1.5. MY GOD was Bonnie dumber than a box of rocks. It took her eighty thousand years too long to figure out Crawford and basically if information was not spoon fed to her, she was not going to get there herself. I mean Crawford says it himself: she just believes literally anything she's told because as mentioned she is so painfully stupid. And there's no relief to Bonnie thinking: I should've figured this out sooner because, YEAH DUH, YOU DEFINITELY SHOULD HAVE. And then to walk around for chapter upon chapter with no other plan than to dither? I just--
She's just waiting for the net to close, she knows she's in danger, she knows the people she loves are in danger and she..... dithers. She has no plan. Not only does she have no plan, she never comes up with one. The fact that she never told Aubrey, never got his help when she needed ALL THE HELP because, to reiterate: she is so fucking dumb it's infuriating, is really beyond the pale. I was literally talking out loud, saying: tell him, tell him, tell him. It is pure luck that he didn't die and, if he had, it would've been Bonnie's fault more than anyone else's because she knew and said nothing all while having no goddamned plan. I can almost understand if she's waiting until some countermeasure of hers either works or doesn't but, again, her plan was to wait for the bad thing to just... happen. ARRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!! I truly cannot explain how much I hated this woman for being just so painfully stupid at every turn.
She gives that speech to Cissie about how a heroine changes her fate instead of just laying down to die and literally all I could think was: you haven't changed a single thing. You've reacted to everything but never, not once, were you an agent of change so, really? That speech, from you? Okay, sure.
This gets two stars because even though the person giving the speech is garbage, at least Cissie listens to it and does something. Also, the writing was great, Bonnie was just such an unrepentant idiot and I was furious for the entire latter half of the book, once it became clear that she was just.... never going to do a single thing and instead doom herself and all the people around her because she was just so ineffective. It's hard to root for that, y'know? I wanted her to be smart, I wanted her to figure things out, I wanted her to have a plan and instead.... she reacts, reacts, reacts all the way to the bitter end.