I. Am. A. Puddle.
Firstly kisses to the Twinjas who recommended this short story since the three of us should probably start a WE LOVE CONNIE fanclub.
There are few authors I totally fangirl over to the point of wanting to wear t-shirts bearing the name of their characters or even tattooing "Team Jazz/Connie/Howie" somewhere on my body. No, I haven't done that, but Barry Lyga created three of the most amazing, offbeat and human characters in Jazz Dent, the son of a notorious serial killer, his ride or die best friend Howie (ride or die being very real since he suffers from hemophilia) and his ride or die girlfriend, Connie.
Neutral Mask is the short prequel to I Hunt Killers. Here, Connie discovers Jazz's backstory.
Barry Lyga gives a huge cyber-slap to all those lame White authors who unnecessarily angst over writing multifaceted characters of color. I absolutely ADORE Connie. I love her mixture of confidence and insecurity. She's smart, empathetic and yet unsure of her place in the world, just like many PoC (myself included). This paragraph just made me want to pledge undying love to Mr. Lyga:
At first Connie had been flattered by the girls who wanted her lips and ass. But then it became so frequent a lament that all flattery drained from it and spiralled down some psychological drainage pipe. The white girls yearned for another's lashes and boobs and hair--hair, especially--and eyes and legs and nails and any number of anatomical permutations, but all they ever wanted from Connie were those lips, that boo-tay. No one wanted her hair. No one wanted her eyes.
The irony to me however, is that society DOES want Black women's hair (remember Bo Derek), lips and butts. Society even wants our skin color (tanning salons). What society DOESN'T want is the lack of privilege that sadly goes with being Black and female.
THIS is what good writing is about, showing empathy and knowing the characters as both people AND individuals. Jazz, Connie and Howie in varying ways are outcasts from "the norm". And he wrote Connie realistically without stereotypes. And she ROCKS!
But I can't believe I have to wait until September for the last book.