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Blue Butterfly #2
The Salvation of Daniel
The second book in the Blue butterfly series.
Mae had taught me many things; the ability to smile, that hope was a real ideal and most of all that I was worthy of love. Annie also showed me that. She showed me how to see the good things in life. How to sing with the birds every morning, how to laugh when flour and egg decorated the kitchen walls and how to feel the warmth of the sun every day.
She also proved that I could love with an engulfing force. And I did. I loved my daughter with every fibre of me and every raw nerve that had once only felt pain. My heart swelled with each of her cheeky smiles and every single sweet echo of her voice.
My daughter was very much her mother’s child. From the lustre of her ebony hair to her twinkling sky blue eyes and from the way her smile lifted my heart, to the way her stubborn side exasperated me.
I was strong in my beliefs. Determined to raise her the way her mother had wanted me to. But Annie, like Mae, found the funny side to life so effortlessly. She laughed easily and frequently, she delighted in simple things and braved each daily troubles optimistically.
And I followed her. She taught me how to live as I taught her how to grow.
And just as I relaxed into life as a father, my father found his way back into mine.
As did Connie, Mae’s dead sister.
Goodbyes can’t be taken back.
The past refuses to be varied.
And death cannot be reversed…
Or can it?
Mae had taught me many things; the ability to smile, that hope was a real ideal and most of all that I was worthy of love. Annie also showed me that. She showed me how to see the good things in life. How to sing with the birds every morning, how to laugh when flour and egg decorated the kitchen walls and how to feel the warmth of the sun every day.
She also proved that I could love with an engulfing force. And I did. I loved my daughter with every fibre of me and every raw nerve that had once only felt pain. My heart swelled with each of her cheeky smiles and every single sweet echo of her voice.
My daughter was very much her mother’s child. From the lustre of her ebony hair to her twinkling sky blue eyes and from the way her smile lifted my heart, to the way her stubborn side exasperated me.
I was strong in my beliefs. Determined to raise her the way her mother had wanted me to. But Annie, like Mae, found the funny side to life so effortlessly. She laughed easily and frequently, she delighted in simple things and braved each daily troubles optimistically.
And I followed her. She taught me how to live as I taught her how to grow.
And just as I relaxed into life as a father, my father found his way back into mine.
As did Connie, Mae’s dead sister.
Goodbyes can’t be taken back.
The past refuses to be varied.
And death cannot be reversed…
Or can it?
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First published October 15, 2014
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February 8, 2017
“I was her decimation. She is my salvation.”
“The Salvation of Daniel” is book 2 in “The Blue Butterfly” Series by D.H. Sidebottom.
Like the first book in the series, this one was dark and raw. It wasn’t so disturbing like the first, but it evoked the same emotions. It was gut wrenching and heartbreaking at the same time. It has suspense, drama and erotic moments. In some way it has everything I’m looking for in a dark read.
“Life is an execution. Death is a privilege.”
“The Salvation of Daniel” picks up two years after the first book in the series.
Since Mae died, Daniel’s felt incomplete. For two years he tried to remove Mae from his heart, forget what he had done to her and forget how he destroyed her soul. A part of Mae will live forever in Anabelle (Annie) the little gift Mae gave Daniel before she die, their daughter. Anabelle became Daniel’s reason to breathe, to move on, to be a better man. She’s his only hope.
“...she had given me an area in my heart that was clean and untouched; a fraction of pureness. She had scraped away the blackness and found the part that still beat and craved to be touched.”
Daniel doesn’t know all the secrets his family has and he doesn’t know that Mae’s twin sister, Connie lives. Connie needs revenge, she needs to make Daniel pay for what he done to her twin.
“Daniel was mine. He’d always been mine. It was time to make him aware of that.”
Connie is a phantom, she’s the Shadow. If Mae was the light, Connie is the dark. She's very different from Mae, but like Mae she had a hard life. She’s struggling to accept what she had done to her sister, to forget she destroyed her soul and she’s struggling to accept Mae is dead. Connie never let anyone in and she’s convince she’s incapable of feeling. But she’s so wrong, because she will feel. This little girl, Mae’s daughter will change her and she will change her future as well.
But to protect Annie, Connie and Daniel will have to work together.
When I finished the first book in the series I thought that Annie will be Daniel’s salvation. I was wrong. He is the same cold bastard. He is who he is. He doesn’t regret what he had done in the past, enjoying destroying all these women.
Reading this book, you will understand him better and you will understand why he is the way he is. Once again, you will want to hate him. I didn’t! I really believe in his love for Mae and there’s no doubt how much he loves Annie. Practically his love for both Mae and Annie will save him.
“Life truly was a cruel game. Death granted at the roll of a dice. But love; well that was what won the game...and sacrifice? That granted salvation..And finally in salvation we find redemption.”
I loved Connie. She is one of the most kickass heroine I’ve had the pleasure to read about. She is strong, smart, determined, fearless. She knows who and what she is and she knows what she wants – revenge. What she doesn’t know is how much Daniel will affect her or how much Daniel loves Mae. She can be cruel, but she can be loving and caring with Annie and at times compassionate with Daniel. She understand him better than no one.
In some way, Daniel and Connie’s relationship didn’t progress at all. Their relationship is intense and so complicated. Both are conflicted and they don't know how to feel about the other. Even if there are many feelings involved between them, nothing changed for Connie. She still hates Daniel, she still believes he’s the reason for Mae’s decimation and she still wants to kill him. But she can’t deny he loved and still loves Mae.
“Why do you want to hear my story?”
“Because it’s better than relaying mine over and over in my head.”
I really felt for both Connie and Daniel. They both are looking and need salvation and they will find it, but in different ways.
The story has many twists and turns, one more interesting that the other and for sure they will keep you on the edge of your seat. Having both Daniel’s and Connie’s POV was fantastic. I enjoyed being in their heads. I understood them better and I understood their choices. The writing was great as always – flawless and poetic somehow.
I think the ending was perfect and for some reason I was expected it. It's the perfect ending for Daniel.
Can't wait for the next book in the series, Connie's story!
If you crave for something dark and twisted with an interesting plot and fascinating characters this is definitely the book for you.
“Sometimes the choices we have to make aren’t made because they are the easiest ones. And sometimes...sometimes we aren’t given a choice in our own choices.”
October 14, 2014
Absolutely fantastic! How D.H Sidebottom could top The Decimation of Mae I'll never know. But she did it! I couldn't read fast enough! I LOVE the new characters! I just needed you to know. If you haven't read The Decimation of Mae yet for whatever reason. Do it DO IT NOW! Be ready for The Salvation of Daniel!
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ARC given for an honest review
If you've read Mae..(Which for the love of books I REALLY REALLY hope you have!)
You would know that Daniel needs salvation.
The book picks up two years after The Decimation of Mae. Daniel has known nothing but evil his entire life. Now he has a daughter and only the memory of Mae to hold him together. Unfortunately the evil he thought he left in the past has come looking for him. There are debts to be paid, debts that can only be paid in blood.
There may have been mixed feelings for Daniel, but I think we can all agree that Mae was to be admired for her strength, her courage, and her ability to love. So when Connie came into the picture, I couldn't help but feel a love for her as well. Connie brings with her a wrath of vengeance. One that even Daniel meets with wide eyes of surprise. Connie is a force, a powerhouse of a character. I spoke with another blogger that thought Connie’s character was a bit farfetched. I mention this because my retort is this… In a story where so much evil thrives, where women are victimized and made to bend at the will of such evil, I was happy to see a woman deliver the justice those victims deserved. I believe that just as Mae’s love fed her strength, Connie’s need for vengeance feeds hers. I refuse to believe that only men can be the deliverers of retribution.
I’m sure many of you will interpret this story in your own way, each of you as in Mae’s death, experiencing either a happy ever after, or an ending without hope or escape. And I have no doubt that you will all see the end to my own story in many different ways. But whichever way you go for, I, myself, know that I was granted the ending I feel I deserve. I earned.
I am Daniel Shepherd, and this is the story of my Salvation
We are introduced to a few new characters (that I LOVE!), and watch as Daniel was granted his salvation. It was painful and heart wrenching but a beautiful end to Daniel and Mae's story. I was pulled in with every words and felt more for Daniel than I expected to. I applaud the author for such a beautiful ending to such a powerful story.
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Finally Just Another Book Bitch Spoiler Free Review
ARC given for an honest review
If you've read Mae..(Which for the love of books I REALLY REALLY hope you have!)
You would know that Daniel needs salvation.
The book picks up two years after The Decimation of Mae. Daniel has known nothing but evil his entire life. Now he has a daughter and only the memory of Mae to hold him together. Unfortunately the evil he thought he left in the past has come looking for him. There are debts to be paid, debts that can only be paid in blood.
There may have been mixed feelings for Daniel, but I think we can all agree that Mae was to be admired for her strength, her courage, and her ability to love. So when Connie came into the picture, I couldn't help but feel a love for her as well. Connie brings with her a wrath of vengeance. One that even Daniel meets with wide eyes of surprise. Connie is a force, a powerhouse of a character. I spoke with another blogger that thought Connie’s character was a bit farfetched. I mention this because my retort is this… In a story where so much evil thrives, where women are victimized and made to bend at the will of such evil, I was happy to see a woman deliver the justice those victims deserved. I believe that just as Mae’s love fed her strength, Connie’s need for vengeance feeds hers. I refuse to believe that only men can be the deliverers of retribution.
I’m sure many of you will interpret this story in your own way, each of you as in Mae’s death, experiencing either a happy ever after, or an ending without hope or escape. And I have no doubt that you will all see the end to my own story in many different ways. But whichever way you go for, I, myself, know that I was granted the ending I feel I deserve. I earned.
I am Daniel Shepherd, and this is the story of my Salvation
We are introduced to a few new characters (that I LOVE!), and watch as Daniel was granted his salvation. It was painful and heart wrenching but a beautiful end to Daniel and Mae's story. I was pulled in with every words and felt more for Daniel than I expected to. I applaud the author for such a beautiful ending to such a powerful story.
March 12, 2016
☆☆☆☆☆ 5 "Life is an Execution. Death is a Privilege." Stars ☆☆☆☆☆
First and foremost....THIS BOOK....
I started this book within seconds of finishing The Decimation of Mae . I can't begin to explain the feelings I had through this series. Again, DH Sidebottom proves why she is AMAZING!
Daniel is making a life without his lamb. His soul now revolves around his angel, Annie. Everything he gained from Mae's love is now in front of him in his daughter's eyes.
Until Annie starts talking about an angel that comes to her in the night. Thinking the worst, Daniel fears his daughter may have the disease his beloved had.
Daniel has no idea a ghost is about to appear and shatter the present he lives in by seeking revenge for his sins.
"I'm nothing like Mae. I don't own a heart or a conscience. I relish in destruction, thrive on it. It feeds me, gives me the fuel to live this sorry fucking life.
I am Phantom."
Daniel and Annie ' s lives are in danger and Connie is out to protect her blood and extract revenge on the man that shattered her sister Mae.
Connie ' s plan is perfection until her cover is blown and nothing is what it seams. The secrets twisted together of two dark families is unthinkable.
The truths will shatter the lives of both Daniel and Connie, leaving a trail of blood and redemption in it's path.
"I could finally show her how much my guilt over her life had decimated my soul."
This book....this series....is a MUST READ!!!
♡♡DH Sidebottom♡♡
First and foremost....THIS BOOK....
I started this book within seconds of finishing The Decimation of Mae . I can't begin to explain the feelings I had through this series. Again, DH Sidebottom proves why she is AMAZING!
Daniel is making a life without his lamb. His soul now revolves around his angel, Annie. Everything he gained from Mae's love is now in front of him in his daughter's eyes.
Until Annie starts talking about an angel that comes to her in the night. Thinking the worst, Daniel fears his daughter may have the disease his beloved had.
Daniel has no idea a ghost is about to appear and shatter the present he lives in by seeking revenge for his sins.
"I'm nothing like Mae. I don't own a heart or a conscience. I relish in destruction, thrive on it. It feeds me, gives me the fuel to live this sorry fucking life.
I am Phantom."
Daniel and Annie ' s lives are in danger and Connie is out to protect her blood and extract revenge on the man that shattered her sister Mae.
Connie ' s plan is perfection until her cover is blown and nothing is what it seams. The secrets twisted together of two dark families is unthinkable.
The truths will shatter the lives of both Daniel and Connie, leaving a trail of blood and redemption in it's path.
"I could finally show her how much my guilt over her life had decimated my soul."
This book....this series....is a MUST READ!!!
♡♡DH Sidebottom♡♡
October 10, 2014
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Holy guacamole D.H Sidebottom... way to give your readers a coronary... OMG "The Salvation of Daniel" really did give my blood pressure a run for it's money but I absolutely loved this conclusion to Daniel Shepherd's story. It was completely not what I expected and the author definitely sent the readers on a wild goose chase with those teasers that's for sure. Expect the unexpected folks because this book was full to the brim with surprises, twists and turns that I never saw coming. There were so many "woah," "no way" and sh*t the freakin' bed" moments and my heart completely bottomed out on more than one occasion. If you thought you needed your big girl panties for "The Decimation of Mae," trust me, that book had nothing on this second installment to the series. I think you're going to need your grannie's big bloomers for this one because what transpires as the story unfolds will leave your blood cold and your nerves shot.
Daniel Shepherd was a man who had frightened the living daylights out of me. He had been cold, calculated, heartless... a man with no conscience and his actions had left me sick to my stomach. However.... the turn of events at the end of Mae's book saw me brought to my knees as he sought to redeem himself ... which he did and I for one handed over a little piece of my heart to him. However, despite making a fresh start and trying to live as normal a life as possible, his past was hot on his heels and it was only a matter of time before it came knocking... two years... two years of peace ... and then all hell broke loose. The question that remained a constant throughout this book was.. could a leopard ever change his spots or would Daniel succumb to the pull of the darkness that lay dormant within him?
Connie's character surprised me at every turn ... you'll need to have an open mind with her because some of her actions are... well kind of left field but hey, who am I to judge? Connie was the complete opposite of Mae. She was strong, feisty, didn't take kindly to be ordered around. She was one kick ass heroine and Daniel was no match for her because honestly, there's nothing worse than a woman scorned and out for revenge. When these two came to logger heads, it was all out war!!!
D.H Sidebottom really pulled out all the stops with the conclusion to Mae and Daniel's story. There was no sugar coating what so ever, leaving the reader with a raw, gritty, brutal story line that was unpredictable right to the very last page. She also pulled some very gutsy moves with the twists and turns she featured... I never saw them coming and I have a feeling they will cause quite the debate. For me, each curve ball slotted into the story line seamlessly, and with the explanations given, there wasn't a stone left unturned that appeared out of place.
Looking for your next dark, f**ked up read, then look no further. This series has been fantastic and I'm really happy with the way Daniel and Mae's story was wrapped up. "The Salvation of Daniel" was about good vs evil, light vs dark. It was about redemption, forgiveness and hope.
I cannot wait to get Connie and Isaac's story which releases in Spring 2015.
I rated this book 5 Hearts.
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Holy guacamole D.H Sidebottom... way to give your readers a coronary... OMG "The Salvation of Daniel" really did give my blood pressure a run for it's money but I absolutely loved this conclusion to Daniel Shepherd's story. It was completely not what I expected and the author definitely sent the readers on a wild goose chase with those teasers that's for sure. Expect the unexpected folks because this book was full to the brim with surprises, twists and turns that I never saw coming. There were so many "woah," "no way" and sh*t the freakin' bed" moments and my heart completely bottomed out on more than one occasion. If you thought you needed your big girl panties for "The Decimation of Mae," trust me, that book had nothing on this second installment to the series. I think you're going to need your grannie's big bloomers for this one because what transpires as the story unfolds will leave your blood cold and your nerves shot.
History had a habit of biting you on the arse. Well for me, I had a feeling history would more than bite; it would slaughter.
Daniel Shepherd was a man who had frightened the living daylights out of me. He had been cold, calculated, heartless... a man with no conscience and his actions had left me sick to my stomach. However.... the turn of events at the end of Mae's book saw me brought to my knees as he sought to redeem himself ... which he did and I for one handed over a little piece of my heart to him. However, despite making a fresh start and trying to live as normal a life as possible, his past was hot on his heels and it was only a matter of time before it came knocking... two years... two years of peace ... and then all hell broke loose. The question that remained a constant throughout this book was.. could a leopard ever change his spots or would Daniel succumb to the pull of the darkness that lay dormant within him?
She wanted darkness, then I'd make sure she never saw the light ever again.Daniel's character made my heart hurt. I could feel the guilt and shame for all that he had done and he would never forgive himself for his actions. Mae had changed him, showed him a side he never knew existed and he clung to that for dear life. He could be a better man... he was a better man and he deserved to be loved and could love. That was clearly evident with Annie Belly. My god, she was just the most adorable little thing and I could see why Daniel would protect her with his life. She was his world.
"To fear pain is a burden. To feed from agony is a burden."
Connie's character surprised me at every turn ... you'll need to have an open mind with her because some of her actions are... well kind of left field but hey, who am I to judge? Connie was the complete opposite of Mae. She was strong, feisty, didn't take kindly to be ordered around. She was one kick ass heroine and Daniel was no match for her because honestly, there's nothing worse than a woman scorned and out for revenge. When these two came to logger heads, it was all out war!!!
Life was an execution. Death was a privilege.
D.H Sidebottom really pulled out all the stops with the conclusion to Mae and Daniel's story. There was no sugar coating what so ever, leaving the reader with a raw, gritty, brutal story line that was unpredictable right to the very last page. She also pulled some very gutsy moves with the twists and turns she featured... I never saw them coming and I have a feeling they will cause quite the debate. For me, each curve ball slotted into the story line seamlessly, and with the explanations given, there wasn't a stone left unturned that appeared out of place.
"I was her decimation. She was my salvation."
Looking for your next dark, f**ked up read, then look no further. This series has been fantastic and I'm really happy with the way Daniel and Mae's story was wrapped up. "The Salvation of Daniel" was about good vs evil, light vs dark. It was about redemption, forgiveness and hope.
I cannot wait to get Connie and Isaac's story which releases in Spring 2015.
I rated this book 5 Hearts.
August 25, 2015
I'm glad there was a part two of this series. It wasn't needed but the closure I got for Daniel was perfect. I was a little sad, I kept hoping Mae would resurrect from the dead, you know like her sister and her and Danielwould live HEA. Granted, this story was much more believable than my version and it was still perfect. In the end Daniel did end up with her and everything did work out how it should have.
July 16, 2015
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4.5 STARS!
Yet another ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC and emotional page-turner from DH Sidebottom!
Secrets. Lies. Deception. The sins of a father can be far reaching and extend generations.
When I first started this, I was a bit afraid of the meaning The Salvation of Daniel might take on – we all know how Mae met her salvation – but, this was really the perfect ending to the story of Daniel and Mae. Once again, DH Sidebottom spins a tale where divulging almost anything would give it away. Suffice it to say Daniel and Connie, Mae’s older sister, cross paths and the road their relationship takes is shocking and eye opening to say the least. I never imaged the manner in which Connie would come into Daniel's life. This was utterly revealing and nowhere near how I imagined the story to play out.
Connie and Mae both led very tortured lives but in a very different sense of the word. Very different from one another, but equally as heartbreaking nonetheless. This may have been about Daniel’s salvation, but it was just as much about Connie as it was Daniel. Daniel is searching for redemption, but Connie is searching for something much greater… revenge. She’s determined to make Daniel suffer for what happened to Mae at his hand. The road Connie and Daniel travel leads to tragic revelations and jaw dropping admissions. The story they share is emotional and heartbreaking.
“The details of the past become undecipherable at times, the pain from it bearing down constantly until the edges merge into what your future held and all of a sudden all that was to come had already passed.”
Given the circumstances, it’s easy to see why Connie and Daniel are natural enemies. Connie doesn’t trust Daniel and the feeling is reciprocated. Their mutual mistrust makes for some very tenuous and blood boiling moments. DH writes a monumentally frustrating character in Connie. Not frustrating in the annoying sense, but she is very good at poking the beast within Daniel and whipping him into a frenzy. She finds pleasure in rubbing salt in Daniel’s wound. She sees an opportunity to rile, and she takes it – and, she does it all with words! Daniel has certainly met his match in Connie – as much as they are different they are equally alike in their ability to control a person or situation. Connie knows how to push buttons and get under your skin with a calmness and smirk you just want to slap off her face. And the manner in which she "dismisses" someone is frustrating as hell. Connie is “that” person that can rile you up to the point you can’t hold it in and just want to punch her in the face. I ABSOLUTLEY LOVE CONNIE!! Connie is one of my favorite heroines, just like Mae – strong, fearless, and admirable. She may seem cold, hard, or even unfeeling but that’s just a way of protecting herself. My heart broke for Connie just as much as it did for Daniel on this journey.
“Life truly was a cruel game. Death granted at the roll of a dice. But love; well that was what won the game… and sacrifice? That granted salvation.”
I absolutely without a doubt love DH's writing style. Her choice of words and descriptiveness is unparalleled. The manner in which she describes events and surroundings is creative and unique. It's not flat. Her descriptions are vivid and in living color. I feel spoiled when I read one of her books because it's so wonderful… like I can never get enough.
I love where the story ended. DH certainly knows how to strike the perfect balance to create a very fitting ending. You have to decide when enough is enough and the story can live on its own. Taking a story past that critical point can ruin the best of stories. And, the epilogue is the perfect bridge between the end and the future.
I cannot wait for Connie’s story. Connie’s story? Yes! We are getting hers, and after reading The Salvation of Daniel I’m sure you’ll be just as curious about Connie as I am.
****An advance reading copy was generously provided to me in exchange for an honest review.
4.5 STARS!
Yet another ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC and emotional page-turner from DH Sidebottom!
Secrets. Lies. Deception. The sins of a father can be far reaching and extend generations.
When I first started this, I was a bit afraid of the meaning The Salvation of Daniel might take on – we all know how Mae met her salvation – but, this was really the perfect ending to the story of Daniel and Mae. Once again, DH Sidebottom spins a tale where divulging almost anything would give it away. Suffice it to say Daniel and Connie, Mae’s older sister, cross paths and the road their relationship takes is shocking and eye opening to say the least. I never imaged the manner in which Connie would come into Daniel's life. This was utterly revealing and nowhere near how I imagined the story to play out.
Connie and Mae both led very tortured lives but in a very different sense of the word. Very different from one another, but equally as heartbreaking nonetheless. This may have been about Daniel’s salvation, but it was just as much about Connie as it was Daniel. Daniel is searching for redemption, but Connie is searching for something much greater… revenge. She’s determined to make Daniel suffer for what happened to Mae at his hand. The road Connie and Daniel travel leads to tragic revelations and jaw dropping admissions. The story they share is emotional and heartbreaking.
“The details of the past become undecipherable at times, the pain from it bearing down constantly until the edges merge into what your future held and all of a sudden all that was to come had already passed.”
Given the circumstances, it’s easy to see why Connie and Daniel are natural enemies. Connie doesn’t trust Daniel and the feeling is reciprocated. Their mutual mistrust makes for some very tenuous and blood boiling moments. DH writes a monumentally frustrating character in Connie. Not frustrating in the annoying sense, but she is very good at poking the beast within Daniel and whipping him into a frenzy. She finds pleasure in rubbing salt in Daniel’s wound. She sees an opportunity to rile, and she takes it – and, she does it all with words! Daniel has certainly met his match in Connie – as much as they are different they are equally alike in their ability to control a person or situation. Connie knows how to push buttons and get under your skin with a calmness and smirk you just want to slap off her face. And the manner in which she "dismisses" someone is frustrating as hell. Connie is “that” person that can rile you up to the point you can’t hold it in and just want to punch her in the face. I ABSOLUTLEY LOVE CONNIE!! Connie is one of my favorite heroines, just like Mae – strong, fearless, and admirable. She may seem cold, hard, or even unfeeling but that’s just a way of protecting herself. My heart broke for Connie just as much as it did for Daniel on this journey.
“Life truly was a cruel game. Death granted at the roll of a dice. But love; well that was what won the game… and sacrifice? That granted salvation.”
I absolutely without a doubt love DH's writing style. Her choice of words and descriptiveness is unparalleled. The manner in which she describes events and surroundings is creative and unique. It's not flat. Her descriptions are vivid and in living color. I feel spoiled when I read one of her books because it's so wonderful… like I can never get enough.
I love where the story ended. DH certainly knows how to strike the perfect balance to create a very fitting ending. You have to decide when enough is enough and the story can live on its own. Taking a story past that critical point can ruin the best of stories. And, the epilogue is the perfect bridge between the end and the future.
I cannot wait for Connie’s story. Connie’s story? Yes! We are getting hers, and after reading The Salvation of Daniel I’m sure you’ll be just as curious about Connie as I am.
****An advance reading copy was generously provided to me in exchange for an honest review.
October 18, 2015
Yea, let's just put aside the story-line for a second here...
What in God's name is "was stood there"?
Or "was sit there"?
Or "he sited there"?
Either I have forgotten my tenses or the author?
I am willing to bet that it's the latter.....because I am 150% sure "sited" is not a past or future form of "sit".
I cannot get past this. I'm sorry.
I know it's ridiculous to judge a story based on an author's grammar which is why I prepared a list of all the glitches in the book.
Let's just start with the horrible child-care system the author has shown in her novel. I know that American's system protects their children above anything else (well most of the time) so is there any way in hell a person can just go and get a child out of foster care after a single request? The author shows how Daniel has Annie with him mere days after Mae's death so how in fuck did that happen?
Did he just go in and say "heyyy that's my daughter, give her to me" and the people at the foster home were like "oh, sure here you go! ohh wait....who are you? No, no never mind we give away kids to anyone, especially a man who kidnaps, tortures and rapes women for a living. Cheers!"????
And no one who rated this book 5-stars considered this fact? Or the fact that Daniel is practically a dick to his daughter and he even goes on to tell her that her mother is dead and in one scene, he even yells this at her. If anyone gives me the "he must have been in pain over the loss of Mae" excuse, I'm calling BS. He's a grown ass ("arse") man and she's only four for fuck's sake. And he then goes on to speak in crass language, torture Connie and act in a borderline sociopath manner right in front of the said 4-year-old so either I'm reading between the lines a bit too much or the guy shouldn't be a father...at all.
And what the fuck even happen throughout the story? Daniel has a mark on him then Annie then them both then it turns out the mark got taken back but the mark was by someone but later it was by someone else.....I have no clue what I just said and I had no clue what happened even during the story
Oh and there's another point concerning Daniel's extremely ignorant behavior towards his daughter. They find out Helen's bad and that Annie shouldn't be with her but instead of rescuing Annie right away, they decide to wait a whole day for God knows what reason and proceed to have loads of sex and take a "soothing" bath. What kind of a father or aunt relaxes when a child's in danger? What kind of a human does that?
And their plan sucked anyway.
It's the fucking 21st century, we have 3-D touch phones for damn's sake and the author decides the major rescue plan involves cameras that only show silhouettes of people in the house.
What
In
The
Actual
Fuck
Why why why why..... why didn't they use normal cameras that are available every where in the world instead of these so-called "top-notch chinese cameras that were damn expensive"??? And why are the chinese making such cameras?
Besides, how the hell did they get the cameras in the house? Wasn't Helen there already?
Anyways, who cares...if abusive fathers can work then what the hell...let's have weird cameras too
Okay so when they go in they find out Connie's father and Franco were behind it all. The author decides to (conveniently) forget about Helen altogether and I never understood what was her role in all of this and since Annie ended up with Helen in afterwards, I dunno what even happened. Was Helen in the house too? If so, where was she? If she wasn't there then, still, where was she?
And was she even evil or not? Did Daniel and Connie kill her in the end too? If so, then why???
Well, I'm glad that it ended at least
and that Daniel died at least. His death earned this book one extra star otherwise I didn't wanna give this book anything higher than a single star because of obvious reasons.
I may have liked Connie and Isaac, but I'm sorry. I cannot read a book that contains "was stood". I just cannot.
What in God's name is "was stood there"?
Or "was sit there"?
Or "he sited there"?
Either I have forgotten my tenses or the author?
I am willing to bet that it's the latter.....because I am 150% sure "sited" is not a past or future form of "sit".
I cannot get past this. I'm sorry.
I know it's ridiculous to judge a story based on an author's grammar which is why I prepared a list of all the glitches in the book.
Let's just start with the horrible child-care system the author has shown in her novel. I know that American's system protects their children above anything else (well most of the time) so is there any way in hell a person can just go and get a child out of foster care after a single request? The author shows how Daniel has Annie with him mere days after Mae's death so how in fuck did that happen?
Did he just go in and say "heyyy that's my daughter, give her to me" and the people at the foster home were like "oh, sure here you go! ohh wait....who are you? No, no never mind we give away kids to anyone, especially a man who kidnaps, tortures and rapes women for a living. Cheers!"????
And no one who rated this book 5-stars considered this fact? Or the fact that Daniel is practically a dick to his daughter and he even goes on to tell her that her mother is dead and in one scene, he even yells this at her. If anyone gives me the "he must have been in pain over the loss of Mae" excuse, I'm calling BS. He's a grown ass ("arse") man and she's only four for fuck's sake. And he then goes on to speak in crass language, torture Connie and act in a borderline sociopath manner right in front of the said 4-year-old so either I'm reading between the lines a bit too much or the guy shouldn't be a father...at all.
And what the fuck even happen throughout the story? Daniel has a mark on him then Annie then them both then it turns out the mark got taken back but the mark was by someone but later it was by someone else.....I have no clue what I just said and I had no clue what happened even during the story
Oh and there's another point concerning Daniel's extremely ignorant behavior towards his daughter. They find out Helen's bad and that Annie shouldn't be with her but instead of rescuing Annie right away, they decide to wait a whole day for God knows what reason and proceed to have loads of sex and take a "soothing" bath. What kind of a father or aunt relaxes when a child's in danger? What kind of a human does that?
And their plan sucked anyway.
It's the fucking 21st century, we have 3-D touch phones for damn's sake and the author decides the major rescue plan involves cameras that only show silhouettes of people in the house.
What
In
The
Actual
Fuck
Why why why why..... why didn't they use normal cameras that are available every where in the world instead of these so-called "top-notch chinese cameras that were damn expensive"??? And why are the chinese making such cameras?
Besides, how the hell did they get the cameras in the house? Wasn't Helen there already?
Anyways, who cares...if abusive fathers can work then what the hell...let's have weird cameras too
Okay so when they go in they find out Connie's father and Franco were behind it all. The author decides to (conveniently) forget about Helen altogether and I never understood what was her role in all of this and since Annie ended up with Helen in afterwards, I dunno what even happened. Was Helen in the house too? If so, where was she? If she wasn't there then, still, where was she?
And was she even evil or not? Did Daniel and Connie kill her in the end too? If so, then why???
Well, I'm glad that it ended at least
and that Daniel died at least. His death earned this book one extra star otherwise I didn't wanna give this book anything higher than a single star because of obvious reasons.
I may have liked Connie and Isaac, but I'm sorry. I cannot read a book that contains "was stood". I just cannot.
October 16, 2014
5 STARS Just doesn't cover it!!!!
"I was her decimation. She is my salvation."
WARNING: This review will contain ramblings and may be slightly spoilerish but only if you haven't read The Decimation of Mae, not for this particular book! With that being said, go read The Decimation of Mae before to embark on this journey.
"The blue of your eye is the beauty in the butterfly. It’s time to spread your wings and soar up high. Your soul is now eternally free, and in my heart forever you will be."
How does one top The Decimation of Mae? I was obliterated after reading Mae, so to say I was terrified for The Salvation of Daniel is an understatement. It's like was a horror movie, knowing something bad is going to happen, but you can't close your eyes and your adrenaline is pumping like your life is in danger. DH Sidebottom connects with my dark soul on a level that can't be beat. I feel every emotion imaginable while reading her work. Some how she pulled me in, I'm a masochist in the darkest places.
We get a lighter side of Daniel in this book, as light as Daniel can be. A little girl has taken up residence in his heart and he is seeking SALVATION or redemption. I can't tell you how many times I had a lump in my throat, hard to swallow down all the despair. I can't go into detail in fear I will spoil. Daniel truly grabbed my heart, stomped on it, put a knife through it, and then finally healing it. Connie, Mae's sister has come to deliver revenge, set on making Daniel pay. I'm getting chills writing this. She made the story that much more better, I totally have a crush on Connie. Omg. You just have to read this to understand me.
The ending was left open for more to come and I can't freaking
wait. The assassins, the dark, the twists. Everything I've come to expect from Sidebottom. *raises hand* I'm a Sidebottom junkie.
THE PERFECT CONCLUSION FOR DANIEL! Heartbreaking GOOD!
"I was her decimation. She is my salvation."
WARNING: This review will contain ramblings and may be slightly spoilerish but only if you haven't read The Decimation of Mae, not for this particular book! With that being said, go read The Decimation of Mae before to embark on this journey.
"The blue of your eye is the beauty in the butterfly. It’s time to spread your wings and soar up high. Your soul is now eternally free, and in my heart forever you will be."
How does one top The Decimation of Mae? I was obliterated after reading Mae, so to say I was terrified for The Salvation of Daniel is an understatement. It's like was a horror movie, knowing something bad is going to happen, but you can't close your eyes and your adrenaline is pumping like your life is in danger. DH Sidebottom connects with my dark soul on a level that can't be beat. I feel every emotion imaginable while reading her work. Some how she pulled me in, I'm a masochist in the darkest places.
We get a lighter side of Daniel in this book, as light as Daniel can be. A little girl has taken up residence in his heart and he is seeking SALVATION or redemption. I can't tell you how many times I had a lump in my throat, hard to swallow down all the despair. I can't go into detail in fear I will spoil. Daniel truly grabbed my heart, stomped on it, put a knife through it, and then finally healing it. Connie, Mae's sister has come to deliver revenge, set on making Daniel pay. I'm getting chills writing this. She made the story that much more better, I totally have a crush on Connie. Omg. You just have to read this to understand me.
The ending was left open for more to come and I can't freaking
wait. The assassins, the dark, the twists. Everything I've come to expect from Sidebottom. *raises hand* I'm a Sidebottom junkie.
THE PERFECT CONCLUSION FOR DANIEL! Heartbreaking GOOD!
August 7, 2017
You NEED to read The Decimation of Mae before you read this book!!!! First off this wasn't what I was expecting. I shouldn't be surprised because D H Sidebottom always gives me the unexpected and this book was no different. I EXPECTED, because of the ending of Mae, that Daniel was going to change into this nice, sweet, caring man....Which he is BUT only with his daughter Annie. Picking up two years after Mae's death, Daniel and daughter Annie are living a seemingly normal everyday life. Until Annie starts getting visits from 'Mae'. Unknown to Daniel, Mae's sister Connie has been watching them, and she wants something from Daniel. Now unlike most people, I really struggled to like Connie. I didn't want her trying to take Mae's 'place' and I just didn't like her. However, as the story goes on and you find out more about her I had to change my mind. Daniel is Daniel in this book. He's exactly how you expect him to be, attitude-wise, but his love for his daughter will make you love him, even while you hate him. Annie is the best character, so full of mischief. And there's a few more characters if love to find out more about. As usual D H Sidebottom drags you kicking and screaming through Daniels story, tossing you about along the way. I'll admit I may have had tears in my eyes reading this book, and at one point I may have wanted to hunt the author down (just kidding). Another brilliant book from one of my very favourite authors, this is a fantastic, dark conclusion to Daniels story. Dawn Sidebottom you've outdone yourself again.
October 1, 2014
DH Sidebottom is a master of manipulation, and will leave you completely blown away by how she plays with your emotions to a tee. She has a way of turning a love hate relationship into utter chaos, leaving you breathless. Decimation of Mae left me absolutely reeling, and she’s outdone herself once again, with The Salvation of Daniel. BRAVO!
Daniel is definitely a character we should hate, I know I’ve wanted to throat punch him numerous times, but I’ve come to realize what we see isn’t always what we get. There’s a force so dark within him, he struggles through the ugly to get to the beautiful, and that’s where his salvation comes to life. His sole purpose in life is to love and protect his young daughter Annie, and he will literally do anything to keep that promise to Annie’s mother Mae, the love of his life. This comes with a price of course, because nothing in Daniel’s life comes easy, hence the hard exterior he shows to others. I will honestly never look at a blue butterfly the same, and you will know what that means after reading this book!
We meet some new characters this time around, and let me just say, they kick some major butt! I adore Connie and Isaac (who I might add is hotter than sin) and they have the most unique relationship I’ve ever had the pleasure of reading about, with a crazy tragic past to go along with it. I can’t wait for their story, which is next, and it’s bound to be an explosive one for sure!
Daniel is definitely a character we should hate, I know I’ve wanted to throat punch him numerous times, but I’ve come to realize what we see isn’t always what we get. There’s a force so dark within him, he struggles through the ugly to get to the beautiful, and that’s where his salvation comes to life. His sole purpose in life is to love and protect his young daughter Annie, and he will literally do anything to keep that promise to Annie’s mother Mae, the love of his life. This comes with a price of course, because nothing in Daniel’s life comes easy, hence the hard exterior he shows to others. I will honestly never look at a blue butterfly the same, and you will know what that means after reading this book!
We meet some new characters this time around, and let me just say, they kick some major butt! I adore Connie and Isaac (who I might add is hotter than sin) and they have the most unique relationship I’ve ever had the pleasure of reading about, with a crazy tragic past to go along with it. I can’t wait for their story, which is next, and it’s bound to be an explosive one for sure!
October 15, 2014
** PERFECT * PERFECT* PERFECT! The Salvation of Daniel is just perfect!
This is the second book in The Blue Butterfly Series and the PERFECT follow-up to Mae's story.
Daniel's story is a suspenseful erotic and addicting, it is full of drama and emotion.
The Salvation of Daniel picks up two years where Mae’s book finished. S.O.D (Salvation of Daniel) introduces us to Mae's sister Connie and so many new interesting characters. As the story unfolds it allows us to see the many different sides of Daniel and Connie, and also that there are many influences in life that makes us who we are and the path that our lives take.
If you read Decimation of Mae then you understand when I say that Mae left me gutted and breathless but smiling as I wiped away the tears, well The Salvation of Daniel does not fail in that aspect. I once again was left breathless and smiling as I wiped the tears. I was left feeling perfectly content and satisfied loving the story.
I do want to know more about the new characters that were introduced in Daniel, which shows the amazing talents of DH Sidebottom.
DH Sidebottom is a True Puppet Master, her stories make my emotions conform to her every will, and you can’t help but to feel and be consumed by the stories. ** I love The Salvation of Daniel and it is a MUST READ!☆☆☆☆☆
This is the second book in The Blue Butterfly Series and the PERFECT follow-up to Mae's story.
Daniel's story is a suspenseful erotic and addicting, it is full of drama and emotion.
The Salvation of Daniel picks up two years where Mae’s book finished. S.O.D (Salvation of Daniel) introduces us to Mae's sister Connie and so many new interesting characters. As the story unfolds it allows us to see the many different sides of Daniel and Connie, and also that there are many influences in life that makes us who we are and the path that our lives take.
If you read Decimation of Mae then you understand when I say that Mae left me gutted and breathless but smiling as I wiped away the tears, well The Salvation of Daniel does not fail in that aspect. I once again was left breathless and smiling as I wiped the tears. I was left feeling perfectly content and satisfied loving the story.
I do want to know more about the new characters that were introduced in Daniel, which shows the amazing talents of DH Sidebottom.
DH Sidebottom is a True Puppet Master, her stories make my emotions conform to her every will, and you can’t help but to feel and be consumed by the stories. ** I love The Salvation of Daniel and it is a MUST READ!☆☆☆☆☆
October 16, 2014
STANDING FREAKIN OVATION!!!! A MUST READ!!!! The Salvation of Daniel spews stars like a torrential downpour!!! STUNNED, I'm kinda just at a loss for words at how unbelievably great this book was! I mean... are you friggin kidding me right now, D.H. Sidebottom?? How in the hell did you manage to write TWO books that rival each other for top spot on my dark list? I'm not going to lie, I really didn't think ANYTHING would hold a candle to The Decimation of Mae but you friggin did it!!!! OH MY GOD. I highlighted more in this book than all the books I've previously read combined! SO-DAMN-GOOD!
I thought I had an idea of the direction this book was going to take based on the epilogue at the end of Decimation. I couldn't have been more wrong! So brilliant and thought provoking. Heartfelt and powerful. Connie now has a top spot on my badass girl crush list! And DANIEL..... OMG, I will never be the same. I never want to come down from this rush. This book is as heart wrenching and sole crushing as it is funny. Violent and shocking as it is hot. I just CAN NOT rave enough. I want to scream it from the mountaintop (cheesy, I'll admit,but TRUE!) Bullet, Panther, Isaac, Annie, and Katie....SWEET JESUS please don't let this end! READ THESE BOOKS!!!
**Twisted Sister's book reviews**
I thought I had an idea of the direction this book was going to take based on the epilogue at the end of Decimation. I couldn't have been more wrong! So brilliant and thought provoking. Heartfelt and powerful. Connie now has a top spot on my badass girl crush list! And DANIEL..... OMG, I will never be the same. I never want to come down from this rush. This book is as heart wrenching and sole crushing as it is funny. Violent and shocking as it is hot. I just CAN NOT rave enough. I want to scream it from the mountaintop (cheesy, I'll admit,but TRUE!) Bullet, Panther, Isaac, Annie, and Katie....SWEET JESUS please don't let this end! READ THESE BOOKS!!!
**Twisted Sister's book reviews**
May 28, 2015
5 "I was her decimation. She is my salvation" stars!
WOW! This book blew my mind... After book 1 I was left hurting, emotional and debating whether I wanted to find out how the story played out.... it was so bittersweet. I knew this book could possibly do me in and it absolutely did. It ripped me open, DECIMATED me and then put me back together with a whole new look on how I think a story should end. I knew after the ending of book 2 that DHS didn't care what we as a reader wanted to happen, she only cared about what was meant to be...what completed the story of Mae and Daniel.
Fucking BRAVO!
I hated it yet it was so damn perfect I am still numb from the feels.
Connie blew me away w her courage and strength and brokenness yet her determination to survive. Daniel's love for Mae continued to wreck me and make me love him even more, monster and all.
Then.... just when I think my heart is totally obliterated, BAM! in walks Isaac and steals my soul!
I can not wait to read more on Connie, Isaac and Annie...to FEEL more of their love for one another.
DHS you blew this one out of the park!! HOMERUN! TKO! Standing MF'n Ovation!
WOW! This book blew my mind... After book 1 I was left hurting, emotional and debating whether I wanted to find out how the story played out.... it was so bittersweet. I knew this book could possibly do me in and it absolutely did. It ripped me open, DECIMATED me and then put me back together with a whole new look on how I think a story should end. I knew after the ending of book 2 that DHS didn't care what we as a reader wanted to happen, she only cared about what was meant to be...what completed the story of Mae and Daniel.
Fucking BRAVO!
I hated it yet it was so damn perfect I am still numb from the feels.
Connie blew me away w her courage and strength and brokenness yet her determination to survive. Daniel's love for Mae continued to wreck me and make me love him even more, monster and all.
Then.... just when I think my heart is totally obliterated, BAM! in walks Isaac and steals my soul!
I can not wait to read more on Connie, Isaac and Annie...to FEEL more of their love for one another.
DHS you blew this one out of the park!! HOMERUN! TKO! Standing MF'n Ovation!
September 8, 2014
Read this as a Beta reader.
Wow, we thought Sidebottom had reached her finest with the Decimation of Mae... Think again.
Her writing skills have developed tremendously since Mae and once again she drags us into Daniel's world of depravity and debauchery.
The characters old and new, are even more developed and we fall in love and learn to hate them all at the same time yet again. Sidebottom's unique gift of leaving the reader unsure who to like and trust is fantastic in this book.
Again a dark read and not for the easily offended or the faint hearted, but followers of Sidebottom will not be disappointed and new readers will be equally enthralled.
Get your feet up, get a drink and supplies. You're in for a bumpy ride that you will need to devour in one sitting. Easily a series you can revisit often.
Wow, we thought Sidebottom had reached her finest with the Decimation of Mae... Think again.
Her writing skills have developed tremendously since Mae and once again she drags us into Daniel's world of depravity and debauchery.
The characters old and new, are even more developed and we fall in love and learn to hate them all at the same time yet again. Sidebottom's unique gift of leaving the reader unsure who to like and trust is fantastic in this book.
Again a dark read and not for the easily offended or the faint hearted, but followers of Sidebottom will not be disappointed and new readers will be equally enthralled.
Get your feet up, get a drink and supplies. You're in for a bumpy ride that you will need to devour in one sitting. Easily a series you can revisit often.
July 22, 2015
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September 26, 2014
Can I just start this review by doing something....... *Stands up and claps hands* This was hands down one of D H's most amazingly wrote books. The way she gets you right into Daniels head is BRILLIANT! You only touch the outskirts of his mind in the Decimation Of Mae.
I went into this thinking 'You will not like Daniel! Even if he did do a LITTLE 180 in Mae, you WILL NOT like him......' Yeah I can't say I stayed like that past the first chapter! Ugh he was just so LOVEABLE *GASPS* not Daniel right? RIGHT? Oh no I'm RIGHT! Mae's Daniel is one thing, Annies Daniel is another......
*Sigh* Annie is just Mae is everyway. Of course she has some of her daddy in there, but there is someone else there too.....Connie......
Connie is SO like Mae in looks but that's where it ends. She is one sexy spitfire that has been dealt one of the lowest cards in life. But she has powered on, and has turned into the woman she is today. And who is she you may ask.....? Well a Phantom of course(You so don't get that, and I'm okay with that LOL) and one you would not wanna mess with. But she only has one thing on her mind, taking out the demon who crushed her sister....Daniel.
AND Can I just say, how she first pops into there life in Funny(Kinda) Annie is all 'daddy I can see Mummy' And he's all 'S*** my kid is worse then the kid is the six sense' LOL. But what he doesn't know is that she may as well be seen her, as Connie is her freaking twin! Yeah that blows his socks off right from the get go!
I'm kinda sitting here now thinking 'Come on Lindsey. What can you put in this review without giving stuff away....' *Bites nails*......
Okay well.......
1) You will wanna read this in one sitting! I was only short of dishing out whopping's for been made stop ONCE!
2) It is full on from the get go. Angst and Drama 100%!
3)It is BETTER yes BETTER then Mae. Mae was AMAZING and DH had a lot to live up to with the Sequel and she DID IT! Never doubted her for a Minute.
4)You will LOVE Daniel. You just will, there's not getting past it LOL!
5) You MAY wanna go hunt DH Down while reading it. Or if your like me Send her messages while reading it with a lot of !!!!!!! Them in it LOL!
6)You will have some series Love for DH when finished it because she allows ALL OF THIS craziness to go on in her head. She lets all this sadness and hurt live in her so we can get a glimpse of it. So even if you may wanna hunt her down, you will love her while doing so. And If I could give this more then Five stars I would because Five just doesn't even cut it.....
'THE BLUE OF YOUR EYE IS THE BEAUTY IN THE BUTTERFLY.
IT'S TIME TO SPREAD YOUR WINGS AND SOAR UP HIGH.
YOUR SOUL IS NOW ETERNALLY FREE, AND IN MY HEART
FORVER YOU WILL BE.'
I went into this thinking 'You will not like Daniel! Even if he did do a LITTLE 180 in Mae, you WILL NOT like him......' Yeah I can't say I stayed like that past the first chapter! Ugh he was just so LOVEABLE *GASPS* not Daniel right? RIGHT? Oh no I'm RIGHT! Mae's Daniel is one thing, Annies Daniel is another......
*Sigh* Annie is just Mae is everyway. Of course she has some of her daddy in there, but there is someone else there too.....Connie......
Connie is SO like Mae in looks but that's where it ends. She is one sexy spitfire that has been dealt one of the lowest cards in life. But she has powered on, and has turned into the woman she is today. And who is she you may ask.....? Well a Phantom of course(You so don't get that, and I'm okay with that LOL) and one you would not wanna mess with. But she only has one thing on her mind, taking out the demon who crushed her sister....Daniel.
AND Can I just say, how she first pops into there life in Funny(Kinda) Annie is all 'daddy I can see Mummy' And he's all 'S*** my kid is worse then the kid is the six sense' LOL. But what he doesn't know is that she may as well be seen her, as Connie is her freaking twin! Yeah that blows his socks off right from the get go!
I'm kinda sitting here now thinking 'Come on Lindsey. What can you put in this review without giving stuff away....' *Bites nails*......
Okay well.......
1) You will wanna read this in one sitting! I was only short of dishing out whopping's for been made stop ONCE!
2) It is full on from the get go. Angst and Drama 100%!
3)It is BETTER yes BETTER then Mae. Mae was AMAZING and DH had a lot to live up to with the Sequel and she DID IT! Never doubted her for a Minute.
4)You will LOVE Daniel. You just will, there's not getting past it LOL!
5) You MAY wanna go hunt DH Down while reading it. Or if your like me Send her messages while reading it with a lot of !!!!!!! Them in it LOL!
6)You will have some series Love for DH when finished it because she allows ALL OF THIS craziness to go on in her head. She lets all this sadness and hurt live in her so we can get a glimpse of it. So even if you may wanna hunt her down, you will love her while doing so. And If I could give this more then Five stars I would because Five just doesn't even cut it.....
'THE BLUE OF YOUR EYE IS THE BEAUTY IN THE BUTTERFLY.
IT'S TIME TO SPREAD YOUR WINGS AND SOAR UP HIGH.
YOUR SOUL IS NOW ETERNALLY FREE, AND IN MY HEART
FORVER YOU WILL BE.'
October 5, 2014
I've got to start by saying that I've been trying to write my review for two days now. No matter what words I use, they just seem so inadequate.... I'm no wordsmith and wish I had a fraction of this author's talent but I just can't seem to do it justice. So here goes...
When I read and reviewed The Decimation Of Mae (book #1 in the Blue Butterfly Series) I was affected in a way that no other book has affected me before. I knew at the end of that book, that book #2 was coming - what else could we expect from the literary genius and debauched mind of D H Sidebottom?!
However, I've got to admit that although I didn't read any of the teasers for this book, I was terrified of starting it!
I was right to be terrified because she's done it again! D H Sidebottom has yet again ripped out my heart and made me look at things differently.
Right from the start, from the prologue, I was catapulted back to the torment I felt when I first read Mae and by 10% in I was yet again reaching for the tissues.
Despite the redemption and growing, shining light that Daniel has found, the one thing that keeps his darker side hidden and denied, he still believes that he is a monster..."...the darkest of the dark..." and sees himself as "the corpse of the devil himself"
What transpires is a shocking revelation, bringing the past crashing in, that threatens his future and tempting his deeply suppressed dark side to resurface.
That past is a phantom, a shadow and Daniel will do everything in his power to see that his light survives, even if he doesn't.
This book is filled with darkness and depravity and answers a lot of questions and fills in a lot of details, stringing together the pieces that were left after Mae.
Yet once again, through all this darkness, there is hope. Not the hearts and flowers kind of hope but hope none the less.
Can there be white picket fences or will even they be smashed to pieces?
The writing is so evocative for me that I can feel each breath, each guttural gasp, each slash of the knife. It is beautifully descriptive, even in it's perversion.
As I've come to know and love the work of this author, I'm never disappointed by the power of her words and the way they reach inside me and squeeze my heart and soul until I'm not sure there'll be anything left when I'm done reading.
Do not be fooled, this book will change you.... For better? For worse? All I can say is you'll never be the same.
Congratulation on yet another triumphant novel! Five sparking stars!
When I read and reviewed The Decimation Of Mae (book #1 in the Blue Butterfly Series) I was affected in a way that no other book has affected me before. I knew at the end of that book, that book #2 was coming - what else could we expect from the literary genius and debauched mind of D H Sidebottom?!
However, I've got to admit that although I didn't read any of the teasers for this book, I was terrified of starting it!
I was right to be terrified because she's done it again! D H Sidebottom has yet again ripped out my heart and made me look at things differently.
Right from the start, from the prologue, I was catapulted back to the torment I felt when I first read Mae and by 10% in I was yet again reaching for the tissues.
Despite the redemption and growing, shining light that Daniel has found, the one thing that keeps his darker side hidden and denied, he still believes that he is a monster..."...the darkest of the dark..." and sees himself as "the corpse of the devil himself"
What transpires is a shocking revelation, bringing the past crashing in, that threatens his future and tempting his deeply suppressed dark side to resurface.
That past is a phantom, a shadow and Daniel will do everything in his power to see that his light survives, even if he doesn't.
This book is filled with darkness and depravity and answers a lot of questions and fills in a lot of details, stringing together the pieces that were left after Mae.
Yet once again, through all this darkness, there is hope. Not the hearts and flowers kind of hope but hope none the less.
Can there be white picket fences or will even they be smashed to pieces?
The writing is so evocative for me that I can feel each breath, each guttural gasp, each slash of the knife. It is beautifully descriptive, even in it's perversion.
As I've come to know and love the work of this author, I'm never disappointed by the power of her words and the way they reach inside me and squeeze my heart and soul until I'm not sure there'll be anything left when I'm done reading.
Do not be fooled, this book will change you.... For better? For worse? All I can say is you'll never be the same.
Congratulation on yet another triumphant novel! Five sparking stars!
October 1, 2014
5 stars isn't enough for this book
If you haven't read The first book The Decimation of Mae do it Now if you like dark books you will love these
If they aren't for you simply don't read them But Can I ask please don't judge a book if you haven't read it by what you hear. To understand this powerful story you have to read them for yourself THIS BOOK WILL NOT BE FOR EVERYONE!
Absolutely fantastic!
Well I really don't know how to review this book I don't know how D H Sidebottom could top The Decimation of Mae But I have to say she has I couldn't Put this book down I love the new characters in this book .
I thought I knew where this story was headed WHEN you read the epilogue at the end of the Mae I thought I have an idea but boy was I so wrong…
This book is Heartfelt and very powerful story I Really didn't want to like Connie and to be honest when I first started it I hated her But D H has a way with her writing you can't help but fall in love with these characters.
Daniel who I hated in the first one but again by the end of Mae I loved him my sick and twisted mind couldn't help it . Daniel hasn't changed for the better he just keeps his dark side hidden from his daughter but he is still dark which I loved.
I am glad D H Didn't turn him into a softy all hearts and flowers kind of guy because we see that a lot in other books I am glad he is still the same sick twisted man he was in Mae and he only shows his softer side to his daughter which is sweet but… his dark side is there !
there was parts in book 2 I kind of shouting at my kindle NOOOOOOO and WTHHHHH
Does Daniel get his HEA Read it and you find out as i am not telling ha ha
This book is heartbreaking and crushes your soul it's a rollercoaster of emotions it is funny in parts Violent and shocking moment's as it is very hot in parts some great new characters in this one Annie, Isaac, Panther, Bullet, and Katie….
I can't do this book any justice by my review you HAVE to read it for yourself
I love all of D H Books and I will read anything she writes because I love her writing
If you haven't read The first book The Decimation of Mae do it Now if you like dark books you will love these
If they aren't for you simply don't read them But Can I ask please don't judge a book if you haven't read it by what you hear. To understand this powerful story you have to read them for yourself THIS BOOK WILL NOT BE FOR EVERYONE!
Absolutely fantastic!
Well I really don't know how to review this book I don't know how D H Sidebottom could top The Decimation of Mae But I have to say she has I couldn't Put this book down I love the new characters in this book .
I thought I knew where this story was headed WHEN you read the epilogue at the end of the Mae I thought I have an idea but boy was I so wrong…
This book is Heartfelt and very powerful story I Really didn't want to like Connie and to be honest when I first started it I hated her But D H has a way with her writing you can't help but fall in love with these characters.
Daniel who I hated in the first one but again by the end of Mae I loved him my sick and twisted mind couldn't help it . Daniel hasn't changed for the better he just keeps his dark side hidden from his daughter but he is still dark which I loved.
I am glad D H Didn't turn him into a softy all hearts and flowers kind of guy because we see that a lot in other books I am glad he is still the same sick twisted man he was in Mae and he only shows his softer side to his daughter which is sweet but… his dark side is there !
there was parts in book 2 I kind of shouting at my kindle NOOOOOOO and WTHHHHH
Does Daniel get his HEA Read it and you find out as i am not telling ha ha
This book is heartbreaking and crushes your soul it's a rollercoaster of emotions it is funny in parts Violent and shocking moment's as it is very hot in parts some great new characters in this one Annie, Isaac, Panther, Bullet, and Katie….
I can't do this book any justice by my review you HAVE to read it for yourself
I love all of D H Books and I will read anything she writes because I love her writing
September 21, 2014
Twisted Sisters Book Reviews
5 Blue Stars
I am writing this review on an emotional high. Please excuse the ramblings but there is no other way to express my thoughts in this book.
There are books that you read that maybe stick with you for a few days.
You ponder and think about it and eventually it fades into the background with the other hundreds of books.
And then there are books that STICK with you. Days weeks and months later you rave about them.
Even a year later they are fresh in your mind.
I have a handful of those in my arsenal and this will be a new addition.
The emotions going into this was already high as I was already thinking of the first in the series The Decimation of Mae.
I thought I was prepared for Daniels story.
For his Salvation.
I thought I could contain my emotions because I figured Mae's story was the worst of it.
I WAS SO VERY WRONG!!!!
Daniel and Connie finally come face to face.
But Connie is not their to have tea and talk about the weather or her sister.
She is on a mission.
Her sights are set on Daniel and his most valued treasure.
I wanted to cry for Connie. To take her pain away.
The new characters introduced in this book had me completely intrigued.
The shock value of what is revealed has blown my mind.
I want know everyone's history.
What they went through to get where they are.
How Connie became what she is.
I WANT IT ALL!!!!
Please for the love of butterflies hurry with the next one!!
5 Blue Stars
I am writing this review on an emotional high. Please excuse the ramblings but there is no other way to express my thoughts in this book.
There are books that you read that maybe stick with you for a few days.
You ponder and think about it and eventually it fades into the background with the other hundreds of books.
And then there are books that STICK with you. Days weeks and months later you rave about them.
Even a year later they are fresh in your mind.
I have a handful of those in my arsenal and this will be a new addition.
The emotions going into this was already high as I was already thinking of the first in the series The Decimation of Mae.
I thought I was prepared for Daniels story.
For his Salvation.
I thought I could contain my emotions because I figured Mae's story was the worst of it.
I WAS SO VERY WRONG!!!!
Daniel and Connie finally come face to face.
But Connie is not their to have tea and talk about the weather or her sister.
She is on a mission.
Her sights are set on Daniel and his most valued treasure.
I wanted to cry for Connie. To take her pain away.
The new characters introduced in this book had me completely intrigued.
The shock value of what is revealed has blown my mind.
I want know everyone's history.
What they went through to get where they are.
How Connie became what she is.
I WANT IT ALL!!!!
Please for the love of butterflies hurry with the next one!!
October 5, 2014
I was both excited and dreading this follow up at the same time. I was nervous as hell to read what was to become of Daniel. I read the previews and felt sick with anticipation as to what this story would contain and would it live up to the standard already set by the debut in this series.
I loved The Decimation Of Mae. It will be a book that’ll stay with me forever.
I loved that Mae saw the beauty within Daniel’s darkened soul. They had such little time together, but the love they held for each other was just mesmerising.
In the beginning of this story Daniel seems to have completely changed into the nice guy doting on his wonderful little girl, Annie. The light of his life. Until Connie, Mae’s sister, shows up. Having secretly been watching both father and daughter, and visiting with Annie. She’s about to stir things up and remind Daniel of the dark desires within him.
Connie and Mae may share a face, but that is where their similarities end. Connie is hard and dangerous; she has been sculpted to be the perfect phantom, a shadow in the darkness.
I’m still not sure how I feel about Connie’s character, while reading the teasers for this book I wanted to hate her as I thought she was coming in to take what will always belong to Mae, but it’s her love for her sister that shapes and moulds her.
Connie’s life has been filled with her dark desires for revenge. Her sister was meant to have a life filled with love, laughter and happiness. Mae’s character lives on in this book, not physically but her memory lives on. Everything is a result of their mutual love for Mae. Both Daniel and Connie’s actions and decisions, have an impact on everyone’s lives. All as a result of a teenage girls, adoration for her sister and a man’s love for the love of his life.
The new characters are all amazing and I am looking forward to reading more about them; starting with Connie and Isaac’s story in the next instalment of the series.
I don’t know how she does it. Every single time she manages to amaze me with her words, her characters and their lives.
Another fantastic book from a great writer. 5***** amazing stars.
I loved The Decimation Of Mae. It will be a book that’ll stay with me forever.
I loved that Mae saw the beauty within Daniel’s darkened soul. They had such little time together, but the love they held for each other was just mesmerising.
In the beginning of this story Daniel seems to have completely changed into the nice guy doting on his wonderful little girl, Annie. The light of his life. Until Connie, Mae’s sister, shows up. Having secretly been watching both father and daughter, and visiting with Annie. She’s about to stir things up and remind Daniel of the dark desires within him.
Connie and Mae may share a face, but that is where their similarities end. Connie is hard and dangerous; she has been sculpted to be the perfect phantom, a shadow in the darkness.
I’m still not sure how I feel about Connie’s character, while reading the teasers for this book I wanted to hate her as I thought she was coming in to take what will always belong to Mae, but it’s her love for her sister that shapes and moulds her.
Connie’s life has been filled with her dark desires for revenge. Her sister was meant to have a life filled with love, laughter and happiness. Mae’s character lives on in this book, not physically but her memory lives on. Everything is a result of their mutual love for Mae. Both Daniel and Connie’s actions and decisions, have an impact on everyone’s lives. All as a result of a teenage girls, adoration for her sister and a man’s love for the love of his life.
The new characters are all amazing and I am looking forward to reading more about them; starting with Connie and Isaac’s story in the next instalment of the series.
I don’t know how she does it. Every single time she manages to amaze me with her words, her characters and their lives.
Another fantastic book from a great writer. 5***** amazing stars.
October 12, 2014
After Mae, I was devastated, my heart a torn bloody mess. That book didn't leave one part of my soul untouched. I'll admit, I was terrified to read The Salvation of Daniel but I just couldn't stop myself. I had to know where the story was going to lead...I knew with DH, it would be down some dark, twisted path but I was going to take that journey no matter the cost.
Daniel's Salvation is about the cost of choices and how high a price we are willing to pay. There are some curves thrown in here, so be ready to catch. I don't want to give anything away. This is another where the unknown is part of the draw and you don't want to read the spoilers. What I can tell you is you will see a completely different Daniel...his demons will make brief appearances but he is working towards his salvation for his dark past. But he isn't working alone. There is another power-player with high stakes in the game.
"Connie's roll in this book totally threw me, actually the whole plot did. I had no idea how deep the business actually went. Who is against who, who is good, who is bad....you don't really know because so many lines are crossed and the shades are truly grey. I will tell you it's a nail-biter. I thought I would be ok...my guts would remain intact unlike The Decimation of Mae...but don't let your guard down.
I wasn’t sure I was strong enough to do this again. History had the nasty habit of biting you on the arse. Well for me, I had a feeling history would more than bite; it would slaughter.
October 20, 2014
I really don't know where to begin I always say I love DH Sidebottom and her work couldn't possibly get better but by God she does, Every book she produces seems to get better and better . I adored The Decimation of Mae and was eagerly waiting for Daniels story. Daniel was a hard character for me I really fought against myself I hated him for the things he did to Mae and when I found myself warming to him to him I hated him even more. Daniels story helped me put my feeling for him into perspective , I saw sides to Daniel that I never thought could have existed in Mae and also more of the raw evil that I know is Daniel but also helped me to understand where that evil came from.
Connie I love Connie what a women, no messing, hard kick ass kind of girl who wasn't afraid to go after what she believed in and wanted. I loved the relationship she came to form with Daniel which at times was explosive and then again tender and raw. Connies relationship with Isaac is something I adored and hope it will be persuaded further because I think their story needs to be told and Isaac is HOT !!
DH Sidebottom does dark so well and in this series she seems to have mastered the right balance to make this series a best seller I think I explored every emotion known to man reading Daniels story if I had more than 5* she could have a million because The blue butterfly series is one I will never forget.
Connie I love Connie what a women, no messing, hard kick ass kind of girl who wasn't afraid to go after what she believed in and wanted. I loved the relationship she came to form with Daniel which at times was explosive and then again tender and raw. Connies relationship with Isaac is something I adored and hope it will be persuaded further because I think their story needs to be told and Isaac is HOT !!
DH Sidebottom does dark so well and in this series she seems to have mastered the right balance to make this series a best seller I think I explored every emotion known to man reading Daniels story if I had more than 5* she could have a million because The blue butterfly series is one I will never forget.
November 20, 2014
I felt like an addict waiting for their next score while waiting for this book. Please tell me you've read The Decimation of Mae. If you haven't, you need to stop reading this review and go read it. I can't promise I won't throw in any spoilers so this is your warning. This book had me on edge through the whole thing. When Mae was mentioned I wanted to scream and cry.
"You, Daniel, you are beautiful. I often wonder how you will look when your life drains away, how it would make me feel to watch your soul wither in your eyes."
I didn't know what to expect from Daniel. I was glad to get a look into his past to hopefully understand why he was the was he was. It was really weird seeing the soft, sweet side of him even though I knew he was capable. I knew he'd go search for his daughter and hopefully find her. In my eyes, Daniel totally redeemed himself.
D.H. did an amazing job on this book. I will always look forward to her next read. I didn't expect it to go in the direction it did though with Connie, she is a fucking badass! I hope she gets a story because I would be all over it! I can not wait to read more of this story, I have to know what happens!
"Tell her you love her, Daniel. And listen when she tells you. Becaue you do deserve her. You deserve her love."
~Twisted Sisters Book Reviews~
"You, Daniel, you are beautiful. I often wonder how you will look when your life drains away, how it would make me feel to watch your soul wither in your eyes."
I didn't know what to expect from Daniel. I was glad to get a look into his past to hopefully understand why he was the was he was. It was really weird seeing the soft, sweet side of him even though I knew he was capable. I knew he'd go search for his daughter and hopefully find her. In my eyes, Daniel totally redeemed himself.
D.H. did an amazing job on this book. I will always look forward to her next read. I didn't expect it to go in the direction it did though with Connie, she is a fucking badass! I hope she gets a story because I would be all over it! I can not wait to read more of this story, I have to know what happens!
"Tell her you love her, Daniel. And listen when she tells you. Becaue you do deserve her. You deserve her love."
~Twisted Sisters Book Reviews~
October 10, 2014
5 stars and beyond!!!!!!!
Damn this series is fast becoming one of my favourite dark reads!!!!!
I don't even know where to begin!!!!! I personally feel like there are a lot of spoilers from book one leading to this so I feel like I can't say too much....
This book slayed my heart so damn much.... It has the most unforgettable characters with the most tremendous spirits.
Daniel Daniel Daniel. I know I should hate you. He had suchhhh an evil streak OMG but I feel like he redeemed himself a huge amount in this book. I won't lie the depravity still runs through his blood, but his just so sexy in a very dark way. His actually one of the scariest men I've ever encountered I mean genuinely he really is!!! But damn he just calls to me.... Am I depraved for saying that? Probably. Do I care? Hell no!!!!
Commie you absolute bad ass chick!!!!! You are literally in my top 5 best heroines. You were ruthless.... Intelligent.... Sexy.... Everything I love in a woman that makes a great heroine.
I want to talk so much about this book.... But I feel like they are really major spoilers so I can't talk too much about this.
Ladies you must read this series of what we have so far.... You won't regret it!!!!
Damn this series is fast becoming one of my favourite dark reads!!!!!
I don't even know where to begin!!!!! I personally feel like there are a lot of spoilers from book one leading to this so I feel like I can't say too much....
This book slayed my heart so damn much.... It has the most unforgettable characters with the most tremendous spirits.
Daniel Daniel Daniel. I know I should hate you. He had suchhhh an evil streak OMG but I feel like he redeemed himself a huge amount in this book. I won't lie the depravity still runs through his blood, but his just so sexy in a very dark way. His actually one of the scariest men I've ever encountered I mean genuinely he really is!!! But damn he just calls to me.... Am I depraved for saying that? Probably. Do I care? Hell no!!!!
Commie you absolute bad ass chick!!!!! You are literally in my top 5 best heroines. You were ruthless.... Intelligent.... Sexy.... Everything I love in a woman that makes a great heroine.
I want to talk so much about this book.... But I feel like they are really major spoilers so I can't talk too much about this.
Ladies you must read this series of what we have so far.... You won't regret it!!!!
October 1, 2014
Well what can I say.....Dawn Sidebottom just grabs you from the first page and takes you on a wild and crazy ride. I think one of the things that i love the most about reading her books is she can always keep me hooked. I've read all her books and you would think that I can figure out how her twists and turns will go... HELL NO!!! Her curve ball is amazing..... Just when I think I figured it out she throws twist and turns you just don't see coming that leaves me in this AWEEE mode and shaking my head thinking just WOWWWWWW!!! Even though Daniel wasn't a good man...The hell and torture he put Mae through..... She saw love and beauty in his dark soul and stopped that monster from coming back when Annie was born... Its two year's later and the right from the beginning the story grabbed my heart... Find out what happens when Daniel's dark past catches up with the present....Who is watching them and why is the darkness trying to consume Daniel again..... Find out what happened in Mae's and Daniel's past that entwined them into the world they meet and Daniel can't escape from.... Pick up book and find out all the dark secrets and lies.....It will take you one one hell of a ride......
Want to read
June 18, 2015Eeeks! Cannot wait for this!!!!
October 3, 2014
D H Sidebottom once again at her best!!!
The salvation of Daniel, part 2 of the blue butterfly series had me hooked from the get go.
There is something in the way that D H Sidebottom writes that really gets to you, amazing story, characters that you'll love & hate all at the same time but most of all she triggers off every emotion possible!!
Another 5 star read from a 5 star author!!!!
The salvation of Daniel, part 2 of the blue butterfly series had me hooked from the get go.
There is something in the way that D H Sidebottom writes that really gets to you, amazing story, characters that you'll love & hate all at the same time but most of all she triggers off every emotion possible!!
Another 5 star read from a 5 star author!!!!
September 25, 2014
Review to follow on release day. But it's a very worthy follow up to Mae x
November 16, 2015
One of the hardest books I ever read ! I had to stop because it's a book that's keep torture your soul and your mind . Brilliant writing!!!!
July 30, 2025
I went into this book with my emotions in check trying to remind myself of the horrors Daniel inflicted on Mae in book 1. Telling myself just because of his brief kindness in the end, it could never abolish his sins.
All of that went right out the window with this book. The Salvation of Daniel is exactly that. It was raw and thought provoking. Making me question once again can people really change? Can people let go of their monsters? Can they be both the damned and the saved?
Daniel was and still is one of the most complex MMC I have read in quite sometime.
Getting to read the FMC's story in this book made me ache. Made me feel so deeply. Her complex relationship with both the MMC and other characters was wild. I truly spent most of the book hoping for a different outcome but the one we did get was even better. This is one book where the happy ending was both appreciated and unexpected. There were quite a few twists and I will say some very strong characters. It made the first book make so much more sense.
All of that went right out the window with this book. The Salvation of Daniel is exactly that. It was raw and thought provoking. Making me question once again can people really change? Can people let go of their monsters? Can they be both the damned and the saved?
Daniel was and still is one of the most complex MMC I have read in quite sometime.
Getting to read the FMC's story in this book made me ache. Made me feel so deeply. Her complex relationship with both the MMC and other characters was wild. I truly spent most of the book hoping for a different outcome but the one we did get was even better. This is one book where the happy ending was both appreciated and unexpected. There were quite a few twists and I will say some very strong characters. It made the first book make so much more sense.
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