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Kendrix is no stranger to heartache. His ex did him dirty in the worst way, leaving him homeless and scrambling to pick up the pieces. He’s always been a good man and knows how to treat a lady, but that doesn’t matter if the woman you’re with doesn’t recognize the effort. He resolves to put his head down and focus on his future, until he comes across Kyanah.

Kyanah’s mind is reeling from her own heartbreak. Facing a court case and possible charges after a split decision, she is bitter and humiliated, and done with relationships altogether. She’s ready to accept the fact that love just isn’t in the cards for her after what she went through with her ex.

A chance encounter causes Kendrix and Kyanah to meet one another. But will Kendrix’s heartache cloud his vision? Will Kyanah’s bitterness cause her to give up on love for good? Or will these shattered souls find healing in each other?

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Published August 20, 2024

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42 reviews5 followers
July 30, 2024
This was too cute! I absolutely adored Kyannah and Kendrix. This was a quick read that came packed with the drama, the laughs, the romance, and a bit of spice. I always think that any book that can have me talking out loud to the characters like they can hear me, is giving me the experience I need!

I loved how the main characters met and came to love each other, especially after what they had both been through in previous relationships. It was realistic and so romantic to see how they both treated each other. From Kendrick doing things for Kyannah that no other man has done, to Kyannah making Kendrix feel things he never felt before. I loved their journey and the chemistry between them. The side characters were so likeable as well. Kendrix’s friends kept me cracking up and I loved how the group came full circle at the end.

This is definitely worth the read, especially if you’re looking for something cute, funny, and with a little drama and spice!
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206 reviews10 followers
July 26, 2024
Characters 7/10
Atmosphere 7/10
Writing 6/10
Plot 6/10
Intrigue 8/10
Logic 7/10
Enjoyment 8/10

"I Wanna Be the Reason You Smile" follows Kyannah and Kendrix after they've both recently lost relationships in their lives. Kyannah walked in on your boyfriend, Tremaine, cheating with the girl she was told not to worry about. While, Kendrix's ex-girlfriend, Jazzmyne, kicked him to the curb when her baby daddy got out of prison. The chaos in there life leads them both to move into an apartment building where they become neighbors, enemies, friends, and then Kendrix works to become the reason she smiles.

This story was very fast paced but it was cute. If you love a Black urban romance, than this would be right up your alley. I think the characters are easy to care about and the story is entertaining from beginning to end. Great job on your debut, Nisha. Thank you for the ARC in exchange for a review.
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2,669 reviews111 followers
August 8, 2024
Kyanah and Kendrix both experience heartbreak, with the way their recent relationships ended. However, the way they handle themselves is vastly different.

Kendrix is still stunned by Jazzmyne's actions and is more hurt than anything else. He grabs the couch with his boys until he can get himself back together. Kyanah is bitter and angry about her breakup, and is having issues controlling that anger, lashing out at everyone around her.

When Kendrix and Kyanah meet, Kendrix sees an attractive woman, and is cordial while trying to help her. Kyanah on the other hand, with her ex on her mind is lashing out, being mean and rude to Kendrix unprovoked. This game is played a few times when they bump into each other, until she sees him in a different light, and turns down her nasty meter. 😤 Once they get an opportunity to talk, they find that they really like each other, and can possibly pursue something. But trust issues, and messy ass exes keep rearing their ugly heads trying to derail this train before it gets going.

Thankfully cool heads prevail, and they find the happiness they both deserve. Congratulations Nisha on your debut, I really enjoyed it. Looking forward to seeing more from you in the future. 👍🏾👍🏾
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201 reviews14 followers
July 28, 2024
Genre: Romance
Format: 📱
ARC/ALC/BETA: ARC
Series: N
Rating: 4.5⭐️
Series rating: N/A⭐️
Publication Date: 7/31/24

I absolutely adored "I Wanna Be The Reason You Smile" by Nisha. This story is a beautiful, heartwarming tale of two broken individuals finding solace and healing in each other’s arms.

This was a beautifully written debut🫶🏾

The writing style is engaging and the pacing is perfect, keeping me glued to the pages until the very end. I enjoyed how Nisha weaved in the themes of healing, forgiveness, and love throughout the story.

Thank you Nisha!!

#ReadWhatYouGot #Librarybook #Audiobook#KindleUnlimited #ImmersionReading #HonestReview #PersonalLibrary #BOTM #arc #alc
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920 reviews45 followers
April 3, 2026
Really enjoyed the character development and plot of the story. It was an enemy to friends to lovers.
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698 reviews31 followers
August 9, 2024
cute!

This was such a cute love story. Sort of enemies to lovers. Kyannah and Kendrix both got dealt such a bad hand in previous relationships. Both of the Ex’s were trash and their initial first meeting was a bit rough but I’m so glad they were able to find some common ground and eventually start to fall for each other. This was a really good debut.
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14 reviews15 followers
April 4, 2026
YOOOO! I related to Kyanah soo much 😭 Heartbreak is definitely one of the worst and it’ll have you questioning everything! But my girl pushed that old bs to the side and came back and better! I loved how quick and fast paced this story was and it kept me interested throughout. Kendrix on the other hand had me kicking my feet in excitement with his gestures even after what he went through! I love when people remain the same even after someone done them wrong! Can you say he’s a MAN??!! 🥰
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188 reviews8 followers
July 26, 2024
3.5/5 stars - I'm so glad I had the opportunity to be a member of Nisha's ARC team! This was a sweet and enjoyable read. I really liked seeing the early stages of Kyanah and Kendrix's relationship unfold. And the drama with their exes was super messy! Kyanah and Kendrix's relationship wasn't quite insta-love, but it seemed to move quickly. I recommend reading if you're looking for a short, sweet, black romance story!
4 reviews
August 28, 2024
Quick get what you need book

I enjoyed the book , it was a quick read with all the things you want from a romance book.
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20 reviews
February 15, 2026
Entertaining for sure. The language is a little vulgar and a little ghetto, but honestly, makes it feel more real. Probably not for everyone! But it was a nice reality palette cleanser for me. A true hood love story—raw, emotional, and authentic. They say hurt people hurt people, but Kyanah and Kendrix, they were the exception. I really, really enjoyed this book and can’t tell you how many times I said “I know that’s right!” while reading!
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530 reviews6 followers
December 30, 2024
Thank you Nisha for making me apart of your ARC Team!

Rating: 5 💫
Genre: Romance/Lit Fic
Type: 📲📚


This story was so adorable, it had me giggling and rushing my dog to potty so I could get back to this book. I had all the feels. 🥰

Kynanah a Human Resource Officer finds herself full of rage after a messy breakup with her Ex boyfriend Terrance, the one who she gave part of soul too, trying to start over she meets Kendrix who is hanging out with his 2 best friends, Tremaine and Los while moving into her new home. Kendrix who recently had some issues of his own meets Kynanah and these two immediately have issues with one another. After accidentally meeting up in several locations, they finally attempt to let their guards down and they begin to develop a friendship.

Oh these were the 2 most sucking teeth characters I’ve ever met! 🤣😂🤣😂

Will their friendship grow into something else or will their past hurt/trauma hinder them from their destiny?

I don’t like using the word Karma, but Ms. Karma wasn’t no joke for a few people in this story. 🤭

S/N: Because we are women, we desire intimacy, emotional closeness, security, compassion, and respect. While wanting those things, the wrong man can show up in disguise but presenting the red flags that a lot of women have ignored out of loneliness, rejection, being impatient, and not being financially secure. So women settle. We have to remember what Della Reese said, A nighttime of pleasure can bring you a lifetime of pain.

You don’t have to search for the red flags, just stay quiet, pay attention, keep your eyes and ears opened, and you won’t miss one! 🩷
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321 reviews4 followers
July 30, 2024
Rating: 5.0
Spice: 3.5

I loved Kendrix and Kyanah's love story. It was so good I could not put it down! This story took me on a roller coaster ride of emotions (sadness, anger, happiness, joy). It is a story of love, forgiveness, acceptance of oneself, and growth! Great Job Nisha!

"I Wanna Be The Reason You Smile" tells the story of two people with a past full of hurt and betrayal. Life has caused their hearts to harden and they have built walls around them to keep other out, afraid of getting hurt again. But what happens when they meet, and sparks fly? Will they be willing to let down their walls and find love at the end of it all?

In this story, we meet the FMC, Kyanah, who is a broken, vulnerable woman. After three years with her ex Terrance, she has found out that he has committed the ultimate betrayal. Now, she is forced to start over while dealing with the heartbreak and mess Terrance has left behind. Then, there is the MMC, Kendrix. Like Kyanah, Kendrix is dealing with heartbreak and pain. His last relationship left him feeling betrayed and played. We follow them as they navigate their past hurts and work towards a brighter, better future.

I loved the chemistry between the two main characters. This was sort of a slow burn but it was done in the best way. There was secret pining, angst, and lots of spice! I also really liked the progression of their relationship from strangers to enemies, to friends to lovers. It was done in such a masterful way! Though Kyanah was broken and very vulnerable at the start of the story, I loved the way her character changed and developed. She really worked on herself and grew her self confidence (great character development). Kendrix was a treasure. He was an all around good guy who gave so much of himself! He was such a gentleman, and at times, it was to his detriment. He was always ready to help someone in need and his relationship with his mom was just so sweet! The secondary characters were also fun and enjoyable and brought comedic relief to the story. And not to spoil much but I loved what happened to the antagonists in the story! It was fun to watch! Overall, I loved Nisha's writing style, her character development and the plot of the story.

I highly recommend "I Wanna Be The Reason You Smile."

What to Expect
~ Enemies to Friends to Lovers
~ Slow Burn
~ Dual POV
~ Infidelity & Betrayal
~ Heartbreak and Grief
~ Sworn off a Relationship
~ Neighbors
~ Forced Proximity
~ Mutual Pining
~ HEA
Profile Image for Aeysha Smith.
23 reviews
July 29, 2024
✨ARC REVIEW✨
⭐️: 4
🌶️: 3

Girl!! This was such a good read, I absolutely loved it. It was such a relatable story with being hurt and scared to open again but realizing you shouldn’t shut love out completely. I love that they were able to see pasts their pasts & gave each other a chance at love and it working out beautifully for them, and the friend group. It was so good I was sad it ended.

Here are some of the annotations/notes during reading.

Kendrix - Such a nice man taking care of homegirl & her child, I felt so bad for him when he got home and saw the baby daddy there ..

Kyanah - Reading about her and Terrance I wanted to go through the book and shake some sense into my girl. Terrance was nothing but a RED FLAG from the very beginning. Stephanie was a trifling ass hoe, smiling all up in my girls face knowing she being messy behind her back - even tho she don’t owe Kyanah any loyalty but damn girl at least let them break up first! Terrance definitely could’ve let my girl go too! 🙄🙄

Her finding out Kendrix was the kickboxing teacher definitely put the icing on the cake for their steamy start to a romance. I love that they started talking more and often running into each other. 😍

Kendrix lowkey pissed me off getting my girl all hot and bothered than dipping on her! I know the feeling of wanting it so bad just for it to be snatched and dried up in a second. I felt for my girl 🥲
BUT!! I also love that Kendrix wanted things to be right.

Kyanah girl - the attitude coming back crushed me a little because I thought we were making progress ..

Then these 2 trifling bitches just had to make their debut while she’s out tryna have dinner AND while she’s out with her man 🙄

I just loved how everyone was so on board with these two dating and I love they got the happy ending that they both deserved. 💜

Great work Nisha - looking forward to reading more of your work and thank you for giving me the opportunity and access to read tour story early. 🥰
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57 reviews1 follower
July 31, 2024
ARC review

I had the pleasure of reading an Advanced Reader Copy (ARC) of "Be the Reason You Smile" by Nisha, and I must say, it’s a heartwarming romance novel that tells the story of two individuals who, after enduring painful past relationships, find solace and love in each other. The book beautifully captures the journey of healing and the power of new beginnings.

The main characters, Kyanah and Kendrix are incredibly well-developed. Kyanah is is a strong woman rebuilding and starting fresh after her relationship ends due to infidelity. Kendrix is an honest, hard-working man also in a rebuilding stage of life. Both Kyanah and Kendrix have their own scars from past relationships. From their initial meeting, things are a bit tense and things start off a bit rocky for them. As the story unfolds, they become friends and start to form a connection that feels genuine and inspiring.

Nisha's writing style is engaging and draws readers into the emotional depths of the characters experiences. The dialogue is natural, and the narrative flows smoothly, making it hard to put the book down. One standout moment for me was after kickboxing class when Kyanah let her guard down and just let go of what she had been holding inside. I think that was the first time that we got to really see her and get a sense of her true emotional state.

"Be the Reason You Smile" is a touching story about love, healing, and the resilience of the human heart. It's a perfect read for anyone who believes in second chances and the transformative power of love. I highly recommend this book to fans of romance and those looking for a story that will leave them feeling uplifted.
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396 reviews20 followers
April 29, 2026
📖 Book Review: I Wanna Be The Reason You Smile by NISHA
If you’re looking for a book that gives you all the warm fuzzies without dragging you through 500 pages of unnecessary angst, look no further. NISHA delivered a total "sweet treat" with this one, and I am officially obsessed.

🍬 Short, Sweet, and Substantial
Sometimes you just need a "palate cleanser" book—something fast-paced that doesn't skimp on the quality. This was a quick read, but don't let the length fool you; it’s packed tighter than a suitcase on a girls' trip.

💖 Why We’re Stan-ing Kyannah and Kendrix:
The Chemistry: Kyannah and Kendrix are everything. Their dynamic is the definition of "too cute," and you’ll find yourself grinning at your screen like a fool.

The Drama: It’s there, it’s juicy, but it doesn't overstay its welcome. It keeps the pages turning without making you want to throw your Kindle across the room.

The Spice Factor: Oh, it’s not just fluff! There is a perfect sprinkle of spice that elevates the romance from "adorable" to "steamy" real quick.

The Laughs: The banter is top-tier. I caught myself laughing out loud more than once.

💅 The Vibe
This book is the literary equivalent of a perfect Sunday brunch: great company, a little bit of tea, and just enough heat to keep things interesting. If you want a story that hits all the right notes—drama, humor, and heart—this is your next "Add to Cart" moment.

Join the Conversation: Found your next book boyfriend in Kendrix? Come tell us all about it at The Shades of Pink Book Club on Facebook. We don't gatekeep good reads here, because all reading is valid!
Profile Image for Cheonica Jordan.
413 reviews
January 6, 2026
Rating 3.5 ⭐️ This was a true slow burn and honestly, it needed to be. The pace never rushed, never forced anything and that’s what made it feel real. Kendrix and Kyanah were two people carrying fresh wounds, not fairytale scars that magically disappear once attraction shows up.

Kendrix really stood out for me. He didn’t just say he understood her hurt he moved like it. He wanted to take things slow, not because he lacked interest but because he respected what she’d been through. I loved that when Kyanah struggled to trust his words, he didn’t get defensive or manipulative. He basically said, verify if you need to. That level of emotional maturity is truly rare.

Kyanah’s hesitation made sense. After public humiliation, legal stress and heartbreak, trusting again isn’t something you just flip a switch on. Her guardedness wasn’t drama it was self preservation. Kendrix recognized that instead of making her feel broken for it.

This story felt like life after real heartbreak, not the fantasy version. Healing isn’t linear, trust doesn’t come easy and love doesn’t always arrive loud. Sometimes it shows up quietly, steady and patient and that’s exactly what this book delivered.

Soft, honest and grounded. A good read that lets healing take its time.
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239 reviews2 followers
May 4, 2026
Imagine that this all started because of the delicious scent of fried chicken wafting through the building brought three friends with greedy intentions and no shame to Kyannah's door? Why look a gift horse in the mouth when you were just wondering how you were going to lift all your heavier items out of the UHaul to finish moving in and three capable men eagerly accepted food in return for their temporary assistance as movers? And especially when one of these men caught your eye enough to make you forget you had sworn off men.

I almost DNF this book because it felt like Kendrix and Kyannah were both behaving unnecessarily bratty and immature towards each other. But I pushed through when I registered their ridiculous behaviors were just a mask and protective response to the absolute insanity of relationships they both recently exited. The betrayals they experienced were truly brain altering and as they individually navigated that grief of lost future, their paths crossed and intertwined encouraging them to not only actively choose healing but move forward in their lives together. Shoutout to the supporting characters of Kendrix's best friends and Kyannah's sister, because they brought the jokes and the occasional reality checks that the MCs needed.
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256 reviews3 followers
October 4, 2024
A Chance At Real Love

Enjoyed this debut novel. Both Kyanah and Kendrix had some disrespectful, low-down dirty ex's. How could they (ex's) be so disloyal?

Inspite of the two not knowing each other, this was definitely an enemies to lovers
romance. I liked that when Kyanah and Kendrix decided to give a relationship a shot, they took it slowly. It was a slow-burn story. Got to know each other.

I can't believe Kendrix's ex thought that she was gonna slide back in his life, after the way she treated & disrespected him. She tried interfering, but that didn't work out for her. You usually reap what you sow. Actually, both ex's did, cause Kyanah's ex. got his too.

Question, there was a mention of the girl's mother one time. Why mention if she's not a factor? She wasn't even at the Thanksgiving dinner. I thought there wasn't a parent.
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204 reviews1 follower
January 1, 2026
Kendrix & Kyanah

Another cute HEA story. Kyanahs attitude towards Kendrix PMO at the beginning of the book. I understood that Terrance did her wrong in the whole relationship, but she was taking it out on everyone besides herself. The red flags were there from the very beginning, and she decided to duck and dodge them. Stephanie was her biggest red flag.

Poor Kendrix was done wrong in his three year relationship with that lady. For her to have her baby daddy in that house for Kendrix to walk in on you with the just finished --cking face was wrong. Then you call him when that man is putting hands and feet on you. Girl, bye, find someone else to do it.

Karma was sweet for both exes, and I was pleasantly, please.. Thank ya author!
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598 reviews28 followers
May 17, 2026
This was a nice read. Kendrix was genuinely a good guy who was done so dirty. Kyanah was a decent FMC as well, but she sometimes lashed out at Kendrix out of her own hurt, even when he didn’t deserve it. I was glad that despite their rocky start, they were able to build something real, and she eventually let her guard down enough to see that Kendrix wasn’t anything like her ex. (She had me a little stressed toward the end though! Like girl, don’t fumble this man!)

Some of the transitions moved pretty quickly, and there were moments where things were told more than shown. That said, this is the author’s debut, and it’s still an enjoyable read overall. I’m definitely interested in seeing how her writing develops in future books because there’s clear potential here.
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299 reviews4 followers
July 31, 2024
This was such a good read! Both Kyanah and Kendrix were in some terrible relationship!

Kyanah- I wanted to scream “STAND UP” so bad to her because girl why did you stay with that boy after all them red flags

Kendrix- he was such a good man and that girl took him for granted. He’s a good man Savannah!!

Once the awkward phase died down and Kyanah and Kendrix were finally able to have a real conversation, I could feel the attraction through the pages.

I loved how Kendrix knew she needed some space to truly heal and Kyanah actually taking that time to really heal!

I loved the banter, the story telling and the HEA at the end!
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171 reviews10 followers
June 10, 2025
I enjoyed reading this book! It was my family’s book club pick for the month of June.

It was an easy read and a good debut for the author. Kendrix and Kyanah both suffered from very bad breakups and she was so guarded. But I loved how they built a genuine friendship over time and took it slow to make sure it was right this time around.

The spice was very minimal so if you aren’t a spice person, you don’t have to worry about being inundated with it.

In addition, I love updates, bonus content, and epilogues so I highly enjoyed seeing them and the friend group one year later and then again three years later. I feel like I got full closure that everything worked out for them all.
Profile Image for Mei.
145 reviews1 follower
July 23, 2024
***This is an ARC review***
Goodness, this book hit me right in the feels—in the best way. Kyanah & Kendrick had both endured terrible outcomes to their previous relationships and it left them both a bit reluctant to start something with someone new. I thoroughly enjoyed the journey as they gravitated towards each other. This story made me laugh out loud, whisper yell, and fineeee, I got teary-eyed, too. 😆 There was a little spice & it was just right. I am kinda sad I’m done reading it because I liked it so much lol 10/10 highly recommend 🥰
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34 reviews
July 27, 2024
3.5 ⭐️Thank you to Nisha for making me apart of her arc team!!!! Though it was a quick read this book put me through some emotions. The book starts with Kyanah and Kendrix and how they are putting themselves back together after failed relationships. They start off pretty rocking when first meeting (Her moving into the apartment building he's staying at with his friends) but eventually after a few run ins they become cordial and the book only picks up from there.. If you're looking for a quick light read this is the story for you!
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20 reviews1 follower
July 28, 2024
I enjoyed every bit of this book! It’s a beautiful story about moving forward, healing and not letting the past dictate your future. Kyanah and Kendrix have both experienced being used and betrayed in their last relationship, but they found exactly what they were looking for in one another. Although their first few encounters with each other left much to be desired, they soon realized that they had more in common than they thought. I Wanna Be the Reason You Smile is a page turner, and I cannot wait to read more by NISHA.
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2,194 reviews20 followers
August 14, 2024
I really enjoyed reading Kendrix and Kyanah’s love journey. They both got dealt bad hands from Terrance and Jazzmyne but they were each other’s balm for their wounds. I felt bad for Jazzmyne but more so for Kanai because he was just an innocent child. Jazzmyne played with Kendrix’s heart for Sky and ended physically battered and bruised. I was laughing when Stephanie’s baby ended up not being Terrance’s baby. I love the fact that Kendrix and Kyanah got their two kids that they wanted on the first go round with twins. Congratulations and job well done on your debut book👏🏽👏🏽
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262 reviews4 followers
August 23, 2024
Cute cookie cutter

This was a cute little story. Though Kayanah got on my nerves most of the story with her illogical attitude. I appreciate this being about regular folks with regular jobs, but it was almost to...clean. No real drama or anything to get through even though they both had horrible break ups. It needed some kind of...action I guess, we all know the romance part took way to long to happen and then even that was just very lax, this was very basic and just cookie cutter, cute lazy day read though.
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490 reviews10 followers
July 25, 2024
This was such a good book. Kyannah and Kendrix went through the ultimate betrayal by their exes and were on the path to healing. Their first meeting was a miss as Kyannah was rude to Kendrix and let her bitterness show. They eventually got it right and started dating each other. Their relationship was so cute even with the bump in the road from Kendrix's ex. That girl really tried it but I'm glad they worked through it. This story was so well written and I fell for this couple.
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