Catherine Cowles knows how to hit hard in the feels with her prologues, though this one didn't wreck me as much as some of her others thankfully. Still, Rhodes (h) suffers a devastating loss when she's 13 and fourteen years later, she's finally in a place where she feels like she can move forward and honor what she's lost. Helping her, cheering her on, and giving her lots of hilarious banter are her found family, including her BFF, adopted mom and grandmother, and foster siblings. The found family in this is DELIGHTFUL and heartwarming and hilarious. One of her foster siblings is also best friends with Anson (H), who's leading an important part of the rehab of Rho's home. Anson is also struggling with the demons of his past, except he's not ready to face them or to feel for anyone else. He's shut himself off of any type of deep relationship, even limiting his long-time friendships to a degree. But something about Rho's light shines right into the heart of his darkness.
Not just Anson has some darkness though and there's a lot more happening in this small town and with the past than folks realize...dun dun dunnnnnnn (sorry). It takes a bit but the suspense starts building, the dangers begin to materialize, and in true Cowles fashion, the later part of the book is quite the ride. Written in first person, dual POV. No ow drama, some om drama from h's ex and some hints that a couple other men in their town might be interested in h, and both are experienced (H has been celibate for a long time and h recently ended a casual relationship, with no details on whether they were actually physically intimate or not, but she mostly had casual relationships due to her hangups).
Importantly, CUTE ANIMAL SIDEKICK shelf has a nice addition. Rho has a foster puppy and he is the best. Every moment he was on page, my heart melted out of my chest and my own dogs got jealous (maybe not really). There were also bottle-fed kittens, just saying. Anson also bonds with Rho's pup and the preciousness. Anson and Rho were also precious together, though their introduction and subsequent follow-up interactions were rocky. Anson is guarded and prickly and while Rho has a hard time chancing letting people close enough to become permanent, she's also friendly, caring, and on the sunshine side, so pokes and prods at him. Anson's also protective though and that opens the door for the connection that gets established and that they build from, becoming friends to finally lovers. Yes, there are a couple of steamy scenes, including a couple of interrupted moments (poor Anson), a bit of bondage, and a toy as a helper.
What really hits though is the vulnerability of both main characters trying to open up after losing what they loved and the guilt that they still navigate related to those losses. Anson in particular takes time to peel back his layers and share deeper parts of himself. There are some hard conversations and grief support that happen. Not just between Rho and Anson, but also the supporting characters are there for them too.
Speaking of supporting characters, this is a first in a new series so it's setting the stage for the small town and for this new family, who I assume will mostly get their own HEAs. I adored Rho's siblings and her mom, but her adopted grandmother stole every scene she was in. The diamond painting, the sexual innuendos, and the love she had for her family, magnificent. Rho also has co-workers and other townspeople who surround her. You'll also be side-eyeing several characters btw, trying to figure out who's not on the up and up, good luck, I didn't get it right.
As much as I enjoyed this, I did feel like the pacing wasn't quite on point in places. It was hard to put my finger on. Some details were also repeated a few times, like how much the foster siblings had gone through, for example. I am looking forward to finding out what they've faced however. The build up to the climax was really good though, except the final reveal was a little OTT for me personally. I saw another friend found it to be a stretch in her review and I agree. But the resolution was solid and there is a HEA for our couple. The epilogue is a short jump ahead into the future and I loved it. I got choked up a little, it made me so happy, and there's a bonus scene that can be downloaded to see a little more of the couple. I'm excited to see where this series goes.