Wish these brave soldiers well. But?
The human element described of his Special Forces comrades is to be admired. Killing to survive and defend your fellow unit members is being a hero, watching a fellow human die when you could help them is not heroic. As a Special Forces Medic I commend you skill, in 1967 we were not trained half as well as you were. Same training, half as long. We had the same chip on our shoulders as you did, not a pretty thing to recall at 75 years of age. I hope you put that behind you and enjoyed your children and grandchildren. That is as important as fighting for our freedom. I really enjoyed you descriptions of your relationships with your drill sergeants during your training, I laughed hard as it brought back memories. Those men gave me the ability to live, prosper, and live in a wheelchair for 45 years and counting. Being a Special Forces Medic is a special thing that not many even the very best can accomplish it. 87 started in Bragg 15 finished, 51 weeks later and we where not the smartest or the biggest, we wanted it, just like you. My ODA had three DPs, displaced persons, from WWII, two Germans, one Czechoslovakian, our team leader was Polish and survived 5 years in a Russian prison camp. I became a very humble junior medic who also had to prove my worth.