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How do you save someone's life?

There's the obvious way of physically saving them from a tragic end.

Then there's the more subtle way of saving someone who doesn't know they need to be saved. Someone who is drowning emotionally and has no idea that they are slowly dying.

Ezra Whitmore is one of those people. After tragically losing his wife, he's still going through the motions, but not really living. All he has now is his son, Spencer, and his career as a dentist. The life he thought he was going to have has been torn apart. The things he had once enjoyed no longer feel the same without the person he had shared everything with.

That is, until Ferris Jenkins crashes into his life. Not only does the lifeguard save his son from literally drowning in the ocean, but he also slowly starts to bring Ezra back to life.

As soon as Ferris lays eyes on Ezra, he can't get the gorgeous dentist out of his head. He knows nothing will ever happen between them because...well, Ezra is straight and he's gay. You can imagine Ferris' surprise when Ezra gets drunk one night, kisses him, and admits that he's always been attracted to guys. This gives Ferris hope that maybe, just maybe, he can land the man of his dreams.

Warning: You know the drill! For mature audiences only. Contains some graphic m/m sex scenes. Please remember that this is a work of fiction and comes from my own imagination.

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First published May 24, 2016

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Andria Large

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Andria Large is a traditionally published and self-published contemporary romance author. She doesn’t always follow the rules, so you will find both M/F and M/M books mixed into some of her series.



Henry from the Beck Brothers Series was the first book she self-published. Not expecting anything to really come of it, she was shocked to find the book caught wind and readers were asking for more. Writing books was not something she had set out to do. She wrote stories for herself, as a hobby. Now that it has become her career, she wouldn’t have it any other way.

Andria grew up in Philadelphia, but now lives in New Jersey with her two daughters and wonderfully supportive husband, who frequently accompanies her at signings. The events that she attends every year are one of her favorite things about being an author. She loves meeting and conversing with her readers, but also enjoys finding new ones.

Andria considers herself open and friendly, so feel free to send her a message if you have a question or just want to chat.


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807 reviews589 followers
July 3, 2017
Oh my God, this story was seriously awesome! A perfect rainbow family romance.

Dentist Dr Ezra Whitmore's life fell apart when his wife died unexpectedly, leaving him and their 14 year old son Spencer behind.
Even though he's loved his wife, Ezra always hid his bisexuality from his family. When his son comes out to him one year later, he's afraid Spencer will suffer the humiliation and rejection from their family (aka the grandparents) that Ezra has always been afraid of.

Still, supporting his son's coming out process, Ezra brings Spencer to a weekly LGBT youth gathering that is supervised by Ferris, a young gay man who also works as a life guard on the nearby beach.

Ezra and Ferris bond over Spencer and it doesn't take long for Ezra to realize that his feelings for Ferris run deeper than mere friendship.
But he knows that out and proud Ferris isn't interested in being a secret lover for a closeted middle aged dad. And outing himself to his family on top of Spencer's coming out seems like setting a crate of TNT on fire...


I absolutely loved the angle of this story: A gay son, a bisexual dad leaning towards men and the son's youth councilor as the dad's love interest. Can this get any better?!

Gosh, I would have turned this into a kink fest, but thank God, Andria Large steered the story towards a beautiful rainbow family theme with love, support and understanding, but also the realistic bitterness of family members who just don't accept you for being gay.

I loved Ezra, the hot dentist. His internal struggles were touching, but not over the top depressing and he stood up for his boyfriend, so it was an overall amazing romance read.

5 stars and a definite favorite!
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1,438 reviews1,580 followers
January 16, 2018

Awww, that was pretty cute and just what I was looking for. Light and fluffy, with only moderate angst.

Plus, hot lifeguard, so win-win. ;- )



I really liked both Ezra and Ferris, and completely adored 14 y.o. Spencer and his friend Jesse.

There was enough humor to keep me chuckling, but not enough to make me cringe, and blessedly zero 'dad jokes.'

Both men had fairly intolerant families, but I was glad to see that change over time. The family drama was there, but wasn't too over-the-top, which I appreciated.

Another aspect of the book that I appreciated was the fact that, although Ezra was a widower, this was not a "dead wife" story. Ezra had sufficiently grieved and knew that it was time that he forced himself to actually live again, instead of only going through the motions for his son's sake.

The book did have a bit of hypocrisy, with both MC's preaching to Spencer about always playing safe, even as they didn't. (Yes, the steamy bits were fairly hot.)

The one thing of which I wasn't a fan was The Big Awful Thing that happened to Ferris toward the end. The story had mostly wrapped up by that point, so that part *did* feel a wee bit 'dramtical' (and far reaching) for my tastes.





The story ended with a solid HEA and an epilogue that I felt added to the stability of their relationship, without getting sickeningly sweet.

Overall, I'd rate this one at around 4.25 stars and recommend it to anyone looking for a feel-good read.

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3,556 reviews1,098 followers
January 22, 2018
I can't lie. I almost DNF at 30% and again at 90%. The last two chapters were utterly unnecessary and ridiculous.

I'm a horrible person, but I actually laughed when because how likely is that to happen? And WHY even throw in all that drama when the story was, for all intents and purposes, over?

This book is so poorly written, I stopped highlighting mistakes by the fourth chapter (I already had dozens and counting). My "knew found" knowledge of Large's writing style made me want to bang my head against a wall.

The story is told in a dual first-person POV, which is a hard narrative style to pull off. In this case, the men's voices were completely interchangeable. They both sounded like teenage dude bros keeping a journal. Their actions and reactions were immature and not believable.

There was no tension to the plot; all the interactions were on the surface. I never got why Ferris and Ezra connected, as they didn't have a single thing in common.

Ezra is a supposedly grieving widower who supports his 14-year-old son, Spencer, coming out but repeatedly lies to Spencer about his own sexuality ("Do as I say, not as I do" seems to be his motto).

Ferris is a lifeguard and LGBQT youth counselor who cancels a group session just because he doesn't want to talk to Ezra; he's selfless like that.

My favorite moment was when Ferris had a painful tooth emergency and called Ezra (who's a dentist). Ezra meets Ferris at his dental office and immediately has Ferris fill out an insurance form. That's True Love, people!

I'm going with a reluctant 2 stars because I liked Spencer.
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1,045 reviews1,535 followers
May 26, 2016
4.25 Spicy-hot MM Stars!

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How to Save a Life by Andria Large is the exact kind of MM read I look for. Specifically gay-for-you romance. There's nothing hotter for me than taking an otherwise straight virile fella and put him in a room with the one guy on this earth he'd switch teams for. The guy that is a complete deal changer. The guy he can't resist. It's steamy and angsty and the anticipation is scorching. But I digress....



Dr Ezra Whitmore is a widower at a fairly young age. Couple that with parenting a 14-year old boy all by himself, he hasn't had much of a chance to return to the dating world. When his son Spencer is saved by a young, hot lifeguard, he finds himself actually looking to date...a man.


Ferris Jenkins knew it was a bit weird ogling this obviously straight dad right on the heels of saving his son from a near drowning but he's seriously attracted to him. Their glances linger but he's unwilling to be this guy's "one night stand of gay," then finding himself alone and heartbroken.


When Ezra runs into Ferris again at a LGBT counseling center, it seems the stars are aligning just right for them. If only... Ezra needs counseling for his son who is coming to terms with himself being gay. And Ferris is his new counselor. Let the chemistry and combustion between these two men begin...


How to Save a Life was a fairly quick yet perfectly paced, steam hot male-male romance. Just enough plot to give a depth to their love story but also has a great side story revolving around family and struggles with coming out. It's finding the one guy Ezra is willing to officially admit he's bi-sexual and venture into a committed relationship with.


It'd be fun to see a future sequel story for Ezra's son Spencer and his first love Jesse. I look forward to more male-on-male hotness from Andria Large.




Advanced copy received by author in exchange for my honest review.


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1,801 reviews310 followers
May 25, 2016
2.5 Stars
This is my first book by author Andria Lange and I really wanted to like it, I tried. I thought the premise sounded interesting.

How do you save someone’s life?

There’s the obvious way of physically saving them from a tragic end.

Then there’s the more subtle way of saving someone who doesn’t know they need to be saved. Someone who is drowning emotionally and has no idea that they are slowly dying.

Ezra Whitmore is one of those people. After tragically losing his wife, he’s still going through the motions, but not really living. All he has now is his son, Spencer, and his career as a dentist. The life he thought he was going to have has been torn apart. The things he had once enjoyed no longer feel the same without the person he had shared everything with.

That is, until Ferris Jenkins crashes into his life. Not only does the lifeguard save his son from literally drowning in the ocean, but he also slowly starts to bring Ezra back to life.

As soon as Ferris lays eyes on Ezra, he can’t get the gorgeous dentist out of his head. He knows nothing will ever happen between them because…well, Ezra is straight and he’s gay. You can imagine Ferris’ surprise when Ezra gets drunk one night, kisses him, and admits that he’s always been attracted to guys. This gives Ferris hope that maybe, just maybe, he can land the man of his dreams.



This story does NOT read like a novel! it reads like someone stole a teenagers diary and decided to publish it. I am sorry I really am not trying to be rude, but seriously does this author actually know people who live like this? Who act like this? I gave the story leeway for being in a tense I don't enjoy. I cannot overlook the other stuff though, the one dimensional characters, the lack of emotion, the unbelievable developments between family members, the wishy-washy attitude of Ferris (I want you. I don't. Go date someone else. No you're mine) I mean make your mind up. Don't even get me started on the .

Now, if you want a story that is pretty one dimensional, unrealistic, and the sex isn't even hot - I know I sound awful and it could totally be me. I probably should have just DNF'd this book and walked away. This is my first book by this author and I have no previous works to compare to, but I really hope the ARC was reworked prior to publication.

Thank you for the chance to review - just not my cup of tea.
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1,007 reviews26 followers
November 9, 2016
Man oh Man! I am in a book slump I think. I went into this one not knowing what to expect but right from the get go I knew I had made a mistake because I expected to read a novel at least and what I got was journal written by two one dimensional characters.
I can say up until this point I have not DNF'ed a book but lord help me I wanted to. The sad part is that the blurb and the title to me screamed potential. I was intrigued and wanted it to be good I really did.
The problem for me:
- writing style
- inconsistent Mc's (they preach safety and go bareback their first time)
- no emotion (one of the mc's family disowned him when he came out, they waltz back into his life easily no heavy talks or apologies)
- no burn no emotional connection between Mc's
- sex not that great
- unrealistic situations and outcomes for a gay for you romance

Not a good for me.
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1,515 reviews644 followers
May 9, 2019
3.5 stars rounded down

I liked this book. I liked Ezra and Ferris together and thought they were sweet and sexy at times.

I ultimately rounded down on this because the writing at times felt a tad juvenile, and the dialogue was juvenile and the things characters said at times were not very realistic and a little over the top.

I thought how characters previously homophobic toward them seemed to change their mind all of the sudden because of one encounter - three characters didn't, but most of Ferris and Ezra's family did - and that's not how real life works, unfortunately. Man, I wish I could tell homophobic assholes like it is and point completely rational, good points, and have them be like "you're right, I was wrong, can you forgive me?" but that rarely, if ever, happens. It's more realistic to have it happen over time.

But in one scenes when Ferris is at the store with Spence, Ezra's kid, they run into Ferris' brother who he hasn't seen in 3 years - he hasn't seen any of his family in 3 years since his parents disowned him and everything - and he's acting homophobic, sneering and everything and not even telling Ferris the name of his two year old son, and then Spencer tells him what for, and then all the sudden the brother is calling like, what, a week later? To apologize and invite him over for dinner and such.

I would have bought it if it had been a few months, but a week? Nah. And it seemed like his words got to Ferris' brother right away. And then Ezra's mother seemed to change her mind quickly too and stuff like that. I just didn't buy it.

It also went on a little too long - and drama happens at the end in a completely unnecessary way? and I was expecting it to end before it did - it felt finished before it was actually finished.

But overall I enjoyed Ezra and Ferris together and thought they were cute together, and I liked Spencer - and his boyfriend, Jesse - and some other secondary characters, so I didn't hate this or anything, it just could have been a lot better, imo.

So I don't think you'd be missing anything by not reading this, honestly, but it is a fun read if you're looking for just some romance and sexy times with not a whole lot of substance.
1,253 reviews6 followers
June 25, 2016
Two and half stars. A story that turns on endless coincidences, inconsistent unlikable characters, unrealistic behavior, a romance that goes from reluctant to committed in the blink of an eye, followed by lots of sappy lovey dovey scenes and not at all hot sex scenes. Oh and off course the leads have to have weird names.

Ferris the lifeguard was basically instant dislike for me. He ogles Ezra, the father of the kid whose life he just saved from drowning which was just weird and off-putting. But not nearly as weird and off-putting as having him ogle Ezra, the father of the kid (Spencer) who has just joined the group of gay teens that coincidentally he councils. Of course nobody will ever stop to think how totally unprofessional it is to begin a personal relationship with the father of one of his charges, or that the closer bound he shares with Spencer because of this is not appropriate given that he is responsible for counseling other teens in the group.

Ferris is just a really unlikable guy. Near the beginning he complains to a friend about his current lover, "I liked to be fucked, not made love to. Especially from someone I'm just messing around with. I want it hard and dirty, none of that lovey-dovey shit. Fuck my ass, make me come and get the hell out." And yet, after hanging out with Ezra a couple of times he is demanding that Ezra commit totally to him before he will even agree to kiss him. When their relationship ensues it is one lovey-dovey scene after another.

Ezra is also an ass. Not only does he vacillate between not wanting to be with a man and being done with women, but because of his issues, he lies outright to his son who has just come out to him. Hi is unwilling to admit that he went through something similar when he was a kid which leads to his son suffering the fate at the hands of his unaccepting parents that he had avoided for himself. Worse yet, he never apologizes to his son, who is decidedly more mature that dear old dad.

The final chapter was totally ridiculous as in being struck by lightening would have been more believable and the epilogue was just the unnecessary extra slice of cheese on the ham sandwich.

561 reviews12 followers
May 24, 2018
3.5 stars. This book was ok, I liked it but I didn't love it. The writing style felt quite amateurish. The last few chapters seemed completely pointless.
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715 reviews38 followers
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June 19, 2019
DNF at 30%

I’m 0 for 2. That’s bad.

What turned me off more? The truly horrendous writing? The unlikeable characters? (Except for Spencer, who is 14 and the ‘mature’ one in the group.)

Two self-absorbed, I’m in love with myself, look at me men.

I was done at skanky ass.

😡
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1,305 reviews15 followers
October 23, 2018
Someone stole a teen’s diary to write this book....

DNF 25%
I’ll put an end to my misery since, according to reviews, my already-bored-self won’t appreciate what’s left!

Add to the fact that both men are acting (and thinking) like no real men would and that there was no explanation for their connection, the author’s wringing was pretty bad.

Even the audio version couldn’t save the day because one narrator with the same annoying voice for two very different men wasn’t a winner situation.
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239 reviews19 followers
March 30, 2020
This story is about a closeted bisexual widow, Erza, meets a lifeguard, Ferris, at a beach and starts to fall in love with him. I would like to give this book a little more love, but it's unfortunate that I do not like the writer's writing style. The first few chapters are in dire need of correcting grammar and spelling mistakes. Was there even anyone proof reading the book at all? I also thought that both characters "barked out laughs" a little too much.

For a good part of the story, I thought the way Erza and Ferris lusted over each other was a little over the top. They have scabrous thoughts literally about every single thing that they see or do, from a smile to a touch or just what they are simply wearing. Thankfully after they've gotten with each other this was much subdued.

There's a scene in the book where Ferris nods while speaking on the phone, and then realising the other party can't see him. I've only read something similar once but it was an Amish who was new to phones. I find it weird that anyone who has been used to phones nodding, is that something some people actually do?

The story was okay, but I just think that it didn't make enough of an impact for me here, nor did I enjoy it as much as I would have liked.

3 Stars
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702 reviews32 followers
July 3, 2017
***3.75 stars***

If you are in the mood for a feel good book, this is it. This is such a beautiful and sweet story of loss, finding oneself and second chances. I have truly fallen for these characters and my heart went out to Ezra and Ferris. It was nice to read how Ezra finally lets his true self shine. Not to mention, how his friendship with Ferris grows and blossoms into something much, much more.

Not only does Farris help Spencer, Ezra's son with his coming out, but also gives Ezra his second chance with love. My only wish is that the author make this a series and continue on with Spencer and Jesse's story.

This is a new author for me and I cannot wait to read other books by her. Thanks for the find Bookbub!
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3,300 reviews37 followers
August 8, 2016
Very Good.

This book had a bit of everything in it. It had happy and sad. It had romance and hot stuff. It had a smidgen of action and a "woah that was a surprise" moment for even more excitement. I really hope Spencer gets his story.
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1,168 reviews44 followers
January 18, 2018
I wanted to like this book, because I read positive reviews on it, but it just did not work for me.
There were so many wrongs in it, that it made it impossible to be right for me.
I will be honest I wrote a review listing all the no no's but half way through I decided not to put it up. I was savage. However, I decided I do not want to discourage the author. I will just say I did not love it and struggled to finish it.
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Author 42 books438 followers
May 18, 2016
I received a copy of this title to read and review for Wicked Reads

3 stars.

Andria Large is a new-to-me author.

How to Save a Life starts with the saving of a life, and slowly develops into a romance between the lifeguard and the father of the boy who almost drown. I absolutely recommend this title to those who are seeking romance to be the focal point.

I have to be honest, I struggled while reading this book, finding myself skimming while forcing myself to finish. I feel horrible saying this, but the author's voice was not to my tastes.

At the start, one of the characters- Ferris -was checking out the father of the boy he was trying to save. I had a hard time falling into the story because while saving a life, your mind is on the task at hand, not the abs of the father, what he's wearing, and exactly how he looks. It jerked me out of the emotional impact of almost losing a child, because the lifeguard was narrating about how hot the dad was. I realize this is a book in the romance genre, so I am not saying this against the author, only that it wasn't the type of book I enjoy. Which is why I suggest this title to those who truly want romance and insta-lust from page one.

I'm trying not to fall down the nitpicking rabbit hole, as I had gone into editor-mode while reading. I found the run-on sentences and the overuse of 'that' to be jarring, as well as the 'voice' of the narrators. The 14 year old son spoke as maturely as his father, and Ferris' narration read younger. I'm mentioning this for those who do and don't read as I do, so they may make an informed purchase. Here is a direct quote from Spencer, the 14 yo boy, as an example.

"I've been...I find myself looking and finding guys attractive instead of girls."

As for the premise itself, the story flowed quickly from one scene to the next. (Ferris) You have a heroic young man who is a lifeguard and a LGBTQ counselor, who instantly falls for a seemingly straight widower (Ezra). Instead of only saving Spencer from drowning, Ferris saves Ezra in more ways than one.

If you're looking for a few hours of escapism filled with romance, and don't tend to nitpick as I do, then I would highly recommend How to Save a Life.





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101 reviews4 followers
June 10, 2016
**Originally Posted on Kiki's Kinky Picks**
4.5 stars
Reviewed by Brandy

How To Save A Life by Andria Large was a fantastic read! The storyline was solid, the characters were well written and likeable. The best was the slow build up to the steamy hot scenes! Yeah, I don’t usually acknowledge the bowchickawowow scenes in a book, mostly because they never make me raise my eyebrows or really surprise me, but not this gem! Oh no, this one was sizzling!

Ezra has recently been widowed. Left behind by his wife with their 14 year old son, he struggles to move on. He doesn’t have to struggle so hard once he meets Ferris. Ezra’s character is consistent throughout the book, which I like, as he was in the closet, afraid to come out because of his family. But the way he handles all the situations thrown at him throughout the story are handled they way I would expect a closeted bisexual man to handle them. He was just a really great character with a strong devotion to his son and then to Ferris.

Ferris’s character was brilliant! He’s a lifeguard and a counselor for LGBTQ youth. I loved how seamlessly he seemed to become friends with both Ezra and Ezra’s son Spencer. He was a huge personality thrown into their lives and proved to be an amazing character by standing by them both through some pretty heavy family things. He also accepted help from Ezra and Spencer without any hesitation, which made me like him that much more.

The whole story was a great read! The characters made me smile, the storyline flowed beautifully, and even the supporting characters were fun to have thrown in the book and didn’t detract from the main storyline. I gave this one a 4.5 star rating, there was already a lot that happened, mountains they overcame but the final bit was a bit far-fetched in my opinion. Though it was beautifully written, it just seemed to come out of nowhere as a means to wrap everything up in a pretty package. I WILL be looking into more by Andria Large, because well, damn she can write!

Copy provided in exchange for a fair and honest review.
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2,427 reviews105 followers
January 23, 2018
I am not a fan of books written in the first person but this book totally rocked it! The characters were well fleshed out and believable. I enjoyed the gentle banter between Ferris and Ezra along with the way they included Spencer in everything. There were so many reminders of Ezra and Ferris in Spencer's and Jesse's relationship that I just knew that they were going to be alright. The family dynamics all were resolved well. Sharks at the Jersey shore? I don't know but it added a bit of a punch to the story. Kudos for the great cover.
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625 reviews6 followers
April 5, 2023
3.4
Creo que hubieron partes que se arreglaron muy rapido, al punto de que parecía falso
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103 reviews7 followers
May 24, 2016
I was really excited about this book. It's not often I read the blurb of a book and audibly sigh with hearts in my eyes, but How To Save A Life is just that kind of book. It makes you sigh, and laugh, and cry, and get mad (trust me, it's warranted and needed and it makes the story!) and it fills you with this happiness inside your heart that makes you feel completely satisfied. Andria's writing takes on a whole different level of amazing as we get to live through the eyes of Ezra and Ferris, two people who I feel are opposites but fit into each other's lives like two perfectly placed puzzle pieces.

Ezra Whitmore makes me smile one of those smiles that just completely takes over your face. Not only is he this young, hot dentist, but the kind of dad he is to Spencer (who in his own right is this phenomenal and pivotal character) is just unbelievably profound. He loves his son, accepts his son, and is everything a father and friend should be. There is nothing hotter than a man being a dad and Ezra is the epitome of fatherly perfection. Le sigh, right??? Unfortunately, at the same time, he's a grieving husband who has lost his spark after his wife dies. It's not until an accident on the shores of Jersey that you start to see a glimmer of light in Ezra's eyes in the form of lifeguard Ferris Jenkins.

Ferris just amazes me. With his family torn apart the way it is, you'd never think that a guy like him would be a survivor. He's genuine, sweet, a confidant, a safe haven and a real live superhero. Sure, during the day he saves Spencer from drowning, but it's his night job as a counselor for LGBT youth that really impacts who he is. He helps kids accept who they are with no strings and helps them find a safer environment when their own families reject them, much like his own family did to him. Legit. Superhero! After Spencer comes out to his dad, Ferris takes him under his wing and ultimately opens Ezra up to the feelings he's kept buried for years.

Watching Ezra finally light up and love again, and seeing Ferris finally getting to make amends with his past is completely breathtaking when you add in their undeniable chemistry that had me swooning and panting. It's insta-love mixed with that soul binding love nestled deep within that's so rare for people to find but these two just have it. One that helps bring back Ferris to his family and helps Ezra be his true self for the first time in a long time. Sure, this book has its obstacles, but it's about getting through them together, being happy, and ultimately, acceptance.

"Then Ferris came along and changed everything. He saved me when I didn't even know I needed saving. He pulled all of the pieces of my life back together and stitched them up, adding his own patch to it"

If you have yet to read anything by Andria Large, How To Save A Life is the perfect place to start, and if you're reading her again, then you get to experience another outstanding work of art. It's amazing, worthy of that happy one-click finger, and it will open you up to a happier kind of an HEA. #TeamFEZRA FTW!
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362 reviews1 follower
June 29, 2016
3 Hearts

There were things I really liked about this book and things that were just mediocre and a tad predictable. I enjoyed the writing, the characters, and the story but I wasn’t really wow’d and at times I did feel myself getting bored.

Ezra and Ferris meet under incredibly stressful and trying conditions. Even under said conditions both men are inexplicably drawn and attracted to each other. Ezra has battled with his bisexuality basically his whole life so he fights the attraction, initially. Ferris believes there’s no future for him and Ezra because he believes Ezra to be straight.

Both men have to come to terms with issues involving sexuality, family, parenthood, the trails of a new relationship, homophobia, and moving in together. This is a sweet coming out story, really. It has several deep issues that arise and both men find their bond growing as they move through life.

Like I mentioned I did like the characters in this story. The relationship between Ezra and Ferris was very believable and incredibly passionate. I also found Ezra’s son and his boyfriend a cute little addition. Very sweet.

Overall, I liked the book and if Spencer ever gets his own story I’d be interested in reading it.
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Author 5 books45 followers
May 31, 2016
**I received a free copy of this book to read and review for Wicked Reads.**

Ezra tragically lost his wife a little over a year ago. He's learning to raise his teenage son, Spencer, on his own. While relaxing at the beach tragedy strikes and Ezra watches as the life guard fights to save his son.

Ferris, a lifeguard and LGBT counselor, finds Ezra extremely attractive, even if it's at the most inappropriate time. Thinking he'll never see him again he's taken aback when Ezra and Spencer come for counseling. Spencer had just come out to Ezra and Ezra was going to do everything he could to help Spencer.

Ezra has been living his life on pause. He's ready to move on but is he ready to be honest with himself and those around him?

I enjoyed this read and it did hit a soft spot in my heart. Having a son come out and have a family member turn their back on him, is a hard thing to watch. Ms. Large hit all those emotions for me and it was done very realistically. The section with Ferris' family and Ezra's parents definitely brought tears.

Andria Large is a new author for me and I look forward to reading more.

Wicked Reads Review Team
90 reviews7 followers
June 8, 2016
***Reviewed by Sarah for ASBC***

Firstly I love M/M books… secondly this is the first book from this author that I’ve read. I think this Andria Larges debut published novel. On the whole it was a good storyline I really liked the characters.

Ezra is a widow of 12 months after losing his wife suddenly and is left to raise his 14 year old son Spencer. Ezra has also been lying to himself for a long time too about who he really is and when he meets Ferris this feeling gets confirmed when he feels attracted to him. After saving Spencer from drowning, Ferris feels an instant reaction to Ezra but doesn’t think he feels the same. Can Ezra and Ferris succumb to the attraction or is Ezra shoved so far in the closet that he can’t come out??
These two have a few issues to get through first like friendship, family and a 14 year old who knows he’s gay and needs advice. It was a little angsty and in parts very descriptive.

I did have a couple of issues with this book and I did lose track of the story in the middle a little where it was jumping between characters, but I did struggle with this in parts if i'm honest. It's ok for a debut novel and I really liked the epilogue. This is told in dual POV and it’s not too long either!

3.5 stars
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809 reviews17 followers
July 4, 2016
Ezra Whitmore and his son Spencer, are enjoying a day at the beach when Ferris comes crashing in. He physically saves Spencer, and along the way, emotionally saves Ezra.

Ezra has spent a good chunk of his life denying who he was, while playing the role of a straight man, married and raising his son. He did love his wife, with his whole heart, and when she died he was left devastated. When he meet's Ferris, all these old feelings he had been suppressing started coming back. Along the way, his son, Spencer, comes out to him. So, he takes him to a LGBT center where, surprise, Ferris also works as a counselor. Ferris and Spencer form a bond, and along the way, so do Ferris and Ezra. Eventually, Ezra acknowledges his feelings and he and Ferris give it a go.

For the most part, the book was just ok for me. I received an ARC in exchange for an honest review. There were a few grammatical errors I encountered but nothing too overwhelming. The dual POV's jumped around multiple times in a chapter, which was ok for me. The character's were likable and the plot was ok as well. Overall I gave this book 3.5 stars.
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1,301 reviews23 followers
June 2, 2016
~I received a free copy of this book to read and review for Wicked Reads Review Team~
I really enjoyed this book. Sweet, loving and made your heart melt. I love how great of a dad Ezra is and how well he takes it when his son Spencer comes out to him and how he wants to help him adjust in any way possible. Doesn’t hurt that Ezra has always liked guys but locked that part of him away when he met his former wife. Ferris is just fun loving and so full of life even though he has had his fair share of crap in his past. I love how Ezra and Ferris come together, and I especially loved how Spencer stuck up for Ferris which eventually lead to so much more happiness in the end. Sweet love story, highly recommend.
Characters: well written and easy to relate to
Sex: yes
Religious: no
Would I recommend to others: yes
More than one book in the series: no
Genre: M/M Romance
Would I read more by this author: yes
~Wicked Reads Review Team~

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2,765 reviews102 followers
March 9, 2018
A new author and one I think still sorting out minor issues with writing. I really enjoy the story arc and plot points. There's some (at times a LOT) of family drama, coming out of the closet, hurt/comfort/hospital scenes, and really cute 14 year old kid also coming out. Our MCs are both full on sweet with their heads screwed on properly (mostly). I really enjoyed the relationship and family journey. Will definitely read this author again if the precis appeals :)

Narrated by Paul Bright - 2.5 stars. At times this is easy listening and at others, there's a bit too much high-pitch stuff happening. PB sounds like he's new to the business ~ its certainly the first time I've heard him. He puts a lot of effort into this narration but doesn't always nail our MCs' voices and his female voices definitely need work. I hope he can sort out these issues, because I could hear that he put his heart into this narration.
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June 26, 2016
This book is not that long but it still should have ended a third of the way through the book. That would have been a good if somewhat unremarkable story.

The stuff that happens after is not bad or boring, just unnecessary. Then it suddenly starts channeling Jaw which came completely out of left field and ended with a stupidly unrealistic recovery which made the ending silly. Also the narrator suddenly changes for the epilogue which seemed. The only reason for that seemed to set us up for a sequel but it doesn't specifically say there will be one.
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