Spoilers ahead but gosh I have to gush on this book!
Well, I had a fantastic review written, but unfortunately, my first one was erased from accidentally tapping on my screen and my Kindle app closing the review page! Ugh! I wish they would fix that issue, but I digress. Now, onto my review.
This book was a journey! I cried, laughed, got angry, got disappointed, got intrigued, got confused, got sad, got devastated, then got a slap in the face with that cliffhanger again. I mean, whoo, the rollercoaster I went on, but what an amazing ride it was. My ultimate wreck was, of course, when my favorite characters were seriously hurt or killed, and I questioned if I wanted to continue reading the book, but of course, I pulled through. I won't say who, of course, because I don't want to spoil it too much; just know I will never forgive you, Ciara, for that one. But what captured me the most was Belkin. In the first book, I'd thought him rude and overbearing and overreaching at times, and I thought for sure I would hate his character, but then he changed. And he became intriguing and understanding and eventually sweet in many ways. I knew the moment he smiled at her that something was happening. I just didn't know it would turn into this. And now I'm so confused because, don't get me wrong, I love Gastel's character and his gentle personality with his bursts of fiery attitudes. BUT Belkin... I don't know, there's just something there that I know I'm missing, but I can't help but wonder if we're intentionally being misled on purpose because Belkin is actually the one for Rae. Whenever the other characters talk about Rae and Gastel, it's always a "balance." And I get that; I understand its purpose and how it helps their character development and storyline, but I just FEEL like there is more to Belkin's and Rae's relationship than accidental attractions or drunken mishaps. I don't know; I hope the third book finally gives some insight on this.
Now, the new development in the plot, as it thickens, is quite eye-opening when it comes to Roulin's character. I usually wish for redemption arcs for some characters, but with him, I just can't fathom there being one. He's so...spoiled. And I don't just mean entitled or selfish, which he is, of course, but I mean spoiled as in he's just a dirty, evil character. He's so stuck on unfounded wrongs done to him that he doesn't seem like a character who can change. And frankly, I hate him. I thought I hated Gemma, but Roulin is one of those characters where you justify bad things happening to him and wish more harm. Lol, I know, I know how mean, but yuck! I can't help it. His soul really is just dirty and evil. And poor Rae. I don't know. I feel like she's being pulled in so many different directions, emotions, and situations. Ugh, the poor girl. It's a wonder how her character can think. Again, I know she isn't real, but I immerse myself in books when I read, so the characters become somewhat real to me for a while. I'll finish by saying I can't wait to journey back to the world of Rhend and the gripping battles, love affairs, and emotional experiences. It's quite an adventure! ✨️ ☺️