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SCU Hockey #5
The Last Buzzer
In the time it takes to answer a phone call, Desmond’s life changes. Suddenly, he’s a single parent to his nephew, living in South Carolina, and the assistant coach for the university hockey team. Life might not be great right now, but he’s handling it. And things can’t possibly get worse, right?
Jack— the survivor of a horrific childhood— knows that things can always get worse. And right now, for him, worse is hockey. He loves the game, and loves the friendships he’s cultivated with his teammates, but that’s where the good ends and the bad begins. Every time his skates touch the ice, he feels worse and worse, eaten alive by anxiety and stress.
Desmond’s arrival becomes a bright spot for Jack, in the otherwise bleak nightmare hockey has become for him. There is more than the surface-level attraction, though. Soon, their friendship begins to move beyond the sport that brought them together. Before they know it, Desmond and Jack’s lives become intertwined in a way that neither could have expected.
Jack— the survivor of a horrific childhood— knows that things can always get worse. And right now, for him, worse is hockey. He loves the game, and loves the friendships he’s cultivated with his teammates, but that’s where the good ends and the bad begins. Every time his skates touch the ice, he feels worse and worse, eaten alive by anxiety and stress.
Desmond’s arrival becomes a bright spot for Jack, in the otherwise bleak nightmare hockey has become for him. There is more than the surface-level attraction, though. Soon, their friendship begins to move beyond the sport that brought them together. Before they know it, Desmond and Jack’s lives become intertwined in a way that neither could have expected.
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First published October 1, 2025
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October 9, 2025
I have to say, I really enjoyed the first three books in this series. Each one brought something unique to the table, and I found myself immersed in the characters and their journeys. However, when I got to the fourth book, it didn't really impress me, but I managed to find some enjoyment in it. Yet, this latest installment? It was a struggle, and the primary emotion I felt throughout was sheer annoyance.
From the outset, I suspected this book might not be my cup of tea, given that it revolves around children as the main focus. Unfortunately, my instincts were spot on. One character, in particular, just grated on my nerves: Parker. I understand that he's a nine-year-old who’s recently lost his parents, and that’s a heartbreaking situation. However, it’s just not in my nature to gravitate toward child-centric stories, which made it incredibly difficult for me to empathize with him. There were moments when he was quiet and even a bit adorable, but those instances were fleeting.
The plot was undeniably boring, especially since it diverges from hockey early on to delve into a lackluster exploration of raising children and slice-of-life themes. While I have a strong appreciation for slice-of-life narratives when done well, this one fails to deliver anything engaging.
Then there’s Desmond, who stirred discomfort within me. I appreciate a good age-gap trope when executed thoughtfully, but here, it felt contrived. The relationship dynamics were unsettling—how can a 30-year-old man develop romantic feelings for a guy in his twenties when he spends so much of the story treating him like a child? It felt icky rather than endearing.
The fact that he was an assistant coach and Jack was on the team he coached gave me weird vibes about their relationship. It just didn’t sit right with me, even if they only started dating after they were done working together.
His nicknames for people made no sense and were ridiculous.
Jack stood out as the one character I could somewhat relate to. His struggles with anxiety and shyness mirrored my own experiences. However, the author seemed to miss the opportunity to delve deeper into his character. Instead, we were bombarded with repeated mentions of how often he blushes, to the point where it became tiresome. Their relationship lacked any real chemistry, and the author’s attempt to create a sense of forbidden love ultimately fell flat, failing to add any meaningful tension or depth.
Also, it was hard to believe that Jack, who has so much trauma, was ready to be a parent.
We spent more time focusing on Jack's friendship with Nate and developing it more than on the romantic relationship with Desmond.
As this marks the conclusion of the series, I can’t help but feel a profound sense of disappointment that it didn’t resonate with me. The abrupt endings that the author typically employs didn’t usually bother me, but in this case, it felt particularly jarring. It was as though we were abruptly cut off in the middle of an important discussion, leaving so many plot threads hanging and unresolved. Overall, I expected more closure and development, and it’s disheartening that, instead, I was left feeling unsatisfied.
From the outset, I suspected this book might not be my cup of tea, given that it revolves around children as the main focus. Unfortunately, my instincts were spot on. One character, in particular, just grated on my nerves: Parker. I understand that he's a nine-year-old who’s recently lost his parents, and that’s a heartbreaking situation. However, it’s just not in my nature to gravitate toward child-centric stories, which made it incredibly difficult for me to empathize with him. There were moments when he was quiet and even a bit adorable, but those instances were fleeting.
The plot was undeniably boring, especially since it diverges from hockey early on to delve into a lackluster exploration of raising children and slice-of-life themes. While I have a strong appreciation for slice-of-life narratives when done well, this one fails to deliver anything engaging.
Then there’s Desmond, who stirred discomfort within me. I appreciate a good age-gap trope when executed thoughtfully, but here, it felt contrived. The relationship dynamics were unsettling—how can a 30-year-old man develop romantic feelings for a guy in his twenties when he spends so much of the story treating him like a child? It felt icky rather than endearing.
The fact that he was an assistant coach and Jack was on the team he coached gave me weird vibes about their relationship. It just didn’t sit right with me, even if they only started dating after they were done working together.
His nicknames for people made no sense and were ridiculous.
Jack stood out as the one character I could somewhat relate to. His struggles with anxiety and shyness mirrored my own experiences. However, the author seemed to miss the opportunity to delve deeper into his character. Instead, we were bombarded with repeated mentions of how often he blushes, to the point where it became tiresome. Their relationship lacked any real chemistry, and the author’s attempt to create a sense of forbidden love ultimately fell flat, failing to add any meaningful tension or depth.
Also, it was hard to believe that Jack, who has so much trauma, was ready to be a parent.
We spent more time focusing on Jack's friendship with Nate and developing it more than on the romantic relationship with Desmond.
As this marks the conclusion of the series, I can’t help but feel a profound sense of disappointment that it didn’t resonate with me. The abrupt endings that the author typically employs didn’t usually bother me, but in this case, it felt particularly jarring. It was as though we were abruptly cut off in the middle of an important discussion, leaving so many plot threads hanging and unresolved. Overall, I expected more closure and development, and it’s disheartening that, instead, I was left feeling unsatisfied.
October 2, 2025
Oh my gosh!! I swear these characters just get more and more adorable and endearing.
I loved the Ace representation - Des and Jack were absolute goals. I loved how there was no over explanation of sexualities, it just was.
Jack's anxiety was hard to read but relatable, and I loved how he tentatively became part of the family unit with Des and Parker.
Also loved all the Aussie lingo! Half my family is Australian and I'm obsessed with AFL so it was fun to see.
I'm sad that the series is over but I'm excited to see what comes next because every book from this author gets better and better.
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HRCYED2: Challenge Yourself
I loved the Ace representation - Des and Jack were absolute goals. I loved how there was no over explanation of sexualities, it just was.
Jack's anxiety was hard to read but relatable, and I loved how he tentatively became part of the family unit with Des and Parker.
Also loved all the Aussie lingo! Half my family is Australian and I'm obsessed with AFL so it was fun to see.
I'm sad that the series is over but I'm excited to see what comes next because every book from this author gets better and better.
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October 1, 2025
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I loved everything about this book. It’s the first time I’ve read a story with an aegosexual character and I related to Jack like no other character before. His anxiety was also a big part of that. Both main characters are ace actually and the relationship they build felt like my ideal one, it was such a joy to read their journey.
I also loved Parker. He’s such a sweet kid and his struggles felt very real. And seeing Nate again was the cherry on top. He’s just the sweetest!
This series is easily one of my all-time favourites. I’ve adored every single book so far. JJ Mulder is a wonderful writer, her characters feel so real, with so much depth, they’re always so relatable and loveable. The Last Buzzer has also become one of my favourite books with ace rep and I would recommend it to everyone.
I loved everything about this book. It’s the first time I’ve read a story with an aegosexual character and I related to Jack like no other character before. His anxiety was also a big part of that. Both main characters are ace actually and the relationship they build felt like my ideal one, it was such a joy to read their journey.
I also loved Parker. He’s such a sweet kid and his struggles felt very real. And seeing Nate again was the cherry on top. He’s just the sweetest!
This series is easily one of my all-time favourites. I’ve adored every single book so far. JJ Mulder is a wonderful writer, her characters feel so real, with so much depth, they’re always so relatable and loveable. The Last Buzzer has also become one of my favourite books with ace rep and I would recommend it to everyone.
October 1, 2025
“Maybe the most important thing is to love him,” Jack whispers after the silence stretches to minutes. “I…I didn’t have a lot of food as a kid, or, like, a nice place to live. But the worst part was knowing that my parents didn’t even want or like me. If anyone had asked me to choose between a sandwich or a hug from my mom, I would have picked the hug every time.”
BITCH THIS BROKE ME, BUT ALSO HEALED ME?
I’ll love them forever, that epilogue was everything!! Thank you JJ for this ARC you have been my favorite new author in 2025. And I just love this series and the characters. I’m always just blown away at the emotions but also the silliness to it all.
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BITCH THIS BROKE ME, BUT ALSO HEALED ME?
I’ll love them forever, that epilogue was everything!! Thank you JJ for this ARC you have been my favorite new author in 2025. And I just love this series and the characters. I’m always just blown away at the emotions but also the silliness to it all.
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October 9, 2025
the most surprising thing is that i didn’t miss spice at all and that’s saying something
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October 10, 2025Inappropriate age gap where old creepy man treats younger man like a kid (cuz he is), single dad, crazy abrupt ending…I was so excited for Jack’s book after seeing his friendship with Nate but this was absolutely not for me in any way. I hate romance that heavily features kids! Give me some romance!
November 20, 2025
Jack might be a reflection of my own anxiety, i see it every time i read his inner thoughts.
I really loved this book 🥹 I loved Des and Parker’s relationship, especially with Jack !!!! Those 3 are so cute 🥹🥹🥹 my family <333333
I loved the Ace rep and ofc the anxiety rep. The story started a little bit confusing for me haha but then i got the hang of it.
can’t believe it took me so long to read it !!!!! j.j mulder never disappoints
I really loved this book 🥹 I loved Des and Parker’s relationship, especially with Jack !!!! Those 3 are so cute 🥹🥹🥹 my family <333333
I loved the Ace rep and ofc the anxiety rep. The story started a little bit confusing for me haha but then i got the hang of it.
can’t believe it took me so long to read it !!!!! j.j mulder never disappoints
October 8, 2025
I. AM. A. GONER!
This was the most perfect ending to the most perfectly imperfect series and i adored EVERYTHING about it. Jack and Desmond both need the world's tightest, warmest hug from me. God, i wish i could keep mini them and Parker in my pocket. The ace rep was so beautifully done. Being someone who deals with anxiety on a 24/7 basis, reading about Jack's felt so fricking real. A MILLION AND ONE HUGS FOR MY BABY, PLEASE!!! And the intimacy? The soft touches and kisses and cuddles?! Jack and Des just barely touching each other had me feeling all sorts of butterflies and caterpillars, ngl. I live for the cameos but now i need like a ten persons pov extended novella or book or just something because as soon as i was done with this book, i started missing all of the SCU men so damn bad.
JJ, im begging you to release Parker's book asap bcz i don't think my miserable ass would be able to wait that long
This was the most perfect ending to the most perfectly imperfect series and i adored EVERYTHING about it. Jack and Desmond both need the world's tightest, warmest hug from me. God, i wish i could keep mini them and Parker in my pocket. The ace rep was so beautifully done. Being someone who deals with anxiety on a 24/7 basis, reading about Jack's felt so fricking real. A MILLION AND ONE HUGS FOR MY BABY, PLEASE!!! And the intimacy? The soft touches and kisses and cuddles?! Jack and Des just barely touching each other had me feeling all sorts of butterflies and caterpillars, ngl. I live for the cameos but now i need like a ten persons pov extended novella or book or just something because as soon as i was done with this book, i started missing all of the SCU men so damn bad.
JJ, im begging you to release Parker's book asap bcz i don't think my miserable ass would be able to wait that long
October 6, 2025
So I didn’t love this, especially for what I think it could’ve been.
There’s something about their dynamic that never fully took for me as a couple.
Jack has some great growth with his friends like how toward the end of the book he was able to ask Nate for a ride when he needed one and would more easily take hugs and affection. But with his past (that mind you we get basically no explanation on) and mental health issues I would have liked to see that play out more. He was REALLY shy and timid for a college senior and I would’ve loved to see him become more comfortable through some therapy or really anything that wasn’t just Des .. his near 30 yr old ex coach
I’ve read way bigger age gaps but again this couple never fully took for me and with how Jack is, I don’t think this was the right trope for him
Des is an amazing uncle and watching him care for Parker was so sweet. I do find it weird that we never got to see him grieve his sister properly or get to full delight in the takedown of his f ass family in court. It’s just like “oh btw Jack is fully yours now you won” .. like ok
I also believe this was the end of the series? And I think it was really weird to end a hockey series on a book where the mmc literally quits 40% through and we don’t get to be with the team as a whole ever again besides going to see Carter. Like I think this would have been better as a stand-alone or something, but certainly not to end a college hockey series.
Also the abrupt ending where they finally kiss and all of the sudden Parker is graduating but oh yeah hockey we talked to Nico yesterday
Idk this didn’t work for me in a lot of ways and I’m sad about it bc this series has some amazing books
There’s something about their dynamic that never fully took for me as a couple.
Jack has some great growth with his friends like how toward the end of the book he was able to ask Nate for a ride when he needed one and would more easily take hugs and affection. But with his past (that mind you we get basically no explanation on) and mental health issues I would have liked to see that play out more. He was REALLY shy and timid for a college senior and I would’ve loved to see him become more comfortable through some therapy or really anything that wasn’t just Des .. his near 30 yr old ex coach
I’ve read way bigger age gaps but again this couple never fully took for me and with how Jack is, I don’t think this was the right trope for him
Des is an amazing uncle and watching him care for Parker was so sweet. I do find it weird that we never got to see him grieve his sister properly or get to full delight in the takedown of his f ass family in court. It’s just like “oh btw Jack is fully yours now you won” .. like ok
I also believe this was the end of the series? And I think it was really weird to end a hockey series on a book where the mmc literally quits 40% through and we don’t get to be with the team as a whole ever again besides going to see Carter. Like I think this would have been better as a stand-alone or something, but certainly not to end a college hockey series.
Also the abrupt ending where they finally kiss and all of the sudden Parker is graduating but oh yeah hockey we talked to Nico yesterday
Idk this didn’t work for me in a lot of ways and I’m sad about it bc this series has some amazing books
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
December 19, 2025
maaaaaan i just feel so lucky that we have this series. i don't really know how i'd rank them since they're all so similar and so different, but these books fill me with so much HOPE for myself, for aspec people, for romance as a genre, for queerness in general. i don't think it would have ever occurred to me that these types of relationships are possible - regardless of how fantastical they are in a utopian-esque romance series - but to see them play out so sweetly was just really special.
this is such a unique closer - it's SO SWEET and so sad and i really really enjoyed it. but also as a thirty yr old i do not know howwww you would develop a relationship with a twenty year old alhkfjs.
so much love for parker though wowie what a sweet kid
i'm sad it's over!!!!! i wanna go back!!!!! (i'm gonna read the other series dw)
this is such a unique closer - it's SO SWEET and so sad and i really really enjoyed it. but also as a thirty yr old i do not know howwww you would develop a relationship with a twenty year old alhkfjs.
so much love for parker though wowie what a sweet kid
i'm sad it's over!!!!! i wanna go back!!!!! (i'm gonna read the other series dw)
September 18, 2025
I want to create so many new, warm, safe memories that I never have to think about the bad ones again.
Beautiful representation. Beautiful characters. Beautiful relationship. Beautiful family. I absolutely adore them!
Beautiful representation. Beautiful characters. Beautiful relationship. Beautiful family. I absolutely adore them!
September 21, 2025
A million bajillion stars !! The greatest end to an incredible series!! JJ the writer that you are!!
Jack is a chronically anxious, incredibly shy man who hates playing goalie for SCU’s hockey team. He LOVES his teammate and only friend Nate. And he might be semi-crushing (from afar) on this season’s new young assistant coach Desmond, who recently moved to SC after his sister and brother-in-law passed in an accident leaving Desmond full custody of his nephew Parker. The thing is Jack prefers the fantasy most of the time - being on the ace spectrum - and his low self confidence and crippling anxiety would never allow him to think he has a chance. When they bump into each other, along with Parker, a tentative friendship grows, spurred on by Parker’s immediate connection to Jack (something special during this tough time).
When it all becomes too much Jack realizes quitting is for the best and is immediately happier. It also makes his crush on Des more real. In the months after leaving the team and becoming friends with Des and Parker, they finally take the next step to setting up a date. Which Des clears with Coach Mackenzie first…which yikes. But what blossoms is a beautiful relationship built on a solid foundation of friendship, understanding, and communication. Desmond is upfront about his asexuality, which in turn allows Jack to communicate his lack of sexual attraction as well. It’s all cuddles and soft touches and intimate moments of security, safety, and shelter.
Parker plays such a big role in this book and I love him. JJ writes the ten year old so well, so spot on, and truly gives him an entire personality with growth as well. He’s clearly integral to Des’s character and the family the three of them build together. The custody battle is a major plot line, crafted beautifully to highlight Des’s own struggles and childhood trauma that informs who he is now and the fears he has as a parent. The uncle/nephew duo is so fun and sweet and heartbreaking. The grief truly jumps off the page but so does the love and support.
I cried MULTIPLE times throughout the book. It’s a romance but Des and Parker’s grief takes over so much of the story along with Jack’s past and present struggles and his own childhood trauma. I just want these men to be okay !! And they are !! The epilogue had me sobbing😭
I LOVE the asexual representation in Des along with the aegosexual representation in Jack. Both are communicated and thought through explicitly on page along with the struggles both men have had in previous relationships. It’s so refreshing to see. And the romance was so so beautiful, I can’t get over how sweet and swoony and down bad these men are!
I also LOVE all the cameos we get. Particularly from Nate and his obsession with Marcos, from Carter !!, and Nico and Anthony! I love hearing about and seeing all the previous characters, it truly wraps up these series so well!
Jack is a chronically anxious, incredibly shy man who hates playing goalie for SCU’s hockey team. He LOVES his teammate and only friend Nate. And he might be semi-crushing (from afar) on this season’s new young assistant coach Desmond, who recently moved to SC after his sister and brother-in-law passed in an accident leaving Desmond full custody of his nephew Parker. The thing is Jack prefers the fantasy most of the time - being on the ace spectrum - and his low self confidence and crippling anxiety would never allow him to think he has a chance. When they bump into each other, along with Parker, a tentative friendship grows, spurred on by Parker’s immediate connection to Jack (something special during this tough time).
When it all becomes too much Jack realizes quitting is for the best and is immediately happier. It also makes his crush on Des more real. In the months after leaving the team and becoming friends with Des and Parker, they finally take the next step to setting up a date. Which Des clears with Coach Mackenzie first…which yikes. But what blossoms is a beautiful relationship built on a solid foundation of friendship, understanding, and communication. Desmond is upfront about his asexuality, which in turn allows Jack to communicate his lack of sexual attraction as well. It’s all cuddles and soft touches and intimate moments of security, safety, and shelter.
Parker plays such a big role in this book and I love him. JJ writes the ten year old so well, so spot on, and truly gives him an entire personality with growth as well. He’s clearly integral to Des’s character and the family the three of them build together. The custody battle is a major plot line, crafted beautifully to highlight Des’s own struggles and childhood trauma that informs who he is now and the fears he has as a parent. The uncle/nephew duo is so fun and sweet and heartbreaking. The grief truly jumps off the page but so does the love and support.
I cried MULTIPLE times throughout the book. It’s a romance but Des and Parker’s grief takes over so much of the story along with Jack’s past and present struggles and his own childhood trauma. I just want these men to be okay !! And they are !! The epilogue had me sobbing😭
I LOVE the asexual representation in Des along with the aegosexual representation in Jack. Both are communicated and thought through explicitly on page along with the struggles both men have had in previous relationships. It’s so refreshing to see. And the romance was so so beautiful, I can’t get over how sweet and swoony and down bad these men are!
I also LOVE all the cameos we get. Particularly from Nate and his obsession with Marcos, from Carter !!, and Nico and Anthony! I love hearing about and seeing all the previous characters, it truly wraps up these series so well!
October 5, 2025
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I was thoroughly disappointed in this book. This story between Desmond and Jack was just boring. I didn’t love the plot or the characters. There were things that were just sort of thrown in with no real explanation. Jack had a horrible childhood and his drug addicted parents died causing him to have to go into foster care. I would have liked more elaboration on his backstory. Also, Desmond’s parents were horrible and pretty much denounced him once he came out but it would have been nice to have read more about him growing up in that environment. It affected him so badly that he became bulimic in order to cope with it but this was briefly mentioned at the end of the book.
It also would have been nice to have gotten to know Desmond’s sister before she died so suddenly. To be able to understand her hatred for their parents that she left her child to her brother instead of them.
There was just a lot of: Here is the backstory, take my word for it, don’t ask any questions but now you can read all about how much Jack blushes when he’s embarrassed 🙄. We sure got to know all about Jacks anxiety and all the ways it affects his day to day life and how red his hair is but not about what actually made him the way he is. I’ve enjoyed this series up until this book and if there is another after this, I hope it’s better than this one.
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I was thoroughly disappointed in this book. This story between Desmond and Jack was just boring. I didn’t love the plot or the characters. There were things that were just sort of thrown in with no real explanation. Jack had a horrible childhood and his drug addicted parents died causing him to have to go into foster care. I would have liked more elaboration on his backstory. Also, Desmond’s parents were horrible and pretty much denounced him once he came out but it would have been nice to have read more about him growing up in that environment. It affected him so badly that he became bulimic in order to cope with it but this was briefly mentioned at the end of the book.
It also would have been nice to have gotten to know Desmond’s sister before she died so suddenly. To be able to understand her hatred for their parents that she left her child to her brother instead of them.
There was just a lot of: Here is the backstory, take my word for it, don’t ask any questions but now you can read all about how much Jack blushes when he’s embarrassed 🙄. We sure got to know all about Jacks anxiety and all the ways it affects his day to day life and how red his hair is but not about what actually made him the way he is. I’ve enjoyed this series up until this book and if there is another after this, I hope it’s better than this one.
October 2, 2025
not a fan of age gap relationships at all so this wasn’t for me, but i pushed through since i loved the rest of this series and it had one of my favorite tropes (single father or well in this case single uncle/guardian). really wished i could’ve loved/appreciated this more since it’s the last book in the series and i tried so hard but i couldn’t get past the ages. like i’m 21 and if a 30 year old approached me i would think they were a creep especially if they were my coach or worked at my college :/
November 11, 2025
This one is going to stay with me. I'm so emotional right now. It hit home pretty hard. I loved them, all their story really needed to be told. It shows that love shines in all it's forms. A soft touch, hug or tender hold is as significant as any sexual encounter and equates to the bonding of making love. It's the feelings that count, no matter how they are expressed. As you can tell, no sex was had in this book. But it wasn't really needed in the end, all they needed was each other.
I can relate to all Jack's anxiety issues. They came across well because I live them, but it all gets better with the right person beside you, giving the support to get stronger and overcome self imposed boundaries. This was very well written.
The sudden upheaval, grief, becoming a guardian to a grieving child, all the changes in Desmond's life are so overwhelming it's all heart wrenching yet heartwarming to read with what grace and courage he faces everything. And the love he has for his nephew Parker is the stuff of heroes and what a hero he is. Desmond is one of the best MC's I've read. A truly beautiful person.
Jack is a gentle giant, but oh so vulnerable. It's hard to think he could not have found this type of happiness if he had not met Des.
And they compliment each other perfectly.
-Asexual (Des)vs ace-asexual, -extremely nervous low self esteem (Jack),
-taboo coach/player.
-age-gap
-Add eating disorder to the list. (Both)
*All the stars.
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I can relate to all Jack's anxiety issues. They came across well because I live them, but it all gets better with the right person beside you, giving the support to get stronger and overcome self imposed boundaries. This was very well written.
The sudden upheaval, grief, becoming a guardian to a grieving child, all the changes in Desmond's life are so overwhelming it's all heart wrenching yet heartwarming to read with what grace and courage he faces everything. And the love he has for his nephew Parker is the stuff of heroes and what a hero he is. Desmond is one of the best MC's I've read. A truly beautiful person.
Jack is a gentle giant, but oh so vulnerable. It's hard to think he could not have found this type of happiness if he had not met Des.
And they compliment each other perfectly.
-Asexual (Des)vs ace-asexual, -extremely nervous low self esteem (Jack),
-taboo coach/player.
-age-gap
-Add eating disorder to the list. (Both)
*All the stars.
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September 14, 2025
Thank you so much @authorjjmulder for an advanced copy to review! This is the last book in JJ’s hockey series and my heart is not ready to leave them behind.
Watching Jack and Desmond fall in love was so incredibly beautiful and wonderful and heart warming. I love that their relationship was built on a strong friendship and mutual respect. I also loved seeing Nico get so protective - IYKYK.
Parker was the sweetest and most precocious little kid. I loved how we were able to see his emotions and how messy they were after losing his parents. How he warmed up to Des and Jack and how he loved Nico and Anthony too was so cute!
I also really loved seeing so many of my favorites from the series in this book too. It’s so sweet to see the friendships they’ve built over the series. My heart. 🥹🥹🥹
I really truly am so happy I found this series of books and JJ and I’m just so full of love for them and reading and books are everything to me.
TL:DL OR DR - THE ENDING WAS PERFECT AND I LOVE JACK AND DES.
Watching Jack and Desmond fall in love was so incredibly beautiful and wonderful and heart warming. I love that their relationship was built on a strong friendship and mutual respect. I also loved seeing Nico get so protective - IYKYK.
Parker was the sweetest and most precocious little kid. I loved how we were able to see his emotions and how messy they were after losing his parents. How he warmed up to Des and Jack and how he loved Nico and Anthony too was so cute!
I also really loved seeing so many of my favorites from the series in this book too. It’s so sweet to see the friendships they’ve built over the series. My heart. 🥹🥹🥹
I really truly am so happy I found this series of books and JJ and I’m just so full of love for them and reading and books are everything to me.
TL:DL OR DR - THE ENDING WAS PERFECT AND I LOVE JACK AND DES.
January 13, 2026
mojesłodkiedzieci
October 4, 2025
This is a lovely book, but a little bit disappointing as well. Desmond is the best person ever: patient, warm and so kind to both Parker and Jack. And I guess it was necessary for Jack to be with someone not sex oriented. But another ace relationship in this series was a bit of an annoyance too. I don’t know how many people are ace and gay, but it feels statistically very unlikely that there would be two in one otherwise very masculine team like a college hockey team. Even if you count the coaches. And to be honest, half the reason people who are as obsessed with mm romance novels as I am, is for at least some smut 😬🤩
I think it would also be possible to write this book almost for 99% the same without Desmond announcing he was ace, and just let Jack really slowly get used to being together. Des is definitely warm and compassionate enough to be able to make that a credible story.
Anyway, the rest of the story was beautiful and very heartwarming. Of course there’s another very cold mother involved, like we always seem to need to get the story rolling in books where gay characters unexpectedly. But the love between Des and Parker made up for everything concerning that part. And the court scene was also just like I hoped and didn’t expect (because what I expected would have killed another star).
So conclusion: this might have been a five star if this was the only book I read in the series. But because it wasn’t, the choices that were made felt a bit easy. It is a lovely story though. So I do recommend it.
I think it would also be possible to write this book almost for 99% the same without Desmond announcing he was ace, and just let Jack really slowly get used to being together. Des is definitely warm and compassionate enough to be able to make that a credible story.
Anyway, the rest of the story was beautiful and very heartwarming. Of course there’s another very cold mother involved, like we always seem to need to get the story rolling in books where gay characters unexpectedly. But the love between Des and Parker made up for everything concerning that part. And the court scene was also just like I hoped and didn’t expect (because what I expected would have killed another star).
So conclusion: this might have been a five star if this was the only book I read in the series. But because it wasn’t, the choices that were made felt a bit easy. It is a lovely story though. So I do recommend it.
September 26, 2025
ARC Review
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5 🫑/5
TW - homophobia (incl from parents), death of a sibling (drunk driver resulting in an orphaned child), parental death (mentioned), major anxiety, anxiety attacks, child abuse (past, loosely recounted), emotional abuse, DubCon (not between the MCs), bulimia (mentioned), family court / custody battle, drug use (parents, loosely recounted), fatal overdose (parents, mentioned), grief, financial insecurity, food insecurity (past, recounted), foster system (past, mentioned), vomit (incl anxiety induced)
Tropes - sports - ice hockey, found family, single parent, slow burn
Representation - queer rep, ace rep, coming out
2% in and I knew this book would level me 🤠
JJ Mulder has done such an amazing job with this series and the Offside series - bringing these characters together and each of their stories.
The found family aspect of this book really did it for me because you can tell that it is something that the MMCs really needed in their lives. It was soft and sweet and such a nice read to close out the series.
Scale:
⭐️ - would've DNF'ed / continued out of spite
⭐️⭐️ - shit, but whatever
⭐️⭐️⭐️ - meh, could've been better
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ - lit 👅
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ - loved it, inject this shit into my veins 🤪
🫑 - no smut
🌶 - no point
🌶🌶 - mediocre at best
🌶🌶🌶 - standard smut, hot
🌶🌶🌶🌶 - 🥵 okay, some CW
🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶 - fuck me 🥵🥵 CWs / filthy with a side of filth - see Poison / Room Twenty-Two: Hide and Seek/ The Naughty List / The Naughtier List
TW/CW not to be repurposed by authors / publishers for website / book / content use without permission
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5 🫑/5
TW - homophobia (incl from parents), death of a sibling (drunk driver resulting in an orphaned child), parental death (mentioned), major anxiety, anxiety attacks, child abuse (past, loosely recounted), emotional abuse, DubCon (not between the MCs), bulimia (mentioned), family court / custody battle, drug use (parents, loosely recounted), fatal overdose (parents, mentioned), grief, financial insecurity, food insecurity (past, recounted), foster system (past, mentioned), vomit (incl anxiety induced)
Tropes - sports - ice hockey, found family, single parent, slow burn
Representation - queer rep, ace rep, coming out
2% in and I knew this book would level me 🤠
JJ Mulder has done such an amazing job with this series and the Offside series - bringing these characters together and each of their stories.
The found family aspect of this book really did it for me because you can tell that it is something that the MMCs really needed in their lives. It was soft and sweet and such a nice read to close out the series.
Scale:
⭐️ - would've DNF'ed / continued out of spite
⭐️⭐️ - shit, but whatever
⭐️⭐️⭐️ - meh, could've been better
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ - lit 👅
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ - loved it, inject this shit into my veins 🤪
🫑 - no smut
🌶 - no point
🌶🌶 - mediocre at best
🌶🌶🌶 - standard smut, hot
🌶🌶🌶🌶 - 🥵 okay, some CW
🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶 - fuck me 🥵🥵 CWs / filthy with a side of filth - see Poison / Room Twenty-Two: Hide and Seek/ The Naughty List / The Naughtier List
TW/CW not to be repurposed by authors / publishers for website / book / content use without permission
September 17, 2025
One phone call changes everything for Desmond. Not only does he learn that his sister and her husband have died in a car accident, but he is now the guardian of their nine-year-old son, Parker. In a blink of an eye he moves from Australia to the US, finds an apartment for the two of them, and gets a job as an assistant coach at SCU’s hockey team. It’s a lot. But he is learning that he has some pretty great new people in his corner. Including Jack. Jack is one of the goalie’s for SCU. He doesn’t have the best childhood and his anxiety has left him in pretty rough shape. But his best friend, Nate, never lets him down. He may turn as red as his hair every time someone speaks to him and might be a little afraid of his stern looking coach, but he tries harder than anyone. And Jack knows he is in some trouble when he meets their new coach. Instant crush that only gets worse the more time he spends with Desmond and Desmond’s nephew. But being around them? He actually feels safe. He likes them and wants to be in their company. It’s a feeling that doesn’t happen often. The romance between these two is slow and building with some obstacles in their way. I absolutely adored these two. They find such sweet comfort with one another and respecting one another’s boundaries. Desmond is gay and asexual and many partners in the past never seem to fully understand that. And Nate is gay but has really no experience dating and his anxiety makes it hard for him to get out of his own head and be comfortable around people. They find what works for them and never rush one another. I loved watching these two fall for one another bit by bit as they found happiness together. They totally deserve it! This seems to be our last book of the series which makes me so sad! But this was definitely a favorite series of man filled with characters I simply adore! You don’t want to miss any of it!
I received an ARC in exchange for an honest review.
I received an ARC in exchange for an honest review.
September 26, 2025
4⭐️
A heartwarming tale about family, finding yourself, and love of many kinds. 🥺❤️
Jack is the goalie of the SCU hockey team, and absolutely hates it. He has anxiety, low self esteem, and almost nothing in his bank account. Though his best friend Nate is always there for him, Jack isn’t doing so well. Enter new assistant coach Desmond—young and handsome, kind and grounding. Desmond has recently gained custody of his nephew, Parker, and is navigating becoming a parent in a new country, while also dealing with his new job and terrible parents. Jack and Desmond become each other’s support.
If I’m being honest, this book has some factors that would normally not interest me, but despite that, I still enjoyed it. You’re going to get:
-hockey
-single parent (with the kid as a major character)
-asexual characters (no spice, low romance)
-green flag characters
-non-traditional family
Though I usually don’t love books with kids as main characters, and often prefer books that are a little heavier on the romance, JJ Mulder didn’t miss with this one. The focus is on the characters growing as people, discovering themselves, and finding their place in a patchwork family. It’s incredibly heartwarming, and you will absolutely feel the love.
A heartwarming tale about family, finding yourself, and love of many kinds. 🥺❤️
Jack is the goalie of the SCU hockey team, and absolutely hates it. He has anxiety, low self esteem, and almost nothing in his bank account. Though his best friend Nate is always there for him, Jack isn’t doing so well. Enter new assistant coach Desmond—young and handsome, kind and grounding. Desmond has recently gained custody of his nephew, Parker, and is navigating becoming a parent in a new country, while also dealing with his new job and terrible parents. Jack and Desmond become each other’s support.
If I’m being honest, this book has some factors that would normally not interest me, but despite that, I still enjoyed it. You’re going to get:
-hockey
-single parent (with the kid as a major character)
-asexual characters (no spice, low romance)
-green flag characters
-non-traditional family
Though I usually don’t love books with kids as main characters, and often prefer books that are a little heavier on the romance, JJ Mulder didn’t miss with this one. The focus is on the characters growing as people, discovering themselves, and finding their place in a patchwork family. It’s incredibly heartwarming, and you will absolutely feel the love.
September 18, 2025
I was so happy to receive an advanced copy of this book. I have loved this series and all of the now very familiar characters.
This was a really good read. This series always delivers, but this story is about two Ace characters. It focuses more on intimate, endearing moments and the side of a relationship that develops companionship and a solid bond rather than a series of quick hookups. It goes to show we don’t need a book full to the brim with smut to get a cute, funny, and very enjoyable story.
I loved having updates on Nico and Anthony, and it just makes me want to read their book for the umpteenth time 😂
I absolutely loved the commentary from Victoria helping Desmond along his new journey as a parent. Desmond’s mother is the kind of person you want to slap. She’s a gem of a human being 🙄
Jack…Jack…Jack. He’s adorable, and the crippling anxiety he goes through just makes me want to pull him in for a big hug. I’m glad Desmond helped him understand that he didn’t have to play if it was making him sick. Desmond himself is such a great character too. He’s kind, patient, generous, and despite a huge upheaval in his own life, he never once made Parker feel like it was anything but a privilege for him to be his carer.
Beautiful ending to a beautiful story. The epilogue gives a glimpse into everyone’s future, all grown up with families of their own. Parker all grown up and off to college. I’m feeling a little emotional myself 🥰
This was a really good read. This series always delivers, but this story is about two Ace characters. It focuses more on intimate, endearing moments and the side of a relationship that develops companionship and a solid bond rather than a series of quick hookups. It goes to show we don’t need a book full to the brim with smut to get a cute, funny, and very enjoyable story.
I loved having updates on Nico and Anthony, and it just makes me want to read their book for the umpteenth time 😂
I absolutely loved the commentary from Victoria helping Desmond along his new journey as a parent. Desmond’s mother is the kind of person you want to slap. She’s a gem of a human being 🙄
Jack…Jack…Jack. He’s adorable, and the crippling anxiety he goes through just makes me want to pull him in for a big hug. I’m glad Desmond helped him understand that he didn’t have to play if it was making him sick. Desmond himself is such a great character too. He’s kind, patient, generous, and despite a huge upheaval in his own life, he never once made Parker feel like it was anything but a privilege for him to be his carer.
Beautiful ending to a beautiful story. The epilogue gives a glimpse into everyone’s future, all grown up with families of their own. Parker all grown up and off to college. I’m feeling a little emotional myself 🥰
October 3, 2025
This was really good and I loved the Ace representation. I also loved how cute the MCs were together and Parker was a hoot when he wasn't being a preteen nuisance haha.
I did expect a bit more happening at the end between Des and his parents but I guess sometimes less is more.
The epilogue was sweet and I would love a Parker story in the future. Just saying.
I did expect a bit more happening at the end between Des and his parents but I guess sometimes less is more.
The epilogue was sweet and I would love a Parker story in the future. Just saying.
October 4, 2025
Thank you JJ Mulder for this book. This review is entirely my own.
It's here and I am not happy! Not about the book. This book is delightful. But because I finished reading it.
We met Mickey in Nate's book and fell in love with this character. Desmond is the new assistant coach who was given custody of his nephew after tragedy strikes. From the start we can see the connection these two have. Watching the friendship grow between these two was heartwarming. Seeing that friendship grows into more was perfect. There is no spice in this book but the intimacy between these two characters gave this book depth.
Coach Nico shows us again why he is the mother bear to his players and I love that characters from the other books in this series and the Offside series make an appearance.
This book was a warm blanket that you never want to take off.
It's here and I am not happy! Not about the book. This book is delightful. But because I finished reading it.
We met Mickey in Nate's book and fell in love with this character. Desmond is the new assistant coach who was given custody of his nephew after tragedy strikes. From the start we can see the connection these two have. Watching the friendship grow between these two was heartwarming. Seeing that friendship grows into more was perfect. There is no spice in this book but the intimacy between these two characters gave this book depth.
Coach Nico shows us again why he is the mother bear to his players and I love that characters from the other books in this series and the Offside series make an appearance.
This book was a warm blanket that you never want to take off.
October 17, 2025
"The truth is, all I've ever wanted or needed from a partner is a tender, quiet sort of love."
September 13, 2025
Need someone to shovel me off the floor because Jack and Desmond HAVE LEFT ME IN A PUDDLE
October 1, 2025
⭐️⭐️.5
.5 🌶️
*asexual
*childhood trauma
*death of parents
*hurt comfort
This is Jack and Des’s story.
I had high hopes for their book. I have really enjoyed the series so far.
Loved the friendship of Jack and Nate, and the way Nate looked out for his friend. Opposites really do attract.
Also loved the relationship between Des and his nephew Parker.
I particularly enjoyed watching Jack develop and come out of his shell a little more as his feelings for Des grew.
I struggled with the ending of the book. It seemed to end so abruptly.
One minute Des and Jacks relationship was moving along nicely and next minute we were at the epilogue 9 years later. Left me feeling somewhat disappointed.
.5 🌶️
*asexual
*childhood trauma
*death of parents
*hurt comfort
This is Jack and Des’s story.
I had high hopes for their book. I have really enjoyed the series so far.
Loved the friendship of Jack and Nate, and the way Nate looked out for his friend. Opposites really do attract.
Also loved the relationship between Des and his nephew Parker.
I particularly enjoyed watching Jack develop and come out of his shell a little more as his feelings for Des grew.
I struggled with the ending of the book. It seemed to end so abruptly.
One minute Des and Jacks relationship was moving along nicely and next minute we were at the epilogue 9 years later. Left me feeling somewhat disappointed.
September 27, 2025
I don't want it to be over.
This series has been nothing short of incredible, a complete 5 star series from start to finished. Going in, i was expecting kind of your typical hockey romance series, but it was so much more. The representation in these books was perfection, as someone on the asexual spectrum, I felt so seen in these books, and it was all dealt with so much care.
As for this book in particular, what a perfect way to end the series. Slow burn and no spice would usually make me wary, but the way I trust this author, I knew it wouldn't matter, and it didn't because this story was about so much more. That feeling of "oh, there you are, you've been here all along, but i see you now" had me melting in a puddle.
Desmond, I honestly think I loved that this book was just as much about his relationship with Parker than it was with Jack, I think making that so strong was important.
Jack, oh sweet Jack, the only thing I hope is that off page he did end up getting into constant therapy and possibly on medication, because he deserves to live life without fear but I know he is loved wholly regardless. I just wanted to hug him so much.
Their relationship happening was so..simple? At first i was almost shocked how it happened, no drama, no fuss, no nothing, just "oh, let's date" but then I was like, well of course it was, and thats exactly what they both needed and deserved, was going into this relationship with as much ease as breathing.
Overall, I will come back to this series, I truly loved every second and just again, giving the utmost praise for the representation in these books.
I'm looking forward to any future books from JJ!
This series has been nothing short of incredible, a complete 5 star series from start to finished. Going in, i was expecting kind of your typical hockey romance series, but it was so much more. The representation in these books was perfection, as someone on the asexual spectrum, I felt so seen in these books, and it was all dealt with so much care.
As for this book in particular, what a perfect way to end the series. Slow burn and no spice would usually make me wary, but the way I trust this author, I knew it wouldn't matter, and it didn't because this story was about so much more. That feeling of "oh, there you are, you've been here all along, but i see you now" had me melting in a puddle.
Desmond, I honestly think I loved that this book was just as much about his relationship with Parker than it was with Jack, I think making that so strong was important.
Jack, oh sweet Jack, the only thing I hope is that off page he did end up getting into constant therapy and possibly on medication, because he deserves to live life without fear but I know he is loved wholly regardless. I just wanted to hug him so much.
Their relationship happening was so..simple? At first i was almost shocked how it happened, no drama, no fuss, no nothing, just "oh, let's date" but then I was like, well of course it was, and thats exactly what they both needed and deserved, was going into this relationship with as much ease as breathing.
Overall, I will come back to this series, I truly loved every second and just again, giving the utmost praise for the representation in these books.
I'm looking forward to any future books from JJ!
October 6, 2025
I want to be awake when he drifts off. When his breathing evens, and all remaining tension bleeds from his limbs. I want to create so many new, warm, safe memories that I never have to think about the bad ones again.
Absolute banger of a book as usual!
I loved this book so much. While the romance was super sweet, what really pulled me in were the platonic/familial relationships like Nate and Micky’s friendship, and Des and Parker’s bond. Both were so supportive and wholesome, and they really helped create the space for Micky and Des’s relationship to grow with the utmost support.
I especially loved how Des just wanted to help Micky at first; how he cared about what hockey was doing to him, and how he understood why Micky was so hesitant to leave the sport. Micky was such a soft, sweet guy and Des was another safe space for him which Micky doesn't have a lot of besides Nate.
Also, the fact that the book had no spice made total sense and not just because of Des’ asexual rep (which was great!) but because of where both characters were emotionally. Micky was anxious and clearly not ready for that step in a relationship, and Des was dealing with grief and a custody situation (middle fingers to Des' parents btw).
Overall, I just love this series. The found family vibes, the supportive friendships, the soft and healing relationships!!! It’s everything!! I’m really sad it’s over, but this is 100% a series I’ll keep coming back to <3
Absolute banger of a book as usual!
I loved this book so much. While the romance was super sweet, what really pulled me in were the platonic/familial relationships like Nate and Micky’s friendship, and Des and Parker’s bond. Both were so supportive and wholesome, and they really helped create the space for Micky and Des’s relationship to grow with the utmost support.
I especially loved how Des just wanted to help Micky at first; how he cared about what hockey was doing to him, and how he understood why Micky was so hesitant to leave the sport. Micky was such a soft, sweet guy and Des was another safe space for him which Micky doesn't have a lot of besides Nate.
Also, the fact that the book had no spice made total sense and not just because of Des’ asexual rep (which was great!) but because of where both characters were emotionally. Micky was anxious and clearly not ready for that step in a relationship, and Des was dealing with grief and a custody situation (middle fingers to Des' parents btw).
Overall, I just love this series. The found family vibes, the supportive friendships, the soft and healing relationships!!! It’s everything!! I’m really sad it’s over, but this is 100% a series I’ll keep coming back to <3
October 1, 2025
The Last Buzzer is the final installment in the SCU Hockey series in which will leave readers feeling bittersweet saying goodbye to to the characters in this series. We follow Desmond as he is thrown into becoming a guardian of his nephew after his sister and brother in law suddenly pass away. Moving back from Australia to care for Parker comes the stress of guardianship battles between his parents. Desmond applies for a job and meets Jack. Jack is on the SCU Hockey team and soon begins to have chemistry with Desmond. Their relationship begins to form and they both must move forward with staying within boundaries of the contract Desmond signed as coaching staff, while maintaining Jack being brought into Desmond's newly formed family.
While reading this book, one of the main things that was very apparent was the way in which JJ Mulder's writing style has improved over time. The descriptions of the campus and other various settings along with the vividness of the character interactions were addressed strategically by the author's writing craft. Despite no spice in this entry, I wouldn't say that my rating would have changed had there been any. I felt like this book actually finds it's fitting tackling heavier themes that are depicted and had there been spice, that may have taken away time for the accurate portrayal of very real issues that JJ Mulder is conveying to the reader. Only thing I really wished for was some type of reunion of all the guys from the series to cap this series off. Overall, I really enjoyed this, and will always recommend this wonderful MM hockey series.
While reading this book, one of the main things that was very apparent was the way in which JJ Mulder's writing style has improved over time. The descriptions of the campus and other various settings along with the vividness of the character interactions were addressed strategically by the author's writing craft. Despite no spice in this entry, I wouldn't say that my rating would have changed had there been any. I felt like this book actually finds it's fitting tackling heavier themes that are depicted and had there been spice, that may have taken away time for the accurate portrayal of very real issues that JJ Mulder is conveying to the reader. Only thing I really wished for was some type of reunion of all the guys from the series to cap this series off. Overall, I really enjoyed this, and will always recommend this wonderful MM hockey series.
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