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404 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 2017
“I mentioned that you may be disappointed when you hear this,” [...] “but perhaps you can now endure the feeling of being disappointed in another person.”
Hua Cheng was right behind him, his hands steady on Xie Lian's waist. He was just one person, but to Xie Lian, it felt like the entire world was supporting him. He breathed in deeply and closed his eyes.
The higher one stood, the harder one fell. After falling from the heavens to the Mortal Realm, only endless cold and malice awaited him.
Lord Wind Master had changed, but he also hadn't.
Thank goodness.
Then he sighed, and the sound of his last regret passed along with his soul as he mumbled, "But I wanted to be a god..."
Xie Lian bowed his head deeply. "Your Highness Yin Yu... this world has no true gods…"



Xie Lian stood on the giant's palm, one hand pressing the bamboo hat down on his head while another blocked his face from the snowstorm. The stifling hot air was swept cleanly away, and Xie Lian took a deep breath of fresh, freezing air and shouted:
"San Lang-!"
The first syllable was still echoing in the air when a pair of arms pulled him into an embrace from behind. Xie Lian stiffened at first, but he relaxed when he looked down and saw red sleeves and silver vambraces circling his waist.
A deep, forlorn voice came from above his ear. "... I was about to lose my mind!"
Xie Lian hurried to turn around. He cupped his captor's cheeks with his hands and soothed him, "Don't... don't. I'm here... I'm out!"
Hua Cheng stood before him. His raven hair was mussed, and there was a lost look in his eye. He gripped the cry-smiling mask Xie Lian hadn't been able to remove no matter how hard he tried, easily tore it off, and tossed it away.
[...]
Hua Cheng held Xie Lian tightly and spoke in a low voice, touched by despair. "...I couldn't get into the Kiln no matter what I tried, and you had to break out on your own! I'm so fucking-"
"San Lang, it's okay - it's really all right!" Xie Lian said quickly. "Besides, I didn't break out on my own."
Hua Cheng finally calmed down a little. "What? Gege, how did you get out?"
"You helped me," Xie Lian replied.

The two of them were standing in the heart of that giant statue's palm.
The contours of its face were gentle and beautiful. Long brows with elegant eyes, refined lips with slightly upturned corners - almost a smile. It seemed affectionate but not frivolous, expressionless but not unkind. It was a face of compassion and beauty.
That face was Xie Lian's own!
Xie Lian raised his head to look at it. "Is this the one you told me about? The best divine statue you ever sculpted?" he asked softly.
Hua Cheng gazed up at it as well. It was a long while before his eyes fell back on the man beside him. "...Yes."

Just then, Xie Lian felt something tighten around his waist. Hua Cheng had wrapped an arm around him and pulled him to his side. He lifted Xie Lian's chin with his other hand, then pressed his chilled lips to Xie Lian's own.
"..."
Xie Lian's eyes widened as a rush of cool, refreshing air filled his lungs. It seemed to flow through his limbs, invigorating his entire body.
The kiss was brief, and Hua Cheng drew back soon afterward, lips parted.
"Gege, try standing up again!"
[...]
"Can we really make it go faster? What if the spiritual power runs out?" he asked, uncertain.
"It won't. Just focus on running!" Hua Cheng assured him next to his ear. "Don't be afraid - I'm right here beside you."
Hua Cheng was right behind him, his hands steady on Xie Lian's waist. He was just one person, but to Xie Lian, it felt like the whole world was supporting him.


The giant divine statue couldn't depend on the Blessings Lanterns and silver butterflies to fly, but Xie Lian couldn't make a move on Hua Cheng with so many people around. But adversity breeds ingenuity - Xie Lian grabbed a random heavenly official and yanked them over to block the others' view while he cupped Hua Cheng's face and brought him in for a deep kiss.
Time passed, and Xie Lian's whole body was filled with spiritual power. The heavenly official who had been used as a screen had gone completely stiff.
"What are you two doing behind my back??!" he cried in shock.
Counteless eyes focused on them. Only then did Xie Lian discover that the random official he had used to block the view was Lang Qianqiu.
What a sin, what a sin! This child mustn't witness such things, Xie Lian repented in his mind.
"We've done nothing! Nothing you should see!" he exclaimed.

Hua Cheng was standing so close behind him, like he was about to reach out. Xie Lian stopped caring about anything else and went right for it - he pounced on Hua Cheng, cupped his cheeks with his hands, and then, getting up on his toes slightly to reach, he closed his eyes and pressed their lips together.
"..." said Feng Xin
"..." said Mu Qing
"...?" said Quan Yizhen.
"Ho ho," said Pei Ming.
But it wasn't enough. Since they were already in that position, Xie Lian thought he might as well take a bit more - he wound his arms tightly around Hua Cheng's neck to deepen the kiss. All the fatigue he'd been feeling was swept away in an instant as his body was refilled with spiritual power.

"Don't worry, Your Highness, I'm not going to lecture you. I won't guide you on a topic in which I myself am not an expert. [...] Men or women, it doesn't matter, as long as you're happy."
Xie Lian rubbed his forehead until it turned red, and he said in a small voice, "Yes...I'm very happy."
Still, the state perceptor added with glu, confusion, "But...after being single for eight hundred years, how did you end up with a Supreme Ghost King?"
Xie Lian was taken aback.
"I'm not saying you've got bad taste," the state perceptor continued. "It's not bad; I'm sure mature ladies and yung maidens alike are fond of that type too. But a Supreme Ghost King is trouble, I'm telling you. [...]"



"But in the end, I... still think...it's so unfair," Yin Yu sobbed. "If I wasn't destined to be perfect, I at least wanted to be prefectly kind. But... I couldn't even manage that. It's really... so unfair. [...]"
"Your Higness, you've already worked so hard," Xie Lian comforted him softly, "and you've done very well. You're already much, much better than most people."
"Better than most people, huh?" Yin Yu gave a small, arduous chuckle. The he sighed, and the sound of his last regret passes along with his soul as he mumbled, "But I wanted to be a god..."
Xie Lian bowed his head deeply, "Your Highness Yin Yu... this world has no true gods..."

Hua Cheng twirled the headscarf leisurely and sighed. "Gege, my dear gege. This time, seeing you is as hard as ascending to the heavens."
[...]
The moment Xie Lian saw him, he knew that he was incomparably dependable. There was nothing left to worry about!
Before Hua Cheng could even walk over, Xie Lian had pounced.
It was a powerful hug indeed, but Hua Cheng wasn't pushed back by the force at all; he didn't even wobble. He only placed his hands on Xie Lian's back, chuckling lightly without saying a word.

"What is it, San Lang? Is the Teleportation Array not activating?"
Hua Cheng snapped out of it and smiled. "No. It's just... It's rare that I roll like this."
[...]
"What does it mean...? Is it a mistake?"
"Based on past experiences, it probably means there's something extremly dangerous waiting for me ahead," Hua Cheng said.
[...]
It was a bad omen, but Hua Cheng still looked unpertrubed; he tucked the dice away, smiling. "It doesn't actually matter what I roll - it's just for my reference. i'm the only one who get's to decide whether it's dangerous or not." Then he opened the door. "Let's go, gege."

[...] Xie Lian reached out automatically and pulled him back, almost blurting, "Don't go!" But Xie Lian knew that it was impossible to ask of him.
In the end, he only said soflty, "Let's go. But don't leave my side. If anything happens, I will protect you."
Hua Cheng was stunned by this. It was a good moment before the corners of his lips curled, and he broke into a wide smile. "All right. Gege, remember to protect me."

5 'Silver butterflies' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
5 'Chengzhu and his Dianxia' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
4,5 'Flowers and lanterns' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐/⭐
5 '😭😢🥺' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
4 'The calm before the storm' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐
4 'Body in abyss, heart in paradise' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐
4 'Kissing on the statue' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐
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