A glorious finish to a dark, thrilling, passionate series
I am bereft. This series has completely captured my imagination and my heart and now it is over and I am all alone, but smiling widely. This book is everything I wanted and hoped for. Bea has pulled out all the stops and given Rose, Ivan, Anton and Erik the symphony that they deserve. I could not be happier with their story.
The ending of Strings was heartbreaking and this book takes up the story from that shocking event. Rose and her men all have to pick themselves up but they are hurting and each struggling alone to find their equilibrium. The men are all feeling guilty, each blaming himself for not seeing the danger looming over Rose throughout Steps, Strokes and Strings, and their behaviour is causing Rose further distress, while she is trying to heal both physically and mentally. There is a lot of healing to be done in this book but, this being a Bea Paige book, further revelations will not make that healing easy. Although there are shocks, nothing is contrived for dramatic effect but is all bound up in everything that has gone before, flows naturally, and is all part of the story arc.
Ivan, Anton and Erik are all such different characters, having so many demons in their past, so flawed but so perfect, each needing Rose for their salvation. Rose is perhaps the strongest of them all, but her past haunts her too, though in these three beautiful men, she is finally beginning to believe that she can be happy. All four of them have grown so much in this series and I loved them more and more with each book.
I was filled with apprehension, turning each page hoping for the best, dreading the worst, not quite able to breathe until I reached the end. So many shocks, so much heartbreak, so much passion, these characters took over my life yet again. When I had to put the book down, even for a second, I felt such a compulsion that I could not do anything else but hurry back to see what fresh undeserved tragedies had been heaped on these four broken, complex, wonderful characters. Bea put the four of them through the wringer and I felt every single emotion along with them. Bea has an undoubted talent to get inside her characters and make them so real, I feel as though I have actually met them. They are friends and I will miss them so much, but I am not sure that I could have taken much more because I think I ran the gamut of every emotion and I was completely drained by the last page.
Bea has cleverly introduced us to characters in her next series, Academy of Misfits, and I am looking forward very much to reading about them. I also want to hear Fran's story because I know it is going to be one hell of a ride too. There was also mention of another family that we already know and I hope that they feature in the new series because I miss them, just as much as I will miss the Sachovs.
Bea has proven yet again that she is a master storyteller and I cannot recommend her works highly enough. Every single one of her books is worth shelf space because you will find yourself gravitating towards them time and again. In my mind, the name 'Bea Paige' is synonymous with 'reread', because that is exactly what I have done, and as there are so many books out there, I find no need to reread but I can't help myself when it comes to Bea's books. They just will not let me go. They are the sort of books that creep into your heart and nothing will dislodge them. And the paperbacks look beautiful on the shelf.