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4.6/5 🌟 volume
4.6/5 🌟 novel
Bear with me for I will be combining a volume and overall main story wrap up review in this review. As many of you know, this is a happy ending novel and honestly, I am very pleased with the results! I’ll try to make this as short as I possible.
🔹 “I visit old friends in the bright moon on high, faces red beneath the later light. The young phoenix crows to greet the spring dawn over leagues of mountains and rivers at peace. Save the wine you in our youth, for your brother will return to see you in time . We needn’t remain always so close at hand— whenever I miss you, I’ll send the east wind.”
The End. 🔹
The incredible amount of tears I shed at chapters (310-312)… Even thinking about it now, I am in utter awe and silently weep while typing this. (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )づ♡
I’ve always been an adamant Taxian-Jun “hater”—or at least someone who never fully liked him—but that has now changed. I went in expecting to possibly hate the ending entirely, even though I already knew about the major plot point many people were disappointed by (which I’ll mention later in this review, below the spoiler warning).
Furthermore, I hoped that after learning the full details and experiencing the ending for myself, I might come to like or at least tolerate TXJ. Thankfully, that’s exactly what happened! 🥹
Do I think it’s perfect? Maybe? It's very subjective. Is it beautiful, regardless? 100% yes! I would change about two minor things about the ending, but I’ll explain that below.
I really liked how this volume truly encompassed the emotional rollercoaster and summarized the fine details as well as the Easter eggs of the painful and sometimes exhausting plot. Meatbun did an excellent job at bringing in every prior ingredient together and making a very warm and beautiful meal that you just consume with tears and snot running down your face!!
Definitely a reread—someday!
And most importantly, for me, my baby Xue Meng got a happy ending. (I swear, if he got any less of a happy ending he deserved, I would have rated this low out of spite!) (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞
Ranwan will always have a special place in my heart and shelf! Their love is so incredibly strong and they literally have gone through life and death together, even hell.
(ง ͠ಥ᎔ಥ)ง ♡(இ﹏இ`。)
“Hell is too cold. I’m here to die with you….I’ve always been yours. No regrets.”
⚠️ Spoilers from here on ⚠️
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♦️ Ranwan have their happy ending, and despite the story saying that TXJ and Mo Ran are essentially the same (“both are you” —CWN), I still question that statement because they’re literally two different personages.
Mo Ran redeemed himself by choosing to live his new life differently—with kindness and warmth. He lived both his previous life and his redeemed one full of pain and suffering, so saying he suffered equally to TXJ isn’t accurate. He endured just as much, if not more, as we see in Volume 9 with his tragic death in chapter 279.
Whereas, TXJ saved the world and selflessly set aside his pride, desires, and incredible yearning to have his Shizun, the man he loved in both lifetimes, to pay attention to him in order to fix the world and destruction he had caused. But would he babe done that if he didn't have Moran's soul with him? Idk! Maybe?
I knew from the very beginning that he would return every three days, and it rubbed me the wrong way at first… but that changed once I finished the main story and realized what it truly meant. He will always live that third day wishing he could spend every day with Chu Wanning, for the rest of his life. He will always carry the jealousy of knowing Mo Ran gets to be with Wanning 2 days more than he.
To me, that’s “punishment” and “redemption” enough. So, after all the suffering he endured because of the flower, I think he deserved a happy ending too.
***Though I do wish to have seen the mental gymnastics a little more of his internal battle with learning the truth and seeing everything Mo Ran as gone through in the 2.0 life. How did TXJ feel with all the lives and hurt he caused? Did he feel regret and sorrow? I wish he could have apologized to Xue Meng 1.0 and Wanning and said thank you to the old man that stayed with him all those years.***
All in all, Wanning will always love him and is happy to have both Mo Weiyus, so that’s all that matters at the end. People need to realize that.
ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )づ♡♡♡
Plus, how could you not like his snarky and funny personality! Lololol ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)
♦️ We FINALLY got Mo Ran and Wanning confessing while making love to each other! Ugh! So beautiful. ♦️
(੭´༎ຶ ཀ ´༎ຶ)੭ 🌶️
💜He placed his hand on Mo Ran's chest, where there was still a scar.
They both had a scar on their hearts.
But it was all over.
The scar was still there, but it would no longer hurt.
"... I love you."
Chu Wanning said in a low voice. Then, as if to prevent Mo Ran from seeing his embarrassment and blush, he pulled him down and kissed him again…
He heard Mo Ran press himself to his ear, solemnly, as the young man had so often said in the past two years, as if he were about to say it for the rest of his life.
No, not as if.
It's for sure.
Mo Ran said, "Wanning, I love you."
I love you.
From dawn to dusk.
Every day.
All his life.
For a lifetime.🤍
♦️ Other honorable mentions: ♦️
🔸Ye Wangxi is at peace (another scene that made me cry)
🔸The Butterfly-Boned Beast Clan can be at peace after all the injustice and finally crossed to their world. (Although, I’m conflicted with the incredible amount of lives and pain of the death of billions of people to make the bridge.)
🔸Hua Binan is dead (though I’m conflicted whether I’m happy that he got what he wanted in the end. But again, the clan was innocent. He was at fault for everything!) At least he never got to be free and go home, so HA! Take THAT Binan!!
🔸 Shi Mei 2.0 is redeeming himself in an honorable way.
🔸The extras were absolutely hilarious and a perfect way to wrap up the angst!! XD
to sum up the extras:
“That’s just pimping but with extra steps.”….“Fucking homosexual— fuck you and your fucking grandpa.” .·°՞(≧ᗜ≦)՞°·.
ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)
♦️ And finally, the cherry on top that took this story to my A-tier:♦️
🔹Insert the first quote at the top I put🔹
“Sect Leader, guild weighs on my heart; I am but ashamed to see you. The road ahead is yet long; pray look after yourself. Within Longcheng’s hilt is embedded a Nightglow Haitang Blossom. May it keep you company when I cannot. If ever my meager abilities may be of use, I am yours to command. Yuheng.”
Perhaps, he’d never again hear his Shizun call him by name; there would only ever be that title, Sect Leader… But— at least Chu Wanning and Mo Ran were still there. Maybe he’d be thousand miles removed from them in the future; maybe their paths wouldn’t cross for years. But at least they could look up and admire the same moon whichever far-flung corners of the earth they settled in. This knowledge, at last, brought him a small measure of comfort.
Xue Meng… in both lives he suffered. And in the first, he found his peace by dying in his world, but not alone because he had the twins. He died with dignity, saw his Shizun again for the final time, and got to say what he needed to say to him. He witnessed Taxian-Jun making up for what mess he caused, (though, idk if I wish they could have said goodbye to each other and he get an apology from TXJ... But I guess saving the new world is an apology enough? I’ll just say it is! Oh, I’m crying again!) .·°՞(¯□¯)՞°·.
Xue Meng 1.0 deserved more!
In the second life, he may not have his Shizun and cousin with him all the time. But they think of him often, forged and put together his sword again, and finally delivering it as a gift for him again on such a special day. T^T They know how much that sword means to him after he lost the ability to cultivate.
He’s able to visit them later once a year during the holiday, and Chu Wanning cooks for him. How sweet!
( ˊo̴̶̷̤ ̫ o̴̶̷̤ˋ)
And most importantly, he got his own little disciple! So sweet.. I’m crying! Ranwan visit and they will meet him. (ㅅ´ ˘ `)
Yes, the disciple, being the curious little thing like his Shizun, will most likely meet “His Majesty and Venerable Self” Taxian Jun, too! How sweet that Taxian-Jun can finally have that relationship with Xue Meng, for the first time and forevermore! T^T
I’m in happy tears and obsessed. (ˊᵒ̴̶̷̤ ꇴ ᵒ̴̶̷̤ˋ)
Thank you for reading my novel of a review! I guess this is more for myself.