Vol 5: 4.4/5 🌟
Novel: 4.5/5 🌟
If bickering was a love language, Feng Cui would be in the front cover and be the literal definition of it. These two scenarios are my way of interpreting both of their relationship:
♦️ Scenario 1
🦚Feng Xiao, being the arrogant peacock
-Loves to tease him(poking the cat).
-Finds him so endearing
🦊 Cui Buqu like a cat and scheming fox
-bites back with vicious words and sarcasm
🦚Feng Xiao
-Becomes irritated
-Attempts to one up him with more sarcasm
🦊Cui Buqu like a scheming fox
-Drops the mother of all mic drops
-Turns and shows his but to said peacock
🦚Feng Xiao
-Utterly speechless
-Blood pressure rises
-Veins bulging
-Prances on CBQ, leaving him immobile.
-Finally, he smothers him in kisses
🦊Cui Buqu all flushed and pink
-Grrr! … visibly angry
-Loves it anyway, but will never say it.
♦️ Scenario 2:
🦊Cui Buqu that sees an ointment that’s great for anti-aging
-Thinks of Feng Xiao and his radiant beauty, “this might be useful for him. I hope he likes it…”
-*blush blush*
-Sends for FX’s attendant to deliver it to him, leaving her speechless. Tells her to not tell him it’s from him.
🦚Feng Xiao minding his own business receives the gift:
-Catches his lying attendants
-After they confess the truth, his peacock feathers flutter
-Next time he sees Buqu: “So… I got your gift.”
🦊Cui Buqu
-“You’re dreaming. It’s only because it’ll be a shame if you turned ugly and seeing it would make me more ill.”
🦚Feng Xiao
-Fuming. Blood pressure rising. Forced a smile.
-“So you admit I’m pretty and you liked my face?”
⚠️ Spoilers from here on ⚠️
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But don’t get it wrong. Their love has flourished into something that only fits them. Like YWS not changing his asshole morals, learned to accept SQ’s kindness, making him the only exception. Feng Xiao has learned to find everything Cui Buqu does, so precious. When Cui Buqu is in danger, it’s the only time Feng Xiao has ever panicked. He said in his own words:
“My enemies are all dead. This person isn’t allowed to die. I want them to live a good, long life.”
“Cui Buqu, I like you. If you live, I’ll deign to stay by your side for a lifetime. If you die, even if the Zuoyue Bureau buries you, I will dig up your grave and scatter your bones. i will ensure your souls cannot rest and will never reincarnate.”
“I was thinking about my beloved… for some reason, I find them charming. Even when they throw tantrums, even when they’re concocting schemes, I find them remarkably endearing. And without me around, their time may be limited— to ensure their survival and keep them on their toes, I must keep a close watch.”
Cui Buqu on the other hand, has lived such a harsh life. One with lots of pain and illness. Every day is a struggle of life and death in his weak and feeble body. But despite his circumstances, he has the mind and grit of steal. His will power to live is incredible! His words are like venom and shut down his enemies.
With life so hard, he found his ray of sunlight in Fengxiao. This part made me cry so much:
With the vast expanse of darkness and treachery, one person rose in his mind’s eye. Someone born into privilege, untouched by hardship and graced with both striking beauty and a flamboyant personality. Thanks to this man, Cui Buqu had discovered the true meaning of living in the sunlight. Each time he drew near, Cui Buqu felt a step closer to the exhilarating world of life— even if that man was neither gentle nor kind, and challenged him at every turn. He often found himself diverting his attention with the traps this man set for him. It was a constant irritation, yet it breathed life into his days.
Of course, he’d never share those thought with him. This man would spend the rest of his life gloating and rubbing it in his face. For the sake of his ears, it was better to say nothing…
There was something he’d yet to do. There was someone he needed to see. He couldn’t leave.
He didn’t want to die.
He wanted to live…
“I entrust my life to you. I’ll hold no grudges if I die.”
Their relationship is everything. UGH! I love them!
Now, let’s talk about the cons:
I wish we could have gotten Cui Buqu say he’s loves Feng Xiao. I wish we could have seen Feng Xiao apologize for how poorly he treated Cui Buqu in the beginning.
Also, did Qiao Xian really die?? And is there more between her and Pei Jingzhe get together????
I feel like Xiao Lu got a rather satisfying ending. He didn’t die alone and Yuwen Yihuan died in the same place. I hated him so much and his act of revenge was strong…. But oh man was he annoying! The Geokturk’s prince died so simply. It was just mentioned in one page and the author just washed her hands of so many things.
So much blah blah blah happened without having a well rounded ending. So climatic but then it just… to swiftly ended. So many things were brought up, especially in the temple arc trying to make a well rounded world… but so much of it was meaningless and could have been left out. I would have liked to know wtf happened with the rest of the world…! I don’t care about this stupid temple!
I think Cui Buqu suffered too much. Poor baby did not deserve it. T^T it literally gave me so much anxiety! Him giving his fungus pills to Xiao Lu was the ultimate act of human kindness. He felt his pain as a fellow invalid.
Glad Xiao Lu gave him the Jade essence and passed it on to CBQ so CBQ could survive.
The pain and anxiety was never ending for over half of the book… i was miserable! It just kept coming in waves of the enemy winning!