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432 pages, Kindle Edition
First published November 4, 2025

⋆˙⟡ ❝ Nothing less than blasphemy brought you to me. ❞
𓏲⋆🎨.* ❝ She’d spent years bundling up her questions into neat parcels and shoving them into the furthest recesses of her mind, hoping to forget the truth that underneath the surface she presented as an acolyte, as a believer, she was cracked. Crumbling and drying out. ❞
𓏲⋆📚.* ❝ But, as he looked at Maeve, he realised he was not so very far from the boy he had once been. Urged to worship the closest thing to divinity he’d ever seen. ❞
❝ When you first arrived, even though you made me angry—‘ he chuckled, running his hands down the length of her hair. 'So angry, I couldn't stop thinking of you. Couldn't get myself to quit picturing your face, your hair, and the way your eyes shone when you glared at me. Every bit of your frustration and, eventually, your smiles. Those I could never forget. ❞
⌗ ❝ He spoke his apology into the ground, into the shrine that had long governed their lives. It wasn’t holy, but it felt like a prayer all the same. ❞
⌗ ❝ Mark me. Here.' His voice took on a soft, pleading cadence. ‘I want to see it later. ❞ ⟡ ݁₊ .
❝ Is it really devotion when the fear of refusal is woven into every verse? One misstep, one question too far and it’s gone. And you’re left with nothing and no one. ❞ ⊹ ₊ ⋆
ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ ❝ One for courage. Two for despair. Three for hope. ❞
It’s a beautiful thing, to release the deepest contents of your heart into the universe in the hopes that someone might be listening.
Belief and institution are not married.
"The vision in front of him had haunted him recently in the dark space where his dreams ought to be."What a stunning, stunning debut novel by Kalie Reid. I somehow won an ARC through the Goodreads giveaways (it can be done!!!) and am honored to have gotten my copy from Little, Brown and Company.