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갓 성인이 되었던 태준과 영우가 K35의 일원이 되기까지, 고통스러웠던 덫과 선택의 정체가 밝혀진다. 이안은 조셉과 함께하는 생소하고 평범한 행복에 끌리지만 한편으로는 다시금 자신으로 인하여 상대의 평온이 산산조각날 것을 두려워한다. 현재의 TJ와 이안 그리고 조셉, 세 남자는 각자 몫의 선택으로 나아가려 한다.

328 pages, Paperback

Published March 13, 2025

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3 reviews
August 2, 2025
Loved it but the miscommunication between this Ian and Tj.. LORD HELP THEM.
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511 reviews62 followers
July 9, 2026
Loved it but god IT WAS FRUSTRATING. anyway tj and ian forever.
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89 reviews25 followers
November 5, 2025
AMAR Y QUERER NO ES IGUAL
AMAR ES SUFRIR
QUERER ES GOZAR
EL QUE AMA PRETENDE SERVIR
EL QUE AMA SU VIDA LA DA
Y EL QUE QUIERE PRETENDE VIVIR
Y NUNCA SUFRIR, Y NUNCA SUFRIR
EL QUE AMA NO PUEDE PENSAR
TODO LO DA, TODO LO DA
EL QUE QUIERE PRETENDE OLVIDAR
Y NUNCA LLORAR, Y NUNCA LLORAR
EL QUERER PRONTO PUEDE ACABAR
EL AMOR NO CONOCE EL FINAL
Y ES QUE TODOS SABEMOS QUERER
PERO POCOS SABEMOS AMAR

la canción que sonaba en mis audífonos mientras leía este tomo y simplemente no podía evitar llorar… esa canción les pertenece.
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82 reviews1 follower
March 14, 2026
2.5 what is going oooonnnn?
I'd have to re-read the series to properly get everything (I've lost track volumes ago, thought it would get clearer if I keep reading but no)- maybe it's on me but the pacing of the plot and structure of the timeline are super confusing
(the characters too, are sometimes hard to differentiate), the art is cool though!
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150 reviews46 followers
May 20, 2026
No saben lo triste y feliz que estoy de haber terminado este manhwa. Siento que pocas veces me siento en la necesidad de proteger a un personaje pase lo que pase y eso sucedió con Tj. Creo que es un personaje tan complejo pero al ser casi testigo se todo el transcurso de vida de Ian se volvió alguien indispensable para el, y aunque en algunos capítulos su toxicidad era excesiva, sentía mucha angustia por el y su desesperación de ser elegido 😭😭😭. Y a mí lo que más me puede en una trama es eso, el querer ser elegido pero saber que no eres la mejor opción y que aún así te elijan a ti. Bueno que más puedo decir, me encantó el final pero si quiero extras. Y pues bueno sé que no encontraré un manhwa ni un poco similar que llene este vacío pero me quedo feliz de haber encontrado este
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10 reviews
December 7, 2025
Dropped.

Over three years of following this story and the only thing that's changed is Taejoon's haircut. No questions have been answered, no decisions have been made, no relationships or plot points have progressed; I'm reading this out of spite at this point. Honestly, the main character, assumedly Joe, doesn't even feel like the focus of the story anymore and hasn't for a while. The gorgeous artwork cannot make up for the ouroboros plot that rehashes itself every few volumes and undoes any character development made along the way.

Everyone in this story deserves better.
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13 reviews
April 6, 2026
This manhwa honestly feels like a group therapy case for every single character and I mean that in the best way possible.

It was an incredibly powerful story with deeply compelling characters, especially the main lead. While reading, I found myself constantly disagreeing with many of the comments. People tend to divide everything into black and white, as if humans always choose what’s morally right or fair. But that’s not how people work and that’s exactly what makes this story feel so real.

I truly empathized with the protagonist. At his core, he was just trying to survive and protect himself the only way he knew how. Yes, his choices weren’t perfect, and yes, he accepted help but that doesn’t make him inherently wrong. Joe wasn’t naïve or powerless either. He made his own decisions. He understood what he was getting into. Ian gave him multiple chances, clear signals, and real opportunities to walk away. At some point, responsibility stops being one-sided.

I kept trying to understand TJ, thinking maybe it was just obsession but it turned out to be deeper than that. Obsession mixed with insecurity, which he eventually acknowledges himself. That added a layer of honesty I really appreciated.

The ending felt right. Not overly idealized, not tragic for the sake of it just real, grounded, and satisfying in its own way.

I loved this story enough to already order the first two physical volumes, and I’ll definitely be following the author and waiting for the rest to come out.

Highly recommended if you enjoy morally complex characters and stories that don’t pretend life is simple.
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21 reviews
June 13, 2026
(4/5) I can't gather much of my thoughts at the moment but then it's indescribable in any time. The rough stain it gives to my mind as it was what i felt from the very start, it seemed like it would be ruined in every chapter and never end, but it ended abruptly. You don't get to feel positive and satisfied invariably in Wet Sand like you waited to be steady and it doesn't happen because there is still a long way to go. In the middle of the story, it became shallow. At some point, the plot no longer seemed to be heading at the expected direction because Jo and Ian's relationship is shown but as truly felt like to Tj and Ian. They might have created a more obvious romance between them but it doesn't compare to the pain and struggles it has forcefully formed throughout the years to the point it became numb. They long for each other and it has to be a secret.

Songs: Tonight you are mine - Technicolors, X's - Cigarettes after sex.
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353 reviews
July 1, 2026
joseph is for ian if ian wanted to forget the past and move on. tj is for ian who still cant erase the part of him in the past and their time together so obviously, the choice is obvious. because if ian really wanted to have that peaceful life without tj, he wouldn't run again or give in to tj easily. he knows he cant have that peaceful life with joseph because both him and tj are already so deep to even taste what surface is. in simple terms, he still like the taste of poison than medicine. i love that it's ian and tj but bruuuuuuh the what ifs about ian and joseph is also killing me.
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889 reviews1 follower
July 6, 2026
Oh Taejoon and Shin Youngwoo are one of my favorite BL couples and my ultimate end game. I thought everything wrapped up well. It felt way more natural. Jo and Ian always felt forced like Jo wanted it more and Ian thought he was cute.

I might be a little sweet on Chiwoo after the end. I really didn't get the Jamie thing. You think he'd be more grateful that Ian saved his life.
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734 reviews4 followers
March 14, 2026
Dieser Band hat mir richtig gut gefallen. Die Lage spitzt sich langsam zu. Der Teil hat viel Platz für die Vergangenheit eingenommen. Ich fand es allerdings sehr passend, aufschlussreich und interessant.
Nun bin ich sehr gespannt, wie es weiter geht.
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83 reviews4 followers
March 27, 2026
idno what chap is in this volume, but read the most recent updates ch 98 and farrrkkkkk had me crying so much... TJ AND YOUNG WOO were always fucking endgame for meeee babeyssssss
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82 reviews3 followers
June 2, 2026
Ian chose the one I wanted since minute 1 😭😭🥹🥹💜💜
Btw, I couldn't care less about the stup*d Jo the whole time.
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789 reviews13 followers
April 21, 2026
BULLSHIT GENUINELY INSANE HOW RUSHED THE ENDING IS.... LIKE EVEN THE FACT THAT IT WAS #THEM DID NOT GIVE THIS ANY MERIT. MY HEART IS IRREVOCABLY DISAPPOINTED.

frtc.
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260 reviews50 followers
June 29, 2026
They all turned their backs on me. All except one person.

Flashbacks my beloved T^T
I love pain.

The first time you looked my way, I realized that I'd been sitting here every week because I longed for your gaze. That was the beginning of everything.

These two have loved each other for 20 years and still have no idea how to get the message across. Their miscommunication is so well written though, rooted in their personal trauma and the messed-up world they live in. While I usually hate this trope, I’m living for it here.

You're free now.
T^T

The award for most insufferable character this time goes to Chris. Can you go die in a ditch or something? Take your cousin with you, if you want.
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267 reviews1 follower
May 17, 2026
that escalated quickly lmao the last 2 chapters made my jaw dropped. honestly, i think ian and tj needs therapy lol and for my baby jo idk how dark you can get but i’m fucking scared right now.
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