Charles Lambert is a master of inner angst. Prodigal, as many of Lambert’s books does, gives us raw, honest inner voices. His characters are deeply conflicted. Their perspectives are inconsistent. They rarely come to meaningful personal insights and often seem ambivalent. Their actions don’t always match their intentions. Lambert gives us flawed humanity on a fork.
Prodigal follows the story of a brother (Jeremy) and sister (Rachel) experiencing the death of their mother and then subsequently their father. Rachel also goes through a divorce, while Jeremy embraces his sexuality more openly than he could when he lived at home. The brother was closer to his mother although after her death he ended up feeling that he hardly ever understood her. The sister, by contrast, was relatively hostile to their mother, and much closer to her father. Yet after his death, we realize that Rachel’s understanding of him was deeply flawed and inaccurate. She lived with many illusions and never really comes to see that. Jeremy and Rachel didn’t get along either, but after both deaths they finally and tentatively reach a modest accord. Overall, Prodigal reveals the many ways that families can be broken and fail to live up to the connection, support and comfort that they should provide.
Both the brother and sister can be rather frustrating personalities. They both spend much of their lives struggling to connect with others and making poor relationship decisions. We see how the closed nature of both of their parents, their damaged relationship and their subsequent divorce inflicted damage on both of them. The brother often acts like a petulant child who can’t seem to prevent himself from drooling over handsome men like an adolescent. The sister is incredibly naïve and conservative in her thought processes, for example, feeling quite uncomfortable with her brother’s sexuality. It’s a bit of a shock to be thrown into a social world where homosexuality is seen as shameful or embarrassing and one can see how the brother grew up with neuroses given a lack of family support for his identity. Having to hide or suppress who you are can cause other discomfiting behaviors to bubble up in the self, almost as self-flagellation. If the people you care about aren’t comfortable with you, you have to fight to achieve comfort in yourself, and for many people that’s not easy.
Lambert shows us our all-to-human flaws and how difficult it is for us to connect and truly understand each other.