauren’s past with her late husband, Spencer, and her present with Ben. It’s a beautifully layered exploration of how love changes over time—how it can endure, evolve, and sometimes surprise us when we least expect it. Sussman’s writing is sharp and full of heart, balancing humor and raw emotion in a way that feels authentic. Lauren is a wonderfully complex protagonist—strong yet vulnerable, fiercely independent but still grappling with the weight of loss and the expectations others place on her. Her chemistry with Ben is electric, and while their relationship moves quickly, it’s less about a fairytale romance and more about how connection can help us heal and grow.
But this isn’t just a love story. Totally and Completely Fine digs into so much more—single parenthood, the suffocating nature of small-town gossip, and the pressure society puts on women to fit into certain roles. Sussman tackles these themes with honesty and nuance, especially when it comes to Lauren’s journey of rediscovering herself outside of grief. Her relationship with her daughter adds another layer of depth, capturing the bittersweet process of rebuilding a life after loss.
If you’re looking for a traditional, slow-burn romance, this might not be it. Instead, Sussman gives us something richer—a story about love as a catalyst for self-discovery and healing. It’s contemporary fiction at its best, blending wit, wisdom, and moments that will make you laugh, cry, and maybe even see a little bit of yourself in Lauren’s struggles.
Totally and Completely Fine is a beautifully moving novel that reminds us it’s okay to not have it all figured out. It’s about finding light in the darkest places and learning to embrace the messy, imperfect journey of life.
A huge thank you to NetGalley and Random House/Dell for the chance to read this gem—it’s one I won’t forget anytime soon.
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February 13, 2025
Take a shot every time it was mentioned that the male love interest was bisexual and then gave nothing to the plot. I felt like the author was hitting me over the head screaming, "Representation!!" with it contributing absolutely nothing. Honestly, this book just didn't do it for me. There was a whole lot of telling and not showing, and the love interests had zero chemistry. Their conversations gave off the vibe of someone who ChatGPT'd, "Write flirting dialogue between two strangers."
Unrelated to the quality of this book, why was this not marketed as a companion novel to Funny You Should Ask (which I LOVED btw), similar to Abby Jimenez's Part of Your World series? I feel like that was a massive missed opportunity since Funny You Should Ask was such a bit hit.
Thank you to NetGalley and Random House Publishing Group - Ballantine | Dell for sending me this book!
Unrelated to the quality of this book, why was this not marketed as a companion novel to Funny You Should Ask (which I LOVED btw), similar to Abby Jimenez's Part of Your World series? I feel like that was a massive missed opportunity since Funny You Should Ask was such a bit hit.
Thank you to NetGalley and Random House Publishing Group - Ballantine | Dell for sending me this book!
October 10, 2025
Teenagers.
“We can always send her back. Do you remember where we put the receipt?”
Grief.
“…didn’t know that my head, my heart, my body, were still completely disconnected from one another and I couldn’t even remember what it was like to be a whole person.”
Besides, who is ever ‘totally and completely fine’ even in the best of circumstances?
This is mostly the story of Lauren (our narrator), dealing with both a teenager and grief, due to the death of her husband, Spencer. But it is also about more. Characters with depth and real-world problems, even in the sometimes make-up world of movie stardom.
And, it is also about, starting over and finding oneself when everything happens unexpectedly, and expectations change. And then, moving on, recognizing that life begins again, but in a different way, if we can be open to it.
What will it take to wake Lauren up?
Ben.
“If my libido was Sleeping Beauty, she was waking up. Right. Now. As if my body had finally come online and reconnected to my brain.”
After three years of devastating grief, what was Lauren feeling?
“The worst thing about love is that you’ll never know what it will look like. And you can never imagine what it will become.”
And, as I began to settle into the story, looking forward to a comfy cozy possible meet-cute with a little spice, the foul language kept poking itself through the author’s descriptions and characters dialog. I groaned. Were these words really necessary?
I was so in love with the author’s book, “Funny You Should Ask,” I couldn’t help but be interested in reading another book from her. If interested, review available below.
So, how was I going to overcome this ‘language’ blip? And, a bratty teenager?
In so many ways, Sussman’s writing is eloquent. She comes up with thoughts and feelings and quotable moments in such a relatable way.
And, as the story takes readers between ‘then’ and ‘now’ we learn more about the characters back stories and what drives them. Sussman’s character-driven story, allows readers to experience the sexual energy, electricity and the connections. And, we can’t help but want to know more about what happened (past and present), and the possibilities of what could be for them.
Does that mean we can begin to actually empathize with the teenager, too?
Still, the focus on sex, sex and more sex, and describing everything with foul language interspersed through conversations and thoughts, took its toll on this reader.
Could I overlook it and traverse these pages to get answers? Would I be able to connect to the characters? Could I even hope for a happily-ever-after?
Despite the concerns/questions experienced by this reader, this still can be considered an easy-quick-read story that may please some rom-com lovers.
And, maybe there can be hope that more authors will recognize that their story can still be appreciated, without the overuse of profanity.
Please consider other reviews. I may be an outlier.
Trigger warnings: alcoholism.
3.5 stars rounded down.
Funny You Should Ask - https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...
“We can always send her back. Do you remember where we put the receipt?”
Grief.
“…didn’t know that my head, my heart, my body, were still completely disconnected from one another and I couldn’t even remember what it was like to be a whole person.”
Besides, who is ever ‘totally and completely fine’ even in the best of circumstances?
This is mostly the story of Lauren (our narrator), dealing with both a teenager and grief, due to the death of her husband, Spencer. But it is also about more. Characters with depth and real-world problems, even in the sometimes make-up world of movie stardom.
And, it is also about, starting over and finding oneself when everything happens unexpectedly, and expectations change. And then, moving on, recognizing that life begins again, but in a different way, if we can be open to it.
What will it take to wake Lauren up?
Ben.
“If my libido was Sleeping Beauty, she was waking up. Right. Now. As if my body had finally come online and reconnected to my brain.”
After three years of devastating grief, what was Lauren feeling?
“The worst thing about love is that you’ll never know what it will look like. And you can never imagine what it will become.”
And, as I began to settle into the story, looking forward to a comfy cozy possible meet-cute with a little spice, the foul language kept poking itself through the author’s descriptions and characters dialog. I groaned. Were these words really necessary?
I was so in love with the author’s book, “Funny You Should Ask,” I couldn’t help but be interested in reading another book from her. If interested, review available below.
So, how was I going to overcome this ‘language’ blip? And, a bratty teenager?
In so many ways, Sussman’s writing is eloquent. She comes up with thoughts and feelings and quotable moments in such a relatable way.
And, as the story takes readers between ‘then’ and ‘now’ we learn more about the characters back stories and what drives them. Sussman’s character-driven story, allows readers to experience the sexual energy, electricity and the connections. And, we can’t help but want to know more about what happened (past and present), and the possibilities of what could be for them.
Does that mean we can begin to actually empathize with the teenager, too?
Still, the focus on sex, sex and more sex, and describing everything with foul language interspersed through conversations and thoughts, took its toll on this reader.
Could I overlook it and traverse these pages to get answers? Would I be able to connect to the characters? Could I even hope for a happily-ever-after?
Despite the concerns/questions experienced by this reader, this still can be considered an easy-quick-read story that may please some rom-com lovers.
And, maybe there can be hope that more authors will recognize that their story can still be appreciated, without the overuse of profanity.
Please consider other reviews. I may be an outlier.
Trigger warnings: alcoholism.
3.5 stars rounded down.
Funny You Should Ask - https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...
October 9, 2025
Totally and Completely Fine is a vibe that I just couldn't feel.
If we focus on the grief aspect of the story, then this is a good book.
Not only for the classic “it’ll hit you when you least expect it”; you can sense it between the lines that, behind this, there is someone who experienced grief and knows what she's talking about.
And that alone would have excused the predictable plot and even more predictable outcome, if it wouldn't be for Lauren.
Yes, our FMC will move on from the death of the love of her life, and she will learn to finally break the wall of silence that rule in that family, but I won't waste my time witnessing a person just ignoring whatever is wrong until she can't finally take it anymore — because it’s your daughter we’re talking about so, especially if you know what's wrong, you shouldn't wait THREE YEARS to talk to her because “you don't know how to do it”.
Personal feelings aside, I can't see this book as romance at all.
Lauren and Spencer, for how much I've enjoyed the story of their lives, have no chemistry; Lauren and Ben could have worked out as a “friends with benefits” thing but, the moment Ben is supposed to make her realize she can still love and whatnot, it just doesn't make any sense for me because it’s not love, it’s lust from the very first chapter — which is okay, but not if you're trying to sell me this thing as a big love story.
The narration doesn't help either: loved the short chapters and the flashbacks, but everything else is a constant remind of things — she's a widow, how difficult it is to live without her husband, her husband would know what to do, she's so lonely, she was reckless once but no more, her daughter hates her, his brother had problems but now he's fine, and, my personal favorite, Ben is bisexual.
The new guy she finds so, so, so attractive is bisexual.
But everyone finds him attractive, because he is attractive.
Boys. Girls. Whatever, it’s cool. It’s modern. He's so brave.
Because he's bisexual, you know?
↠ 2 stars (DFN @44%)
Thanks to Random House Publishing Group - Ballantine, Dell and NetGalley, who provided me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest opinion.
If we focus on the grief aspect of the story, then this is a good book.
Not only for the classic “it’ll hit you when you least expect it”; you can sense it between the lines that, behind this, there is someone who experienced grief and knows what she's talking about.
And that alone would have excused the predictable plot and even more predictable outcome, if it wouldn't be for Lauren.
Yes, our FMC will move on from the death of the love of her life, and she will learn to finally break the wall of silence that rule in that family, but I won't waste my time witnessing a person just ignoring whatever is wrong until she can't finally take it anymore — because it’s your daughter we’re talking about so, especially if you know what's wrong, you shouldn't wait THREE YEARS to talk to her because “you don't know how to do it”.
Personal feelings aside, I can't see this book as romance at all.
Lauren and Spencer, for how much I've enjoyed the story of their lives, have no chemistry; Lauren and Ben could have worked out as a “friends with benefits” thing but, the moment Ben is supposed to make her realize she can still love and whatnot, it just doesn't make any sense for me because it’s not love, it’s lust from the very first chapter — which is okay, but not if you're trying to sell me this thing as a big love story.
The narration doesn't help either: loved the short chapters and the flashbacks, but everything else is a constant remind of things — she's a widow, how difficult it is to live without her husband, her husband would know what to do, she's so lonely, she was reckless once but no more, her daughter hates her, his brother had problems but now he's fine, and, my personal favorite, Ben is bisexual.
The new guy she finds so, so, so attractive is bisexual.
But everyone finds him attractive, because he is attractive.
Boys. Girls. Whatever, it’s cool. It’s modern. He's so brave.
Because he's bisexual, you know?
↠ 2 stars (DFN @44%)
Thanks to Random House Publishing Group - Ballantine, Dell and NetGalley, who provided me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest opinion.
June 2, 2025
What a muddled mess. It NEVER gets quite where it should be.
Let’s just say the phrase Totally and Completely Fine is everywhere in this book and in the early reviews. But here’s the truth. This book was totally and completely… okay.
You don’t need to read Funny You Should Ask first, but it definitely helps. This is a companion novel, and while Lauren is our new main character, her brother Gabe and his love story with Chani do make an appearance. Their backstory gets a quick mention, but if you haven’t read the first book, it’s confusing and underexplained. A little more context would have gone a long way.
Totally and Completely Fine tries to juggle a lot and never quite pulls it off. It felt like Sussman had several ideas for what this book could be but couldn’t fully commit to one.
There’s a romance with a charming actor named Ben, but there’s no real connection until the final stretch. There’s a cozy small-town setting in Cooper, Montana, but Lauren doesn’t seem to enjoy it or her job running a book and craft store. There’s grief and healing as Lauren navigates life as a widow through dual timelines with her late husband Spencer, but the emotional depth is missing. There’s also a storyline about Ben and Gabe helping build a community theater (or is it a play?), but it barely gets any development.
The book floats somewhere between a lighthearted rom-com and a story about grief and identity. While those elements can absolutely work together, here they feel mismatched. The characters don’t really grow. Lauren’s mom, who lives in Cooper, is barely present. Her daughter Lena is constantly unhappy and hard to connect with. And in the end, I wasn’t sure what the book was really trying to say.
It’s not a bad read. It’s just not a great one. Totally and completely fine pretty much sums it up.
Let’s just say the phrase Totally and Completely Fine is everywhere in this book and in the early reviews. But here’s the truth. This book was totally and completely… okay.
You don’t need to read Funny You Should Ask first, but it definitely helps. This is a companion novel, and while Lauren is our new main character, her brother Gabe and his love story with Chani do make an appearance. Their backstory gets a quick mention, but if you haven’t read the first book, it’s confusing and underexplained. A little more context would have gone a long way.
Totally and Completely Fine tries to juggle a lot and never quite pulls it off. It felt like Sussman had several ideas for what this book could be but couldn’t fully commit to one.
There’s a romance with a charming actor named Ben, but there’s no real connection until the final stretch. There’s a cozy small-town setting in Cooper, Montana, but Lauren doesn’t seem to enjoy it or her job running a book and craft store. There’s grief and healing as Lauren navigates life as a widow through dual timelines with her late husband Spencer, but the emotional depth is missing. There’s also a storyline about Ben and Gabe helping build a community theater (or is it a play?), but it barely gets any development.
The book floats somewhere between a lighthearted rom-com and a story about grief and identity. While those elements can absolutely work together, here they feel mismatched. The characters don’t really grow. Lauren’s mom, who lives in Cooper, is barely present. Her daughter Lena is constantly unhappy and hard to connect with. And in the end, I wasn’t sure what the book was really trying to say.
It’s not a bad read. It’s just not a great one. Totally and completely fine pretty much sums it up.
August 3, 2025
♡ thank you to Random House (Ballantine) and Elissa Sussman for an ARC of this book! ♡
4.5/5 ⭐️ (rounded up)
📖 plot & pace: i was hooked from the first page with this book! this is such a raw book. it touches on love, loss and grief but turns them into something so beautiful. i truly adored this book. this was a medium paced book, it never truly had its slow moments. there were so many pieces to Lauren's life that you were interested. ALWAYS.
👥 characters: i loved the characters in this book. all of them had their own internal battles and their energies felt so real. i could truly relate to many of the scenarios in this book. Ally is the best friend i've always dreamed of, lena is the typical teenage girl going through unthinkable things, ben is such a great book boyfriend and lauren is just trying her best. this book felt so real and raw to me!
🤩 tropes: grief & loss, small town romance (ish?), brothers best friend (x2)
this was such a good book! i just wish there was more chemistry between lauren and ben in the beginning. it seemed they just jumped to taking each others clothes off LOL. i lovee the writing style here and id seriously recommend this to anyone!!
4.5/5 ⭐️ (rounded up)
📖 plot & pace: i was hooked from the first page with this book! this is such a raw book. it touches on love, loss and grief but turns them into something so beautiful. i truly adored this book. this was a medium paced book, it never truly had its slow moments. there were so many pieces to Lauren's life that you were interested. ALWAYS.
👥 characters: i loved the characters in this book. all of them had their own internal battles and their energies felt so real. i could truly relate to many of the scenarios in this book. Ally is the best friend i've always dreamed of, lena is the typical teenage girl going through unthinkable things, ben is such a great book boyfriend and lauren is just trying her best. this book felt so real and raw to me!
🤩 tropes: grief & loss, small town romance (ish?), brothers best friend (x2)
this was such a good book! i just wish there was more chemistry between lauren and ben in the beginning. it seemed they just jumped to taking each others clothes off LOL. i lovee the writing style here and id seriously recommend this to anyone!!
June 17, 2025
4.5/5
what a great way to start my day, SOBBING
a couple years ago i read, and loved, funny you should ask which is a book by this author where we meet the main character for this book. lauren, our main character, is a widowed mother and sister of a movie star. she's also like really cool and amazing and talented and creative!! i usually don't pick up books where one of the main characters has lost a spouse because i just don't find them enjoyable. i usually get too stuck on the old relationship and can't support the new one. i should have trusted miss sussman though because this was so sweet and so beautiful.
ben, a movie star who is besties with lauren's movie star brother, meets lauren and they have such an instant connection but she's going back to montana and he's shooting a movie. when ben shows up in montana for a play, thats when their relationship stars for real. honestly before ben showed up in montana i wasn't loving this book. i was enjoying getting to know everyone but i felt completely out of the story. ben being where everyone else was made the story so much better and i adored his connection with lena. yes, the romance was lovely and it was so heartwarming to see lauren fall in love with ben and this new stage in her life. but ben and lena forming a bond took the cake for me. the way he was so soft with her and opened a line of communication about death and their sexualities... i'm in love!!!
this book is told in alternating timeline, one with lauren's husband and one with ben. while reading i didn't fully appreciate the past timelines. it was really hard to go from rooting for ben and seeing them kiss, to seeing spencer and being sad for lauren and lena, their daughter. but once i finished the book i realized how the past chapters made the story richer and they made me more connected to the two girls. i was sobbing when i finished the epilogue and then i went to get coffee and sobbed some more in my car. this book would probably be five stars but the first 15/20 percent was weird and hard to get into. i highly recommend you pick this up in july, also read funny you should ask first for the full experience!!
*thank you dell and netgalley for the arc!!*
what a great way to start my day, SOBBING
a couple years ago i read, and loved, funny you should ask which is a book by this author where we meet the main character for this book. lauren, our main character, is a widowed mother and sister of a movie star. she's also like really cool and amazing and talented and creative!! i usually don't pick up books where one of the main characters has lost a spouse because i just don't find them enjoyable. i usually get too stuck on the old relationship and can't support the new one. i should have trusted miss sussman though because this was so sweet and so beautiful.
ben, a movie star who is besties with lauren's movie star brother, meets lauren and they have such an instant connection but she's going back to montana and he's shooting a movie. when ben shows up in montana for a play, thats when their relationship stars for real. honestly before ben showed up in montana i wasn't loving this book. i was enjoying getting to know everyone but i felt completely out of the story. ben being where everyone else was made the story so much better and i adored his connection with lena. yes, the romance was lovely and it was so heartwarming to see lauren fall in love with ben and this new stage in her life. but ben and lena forming a bond took the cake for me. the way he was so soft with her and opened a line of communication about death and their sexualities... i'm in love!!!
this book is told in alternating timeline, one with lauren's husband and one with ben. while reading i didn't fully appreciate the past timelines. it was really hard to go from rooting for ben and seeing them kiss, to seeing spencer and being sad for lauren and lena, their daughter. but once i finished the book i realized how the past chapters made the story richer and they made me more connected to the two girls. i was sobbing when i finished the epilogue and then i went to get coffee and sobbed some more in my car. this book would probably be five stars but the first 15/20 percent was weird and hard to get into. i highly recommend you pick this up in july, also read funny you should ask first for the full experience!!
*thank you dell and netgalley for the arc!!*
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August 31, 2025dnf 43%
Literally, one of my most anticipated books of the year turned out to be nothing like I expected. Boring? Check—I kept forgetting I was even reading it. An annoying, not-my-type heroine? Check. No chemistry between the main characters and zero build-up to their relationship (just pure lust with no real connection)? Check and check. The relationship with the heroine’s dead husband felt more compelling than the one with the supposed male lead? Check.
So yeah, unfortunately, this story turned out to be Totally and Completely NOT Fine for me.
Literally, one of my most anticipated books of the year turned out to be nothing like I expected. Boring? Check—I kept forgetting I was even reading it. An annoying, not-my-type heroine? Check. No chemistry between the main characters and zero build-up to their relationship (just pure lust with no real connection)? Check and check. The relationship with the heroine’s dead husband felt more compelling than the one with the supposed male lead? Check.
So yeah, unfortunately, this story turned out to be Totally and Completely NOT Fine for me.
October 6, 2025
one thing about me? Imma read a whole book on a flight! This was SOOOOOO good (I would recommend reading her other book first bc these are tied together)
Seriously such a beautiful book about grief, love, AND THEATRE! The dialogue was so witty, had me giggling to myself on the plane. I love u Ben
Seriously such a beautiful book about grief, love, AND THEATRE! The dialogue was so witty, had me giggling to myself on the plane. I love u Ben
August 22, 2025
DNF at 40% — unfortunately this just missed the mark for me. I LOVED Funny You Should Ask and wanted more of that flare and vibe but this was not it. The pacing felt way off and I did not feel any connection with our MMC. The plot didn’t grab me enough to keep reading —life is too short to trudge through a book you’re not enjoying so I’ve decided to DNF.
Thank you NetGalley for the ARC
Thank you NetGalley for the ARC
January 19, 2025
my head hurts from crying so much
Totally and Completely Fine was such an emotional read. The grief throughout this book was written well. I love the way Elissa writes between 'then' and 'now' chapters in her stories. It always makes me want to keep reading. Personally, I preferred the 'then' chapters as Lauren and Spencer’s love story was beautiful and I rooted for them so much, even though this story is about Lauren and her family's grief because Spencer passed away. What kept this book from being five stars was the "love" story between Lauren and Ben. From the start, they are sexually attracted to each other and sleep with each other quickly, but throughout the book, it never felt as if their feelings went any deeper than physical. Lauren and Ben's type of romance is just not something I ever like reading as it is hard for me to root for. It is another reason I preferred Spencer's love story with Lauren because they felt so real and pure. I understand the point that Lauren would experience different types of love but I just wish her and Ben were written in a more romantic way. We also get to see Chani&Gabe and Ollie in this book as well as Lena, Lauren's thirteen year old daughter. Finally, I loved getting to see more of Chani and Gabe as a couple and through Lauren's point of view. I would still read anything Elissa Sussman writes, and I look forward to her next book!
Thank you Netgalley and Random House Publishing for the arc!
Totally and Completely Fine was such an emotional read. The grief throughout this book was written well. I love the way Elissa writes between 'then' and 'now' chapters in her stories. It always makes me want to keep reading. Personally, I preferred the 'then' chapters as Lauren and Spencer’s love story was beautiful and I rooted for them so much, even though this story is about Lauren and her family's grief because Spencer passed away. What kept this book from being five stars was the "love" story between Lauren and Ben. From the start, they are sexually attracted to each other and sleep with each other quickly, but throughout the book, it never felt as if their feelings went any deeper than physical. Lauren and Ben's type of romance is just not something I ever like reading as it is hard for me to root for. It is another reason I preferred Spencer's love story with Lauren because they felt so real and pure. I understand the point that Lauren would experience different types of love but I just wish her and Ben were written in a more romantic way. We also get to see Chani&Gabe and Ollie in this book as well as Lena, Lauren's thirteen year old daughter. Finally, I loved getting to see more of Chani and Gabe as a couple and through Lauren's point of view. I would still read anything Elissa Sussman writes, and I look forward to her next book!
Thank you Netgalley and Random House Publishing for the arc!
July 13, 2025
I’m not gonna lie - I liked this one wayyy more than I expected to!!🤌 though maybe if I realized it was a companion novel to Funny You Should Ask (which I loved) I wouldn’t have been surprised!
✨single mom x famous actor
✨age gap
✨grief journeys - she’s a widow who lost her childhood sweetheart and her daughter is a teenager trying to both find who she is at a pivotal age but also trying to mourn her father!!
✨they’re “just having fun”🤭
✨then and now timelines!
I love this cast of characters, the literal family and the found family! I loved watching Lauren and Lena’s relationship change and grow and how they both navigated Spencer’s loss - it felt very honest and raw. While admittedly the romance of this was my least favorite part it was still veryy solid! And honestly Ben is a catch🤩 I recommend! And the audio was good too!🫶
✨single mom x famous actor
✨age gap
✨grief journeys - she’s a widow who lost her childhood sweetheart and her daughter is a teenager trying to both find who she is at a pivotal age but also trying to mourn her father!!
✨they’re “just having fun”🤭
✨then and now timelines!
I love this cast of characters, the literal family and the found family! I loved watching Lauren and Lena’s relationship change and grow and how they both navigated Spencer’s loss - it felt very honest and raw. While admittedly the romance of this was my least favorite part it was still veryy solid! And honestly Ben is a catch🤩 I recommend! And the audio was good too!🫶
Want to read
March 16, 2025Again with my golden fish memory I should just change my name to Dory thank you so much Netgalley and Random House Publishing Group - Ballantine for the early copy 💕💕
April 25, 2025
4.5⭐️
When it comes to celebrity romances, no one writes them like Elissa Sussman. I have been not so patiently waiting for this book since it was announced and I devoured it in less than 24 hours. I love that Sussman returns us to the world of the Parker family - I absolutely loved getting more glimpses into Gabe and Chani’s story.
Typically I’m not an insta love/lust fan because I find there isn’t much in the way of emotional connection, friendship or intimacy, but my gosh, it worked phenomenally here because Sussman brought those important pieces into play after the initial fireworks and I couldn’t get enough. Lauren and Ben’s chemistry is undeniable - I LOVE that she’s older - and things are hot and heavy in the beginning, but then they pull things back and focus on their emotional connection and fostering intimacy.
This is the perfect read for the summer, but while you’re packing it in your beach or pool bag, you might want to add some tissues too. While this is a romance, it is very much a story about loving and grief being an extension of our hearts’ ability and capacity to love and care for others. It was beautiful and at times heart wrenching reading the ‘then’ chapters where Lauren and Spencer’s love story was unfolding and then jumping back to the present where Lauren and the family were trying to process their grief and figure out who to keep living following Spencer’s passing.
I appreciated how messy and layered this story is because it reflects the complexity of real life and how each of us are imperfect and a little broken, but worthy of loving and being loved.
When it comes to celebrity romances, no one writes them like Elissa Sussman. I have been not so patiently waiting for this book since it was announced and I devoured it in less than 24 hours. I love that Sussman returns us to the world of the Parker family - I absolutely loved getting more glimpses into Gabe and Chani’s story.
Typically I’m not an insta love/lust fan because I find there isn’t much in the way of emotional connection, friendship or intimacy, but my gosh, it worked phenomenally here because Sussman brought those important pieces into play after the initial fireworks and I couldn’t get enough. Lauren and Ben’s chemistry is undeniable - I LOVE that she’s older - and things are hot and heavy in the beginning, but then they pull things back and focus on their emotional connection and fostering intimacy.
This is the perfect read for the summer, but while you’re packing it in your beach or pool bag, you might want to add some tissues too. While this is a romance, it is very much a story about loving and grief being an extension of our hearts’ ability and capacity to love and care for others. It was beautiful and at times heart wrenching reading the ‘then’ chapters where Lauren and Spencer’s love story was unfolding and then jumping back to the present where Lauren and the family were trying to process their grief and figure out who to keep living following Spencer’s passing.
I appreciated how messy and layered this story is because it reflects the complexity of real life and how each of us are imperfect and a little broken, but worthy of loving and being loved.
September 21, 2025
The very definition of "meh." I am not a giant fan of what is usually branded as "women's fiction." Perhaps if I were, I would have liked this more. It is marketed as "romance," which is a genre I enjoy, but it is not that. The central romance, Ben and Lauren, is not really a romance at all. They have nothing in common, they are both essentially decent, and they tell us over and over that they have great sex, but there was no chemistry on the page. Lauren is a widow with a kid living in Montana. Ben is a nascent movie star. For those who read Funny You Should Ask, Sussman's first book (which I liked a lot) Lauren is the sister of that book's MMC, Gabe, who is very much a character in this book. There is also a side stoty about Lauren's tween daughter navigating queerness and receiving counsel from Ben (who is bi) and Ollie (also in Funny You Should Ask, and Gay) that was sweet. The main story is all about Lauren as she tries to process and come out of her grief. She gets her groove back with Ben (yay her!) but how this is undeniable life-changing love is a mystery. This book is entirely competent, but there are hundreds of better books about moving through grief and hundreds of dreamier books about falling in love. A 2.5.
June 22, 2025
Huge thanks to PRH Audio and Dell Romance for the free audiobook!
It’s probably time to admit that Elissa Sussman is a one-hit wonder for me, because I was entirely underwhelmed by this disjointed romance and wasn’t won over by Once More With Feeling either. Where the complex timeline in Funny You Should Ask added a lot of richness and tension to the story, the dueling timelines in Totally and Completely Fine simply made every plot point feel underdeveloped. It felt so scattered - the heroine’s love story with her deceased husband, her strained relationship with her teenage daughter, her brother’s role in her life, and then finally her fling with an up-and-coming celebrity. I know that it was all meant to showcase how the past has influenced the heroine’s present, but everything ended up feeling surface level as a result. I struggled to connect with the characters, and was left feeling wholly uninvested in seeing them find their way together.
The story follows Lauren, a widow who lost her husband a few years ago. Still trying to get out of the fog of grief, Lauren’s relationships are all a little strained. So when she meets a sexy young actor with a playboy reputation, Lauren doesn’t see the harm in spending the night together. Ben has a bright career in front of him, and Lauren is confident that he won’t get attached. But when Ben continues to keep in contact, their relationship starts to head in a direction Lauren never anticipated.
First and foremost, this is very much a sequel to Funny You Should Ask, with overlapping characters and timelines. I’ve read about a thousand books since FYSA, so it took me a bit to settle in and remember some of the things Lauren referenced. I also struggled with how much we bounced between the past and present, with two totally different love stories developing throughout the book. I like the idea of seeing how Lauren’s past has shaped her, but the execution didn’t work. I felt like I didn’t know Ben well, and their relationship was lust-focused for sure. I didn’t particularly like Lauren as a person either, which was unexpected. Ultimately, it wasn’t a win for me, but there were elements that showed so much promise.
Audio note: The audio is good, no complaints there. Since the story is told entirely from Lauren’s perspective, we get a single narrator. Patti Muran’s voice is easy to listen to, and just right for the women’s fiction vibes. At about 11 hours, it’s a full day binge. There’s some spice sprinkled throughout, so probably not the best choice for the office, but the overall tone works well in the format.
It’s probably time to admit that Elissa Sussman is a one-hit wonder for me, because I was entirely underwhelmed by this disjointed romance and wasn’t won over by Once More With Feeling either. Where the complex timeline in Funny You Should Ask added a lot of richness and tension to the story, the dueling timelines in Totally and Completely Fine simply made every plot point feel underdeveloped. It felt so scattered - the heroine’s love story with her deceased husband, her strained relationship with her teenage daughter, her brother’s role in her life, and then finally her fling with an up-and-coming celebrity. I know that it was all meant to showcase how the past has influenced the heroine’s present, but everything ended up feeling surface level as a result. I struggled to connect with the characters, and was left feeling wholly uninvested in seeing them find their way together.
The story follows Lauren, a widow who lost her husband a few years ago. Still trying to get out of the fog of grief, Lauren’s relationships are all a little strained. So when she meets a sexy young actor with a playboy reputation, Lauren doesn’t see the harm in spending the night together. Ben has a bright career in front of him, and Lauren is confident that he won’t get attached. But when Ben continues to keep in contact, their relationship starts to head in a direction Lauren never anticipated.
First and foremost, this is very much a sequel to Funny You Should Ask, with overlapping characters and timelines. I’ve read about a thousand books since FYSA, so it took me a bit to settle in and remember some of the things Lauren referenced. I also struggled with how much we bounced between the past and present, with two totally different love stories developing throughout the book. I like the idea of seeing how Lauren’s past has shaped her, but the execution didn’t work. I felt like I didn’t know Ben well, and their relationship was lust-focused for sure. I didn’t particularly like Lauren as a person either, which was unexpected. Ultimately, it wasn’t a win for me, but there were elements that showed so much promise.
Audio note: The audio is good, no complaints there. Since the story is told entirely from Lauren’s perspective, we get a single narrator. Patti Muran’s voice is easy to listen to, and just right for the women’s fiction vibes. At about 11 hours, it’s a full day binge. There’s some spice sprinkled throughout, so probably not the best choice for the office, but the overall tone works well in the format.
July 29, 2025
4.5 ⭐️
This was honestly a beautiful story that I was not anticipating! This was not just a romance, it dug info grief, parenthood, addiction, and other real life struggles. Lauren was such a real character, and she felt like some I could meet tomorrow. I loved getting to know her through the dual timeline (the quickest way to get me hooked into a book). Getting to see her love story with Spencer and Ben was beautiful. I wish we got more of a beginning with her and Ben, but the chaos of there relationship was very human. I loved Lena, Eve, Ollie, and so many other characters in this story. This was such a good read, and I absolutely will be recommending
Thank you to NetGalley and Random House Publishing Group for the digital ARC! All opinions are my own.
This was honestly a beautiful story that I was not anticipating! This was not just a romance, it dug info grief, parenthood, addiction, and other real life struggles. Lauren was such a real character, and she felt like some I could meet tomorrow. I loved getting to know her through the dual timeline (the quickest way to get me hooked into a book). Getting to see her love story with Spencer and Ben was beautiful. I wish we got more of a beginning with her and Ben, but the chaos of there relationship was very human. I loved Lena, Eve, Ollie, and so many other characters in this story. This was such a good read, and I absolutely will be recommending
Thank you to NetGalley and Random House Publishing Group for the digital ARC! All opinions are my own.
July 8, 2025
⍟»Happy Publishing Day!!«⍟
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I want to start by saying this is the first Elissa Sussman book I’ve read. I haven’t read Funny You Should Ask (yet) but I don’t feel it’s necessary to read it to love this book. BUT there are overlap characters from what I’ve read.
Thank you to NetGalley and Random House Publishing Group - Ballantine for the ARC. I’m happy to share my honest review.
I’ve read a lot of romance books (especially in the last year), but this was unlike anything I’ve read. It was refreshingly raw and (mostly) relatable. I didn’t know I needed this book, but I feel better and lighter after reading it. I laughed, but really I cried (which I don’t often do). This was so much more than romance. It was about the many layers of grief (from multiple perspectives), a single mother of a grieving child, loving someone with addiction, the impact of purity culture—especially in small towns, all while mixing in friendship betrayal, LGBTQ+ characters, and a 40 something woman taking it one day at a time.
It’s a dual timeline with dual MMCs (Spencer then, Ben now), and the way it’s written makes you feel for both of them in very different ways, just like one would in life. It is rare to only have one love in a lifetime, so the reality of this book showing how Lauren moves on after losing her first love was superbly poetic. It’s not so much about moving on as it is about allowing yourself to move on. Which is heartbreaking AND beautiful. All while she maneuvered being a mom to a 13 year old girl who is angry at the world.
Another theme that got to me was that the FMC was taught—and perpetuated—how to stuff your feelings and don’t ask for help. 100% relatable!
The way this was written and the placement of Then vs. Now was wonderfully crafted. It paralleled what I would assume it’s like to be so enveloped by grief and allowing time to help you heal, only for grief to pop up at any time. The ending gutted me. And that’s not a spoiler because I won’t say if it’s happy or sad. You need to make that decision—I’ll just say it was poignant and very well timed/placed.
This book gives a whole new meaning to “When one chapter ends…” and I am so excited for people to read it so it can start great conversations.
Read the content warnings, but also if you were raised believing in purity and abstinence in the church, this book might trigger you. But it might also give you a new, deeper perspective.
❤️Slow burn, steamy with mostly closed doors (which I could discuss how well this was done, too!)
❤️ High school sweetheart
❤️ LGBTQ+ representation
❤️ Widow, single mom
❤️ Reverse age gap
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I want to start by saying this is the first Elissa Sussman book I’ve read. I haven’t read Funny You Should Ask (yet) but I don’t feel it’s necessary to read it to love this book. BUT there are overlap characters from what I’ve read.
Thank you to NetGalley and Random House Publishing Group - Ballantine for the ARC. I’m happy to share my honest review.
I’ve read a lot of romance books (especially in the last year), but this was unlike anything I’ve read. It was refreshingly raw and (mostly) relatable. I didn’t know I needed this book, but I feel better and lighter after reading it. I laughed, but really I cried (which I don’t often do). This was so much more than romance. It was about the many layers of grief (from multiple perspectives), a single mother of a grieving child, loving someone with addiction, the impact of purity culture—especially in small towns, all while mixing in friendship betrayal, LGBTQ+ characters, and a 40 something woman taking it one day at a time.
It’s a dual timeline with dual MMCs (Spencer then, Ben now), and the way it’s written makes you feel for both of them in very different ways, just like one would in life. It is rare to only have one love in a lifetime, so the reality of this book showing how Lauren moves on after losing her first love was superbly poetic. It’s not so much about moving on as it is about allowing yourself to move on. Which is heartbreaking AND beautiful. All while she maneuvered being a mom to a 13 year old girl who is angry at the world.
Another theme that got to me was that the FMC was taught—and perpetuated—how to stuff your feelings and don’t ask for help. 100% relatable!
The way this was written and the placement of Then vs. Now was wonderfully crafted. It paralleled what I would assume it’s like to be so enveloped by grief and allowing time to help you heal, only for grief to pop up at any time. The ending gutted me. And that’s not a spoiler because I won’t say if it’s happy or sad. You need to make that decision—I’ll just say it was poignant and very well timed/placed.
This book gives a whole new meaning to “When one chapter ends…” and I am so excited for people to read it so it can start great conversations.
Read the content warnings, but also if you were raised believing in purity and abstinence in the church, this book might trigger you. But it might also give you a new, deeper perspective.
❤️Slow burn, steamy with mostly closed doors (which I could discuss how well this was done, too!)
❤️ High school sweetheart
❤️ LGBTQ+ representation
❤️ Widow, single mom
❤️ Reverse age gap
December 19, 2025
I enjoyed Totally and Completely Fine, which continues some trends in romance that I enjoy:
- older characters
- realistic exploration of the challenges that come for everyone in mid life
- no fabricated third-act breakup because making stuff work in real life is hard af
- serious emotional scar tissue, but hopeful despite that
If you've read Funny You Should Ask, you have a gist of this story.
Lauren Parker's little brother, Gabe Parker, is the Chris Evans of this universe. She married her childhood sweetheart, who died some years past. They had a child together, who is now a young teenager. Lauren and her daughter still live in the Montana town she grew up in, and she runs a book/craft store with her mother.
The novel follows the same 'Then' and 'Now' story pattern as the first book. In 'Now,' after several years of widowhood, Lauren's also realized she's lonely. And horny. And really tempted by her brother's co-star, who is over a decade younger than she is and just coming into his fame.
'Then' explores Lauren's youth, friendship with said sweetheart, and reckoning with the ways in which women are more constrained by surveillance and judgment than men. I liked these sections, but I found them less gripping (possibly because the outcome was known).
I liked Lauren's relationship with her daughter and their grief journey most, which may sound strange for a romance review. Like Emily Henry, Katherine Center, and Abby Jimenez, Elissa Sussman is interested in telling a woman's story holistically here. That piece worked the best for me, along with Lauren's sibling bullshit with Gabe.
Her attraction to Ben is strong, and I liked their scenes together. His motivation for initiating the flirting remained a bit hazy. There's also some 'insta-love' to their dynamic that really works based on where she's at in life but I found a bit mystifying with him. I was rooting for them by the end.
You will learn a bit more about Gabe and Chani and what happened after their official story ended, but they are definitely more secondary characters here.
Overall, an enjoyable diversion.
- older characters
- realistic exploration of the challenges that come for everyone in mid life
- no fabricated third-act breakup because making stuff work in real life is hard af
- serious emotional scar tissue, but hopeful despite that
If you've read Funny You Should Ask, you have a gist of this story.
Lauren Parker's little brother, Gabe Parker, is the Chris Evans of this universe. She married her childhood sweetheart, who died some years past. They had a child together, who is now a young teenager. Lauren and her daughter still live in the Montana town she grew up in, and she runs a book/craft store with her mother.
The novel follows the same 'Then' and 'Now' story pattern as the first book. In 'Now,' after several years of widowhood, Lauren's also realized she's lonely. And horny. And really tempted by her brother's co-star, who is over a decade younger than she is and just coming into his fame.
'Then' explores Lauren's youth, friendship with said sweetheart, and reckoning with the ways in which women are more constrained by surveillance and judgment than men. I liked these sections, but I found them less gripping (possibly because the outcome was known).
I liked Lauren's relationship with her daughter and their grief journey most, which may sound strange for a romance review. Like Emily Henry, Katherine Center, and Abby Jimenez, Elissa Sussman is interested in telling a woman's story holistically here. That piece worked the best for me, along with Lauren's sibling bullshit with Gabe.
Her attraction to Ben is strong, and I liked their scenes together. His motivation for initiating the flirting remained a bit hazy. There's also some 'insta-love' to their dynamic that really works based on where she's at in life but I found a bit mystifying with him. I was rooting for them by the end.
You will learn a bit more about Gabe and Chani and what happened after their official story ended, but they are definitely more secondary characters here.
Overall, an enjoyable diversion.
July 28, 2025
3.5/5 stars
This is an age gap romance. This is a companion book to Funny You Should Ask. This book is Lauren’s story. However Gabe and Chani (from the first book) have supporting roles in this book.
This is a review of the audiobook read by Patti Murin.
This book is Lauren’s story. She is Gabe’s sister. She is a 41 year old widow with a 13 year old daughter.
The book has a past/present storyline. The past sections are about her husband Spencer. And the present features her grief over losing her husband. As well as what it’s like raising a troubled rambunctious teen. It also features her relationship with bisexual movie star Ben Walsh who is 30.
This book does feature romance. But it is much more than that. The grief aspect is such a big part of the story. And it was honestly hard for me to read.
There is a bit of Jewish rep as Chani is Jewish. But I was really hoping for more Jewish rep.
I really liked Patti Murin as Lauren. I’ve listened to her before and I enjoy her. This is a female POV only book. However the audiobook does have Patti do Gabe and Ben’s voices, and those parts of the audiobook were just okay for me.
This book is set in a small town. I did enjoy that part of the story. And Lauren’s relationship with her brother was so good. I definitely preferred the present part of the story. Overall the romance was good. But there is much more to the book.
July 23, 2025
Apparently, this is the year in which I am consistently disappointed by previously enjoyed romance authors. I appreciate the attempt at depth and the writing is good. There’s just so much going on in this one and yet somehow also not enough. This is told in alternating chapters - one about her relationship with her dead husband and the other one about her current interest. I honestly didn’t care all that much about her dead husband and it pulled momentum away from the current interest. I think that did a disservice to their story because it never moved beyond lust. Ever. Had they had more of their own chapters, maybe an actual rationale for their attraction to each other beyond lust could have been developed. And I do not understand how their 11 year age difference was just never discussed. There’s nothing wrong with it but there is still a wide experience gap between a 30 yr old never married man and a 41 yr old widow and mother. You would think it would come up at some point?
September 23, 2025
I’m going to write my review after I’ve simmered down because right now all I can say is that this book was terrible.
July 29, 2025
This is really disappointing because I was actually really looking forward to it. For whatever reason, I sometimes find myself trapped in a cycle of "I read one decent book by this author, so I'm going to keep believing they can recreate that same magic again!"
But Elissa Sussman's books seem to be working less and less for me. I really enjoyed Funny You Should Ask when I read it, only to be disappointed by her follow-up Once More with Feeling. This one was somehow even worse.
Totally and Completely Fine was, in a word, boring. It's way too long. None of the characters are very interesting (or relatable). There were points where I would have considered giving this two stars, as the main character is very clearly dealing with the loss of her husband (and the commentary on grief had the potential to be impactful). But truly, this was a chore to get through.
I also felt like the author's attempts to incorporate representation were executed really poorly. The male love interest was bisexual, which would be great if it wasn't mentioned every other sentence and contributed something to the plot. As it is, it felt like a very forced attempt to check a box on the author's part. When you're writing really surface-level characters, I suppose that's to be expected. But it was disappointing nonetheless.
I'd feel perfectly comfortable telling just about anyone to skip this.
But Elissa Sussman's books seem to be working less and less for me. I really enjoyed Funny You Should Ask when I read it, only to be disappointed by her follow-up Once More with Feeling. This one was somehow even worse.
Totally and Completely Fine was, in a word, boring. It's way too long. None of the characters are very interesting (or relatable). There were points where I would have considered giving this two stars, as the main character is very clearly dealing with the loss of her husband (and the commentary on grief had the potential to be impactful). But truly, this was a chore to get through.
I also felt like the author's attempts to incorporate representation were executed really poorly. The male love interest was bisexual, which would be great if it wasn't mentioned every other sentence and contributed something to the plot. As it is, it felt like a very forced attempt to check a box on the author's part. When you're writing really surface-level characters, I suppose that's to be expected. But it was disappointing nonetheless.
I'd feel perfectly comfortable telling just about anyone to skip this.
July 8, 2025
Read This Book If…you love a healing journey within a love story!
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5
Totally and Completely Fine by Elissa Sussman
Genre: romance
Spice Level: 1/5🌶, closed door
Setting: small town in Montana
POV: single, 1st person, past tense
Tropes: single mom, widow, celebrity, age gap (she’s 11 years older)
My Thoughts:
I will start by saying this is not your typical romance! Most of this book was Lauren’s healing journey with grief. She is very emotional unavailable for most of this book, so we don’t get a ton of time with the main characters as a couple.
This was a dual timeline story where we got to see the relationship with her dead husband, spanning from their childhood to the day he died. At times, I thought there were too many flashbacks, but everything came full circle in the end.
I looooved Ben, the big-time actor who waltzes into Lauren’s life and refuses to leave. It’s rare to have an openly bisexual MMC and I really enjoyed how that was woven into the story.
I would recommend reading Funny You Should Ask before this, simply because the MMC is Lauren’s brother and we see a lot of that couple in TACF. Plus, it’s a fantastic book!
Overall, I really enjoyed this emotional read and a few tears were shed!
Memorable Quote: “I don’t mind the pain. It reminds me that I still have a heart to break.”
Thank you to the publisher for my advance copy!
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5
Totally and Completely Fine by Elissa Sussman
Genre: romance
Spice Level: 1/5🌶, closed door
Setting: small town in Montana
POV: single, 1st person, past tense
Tropes: single mom, widow, celebrity, age gap (she’s 11 years older)
My Thoughts:
I will start by saying this is not your typical romance! Most of this book was Lauren’s healing journey with grief. She is very emotional unavailable for most of this book, so we don’t get a ton of time with the main characters as a couple.
This was a dual timeline story where we got to see the relationship with her dead husband, spanning from their childhood to the day he died. At times, I thought there were too many flashbacks, but everything came full circle in the end.
I looooved Ben, the big-time actor who waltzes into Lauren’s life and refuses to leave. It’s rare to have an openly bisexual MMC and I really enjoyed how that was woven into the story.
I would recommend reading Funny You Should Ask before this, simply because the MMC is Lauren’s brother and we see a lot of that couple in TACF. Plus, it’s a fantastic book!
Overall, I really enjoyed this emotional read and a few tears were shed!
Memorable Quote: “I don’t mind the pain. It reminds me that I still have a heart to break.”
Thank you to the publisher for my advance copy!
August 26, 2025
I remember liking Funny You Should Ask and Once More with Feeling, so it was a no-brainer that I would pick up Elissa Sussman latest showbiz-romance. This time we follow Lauren Parker, sister of movie star Gabe Parker - the main character of Funny You Should Ask.
Lauren visits Gabe at his film set with her teen daughter when she locks eyes with Gabe’s co-star, Ben Walsh. Lauren can’t look away, but neither can he.
Their chemistry was instantly intense. It was actually too much to my taste, as they were exchanging orgasms within, like, two or three paragraphs after meeting - but I ended up loving both characters so, so much! They communicated well, were mindful of each other’s feelings, and were generally likeable characters.
The story jumps between a THEN and NOW. Lauren lost her husband, Spencer, three years ago in an accident, and in the THEN we see Lauren and Spencer as teens, falling in love and building their family. In the NOW we follow Lauren, still grieving, but also knowing to not hold back on loving someone - and I won’t deny that I cried towards the end.
While this book could be called a celebrity-commoner romance, I think this installment needed the showbiz setting the least. I even think they could’ve skipped the smut, because the story of Lauren having not one, but two true loves was great by itself.
Lauren visits Gabe at his film set with her teen daughter when she locks eyes with Gabe’s co-star, Ben Walsh. Lauren can’t look away, but neither can he.
Their chemistry was instantly intense. It was actually too much to my taste, as they were exchanging orgasms within, like, two or three paragraphs after meeting - but I ended up loving both characters so, so much! They communicated well, were mindful of each other’s feelings, and were generally likeable characters.
The story jumps between a THEN and NOW. Lauren lost her husband, Spencer, three years ago in an accident, and in the THEN we see Lauren and Spencer as teens, falling in love and building their family. In the NOW we follow Lauren, still grieving, but also knowing to not hold back on loving someone - and I won’t deny that I cried towards the end.
While this book could be called a celebrity-commoner romance, I think this installment needed the showbiz setting the least. I even think they could’ve skipped the smut, because the story of Lauren having not one, but two true loves was great by itself.
August 17, 2025
Totally and Completely Fine completely stole my heart. Elissa Sussman has written a story that is both deeply emotional and wonderfully uplifting, and I found myself laughing, swooning, and even tearing up all in the same chapter. Lauren Parker is such a vivid, relatable heroine that is strong, a little rebellious, and fiercely devoted to her daughter and yet completely human in her grief, doubts, and desires. I loved following her journey as she navigates the aftermath of loss while opening herself up to love again.
Her chemistry with Ben Walsh is electric, but what really made this novel special for me was how much heart and authenticity Sussman brings to every interaction and emotion. Alternating between Lauren’s past with Spencer and her present with Ben gives the story a depth that made me reflect on love, loss, and the courage it takes to move forward. I rooted for her every step of the way, and by the end, I was left with this warm, full-hearted glow that lingered long after I closed the book.
This is a romance that balances sweetness, humor, and real emotional stakes perfectly. It’s funny, heartfelt, and completely satisfying and a story about honoring your past, embracing the present, and taking a chance on love again. I can’t recommend it enough.
Her chemistry with Ben Walsh is electric, but what really made this novel special for me was how much heart and authenticity Sussman brings to every interaction and emotion. Alternating between Lauren’s past with Spencer and her present with Ben gives the story a depth that made me reflect on love, loss, and the courage it takes to move forward. I rooted for her every step of the way, and by the end, I was left with this warm, full-hearted glow that lingered long after I closed the book.
This is a romance that balances sweetness, humor, and real emotional stakes perfectly. It’s funny, heartfelt, and completely satisfying and a story about honoring your past, embracing the present, and taking a chance on love again. I can’t recommend it enough.
February 8, 2025
Thank you for the advanced copy! It’s always a privilege to receive and review a book prior to publication.
To be candid, I almost DNF’d this novel multiple times. The writing was well-done, but the story and characters fell flat for me. It almost seemed to be doing too much at once and all at a surface-level. Was this a romance? A book about grief and healing? Alcoholism? Coming of age? The characters did not have much depth, and even without needing more about the brother or late husband; I wish the daughter had more of a personality. Lauren’s relationship with Ben was unrealistic and oversexualized. And then it’s over? Great sex means missing out on a huge movie career? Ugh. I don’t know. I’m disappointed. I can’t even think of an audience for recommendations.
To be candid, I almost DNF’d this novel multiple times. The writing was well-done, but the story and characters fell flat for me. It almost seemed to be doing too much at once and all at a surface-level. Was this a romance? A book about grief and healing? Alcoholism? Coming of age? The characters did not have much depth, and even without needing more about the brother or late husband; I wish the daughter had more of a personality. Lauren’s relationship with Ben was unrealistic and oversexualized. And then it’s over? Great sex means missing out on a huge movie career? Ugh. I don’t know. I’m disappointed. I can’t even think of an audience for recommendations.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
December 28, 2024
Seriously will read anything Elissa Sussman writes, I feel like she’s in a league of her own when it comes to romance. The story slowly unfolds giving you details that fill in the blanks as we flip from the past and the present. It had romance, grief, a touch of smut … and I cried. TY NetGalley, will 100% be reco’ing to the book club when it publishes.
January 4, 2025
Beautiful book about love, grief, and family. Maybe it’s because I’ve been reading a lot of fairytale romance, but I was hooked by the realness of this book. The short chapters moved you between the past and present and tackled tough subjects while guiding you through it. Will need to read everything else Elissa Sussman has got on her shelves.
Thank you NetGalley & Random House for the ARC!
Thank you NetGalley & Random House for the ARC!
September 6, 2025
The list of books I cry reading continues to grow.
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