Thank you so much to Tor Books for an advanced copy of this one. I rate this 3.5, I think-- but it is quite difficult to rate because I had some really mixed feelings, and I absolutely think it is worth a read
There are so many things I loved about this book, starting with its concept, which I absolutely ADORED. Why haven't we thought to do magical school + demons, but make it about the responsible adults, before?! Such a fun idea and so many humorous ways that this can be fleshed out (we didn't necessary get there here). I really hope to see more of this in the future. As a 38 year old reader, I also really enjoyed that this was a bit of a love story to aging and one's sense of self. It had some really great messaging about growth and maturity, including recognizing that while we can and should learn from our failures, they are also what make us who we are. I also really appreciated the social commentary on privilege in general, white privilege, and generational and institutionalized wealth. Overall, great messaging in this book-- if I hadn't been reading an e-copy, I would have annotated, which is UNHEARD of for me. I also really enjoyed the plot and was really surprised by certain aspects of it, even though I shouldn't have been. I am now a part of the Emily Tesh fan club and will be reading her backlist because of how expertly she was able to foreshadow what was going to happen, but somehow still surprised me when it did.
I know, I know, after reading all that, you probably think I am confused and meant to rate this 5 stars. I truly wanted to, and I am so SO sad it didn't quite get there for me. Where the book lost me a bit was in its personality, or lack thereof. It's hard to explain (although I sure will try), but the main character was just so technical and proficient and walled, that it almost seemed to dull down the entire experience of this book.
Saffy, the MC, is a school administrator/teacher/highly skilled invoker, and her professions (and in particular her perceived professional proficiencies) are her WHOLE personality. She thinks she is very good at her job and spends much of the book in exposition, explaining to the reader (and occasionally others) how to do her job and do it right, and then doing the things that she just explained. I get that this book is an ode to adulting, and the day to day of being a responsible adult can be fairly mundane and boring, but also, as a responsible adult reader, I get enough of that IRL and don't need to go quite so deep in the weeds of someone else's mundanity. Truly, this novel is also a paean to school administration and teaching, but-- and no shade to any school administrators or teachers out there-- there are some really boring aspects of those jobs (think, less classroom time; more paperwork), and this book went really in-depth and technical into that.
As an example, the book would be all, "ATTENTION BIG DEMON EMERGENCY," and I'd be loving it and on the edge of my seat, like "ooooh dang, shit's going down, what's going to happen next!" But you know what happens next?! Lots and lots of paperwork. And then also finding coverage so you can present said paperwork to governing boards, and then lots of meetings about who should be losing their job over said demon emergency, and then more paperwork, and probably some assemblies, and just general dotting of is and crossing of ts. And when the main personality trait of the person doing said tasks is proficiency, oh my goodness is it dull to read about. This book would have been so much more fun and impactful, imho, if it had injected some more personality into these tasks. Isn't the biggest secret of adulthood that we're all basically still just dumb kids-- except bigger and slightly more experienced-- flying by the seat of our pants while pretending everything's fine and we know what's going on?
Anyway, the pros definitely outweigh the cons (really just one con) for this book, but I do suspect that it will not find a loving home amongst all audiences. I especially recommend this one for older (middle aged?) thirty-something+ adults, people who work in education, and those passionate about organizational bureaucracy, paperwork, and tidiness.