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Iguana
Reeling from the end of a long-term relationship and the death of his parents during the COVID years, Dawson Wozniak attempts to reinvent himself in Mexico. He is able to continue his job, working remotely as an editor for a West Coast publisher. He dives into this new world, making friends with ex-pats and Mexicans, including a best-selling author who has abandoned writing, the author's wife who guides him along the path of his new life in a fun-loving seaside town, and a quirky repatriated Mexican with new-age ideals.
One night during a raging thunderstorm, Dawson has an encounter with an iguana and then steals a kiss from a young man unsure of his sexuality. A minute later the two men witness the death of a young Mexican falling from the roof of Dawson's building. These events are forever connected in his head, charting a course for a rocky relationship with Ivan, the divorced father with whom he shared the kiss. Dawson is forced to take a hard look at himself and what it means to be a foreigner in Mexico, causing him to make decisions that complicate his life and Ivan's. They are thrown into a web of emotional, psychological, and moral dilemmas. Despite the complications, Dawson believes his new life is the antidote to the unfulfilling life he left behind in the States. The enigmatic attraction between the two men finds its own tempo and they keep coming back to each other against all odds while Dawson's other friends alternate between warning him about and applauding his new relationship.
One night during a raging thunderstorm, Dawson has an encounter with an iguana and then steals a kiss from a young man unsure of his sexuality. A minute later the two men witness the death of a young Mexican falling from the roof of Dawson's building. These events are forever connected in his head, charting a course for a rocky relationship with Ivan, the divorced father with whom he shared the kiss. Dawson is forced to take a hard look at himself and what it means to be a foreigner in Mexico, causing him to make decisions that complicate his life and Ivan's. They are thrown into a web of emotional, psychological, and moral dilemmas. Despite the complications, Dawson believes his new life is the antidote to the unfulfilling life he left behind in the States. The enigmatic attraction between the two men finds its own tempo and they keep coming back to each other against all odds while Dawson's other friends alternate between warning him about and applauding his new relationship.
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Published May 3, 2025
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May 22, 2025
Book editor Dawson’s life is already upside down when he decides to move to Mexico to start things afresh. He soon falls in love with his building manager Ivan, who starts struggling with his sexuality. Both are vulnerable in their own way and depict raw emotions, when they do show them. Soon, they would witness an incident that would shake their beliefs and make them question everything.
The imagery is vivid and I loved the character growth. The author has placed the iguana as a living metaphor, hence making the title both interesting and meaningful. The book follows the story of these two men as they navigate the challenging changes in their respective lives and come to terms with them.
This is the story of two flawed characters who go through their own personal struggles questioning life and their choices and eventually make peace with everything. Suspense, mystery, tension and a slow-burn romance with a lot of self-exploration, the chaos never stops here.
The imagery is vivid and I loved the character growth. The author has placed the iguana as a living metaphor, hence making the title both interesting and meaningful. The book follows the story of these two men as they navigate the challenging changes in their respective lives and come to terms with them.
This is the story of two flawed characters who go through their own personal struggles questioning life and their choices and eventually make peace with everything. Suspense, mystery, tension and a slow-burn romance with a lot of self-exploration, the chaos never stops here.
May 26, 2025
The path to self-realization is never easy, and in Iguana, by Vincent Traughber Meis, we discover that this undertaking holds particular challenges for those who identify as LGBTQIA+. Dawson, a gay American man in his early forties, has relocated to Mexico seeking a fresh start. He strikes up an acquaintance with elusive, handsome day-manager Ivan, but tragedy strikes and events take an unexpected turn, forcing Dawson to re-examine his life and motivations.
Taking a first-person point of view, this intimate, multifaceted novel immerses the reader in the surroundings of Puerto Vallarta from the outset. The colorful descriptions—from the “buttery stain on the snug paper bag” of fresh croissants, to the “sunset ritual” of buzzing cicadas—are a gateway into Dawson’s vibrant inner world, where it is possible to experience things along with him through the five senses. Skillfully crafted metaphors and imagery paint a visual picture in the reader’s mind, one careful brush stroke at a time.
Iguana will appeal to fans of literary fiction. This is a character-driven story, and Dawson is a well-developed, complex protagonist. His search for a bold, spontaneous version of himself is a mission he never gives up on, despite the various obstacles that are thrown his way. His feelings for Ivan are compounded by the fact that this new relationship and his renewed sense of self are inextricably linked. Other key characters (such as bisexual Black writer, Ray, and his open-minded wife, Steph) add an extra dimension to the plot, broadening the perspective, adding new insights along the way.
The iguana is a recurring motif that resurfaces at key points throughout the narrative. A symbol of Dawson’s loneliness and status as a foreigner (the iguana is described as being the “gatekeeper” who is keeping him out), it also, at one point, foreshadows disaster. Dawson’s feelings toward iguanas change throughout the novel, based on his emotional state at the time. The transformative aspect of the iguana cuts through the surface, delving into deeper themes, such as grief, isolation, and even joy in the moment.
This is a compelling queer romance, which will appeal to readers of any identity. It is set in the context of the oppressive cultural barriers and discrimination that tacitly exist within Mexican society. Because he has a daughter, and his job depends on him being socially acceptable, Ivan is cagey and defensive about his sexuality—a stance which is at odds with Dawson’s more easygoing American attitude, highlighting the difference in how gay men are perceived and treated. This obstacle creates conflict and tension within the story. The sexual chemistry between the pair is electric, with sharp, well-crafted dialogue creating suspense, heat, and dramatic tension.
Iguana by Vincent Traughber Meis provides laser-sharp insights into the challenges queer people must overcome in order to simply be themselves, particularly if repression and cultural bias is a factor. With its three-dimensional characters and emotionally arresting narrative, this is a masterpiece in LGBTQIA+ and literary fiction. Readers who crave immersive settings and themes that dare to delve below the surface will not be disappointed.
Taking a first-person point of view, this intimate, multifaceted novel immerses the reader in the surroundings of Puerto Vallarta from the outset. The colorful descriptions—from the “buttery stain on the snug paper bag” of fresh croissants, to the “sunset ritual” of buzzing cicadas—are a gateway into Dawson’s vibrant inner world, where it is possible to experience things along with him through the five senses. Skillfully crafted metaphors and imagery paint a visual picture in the reader’s mind, one careful brush stroke at a time.
Iguana will appeal to fans of literary fiction. This is a character-driven story, and Dawson is a well-developed, complex protagonist. His search for a bold, spontaneous version of himself is a mission he never gives up on, despite the various obstacles that are thrown his way. His feelings for Ivan are compounded by the fact that this new relationship and his renewed sense of self are inextricably linked. Other key characters (such as bisexual Black writer, Ray, and his open-minded wife, Steph) add an extra dimension to the plot, broadening the perspective, adding new insights along the way.
The iguana is a recurring motif that resurfaces at key points throughout the narrative. A symbol of Dawson’s loneliness and status as a foreigner (the iguana is described as being the “gatekeeper” who is keeping him out), it also, at one point, foreshadows disaster. Dawson’s feelings toward iguanas change throughout the novel, based on his emotional state at the time. The transformative aspect of the iguana cuts through the surface, delving into deeper themes, such as grief, isolation, and even joy in the moment.
This is a compelling queer romance, which will appeal to readers of any identity. It is set in the context of the oppressive cultural barriers and discrimination that tacitly exist within Mexican society. Because he has a daughter, and his job depends on him being socially acceptable, Ivan is cagey and defensive about his sexuality—a stance which is at odds with Dawson’s more easygoing American attitude, highlighting the difference in how gay men are perceived and treated. This obstacle creates conflict and tension within the story. The sexual chemistry between the pair is electric, with sharp, well-crafted dialogue creating suspense, heat, and dramatic tension.
Iguana by Vincent Traughber Meis provides laser-sharp insights into the challenges queer people must overcome in order to simply be themselves, particularly if repression and cultural bias is a factor. With its three-dimensional characters and emotionally arresting narrative, this is a masterpiece in LGBTQIA+ and literary fiction. Readers who crave immersive settings and themes that dare to delve below the surface will not be disappointed.
October 5, 2025
Dawson moves to Puerto Vallarta in the years after COVID after his long-term relationship ends and both his parents pass away. Like many expats, he embraces Mexican life and culture as he tries to rebuild himself while working remotely as a book editor. Dawson becomes romantically entangled with Ivan, one of the employees in his building, even though Ivan is struggling with his sexuality. Will they give up on the relationship, or give in to their attraction?
I’ll start by saying that I really liked this book - I’m a sucker for queer romances that exhibit a shift of cultural paradigms. The setting of an expat falling in love with a local added to the beauty in the story, and it was so refreshing to see an intercultural relationship NOT build upon fetishization. While the book is from Dawson’s POV and he has his own internal turmoil, I was equally interested in Ivan’s identity. I’m not saying that Ivan should have it all figured out or be at the conclusion of his journey, BUT I can empathize with Dawson’s frustration of feeling like a secret rather than a significant other. It struck a chord that I think so many in the queer community have experienced: falling for someone who can’t yet, or won’t, accept their own queer identity. In that way, it’s an authentically queer story, one that I would recommend to anyone looking for that level of raw and real romance.
Many thanks to Vincent Traughber Meis for the #gifted copy in exchange for an honest review.
Read this book if you:
🏳️🌈 love books about discovering identity
🏖️ hate sand all over you but still love the beach
🦎 like iguanas or other reptile-based side characters
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I’ll start by saying that I really liked this book - I’m a sucker for queer romances that exhibit a shift of cultural paradigms. The setting of an expat falling in love with a local added to the beauty in the story, and it was so refreshing to see an intercultural relationship NOT build upon fetishization. While the book is from Dawson’s POV and he has his own internal turmoil, I was equally interested in Ivan’s identity. I’m not saying that Ivan should have it all figured out or be at the conclusion of his journey, BUT I can empathize with Dawson’s frustration of feeling like a secret rather than a significant other. It struck a chord that I think so many in the queer community have experienced: falling for someone who can’t yet, or won’t, accept their own queer identity. In that way, it’s an authentically queer story, one that I would recommend to anyone looking for that level of raw and real romance.
Many thanks to Vincent Traughber Meis for the #gifted copy in exchange for an honest review.
Read this book if you:
🏳️🌈 love books about discovering identity
🏖️ hate sand all over you but still love the beach
🦎 like iguanas or other reptile-based side characters
Follow me on Instagram for more book reviews!
April 30, 2025
After losing his parents and ending a long-term relationship, Dawson Wozniak moves to a seaside town in Mexico to reinvent himself. Working remotely as an editor, he builds a new life among locals and expats, including a reclusive author, his spirited wife, and a quirky spiritual guide. One stormy night, Dawson kisses a confused young father named Ivan just moments before witnessing a tragic fall from a rooftop. The event binds them in a complex relationship marked by emotional and cultural challenges. As Dawson navigates love, identity, and belonging, he finds both chaos and meaning in his new life—despite warnings from his friends.
This was a compelling story that explores identity, loss, and personal growth. Dawson, confident in who he is, finds himself drawn to Ivan, a man still discovering his own identity. At the same time, Dawson is trying to rebuild a strained relationship with his sister in the wake of their parents’ passing. Ivan is navigating the challenges of fatherhood, striving to do right by his daughter. Through his friendships with Stef and Ray, Dawson begins to see that there are many different—and fulfilling—ways to live a meaningful life. While this is a MM romance, the sexual scenes are written as “closed door” interactions. My one complaint about the book was that I had to stop a lot and translate Spanish, but the Kindle app made that easy.
This was a compelling story that explores identity, loss, and personal growth. Dawson, confident in who he is, finds himself drawn to Ivan, a man still discovering his own identity. At the same time, Dawson is trying to rebuild a strained relationship with his sister in the wake of their parents’ passing. Ivan is navigating the challenges of fatherhood, striving to do right by his daughter. Through his friendships with Stef and Ray, Dawson begins to see that there are many different—and fulfilling—ways to live a meaningful life. While this is a MM romance, the sexual scenes are written as “closed door” interactions. My one complaint about the book was that I had to stop a lot and translate Spanish, but the Kindle app made that easy.
March 6, 2025
Iguana, a gay literary novel from Vincent Traughber Meis, is a hazy, angsty, coming-of-middle-age tale featuring a recent ex-pat fumbling his way through a new life in Mexico. Dawson is looking for adventure when he relocates to Puerto Vallarta, but doing a geographic is rarely the answer to anyone’s problems, a fact he‘s quickly forced to accept. The story begins with a series of traumatic events that lead Dawson to question his life choices. He seeks answers in his friendships, in the books he edits, and in his fledgling relationship with local Ivan, whom he falls helplessly in love with despite Ivan’s personal struggles with his sexuality and familial obligations.
At times petulant and impatient, Dawson is forced to examine his place in the community he’s trying to make his home, and how his privilege impacts the people he’s come to care about, especially Ivan. They alternately butt heads and fall into bed all while catching messy feelings for each other. Dawson went to Mexico looking for a different life, and through his experiences, and the surprising love of a vulnerable man, he finds peace in the quiet moments and acceptance of what he can and cannot change.
Meis expertly creates characters who are out of step with their realities and forces them to walk their truth while exposing their tender underbellies and prickly attitudes. Lessons are learned, though the characters rarely admit their true feelings to each other, choosing instead to hide behind humor.
Iguana is a wonderfully chaotic novel, and it will keep you enthralled as you root for love and acceptance to win.
At times petulant and impatient, Dawson is forced to examine his place in the community he’s trying to make his home, and how his privilege impacts the people he’s come to care about, especially Ivan. They alternately butt heads and fall into bed all while catching messy feelings for each other. Dawson went to Mexico looking for a different life, and through his experiences, and the surprising love of a vulnerable man, he finds peace in the quiet moments and acceptance of what he can and cannot change.
Meis expertly creates characters who are out of step with their realities and forces them to walk their truth while exposing their tender underbellies and prickly attitudes. Lessons are learned, though the characters rarely admit their true feelings to each other, choosing instead to hide behind humor.
Iguana is a wonderfully chaotic novel, and it will keep you enthralled as you root for love and acceptance to win.
April 16, 2025
Quick disclaimer: I was invited to read and blurb this book—and boy, was I glad I was asked!
Meis is a master at setting. With lush prose and an irresistible sense of place, Iguana transports you to the sun-drenched streets of Puerto Vallarta. His characters shine, too. Each one, no matter how small, is interestingly and uniquely rendered—no small feat when many of the characters are queer men.
And of course, a book really isn’t compelling unless the plot is, which it absolutely is. Though it might seem like a simple (albeit sultry) love story, Meis incorporates some thriller and mystery elements which kept me eagerly turning the pages.
If you’re a looking for a vacation in a book, I highly recommend Iguana—where romance, intrigue, and passion collide. It’s a stunningly evocative escape that I never wanted to end!
Meis is a master at setting. With lush prose and an irresistible sense of place, Iguana transports you to the sun-drenched streets of Puerto Vallarta. His characters shine, too. Each one, no matter how small, is interestingly and uniquely rendered—no small feat when many of the characters are queer men.
And of course, a book really isn’t compelling unless the plot is, which it absolutely is. Though it might seem like a simple (albeit sultry) love story, Meis incorporates some thriller and mystery elements which kept me eagerly turning the pages.
If you’re a looking for a vacation in a book, I highly recommend Iguana—where romance, intrigue, and passion collide. It’s a stunningly evocative escape that I never wanted to end!
May 2, 2025
4 stars
This was the first book I read from this author and I really enjoyed it. I was a little out of my comfort zone, because I like to read stories with MCs who, while having troubles in their relationship, still end up having a definite HEA. Dawson and Ivan's love story, in this regard, is quite different.
Dawson is a U.S. citizen who moved to Puerto Vallarta, Mexico, in order to have a fresh start after his relationship with his ex live-in partner ended. Dawson is an editor who can work remotely, so he can handle doing his job from another Country. He loves the city, his neighbourhood, the people who live and work there, the food and the atmosphere. He has two very good friends, Ray and Stef (a married couple quite older than him) with whom he has a great relationship based on fondness and on their love for literature.
During a storm, while he's trying to get back to his condo, Dawson notices a dead iguana. Later he will witness another death. Between these two horrible events, Dawson will also experience a mind altering kiss with the building manager, Ivan.
After that night, Dawson and Ivan's lives will intertwine: Dawson will seek more and more contacts with Ivan, while Ivan will reluctantly concede bits of his time to see each other.
The big issue is that Ivan is a bisexual man not only firmly in the closet, but also not ready at all to deal with his own sexuality. Between the two men there's a sort of push and pull dance that neither of them is ready to quit.
Honestly, at first, their relationship was quite frustrating to read: Ivan is amazing but he's also unconsciously toxic, he keeps Dawson at distance when he's unsure and nervous and then he's the most tender partner when he's relaxed and calm. Dawson, on the other hand, was very very pushy with him at first and only later he learned how to read Ivan's mood and thoughts and giving him the space he needed.
Other people's gravitate around them, some will make things difficult (Ivan's ex wife, the new building manager), other will be a safe space (Ray, Stef, Matthew).
The physical scenes are not explicit, but what's happening between them it's always very perceivable.
What prevented me from giving a higher rate:
While I loved the development of the story, there were a few things, here and there, that gave me annoying vibes: for example Dawson's occasional excessive drinking, Ivan's wrong decisions regarding his ex wife ( was a very unnecessary event) and his hypocritical jealousy; the lack of communication between them, especially about their feelings.
And while I rooted for Ivan and Dawson since their first kiss, I also couldn't shake off the feeling that Ray and Dawson could have had a great and intense relationship.
I know that Ray said several times that he wasn't the monogamous type and Dawson admitted that a liaison between them would have made him miserable, but oh boy, they could have been good together. I believe Ray could have been able to remain faithful to Dawson, because Dawson was definitely the man who could have satisfied him both sexually and intellectually. But we'll never know.
Anyway, Ivan and Dawson have they hard earned HFN that give us hopes for their future together.
I really really enjoyed this author's style, I think I'm going to check his other works.
Definitely recommended.
I received an ARC of this book from the author and this is my honest review.
This was the first book I read from this author and I really enjoyed it. I was a little out of my comfort zone, because I like to read stories with MCs who, while having troubles in their relationship, still end up having a definite HEA. Dawson and Ivan's love story, in this regard, is quite different.
Dawson is a U.S. citizen who moved to Puerto Vallarta, Mexico, in order to have a fresh start after his relationship with his ex live-in partner ended. Dawson is an editor who can work remotely, so he can handle doing his job from another Country. He loves the city, his neighbourhood, the people who live and work there, the food and the atmosphere. He has two very good friends, Ray and Stef (a married couple quite older than him) with whom he has a great relationship based on fondness and on their love for literature.
During a storm, while he's trying to get back to his condo, Dawson notices a dead iguana. Later he will witness another death. Between these two horrible events, Dawson will also experience a mind altering kiss with the building manager, Ivan.
After that night, Dawson and Ivan's lives will intertwine: Dawson will seek more and more contacts with Ivan, while Ivan will reluctantly concede bits of his time to see each other.
The big issue is that Ivan is a bisexual man not only firmly in the closet, but also not ready at all to deal with his own sexuality. Between the two men there's a sort of push and pull dance that neither of them is ready to quit.
Honestly, at first, their relationship was quite frustrating to read: Ivan is amazing but he's also unconsciously toxic, he keeps Dawson at distance when he's unsure and nervous and then he's the most tender partner when he's relaxed and calm. Dawson, on the other hand, was very very pushy with him at first and only later he learned how to read Ivan's mood and thoughts and giving him the space he needed.
Other people's gravitate around them, some will make things difficult (Ivan's ex wife, the new building manager), other will be a safe space (Ray, Stef, Matthew).
The physical scenes are not explicit, but what's happening between them it's always very perceivable.
What prevented me from giving a higher rate:
While I loved the development of the story, there were a few things, here and there, that gave me annoying vibes: for example Dawson's occasional excessive drinking, Ivan's wrong decisions regarding his ex wife ( was a very unnecessary event) and his hypocritical jealousy; the lack of communication between them, especially about their feelings.
And while I rooted for Ivan and Dawson since their first kiss, I also couldn't shake off the feeling that Ray and Dawson could have had a great and intense relationship.
I know that Ray said several times that he wasn't the monogamous type and Dawson admitted that a liaison between them would have made him miserable, but oh boy, they could have been good together. I believe Ray could have been able to remain faithful to Dawson, because Dawson was definitely the man who could have satisfied him both sexually and intellectually. But we'll never know.
Anyway, Ivan and Dawson have they hard earned HFN that give us hopes for their future together.
I really really enjoyed this author's style, I think I'm going to check his other works.
Definitely recommended.
I received an ARC of this book from the author and this is my honest review.
March 10, 2025
Vincent Traughber Meis’s Iguana is an evocative and immersive novel that follows Dawson Wozniak’s journey as he uproots his life and moves to Mexico in search of reinvention. As he navigates his new world—full of vibrant streets, enigmatic encounters, and the weight of personal history—he finds himself entangled in a growing attraction to Ivan, a brooding building manager. What begins as an introspective exploration of self quickly takes a dramatic turn when a tragic accident unfolds, throwing Dawson into the heart of a mystery. At once a meditation on identity, desire, and human connection, Iguana grips the reader with a blend of lush descriptions, internal musings, and the undeniable pull of suspense.
Meis has a gift for painting a vivid scene. From the opening encounter with the titular iguana—an ominous, almost mythical creature perched above Dawson on a branch—the novel layers its themes of observation, displacement, and power. The way the iguana stares, unbothered and unmoved, mirrors Dawson’s internal struggle as an outsider looking in, constantly trying to decode his place in a land that both welcomes and resists him. There’s something hypnotic about the prose, how it lingers on the humidity in the air, the marketplace's sensory overload, and the quiet tension that seems to simmer beneath every conversation.
But beyond the scenery, Iguana excels in its complex and flawed characters. Dawson’s attraction to Ivan is frustrating in the best way. Meis captures that intoxicating mix of longing and uncertainty so well. One of the book’s most compelling moments is when Dawson and Ivan share their charged, rain-soaked night on the balcony. It’s raw, electric, and then suddenly shattered by the tragedy unfolding above them. The push-and-pull dynamic between these two men is rendered with such depth that you feel every hesitation, every moment of vulnerability, and every unspoken truth hanging between them.
The novel’s pacing shifts dramatically after the rooftop accident, and that’s where Iguana truly becomes something more than just an expat’s musings on a new life. The tension builds as Dawson and Ivan navigate the aftermath, their connection becoming a casualty of guilt and self-preservation. The weight of secrets—what’s spoken and what’s withheld—adds an almost noir-like quality to the story. The way Meis handles the police investigation, the social dynamics at play, and the quiet, gnawing suspicion that the truth will never fully come to light is fantastic. And through it all, there’s a heartbreakingly human element—Dawson’s need to be seen, to be understood, to be loved—clashing against the realities of a world that often doesn’t allow for such easy resolutions.
By the time I reached the final pages, I felt gutted in the best way. Iguana isn’t a book that ties things up neatly with a bow, and I love that about it. If you enjoy literary fiction that blends rich settings, slow-burning romance, and a hint of mystery, this is for you. It’s for those who appreciate characters that feel painfully real and narratives that don’t force closure where there is none.
Meis has a gift for painting a vivid scene. From the opening encounter with the titular iguana—an ominous, almost mythical creature perched above Dawson on a branch—the novel layers its themes of observation, displacement, and power. The way the iguana stares, unbothered and unmoved, mirrors Dawson’s internal struggle as an outsider looking in, constantly trying to decode his place in a land that both welcomes and resists him. There’s something hypnotic about the prose, how it lingers on the humidity in the air, the marketplace's sensory overload, and the quiet tension that seems to simmer beneath every conversation.
But beyond the scenery, Iguana excels in its complex and flawed characters. Dawson’s attraction to Ivan is frustrating in the best way. Meis captures that intoxicating mix of longing and uncertainty so well. One of the book’s most compelling moments is when Dawson and Ivan share their charged, rain-soaked night on the balcony. It’s raw, electric, and then suddenly shattered by the tragedy unfolding above them. The push-and-pull dynamic between these two men is rendered with such depth that you feel every hesitation, every moment of vulnerability, and every unspoken truth hanging between them.
The novel’s pacing shifts dramatically after the rooftop accident, and that’s where Iguana truly becomes something more than just an expat’s musings on a new life. The tension builds as Dawson and Ivan navigate the aftermath, their connection becoming a casualty of guilt and self-preservation. The weight of secrets—what’s spoken and what’s withheld—adds an almost noir-like quality to the story. The way Meis handles the police investigation, the social dynamics at play, and the quiet, gnawing suspicion that the truth will never fully come to light is fantastic. And through it all, there’s a heartbreakingly human element—Dawson’s need to be seen, to be understood, to be loved—clashing against the realities of a world that often doesn’t allow for such easy resolutions.
By the time I reached the final pages, I felt gutted in the best way. Iguana isn’t a book that ties things up neatly with a bow, and I love that about it. If you enjoy literary fiction that blends rich settings, slow-burning romance, and a hint of mystery, this is for you. It’s for those who appreciate characters that feel painfully real and narratives that don’t force closure where there is none.
July 25, 2025
CW: some spice, death, parental loss, cheating partner (not an MC), homophobia, some others
Thank you to the author and Natasha for the ARC! “Iguana” is available now.
Relationships are work, but this feels like a lot.
When Dawson moved to Mexico, it was supposed to be a chance to start over. Still struggling after his parents’ deaths and in the wake of a cheating partner, the Paradiso seemed like it would live up to its name. But things get muddled when, at the moment Dawson finally connects with the aloof Ivan, a body comes flying off the roof of the complex.
Is this the world’s best summary of this book? Absolutely not; you should go look at the one on Goodreads (or your other favorite review site). That one is much better; I guarantee it. But I had a really hard time writing a tiny blurb for this book because I had a really hard time with the book itself. The genre is wildly outside of my usual fantasy realm, which made it a little difficult for me to stick with.
The main issue I had with the book is that it falls solidly into the contemporary romance/contemporary lit category, which is not in my usual repertoire. Rom coms are about as close as I usually get to that, and even those are rare. I think I also expected this to be much more in the vein of a mystery or thriller, and it most definitely was not– this one is entirely on me; I should have paid more attention to the classification.
With that in mind, this was still a well written book. If you like romance novels, you might really enjoy this one. The scenery and the atmosphere was superb, and the characters were interesting people. It very much gives the sense that you’re only seeing little snippets of their lives, and only through one man’s eyes. The parallel lines between Dawson’s editing work and how he was interacting with his life was well executed, even as he noticed it himself within the story.
I don’t know that I completely resonated with Dawson and Ivan’s dynamic. The moments where the two of them worked were cute and funny, but the rest of the time, as Ivan is trying to figure out where he stands in all this, it was really frustrating. I don’t understand what the draw is here other than trauma bonding. The borderline obsession that Dawson displays early on for someone who was clearly in a different headspace than him was not it. *However* I also want to note very clearly that I have no background in these spaces; I don’t know what other considerations and interpersonal dynamics might be involved here. It’s entirely possible that I’m ignorant to something in the subtext, and that’s the issue with my interpretation.
Overall, I can’t say that this was my favorite book, but I do want to point out again that the world-building is stunning. This is a well written book, and I think the right audience (read: folks who love a good contemporary romance story) are going to have a lot of feelings about it. The scenery, the food, the people– it’s all very immersive and vibrant on the page. We get a strong sense of Dawson’s personality and backstory, and we get a beautifully presented droplet of a culture that overflows onto every page.
Thank you to the author and Natasha for the ARC! “Iguana” is available now.
Relationships are work, but this feels like a lot.
When Dawson moved to Mexico, it was supposed to be a chance to start over. Still struggling after his parents’ deaths and in the wake of a cheating partner, the Paradiso seemed like it would live up to its name. But things get muddled when, at the moment Dawson finally connects with the aloof Ivan, a body comes flying off the roof of the complex.
Is this the world’s best summary of this book? Absolutely not; you should go look at the one on Goodreads (or your other favorite review site). That one is much better; I guarantee it. But I had a really hard time writing a tiny blurb for this book because I had a really hard time with the book itself. The genre is wildly outside of my usual fantasy realm, which made it a little difficult for me to stick with.
The main issue I had with the book is that it falls solidly into the contemporary romance/contemporary lit category, which is not in my usual repertoire. Rom coms are about as close as I usually get to that, and even those are rare. I think I also expected this to be much more in the vein of a mystery or thriller, and it most definitely was not– this one is entirely on me; I should have paid more attention to the classification.
With that in mind, this was still a well written book. If you like romance novels, you might really enjoy this one. The scenery and the atmosphere was superb, and the characters were interesting people. It very much gives the sense that you’re only seeing little snippets of their lives, and only through one man’s eyes. The parallel lines between Dawson’s editing work and how he was interacting with his life was well executed, even as he noticed it himself within the story.
I don’t know that I completely resonated with Dawson and Ivan’s dynamic. The moments where the two of them worked were cute and funny, but the rest of the time, as Ivan is trying to figure out where he stands in all this, it was really frustrating. I don’t understand what the draw is here other than trauma bonding. The borderline obsession that Dawson displays early on for someone who was clearly in a different headspace than him was not it. *However* I also want to note very clearly that I have no background in these spaces; I don’t know what other considerations and interpersonal dynamics might be involved here. It’s entirely possible that I’m ignorant to something in the subtext, and that’s the issue with my interpretation.
Overall, I can’t say that this was my favorite book, but I do want to point out again that the world-building is stunning. This is a well written book, and I think the right audience (read: folks who love a good contemporary romance story) are going to have a lot of feelings about it. The scenery, the food, the people– it’s all very immersive and vibrant on the page. We get a strong sense of Dawson’s personality and backstory, and we get a beautifully presented droplet of a culture that overflows onto every page.
March 12, 2025
In Vincent Traughber Meis’s latest novel, Iguana, he traces the protagonist Dawson Wozniak’s individual journey as he adapts to the end of a relationship as well as a move to a new geographic location, Puerto Vallarta. While continuing his occasionally frustrating job as a book editor, Dawson muses that his major focus now is “to live.” And, on a stormy, electric evening that individual journey becomes a shared journey between Dawson and Ivan, the building day manager, of Dawson’s new home. On the night their relationship begins, together they witness a terrible event which adds to the underlying tension of the story. Both men are at pivotal junctions in their lives.
Central to their developing relationship is Ivan’s challenge to realize and accept his sexual identity. Given his personal and cultural background, even small steps take courage. Ivan’s journey to discovery seems very authentic – with some steps forward, others back. Those steps back antagonize Dawson with dueling feelings of love and hate. Meis’s depth of the emotional landscape between the characters in this novel are sensitive and moving.
While I appreciate much of Meis’s writings, I think I most enjoy his ability to create the scene whether it’s a natural phenomenon or a geographic local. I especially like the use of specific descriptions which transport me to the scene. Early in the novel Dawson befriends an iguana “looking fierce with a torso about three feet long and a dewlap of variegated skin fluttering under its throat. A row of spikes ran down the spine, getting shorter as they reached the long tail.” I definitely do not want to run into that iguana at all.
Meis’s skill to me is how he can capture the texture of a scene. I can see the Malecon in Puerta Vallarta when I read “Just over the wall on the beach, palm fronds rattled with the gentle breeze while the rocks clattered together as the surf covered them and then got sucked out to sea.” And, later in the book, he paints the sky with its frigatebirds “ with forked tail feathers, which glided overhead and watched for an opportunity to swoop down and snatch a fish right out of the pelican’s mouth.”
The characters and their struggles, too, are very authentic, whether it’s Ivan, Dawson, or his sister, Nell, who suffers separation anxiety from her dog. As an example, I love the conversation between Dawson and Nell as Dawson complains to Nell about Ivan’s difficulty talking about his feelings, with her response “I’m shocked. A man who can’t talk about his feelings.”
Given the “falling body” at the beginning of the story, I was expecting a book more in the mystery genre. That being said, I wasn’t disappointed by the ending. Just as the frigates mentioned earlier in the book humans, too, “sometimes …soar to new heights” where “they can either plunge into the sea together, sometimes catching a fish, and at others coming up empty-handed or empty-billed as the case may be.”
Central to their developing relationship is Ivan’s challenge to realize and accept his sexual identity. Given his personal and cultural background, even small steps take courage. Ivan’s journey to discovery seems very authentic – with some steps forward, others back. Those steps back antagonize Dawson with dueling feelings of love and hate. Meis’s depth of the emotional landscape between the characters in this novel are sensitive and moving.
While I appreciate much of Meis’s writings, I think I most enjoy his ability to create the scene whether it’s a natural phenomenon or a geographic local. I especially like the use of specific descriptions which transport me to the scene. Early in the novel Dawson befriends an iguana “looking fierce with a torso about three feet long and a dewlap of variegated skin fluttering under its throat. A row of spikes ran down the spine, getting shorter as they reached the long tail.” I definitely do not want to run into that iguana at all.
Meis’s skill to me is how he can capture the texture of a scene. I can see the Malecon in Puerta Vallarta when I read “Just over the wall on the beach, palm fronds rattled with the gentle breeze while the rocks clattered together as the surf covered them and then got sucked out to sea.” And, later in the book, he paints the sky with its frigatebirds “ with forked tail feathers, which glided overhead and watched for an opportunity to swoop down and snatch a fish right out of the pelican’s mouth.”
The characters and their struggles, too, are very authentic, whether it’s Ivan, Dawson, or his sister, Nell, who suffers separation anxiety from her dog. As an example, I love the conversation between Dawson and Nell as Dawson complains to Nell about Ivan’s difficulty talking about his feelings, with her response “I’m shocked. A man who can’t talk about his feelings.”
Given the “falling body” at the beginning of the story, I was expecting a book more in the mystery genre. That being said, I wasn’t disappointed by the ending. Just as the frigates mentioned earlier in the book humans, too, “sometimes …soar to new heights” where “they can either plunge into the sea together, sometimes catching a fish, and at others coming up empty-handed or empty-billed as the case may be.”
April 1, 2025
So, I got Iguana by Vincent Traughber Meis as an arc read & I gotta be honest, I didn’t think I would love it as much as I did.
The story takes place in Puerto Vallarta. I loved the lush descriptions of Mexico & the cultural elements that were added, as well as the description of the local shops & the main characters neighbourhood.
We follow our main character Dawson. He is 40 ( hell yes to older characters ), book editor & was cheated on by his ex & so he decides to move to Mexico, turn his life around & reinvent himself.
Then there is Ivan, divorced & supposedly straight day manager of the hotel Dawson stays in & father to a daughter.
They meet in Dawsons apartment after a heavy downpour & kiss, until someone falls off of the terrace.
This book was a pretty wild ride to be honest. I loved most of the main- & side characters. I liked the way Dawson starts to miss Mexico over the course of the book when he gets back to America, not just because Ivan is there, but also because he it starts to feel like home for him.
I liked most of the side characters that were introduced. Some of them became really likeable, while I loathed others. Stef & Ray became my absolute favourites because they accepted Dawson as kind of family from the first day & especially Stef became really protective of him.
The constant up & down of Dawsons & Ivans relationship was a little exhausting, mostly because a lot of the things simply came up again & again & at times I was frustrated with Dawson, because he let Ivan walk all over him. Ivan himself was confused because he thought he was straight, but that is not really an excuse. A lot of the time Dawson is head over heels for Ivan & while I can understand that in most relationships one person loves more, the way Ivan pushed Dawson away became infuriating. I think that exactly that was the authors intention, but sometimes I had a hard time going through one of Ivan’s temper tantrums.
Another thing that irked me was Dawsons complete devotion to someone, he barely knew. Dawson goes all in pretty early on & their relationship seemed really toxic at times & I didn’t vibe with that. Ivan often doesn’t reply to Dawsons messages to keep him on edge & that didn’t sit right with me. At one point Ivan doesn’t even wanna give Dawson a reason when he is about to end things, but simply tells him everything bad happened because of him. It seems like Ivan has major moodswings & Dawson, devoted to someone he barely knows, takes the punches. There are episodes, esp. while they both keep their relationship secret , where Dawson threatens to leave because he can’t do it like this & I applauded him for standing up for himself, just so he could backtrack a few sentences later. Dawson always plays it safe & was always in this kind of maybe state with Ivan, never really sure he really wants to be with him
The story takes place in Puerto Vallarta. I loved the lush descriptions of Mexico & the cultural elements that were added, as well as the description of the local shops & the main characters neighbourhood.
We follow our main character Dawson. He is 40 ( hell yes to older characters ), book editor & was cheated on by his ex & so he decides to move to Mexico, turn his life around & reinvent himself.
Then there is Ivan, divorced & supposedly straight day manager of the hotel Dawson stays in & father to a daughter.
They meet in Dawsons apartment after a heavy downpour & kiss, until someone falls off of the terrace.
This book was a pretty wild ride to be honest. I loved most of the main- & side characters. I liked the way Dawson starts to miss Mexico over the course of the book when he gets back to America, not just because Ivan is there, but also because he it starts to feel like home for him.
I liked most of the side characters that were introduced. Some of them became really likeable, while I loathed others. Stef & Ray became my absolute favourites because they accepted Dawson as kind of family from the first day & especially Stef became really protective of him.
The constant up & down of Dawsons & Ivans relationship was a little exhausting, mostly because a lot of the things simply came up again & again & at times I was frustrated with Dawson, because he let Ivan walk all over him. Ivan himself was confused because he thought he was straight, but that is not really an excuse. A lot of the time Dawson is head over heels for Ivan & while I can understand that in most relationships one person loves more, the way Ivan pushed Dawson away became infuriating. I think that exactly that was the authors intention, but sometimes I had a hard time going through one of Ivan’s temper tantrums.
Another thing that irked me was Dawsons complete devotion to someone, he barely knew. Dawson goes all in pretty early on & their relationship seemed really toxic at times & I didn’t vibe with that. Ivan often doesn’t reply to Dawsons messages to keep him on edge & that didn’t sit right with me. At one point Ivan doesn’t even wanna give Dawson a reason when he is about to end things, but simply tells him everything bad happened because of him. It seems like Ivan has major moodswings & Dawson, devoted to someone he barely knows, takes the punches. There are episodes, esp. while they both keep their relationship secret , where Dawson threatens to leave because he can’t do it like this & I applauded him for standing up for himself, just so he could backtrack a few sentences later. Dawson always plays it safe & was always in this kind of maybe state with Ivan, never really sure he really wants to be with him
July 10, 2025
This was such an evocative, layered story about identity, grief, and stumbling toward love in unexpected places. It’s a slow, sometimes chaotic exploration of what it means to start over — and how messy (but meaningful) that journey can be.
Dawson’s move to Mexico feels like a classic “geographic fix” after losing his parents and ending a long relationship. It’s clear pretty quickly that he’s hoping a change of scenery will magically solve problems he’s carrying inside. What he finds instead is a tangle of locals and expats, including Ivan — a young, closeted father wrestling with his own fears and obligations. Watching Dawson and Ivan navigate their push-pull connection was both frustrating and tender. They make mistakes, say the wrong things, hide behind jokes or silence, and yet somehow still find these moments of raw honesty that hit hard.
The book is very much character-driven, with rich inner monologues and vivid, sensory writing. Meis does a fantastic job immersing you in Puerto Vallarta — you practically taste the fresh bread and hear the cicadas. The iguana metaphor is used brilliantly, representing Dawson’s sense of alienation and later transformation. I also loved how Dawson’s friendships with Ray and Stef broadened the story’s themes, showing different ways people create fulfilling, authentic lives.
That said, the pacing meanders. It’s intentionally reflective and literary, but there were stretches that felt almost too slow, with Dawson circling the same thoughts. The Spanish sprinkled throughout added realism, though I did find myself pausing to translate more often than I’d like. And while the romance is compelling, it’s more about quiet moments and emotional undercurrents than overt passion — even the sexual scenes are largely “closed door,” which may or may not appeal depending on what you’re looking for.
Still, I found this to be a beautifully messy, very human story about finding meaning in small joys, accepting what we can’t control, and learning to love — ourselves and each other — despite fear and uncertainty.
What to expect:
- Queer literary fiction with strong sense of place
- Expat navigating privilege & belonging in Mexico
- MM slow-burn with cultural & personal barriers
- Grief, middle-age restlessness, messy self-discovery
- Subtle humour masking deeper vulnerabilities
If you enjoy character-focused stories that take their time exploring identity and relationships (with plenty of metaphor and lush writing), Iguana is absolutely worth picking up.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Dawson’s move to Mexico feels like a classic “geographic fix” after losing his parents and ending a long relationship. It’s clear pretty quickly that he’s hoping a change of scenery will magically solve problems he’s carrying inside. What he finds instead is a tangle of locals and expats, including Ivan — a young, closeted father wrestling with his own fears and obligations. Watching Dawson and Ivan navigate their push-pull connection was both frustrating and tender. They make mistakes, say the wrong things, hide behind jokes or silence, and yet somehow still find these moments of raw honesty that hit hard.
The book is very much character-driven, with rich inner monologues and vivid, sensory writing. Meis does a fantastic job immersing you in Puerto Vallarta — you practically taste the fresh bread and hear the cicadas. The iguana metaphor is used brilliantly, representing Dawson’s sense of alienation and later transformation. I also loved how Dawson’s friendships with Ray and Stef broadened the story’s themes, showing different ways people create fulfilling, authentic lives.
That said, the pacing meanders. It’s intentionally reflective and literary, but there were stretches that felt almost too slow, with Dawson circling the same thoughts. The Spanish sprinkled throughout added realism, though I did find myself pausing to translate more often than I’d like. And while the romance is compelling, it’s more about quiet moments and emotional undercurrents than overt passion — even the sexual scenes are largely “closed door,” which may or may not appeal depending on what you’re looking for.
Still, I found this to be a beautifully messy, very human story about finding meaning in small joys, accepting what we can’t control, and learning to love — ourselves and each other — despite fear and uncertainty.
What to expect:
- Queer literary fiction with strong sense of place
- Expat navigating privilege & belonging in Mexico
- MM slow-burn with cultural & personal barriers
- Grief, middle-age restlessness, messy self-discovery
- Subtle humour masking deeper vulnerabilities
If you enjoy character-focused stories that take their time exploring identity and relationships (with plenty of metaphor and lush writing), Iguana is absolutely worth picking up.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
September 28, 2025
‘Sometimes love and hate are very same’ – A fine new novel
Prominent and highly awarded author Vincent Traughber Meis has once again produced a novel that is not only absorbing as a story, but also allows the reader to explore many avenues of thought and emotion. The richness of his prose (as well as an introduction to the book’s title) is present in the opening lines: ‘A rustling in the dry undergrowth and the crackling of twigs indicated a large-ish animal. It spotted me before I spotted it, but even with its camouflage, it couldn’t hide in the sparse surroundings. The iguana slithered up the embankment to higher ground… I stopped. It stopped…I had never been that close to an iguana… ‘ The visual atmosphere is established and the story begins.
Meis distills the plot well: ‘Reeling from the end of a long-term relationship and the death of his parents during the COVID years, Dawson Wozniak attempts to reinvent himself in Mexico. He is able to continue his job, working remotely as an editor for a West Coast publisher. He dives into this new world, making friends with ex-pats and Mexicans, including a best-selling author who has abandoned writing, the author's wife who guides him along the path of his new life in a fun-loving seaside town, and a quirky repatriated Mexican with new-age ideals. One night during a raging thunderstorm, Dawson has an encounter with an iguana and then steals a kiss from a young man unsure of his sexuality. A minute later the two men witness the death of a young Mexican falling from the roof of Dawson's building. These events are forever connected in his head, charting a course for a rocky relationship with Ivan, the divorced father with whom he shared the kiss. Dawson is forced to take a hard look at himself and what it means to be a foreigner in Mexico, causing him to make decisions that complicate his life and Ivan's. They are thrown into a web of emotional, psychological, and moral dilemmas. Despite the complications, Dawson believes his new life is the antidote to the unfulfilling life he left behind.’
A new – and impressive – LGBTQ novel from an established artist!
Prominent and highly awarded author Vincent Traughber Meis has once again produced a novel that is not only absorbing as a story, but also allows the reader to explore many avenues of thought and emotion. The richness of his prose (as well as an introduction to the book’s title) is present in the opening lines: ‘A rustling in the dry undergrowth and the crackling of twigs indicated a large-ish animal. It spotted me before I spotted it, but even with its camouflage, it couldn’t hide in the sparse surroundings. The iguana slithered up the embankment to higher ground… I stopped. It stopped…I had never been that close to an iguana… ‘ The visual atmosphere is established and the story begins.
Meis distills the plot well: ‘Reeling from the end of a long-term relationship and the death of his parents during the COVID years, Dawson Wozniak attempts to reinvent himself in Mexico. He is able to continue his job, working remotely as an editor for a West Coast publisher. He dives into this new world, making friends with ex-pats and Mexicans, including a best-selling author who has abandoned writing, the author's wife who guides him along the path of his new life in a fun-loving seaside town, and a quirky repatriated Mexican with new-age ideals. One night during a raging thunderstorm, Dawson has an encounter with an iguana and then steals a kiss from a young man unsure of his sexuality. A minute later the two men witness the death of a young Mexican falling from the roof of Dawson's building. These events are forever connected in his head, charting a course for a rocky relationship with Ivan, the divorced father with whom he shared the kiss. Dawson is forced to take a hard look at himself and what it means to be a foreigner in Mexico, causing him to make decisions that complicate his life and Ivan's. They are thrown into a web of emotional, psychological, and moral dilemmas. Despite the complications, Dawson believes his new life is the antidote to the unfulfilling life he left behind.’
A new – and impressive – LGBTQ novel from an established artist!
June 28, 2025
Two men trying to navigate their need for each other, life, family, friends and incidents they can't escape from.
Let me start off by saying, this is the first book if it's kind for myself personally. I don't know what it was about it that made you feel the emotional rollercoaster throughout the entire book. It might have been the descriptive nature of location, culture and people (I have a bachelors in Anthropology so I LOVE people and culture).
Not only do the 2 main MMCS have full backstories and they have to navigate their past and future together, but the side characters have flushed out stories as well. It makes each new person more important to the book and I honestly loved that.
This book was a a great mix of culture, education and love. Where both MMCs had to battle the urge to stay in a safe and comfy environment or miss out on the love of their lives. Now this love story is not cut and dry. Baby it's a whole rollercoaster of emotional and turmoil.
While Dawson is comfortable in his being, Ivan is not. He spends the majority of the book spinning on what he wants/ needs vs what the outside world sees. These are all real issues and I love that this was an aspect of the book. They are all real cultural and societal issues people face and I love that it was highlighted so much.
Now, this isn't the spiciest book... but they do get down in a lot places lol. Their spice compatibility and banter are perfect throughout the entire story. Even when they are going through problems/ fighting they still have that true spark together and that is beautiful in my opinion.
Overall, If you are looking to travel through a book to the hot and stormy beaches of Puerto Vallarta, party like the locals, eat out a lot, spark a romance with someone you probably shouldn't, witness things that will slightly haunt you, make incredible friends and meet Iguanas... this book is totally for you.
Let me start off by saying, this is the first book if it's kind for myself personally. I don't know what it was about it that made you feel the emotional rollercoaster throughout the entire book. It might have been the descriptive nature of location, culture and people (I have a bachelors in Anthropology so I LOVE people and culture).
Not only do the 2 main MMCS have full backstories and they have to navigate their past and future together, but the side characters have flushed out stories as well. It makes each new person more important to the book and I honestly loved that.
This book was a a great mix of culture, education and love. Where both MMCs had to battle the urge to stay in a safe and comfy environment or miss out on the love of their lives. Now this love story is not cut and dry. Baby it's a whole rollercoaster of emotional and turmoil.
While Dawson is comfortable in his being, Ivan is not. He spends the majority of the book spinning on what he wants/ needs vs what the outside world sees. These are all real issues and I love that this was an aspect of the book. They are all real cultural and societal issues people face and I love that it was highlighted so much.
Now, this isn't the spiciest book... but they do get down in a lot places lol. Their spice compatibility and banter are perfect throughout the entire story. Even when they are going through problems/ fighting they still have that true spark together and that is beautiful in my opinion.
Overall, If you are looking to travel through a book to the hot and stormy beaches of Puerto Vallarta, party like the locals, eat out a lot, spark a romance with someone you probably shouldn't, witness things that will slightly haunt you, make incredible friends and meet Iguanas... this book is totally for you.
May 12, 2025
3.75 Stars
This was a richly atmospheric, character-driven novel that delves into the complexities of identity, grief, and human connection.
Set against the vibrant backdrop of Puerto Vallarta, the story follows Dawson Wozniak, who, after the devastating loss of his parents and a significant relationship, seeks a fresh start in Mexico. His journey of reinvention is marked by a chance encounter, leading to a stolen kiss with Ivan, a local building manager, and a subsequent tragic event that leaves an indelible mark on both their lives.
Immersing readers in its lush landscapes, cultural nuances of Puerto Vallarta, and the palpable tension between paradise and the underlying challenges faced by its inhabitants. The novel doesn't shy away from exploring profound themes such as racism, homophobia, biphobia, and the intricacies of multicultural and interracial relationships. Dawson and Ivan's relationship is highlighting the push-and-pull dynamics that often accompany personal growth and self-discovery.
While the narrative offers a compelling exploration of midlife reinvention and the quest for belonging, some aspects, particularly in the latter half, feel rushed, leaving certain plot points underdeveloped. Nonetheless, the strength of the supporting characters and the vivid depiction of the setting compensate for these shortcomings, providing depth and resonance to the overall story.
Iguana stands out as a poignant tale of transformation, emphasizing that the journey to self-understanding is seldom linear and often fraught with unexpected challenges. It's a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the enduring quest for connection in the face of adversity. Though by the end, if I'm being honest, I don't know who I was more angry with between the two.
I received this as an ARC and I am leaving this review voluntarily with my honest opinion.
This was a richly atmospheric, character-driven novel that delves into the complexities of identity, grief, and human connection.
Set against the vibrant backdrop of Puerto Vallarta, the story follows Dawson Wozniak, who, after the devastating loss of his parents and a significant relationship, seeks a fresh start in Mexico. His journey of reinvention is marked by a chance encounter, leading to a stolen kiss with Ivan, a local building manager, and a subsequent tragic event that leaves an indelible mark on both their lives.
Immersing readers in its lush landscapes, cultural nuances of Puerto Vallarta, and the palpable tension between paradise and the underlying challenges faced by its inhabitants. The novel doesn't shy away from exploring profound themes such as racism, homophobia, biphobia, and the intricacies of multicultural and interracial relationships. Dawson and Ivan's relationship is highlighting the push-and-pull dynamics that often accompany personal growth and self-discovery.
While the narrative offers a compelling exploration of midlife reinvention and the quest for belonging, some aspects, particularly in the latter half, feel rushed, leaving certain plot points underdeveloped. Nonetheless, the strength of the supporting characters and the vivid depiction of the setting compensate for these shortcomings, providing depth and resonance to the overall story.
Iguana stands out as a poignant tale of transformation, emphasizing that the journey to self-understanding is seldom linear and often fraught with unexpected challenges. It's a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the enduring quest for connection in the face of adversity. Though by the end, if I'm being honest, I don't know who I was more angry with between the two.
I received this as an ARC and I am leaving this review voluntarily with my honest opinion.
May 7, 2025
Iguana was quite different from what I usually read which was refreshing! I appreciated that COVID was in the story and that there was a lot of commentary on racism (experiencing it in the US and outside of it), multicultural and interracial relationships, homophobia and biphobia, among other topics. While I didn't love the rollercoaster ride of Ivan and Dawson's relationship, I did love the exploration of Ivan discovering his sexuality and also the discussion of what it's like to be queer in a community and/or society that's not accepting or as accepting of those identities.
There was a lot of push and pull between the main characters in the story and by the end of it, I'm not sure who I was more frustrated with haha. Dawson was often self aware of his behaviors and how he was less than mature at times, but I also felt there were moments he wasn't being empathetic enough to Ivan's situation or that he wasn't communicating as clearly as he should have with Ivan. He also went all-in with his feelings for Ivan pretty quickly, which I didn't think was great considering Ivan left and Ivan doesn't have a firm grasp on his own feelings at all. On the flip side, Ivan also had many terrible moments with lack of communication and being wishy-washy with Dawson. Overall, they both seemed like they needed time to figure out themselves.
I really liked the side characters, mainly Stef and Ray who were major players in the book as they become close friends with Dawson after meeting each other. I also enjoyed the descriptions Vincent provided us with of Mexico and specifically, Puerto Vallarta.
Thank you to Vincent and his team for the eARC!
There was a lot of push and pull between the main characters in the story and by the end of it, I'm not sure who I was more frustrated with haha. Dawson was often self aware of his behaviors and how he was less than mature at times, but I also felt there were moments he wasn't being empathetic enough to Ivan's situation or that he wasn't communicating as clearly as he should have with Ivan. He also went all-in with his feelings for Ivan pretty quickly, which I didn't think was great considering Ivan left and Ivan doesn't have a firm grasp on his own feelings at all. On the flip side, Ivan also had many terrible moments with lack of communication and being wishy-washy with Dawson. Overall, they both seemed like they needed time to figure out themselves.
I really liked the side characters, mainly Stef and Ray who were major players in the book as they become close friends with Dawson after meeting each other. I also enjoyed the descriptions Vincent provided us with of Mexico and specifically, Puerto Vallarta.
Thank you to Vincent and his team for the eARC!
July 11, 2025
This was the slowest slow burn that ever slow burned, and I loved it
The setting and descriptions of Mexico were picturesque, and the entire book was so descriptive and realistic in more ways than one. I think using an iguana as a metaphor for the stages of Dawson's relationship with Ivan, and changes in his life and outlook was so smart, and felt satisfying to read.
The characters were messy. They made mistakes, had self doubt, and were at times pessimistic, but that just made them feel even more human. Although Dawson's emotions were clear cut and understandable to the reader, I would have loved to get Ivan's POV, as he was hard to read, and his actions felt confusing at times. Other than that, I loved all of the characters, including Dawson's friends, and adored the exploration of cultural differences in relationships, and how internalized homophobia affected Ivan.
Finally, I just wish that readers got some more finality to their relationship. Perhaps them finally putting a label on it, or Ivan moving in. Them using words didn't feel like enough, and I would have preferred to be shown rather than told that their relationship was official.
All in all, I would absolutely recommend this book, to anyone who wants to read a romance book with literary elements, and lots of emotional depth.
A huge thank you to Vincent Traughber Meis for this ARC in exchange for an honest review.
The setting and descriptions of Mexico were picturesque, and the entire book was so descriptive and realistic in more ways than one. I think using an iguana as a metaphor for the stages of Dawson's relationship with Ivan, and changes in his life and outlook was so smart, and felt satisfying to read.
The characters were messy. They made mistakes, had self doubt, and were at times pessimistic, but that just made them feel even more human. Although Dawson's emotions were clear cut and understandable to the reader, I would have loved to get Ivan's POV, as he was hard to read, and his actions felt confusing at times. Other than that, I loved all of the characters, including Dawson's friends, and adored the exploration of cultural differences in relationships, and how internalized homophobia affected Ivan.
Finally, I just wish that readers got some more finality to their relationship. Perhaps them finally putting a label on it, or Ivan moving in. Them using words didn't feel like enough, and I would have preferred to be shown rather than told that their relationship was official.
All in all, I would absolutely recommend this book, to anyone who wants to read a romance book with literary elements, and lots of emotional depth.
A huge thank you to Vincent Traughber Meis for this ARC in exchange for an honest review.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 5, 2025
The Review
What a profoundly engaging and memorable read! The author created complex, relatable, and thoughtful characters that readers could identify with and become enamored with. The delicate balance between living one’s truth and understanding the complexity of society plays into the narrative as the story evolves and grows, and readers become immersed in the characters' lives so thoroughly.
The heart of this story is the web of themes that intertwine with one another. The heartbreak that comes with loss, from the protagonist’s parents and the young man who falls to his death, to even the encounter with the titular Iguana, made this theme stand out firmly from the beginning. Mixed with this is the theme of identity, and seeing the protagonist own his sexuality while having to learn about the cultural and societal hardships that the people he becomes close with throughout the narrative made this a powerful story to read.
The Verdict
Thoughtful, heartfelt, and engaging, author Vincent Traughber Meis’s “Iguana” is a must-read novel. The narrative's nature, delving into the losses that so many experienced during the COVID-19 pandemic and the idea of personal identity in a changing world still embedded in deep cultures, makes it one of my favorite reads of 2025 thus far.
What a profoundly engaging and memorable read! The author created complex, relatable, and thoughtful characters that readers could identify with and become enamored with. The delicate balance between living one’s truth and understanding the complexity of society plays into the narrative as the story evolves and grows, and readers become immersed in the characters' lives so thoroughly.
The heart of this story is the web of themes that intertwine with one another. The heartbreak that comes with loss, from the protagonist’s parents and the young man who falls to his death, to even the encounter with the titular Iguana, made this theme stand out firmly from the beginning. Mixed with this is the theme of identity, and seeing the protagonist own his sexuality while having to learn about the cultural and societal hardships that the people he becomes close with throughout the narrative made this a powerful story to read.
The Verdict
Thoughtful, heartfelt, and engaging, author Vincent Traughber Meis’s “Iguana” is a must-read novel. The narrative's nature, delving into the losses that so many experienced during the COVID-19 pandemic and the idea of personal identity in a changing world still embedded in deep cultures, makes it one of my favorite reads of 2025 thus far.
May 17, 2025
Iguana is a perfect pick for fans of slow-burn M/M romance and bi awakening stories. I loved how many little details added depth to the reading experience.
One highlight was the language—seeing Spanish phrases scattered throughout made me so happy. As someone who speaks a bit of Spanish, I enjoyed understanding them without needing translations. Ivan’s slightly imperfect English gave his character so much personality, almost like hearing an actor’s accent in a movie.
The vivid descriptions—from the Mexican landscape to the books Dawson edits—really brought the story to life. I always appreciate nature imagery that makes me feel like I’m seeing it myself.
The side characters were another gem. Steff and Ray offer Dawson both support and insight into Ivan’s struggles, while Alonso and Trevor add humor and warmth.
Of course, the heart of the story is Dawson and Ivan. Their relationship felt incredibly real, especially Ivan’s internal conflict shaped by cultural and personal history. Watching them grow closer, with Ivan eventually kissing Dawson in public without hesitation, was so rewarding.
My only small gripe was the prolonged pining and back-and-forth from Ivan—it made it a bit hard for me to relate to Dawson at times. But overall, this was a touching, immersive read that I truly enjoyed.
8 out of 10
One highlight was the language—seeing Spanish phrases scattered throughout made me so happy. As someone who speaks a bit of Spanish, I enjoyed understanding them without needing translations. Ivan’s slightly imperfect English gave his character so much personality, almost like hearing an actor’s accent in a movie.
The vivid descriptions—from the Mexican landscape to the books Dawson edits—really brought the story to life. I always appreciate nature imagery that makes me feel like I’m seeing it myself.
The side characters were another gem. Steff and Ray offer Dawson both support and insight into Ivan’s struggles, while Alonso and Trevor add humor and warmth.
Of course, the heart of the story is Dawson and Ivan. Their relationship felt incredibly real, especially Ivan’s internal conflict shaped by cultural and personal history. Watching them grow closer, with Ivan eventually kissing Dawson in public without hesitation, was so rewarding.
My only small gripe was the prolonged pining and back-and-forth from Ivan—it made it a bit hard for me to relate to Dawson at times. But overall, this was a touching, immersive read that I truly enjoyed.
8 out of 10
June 4, 2025
Realistic, angsty, gay love story – scene Mexico
Oh, the word pictures you will see…Meis can write some of the most authentic and intriguing prose. I could almost feel or smell the rain; endure the on-again-off-again feelings Ivan displays; or even the sand in the swim trunks. Beautifully written.
Dawson is an ex-pat who lives in Mexico and is fortunate to have a job in which he can work remotely as an editor for a small publishing company. Happy with his life but he does miss having a significant other since his breakup with Jacob back in the States. On one stormy night he meets the “day man” at his apartment building, Ivan who has come to check for water leaks. Things happen, they kiss, and they witness the death of a young man falling from the roof. Thus begins the romance between Ivan and Dawson along with the other complications that involves.
When his mind wanders, he remembers his hippie parents and his upbringing differently in retrospect than he did as he lived through it and is sorry for the things he said to his mother as a know-it-all teen. He remembers the life he had with Jacob in LA.
Although this book is surprisingly realistic, I personally do not like this much angst from the guy who enjoyed his first gay experience but remains committed to staying away from it all; except, he cannot because he has feelings for Dawson. How tragic! Also, I was not pleased with the derogatory innuendoes regarding politics, border patrol or white privilege, among others. Overall, well-written, picturesque story of two men trying to be something to each other. I volunteered to review an ARC of this book.
Oh, the word pictures you will see…Meis can write some of the most authentic and intriguing prose. I could almost feel or smell the rain; endure the on-again-off-again feelings Ivan displays; or even the sand in the swim trunks. Beautifully written.
Dawson is an ex-pat who lives in Mexico and is fortunate to have a job in which he can work remotely as an editor for a small publishing company. Happy with his life but he does miss having a significant other since his breakup with Jacob back in the States. On one stormy night he meets the “day man” at his apartment building, Ivan who has come to check for water leaks. Things happen, they kiss, and they witness the death of a young man falling from the roof. Thus begins the romance between Ivan and Dawson along with the other complications that involves.
When his mind wanders, he remembers his hippie parents and his upbringing differently in retrospect than he did as he lived through it and is sorry for the things he said to his mother as a know-it-all teen. He remembers the life he had with Jacob in LA.
Although this book is surprisingly realistic, I personally do not like this much angst from the guy who enjoyed his first gay experience but remains committed to staying away from it all; except, he cannot because he has feelings for Dawson. How tragic! Also, I was not pleased with the derogatory innuendoes regarding politics, border patrol or white privilege, among others. Overall, well-written, picturesque story of two men trying to be something to each other. I volunteered to review an ARC of this book.
May 5, 2025
I was offered an ARC of this book by the author.
Since I loved 'The Long Journey to You' and 'The Mayor of Oak Street', I happily accepted.
The books he writes are totally different from each other.
He definitely is talented and his works are a pleasure to read.
Vincent transports you to Mexico in his latest book.
He'll immerse you in the history of a town and explain how dealing with law enforcement there, is totally different from what is done in the United States.
You'll be given a front row seat to local celebrations and the devotion a father, Ivan, has towards his daughter.
While the main character, Dawson, a book editor, struggles to complete his assignments, he falls in love with the divorced father who does everything in his power to maintain a relationship with his ex wife, despite her using their daughter as a bargaining chip to get her way.
Guilt and sexual exploration are driving forces for Ivan while Dawson seeks a loving relationship with a partner.
The workings of living in Mexico, shopping, travel, the cuisine and the lives of other expatriates, add so much to the story you'll find yourself rereading passages over and over again.
The story is written with depth, the plot is intricately woven and a death is 'investigated', but nothing is 'tied up neatly with a bow.'
Enjoy this well written venture South of the Border.
Since I loved 'The Long Journey to You' and 'The Mayor of Oak Street', I happily accepted.
The books he writes are totally different from each other.
He definitely is talented and his works are a pleasure to read.
Vincent transports you to Mexico in his latest book.
He'll immerse you in the history of a town and explain how dealing with law enforcement there, is totally different from what is done in the United States.
You'll be given a front row seat to local celebrations and the devotion a father, Ivan, has towards his daughter.
While the main character, Dawson, a book editor, struggles to complete his assignments, he falls in love with the divorced father who does everything in his power to maintain a relationship with his ex wife, despite her using their daughter as a bargaining chip to get her way.
Guilt and sexual exploration are driving forces for Ivan while Dawson seeks a loving relationship with a partner.
The workings of living in Mexico, shopping, travel, the cuisine and the lives of other expatriates, add so much to the story you'll find yourself rereading passages over and over again.
The story is written with depth, the plot is intricately woven and a death is 'investigated', but nothing is 'tied up neatly with a bow.'
Enjoy this well written venture South of the Border.
May 4, 2025
This book hit home in a number of ways, from understanding Dawson's desire to establish a whole new life after the loss of his parents during Covid and a similar feeling among many folks these days that moving to another country might become necessary for safety or personal mental health, we watch as he finds the dream of being an ex-pat in Mexico is much more complicated than he envisioned. The move while freeing some ways presents other complications as any spur of the moment decision at a crisis point is inclined to do. I was fascinated watching his relationship with Ivan develop. Ivan has his own issues to deal with and these two share ups and downs caused by both internal and external factors. We meet Dawsons friends and acquaintances all of whom have opinions about his life and Ivan and the author does a wonderful job of bringing all the characters to life. This book made me both want to take a leap like Dawson's and appreciate the things I have settled in my long-term home.
June 30, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
a slow-burning, emotionally tangled, and culturally rich ride through heartbreak, self-discovery, and one hell of a complicated situationship.
Dawson, a forty-something editor fresh off heartbreak and pandemic grief, relocates to Puerto Vallarta to reinvent himself. What he finds? A kiss during a thunderstorm, a dead body falling from a roof, and Ivan, a broody, allegedly straight hotel manager with daddy duties and a truckload of internal conflict.
The writing is lyrical, painting Puerto Vallarta with a warmth that made me want to book a trip. But let’s talk about the spicy drama. This is a push-pull, will-they-won’t-they, emotionally unavailable love interest situation on steroids. Ivan gaslights, Dawson spirals, and I, dear reader, screamed into my Kindle more than once.
Still, there’s something magnetic about their dynamic. Toxic? Sure. But also real.
Tropes:
🏖️ Vacation romance
❤️🔥 Sexual awakening
😩 Tortured love interest
🥲 Grief & healing
📉 Toxic but addictive dynamic
a slow-burning, emotionally tangled, and culturally rich ride through heartbreak, self-discovery, and one hell of a complicated situationship.
Dawson, a forty-something editor fresh off heartbreak and pandemic grief, relocates to Puerto Vallarta to reinvent himself. What he finds? A kiss during a thunderstorm, a dead body falling from a roof, and Ivan, a broody, allegedly straight hotel manager with daddy duties and a truckload of internal conflict.
The writing is lyrical, painting Puerto Vallarta with a warmth that made me want to book a trip. But let’s talk about the spicy drama. This is a push-pull, will-they-won’t-they, emotionally unavailable love interest situation on steroids. Ivan gaslights, Dawson spirals, and I, dear reader, screamed into my Kindle more than once.
Still, there’s something magnetic about their dynamic. Toxic? Sure. But also real.
Tropes:
🏖️ Vacation romance
❤️🔥 Sexual awakening
😩 Tortured love interest
🥲 Grief & healing
📉 Toxic but addictive dynamic
May 15, 2025
When asked to read this book as an arc, I’m not sure what I was expecting it to be. This literally fiction novel takes you through Dawson and Ivan’s relationship and their struggles in between.
I think the author does such a good job with the imagery throughout this book. The descriptions of Puerta Vallarta is so particular and stunning, you can really feel exactly where this book is happening, the time of year, the food they’re eating, etc. I also think the side characters are so fleshed out and make this book worth reading. Ray and Nell especially stand out to me because of their unconditional love and support for Dawson, whereas Stef often feels like while she’s being protective, doesn’t go about it in the most productive or beneficial way.
This can be described as a coming of middle age book, which often makes both Dawson and Ivan feel like they are acting like high schoolers. At first, I really struggled to root for their relationship because Dawson came across as whiny, and Ivan is slightly toxic (whether he knows it or not). For these characters being in their 40’s, I was hoping for more mature and serious communication between them, as a lot of their discussions were mostly joking in nature and led to a lot of confusion and frustration. I think both characters have quite a bit to work out before they will be able to make their relationship work, and truly hope they do that work because they deserve their love.
I think the author does such a good job with the imagery throughout this book. The descriptions of Puerta Vallarta is so particular and stunning, you can really feel exactly where this book is happening, the time of year, the food they’re eating, etc. I also think the side characters are so fleshed out and make this book worth reading. Ray and Nell especially stand out to me because of their unconditional love and support for Dawson, whereas Stef often feels like while she’s being protective, doesn’t go about it in the most productive or beneficial way.
This can be described as a coming of middle age book, which often makes both Dawson and Ivan feel like they are acting like high schoolers. At first, I really struggled to root for their relationship because Dawson came across as whiny, and Ivan is slightly toxic (whether he knows it or not). For these characters being in their 40’s, I was hoping for more mature and serious communication between them, as a lot of their discussions were mostly joking in nature and led to a lot of confusion and frustration. I think both characters have quite a bit to work out before they will be able to make their relationship work, and truly hope they do that work because they deserve their love.
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May 12, 2025This is a sweet and thoughtful story about new beginnings and slow building trust. The main relationship starts in upsetting circumstances, creating a sense of uncertainty and unease. For a while I wasn’t sure it would work out (or even who the love interest was for sure), which heightened the drama for me. I liked that both main characters have things to work out in their tentative movement toward a sustainable partnership. There’s an interesting cast of supporting characters. I had minor quibbles with the initiating plot event, and sometimes the ex-pat perspective seemed a bit narrow. But overall a moving story about starting over and moving forward.
April 3, 2025
All the enthusiasm (and challenges) of moving to a new land and being teased by a romantic involvement come into play in Meis’s heartfelt novel about an American reinventing himself in Mexico. To feel lost and found through love is a story that always grabs me. Our protagonist is aroused by the sights, smells, and tastes from south of the border, and you will be, too.” —Mary Hardcastle, Deja Vu
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