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First published October 28, 2014

*** 3 lesson learned stars ***
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I may not have been interested in men before, but that was no longer an option for me. I knew that now.
Lessons learned.
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Uhm... wow, crude language is crude. Holy heck.
The story is still raw and pushing limits without derogatory name calling. And... is it meant to be more degrading by using feminine sexual slang? Ugh.
I'm not scared off, though! It would just have been more "enjoyable" without all those words.
Next!
#4 Submission
*** 3,5 submission stars ***





Forget the bullshit you’ve read in those paranormal romance books where the vampires with dark pasts are all noble and shit and just want to fall in love with their soul mates. Fuck that shit. If you believe they’re like that, you’re already dead. The vampires in my reality are cruel, vicious, manipulative, brutal and blood-thirsty, and that has nothing to do with their hunger, which, by the way, is damn near insatiable... That was the shit you saw in movies, hell, they even sparkled in the fucking world of fiction. The vampires in my reality don’t fucking sparkle, twinkle, or glow in the dark…
- Book 1:
Embraced (0-15%)
****"You can force me, but don't ever make the fucking mistake that you made me submit." - Noel
- Book 2:
Punishment (15-25%)
****This was my life now. If I was going to survive it, I knew I had to say good-bye to the man I was in order to embrace the vampire I am.
I just hope I don’t lose the part of me that’s still human.
- Book 3:
Lessons (25-39%)
***"Having to be honest with him... with myself, was tearing me up inside. I didn't know what to think or even how to feel."
- Book 4:
Submission (39-59%)
***"You may hate me for what I must do, and that is of no concern to me. I will mold you into a vampire that I can take pride in calling mine.You will stand at my side, a perfect reflection of me.... of who I am. When you walk the streets with my insigna in full view of all who gaze upon you,they wil know that you were born from greatness. That superiority flows through your veins, that you are worthy.
- Book 5:
Control (59-76%)
****"Oh, God, what the hell am I talking about? I'm considering myself his son... his child. I am truly his, I think I've stopped figthing it now."
- Book 6:
Acceptance
(76-100%) ****“You. Are. Mine!” he growled passionately.
I felt a chill go through me when he said that. It was because it was true.
“Yes, Father.” I was his.
“Did you enjoy yourself tonight?” He was studying me, now.
Again, I was stuck with the truth. “Yes, Master.”
“The killing, feeding, fucking?”
To my shame, I had to answer. “Yes, Master.”
“Then stop lying to yourself, Noel. You do want to indulge in your vampire nature. You’re just afraid that you’ll see yourself as a hypocrite. You’ve judged our kind for so long, not fully understanding that you were just jealous. That’s what your little Resistance movement is. The plight of the envious wanting what they are not worthy to have. […] You will accept your nature and your place among my children this night, Noel. Of that, I promise you.”
Quite the ride to reread this...what bastards they are but I love them all. Yeah, it's a sick twisted addiction but worth every cringe. Onto my favorite Season...The House of Theoden.
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*Spoiler Free Review*
I’ve slept and I still cannot stop thinking about this series. Now if you have followed me at all in my addictive ride this week, then you are probably thinking…5 Stars??? But your ratings/review for each book (see below for links below) never exceeded 4.5 Stars…and one even received 3 Stars. And yes…your question is warranted. So here ya go…
Yes, as a reader, I have my no no’s, I have words and phrases that drive me bat shit crazy, I have situations that make me so uncomfortable…long story short…I have limits. But this is the human reaction. And as crazy as this sounds, you have to turn off that part of your brain and go with the ride you are on. This is not a romance...this is not a couple...this is not cheating...this is a different world with different rules.
This book is about Vampires who feed off of the elixirs of men. Yes elixir”S” plural. They are savage, brutal horny bastards and why?? Well, it’s a journey and it’s a journey that is well explained in graphic detail.
Now this is the story of Noel…his transformation from human to vampire. What I love most is that we get his every thought, his every “What the fuck” moment and it’s unbelievably accurate. As a reader you are totally on this journey with him…thinking the same things, wincing, cringing to near sickness. You can buy into this story because he himself questions everything. And is beaten into Submission…into Acceptance. And while this sounds brutal (and yes it is), he is no longer Human. He is a Vampire and part of this is learning to accept this new life, this new family.
I am not sure many authors can take you on a journey like this. I feel like I was “Embraced” alongside of Noel and left wanting more with each page. As he states “What the fuck is happening to me?” No shit. I cannot explain what happens reading a series like this. It is all consuming to the point of crazy.
As I have stated, I have no idea who to recommend this to. It is sex filled. It is brutal. And yet there is a connection that happens between these characters that cannot be dismissed. Nicholas has totally captured the desire between Vampires and done so amazingly well. The moments between Noel and Theoden are my absolute favorite.
So…of course…more to come. Season 2, splits POV between our dear Father and Sire (that twisted fuck Theoden) and Noel. I eagerly await my next fix.
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My "reviews" (more like thoughts of a lunatic)...

Book 1: Embraced

Book 2: Punishment

Book 3: Lessons

Book 4: Submission

Book 5: Control
Book 6: Acceptance