First of all, props to this book for having one of the most original concepts I have ever encountered for a coming-of-age novel. The main character, Chad, is dissatisfied with a lot of aspects of his life: his dad is a deadbeat who couldn’t hold down a job and walked out on his family, his well-meaning mother won’t let him get a summer job, his best friend has a life threatening auto-immune disease, the cops constantly assume he is up to no good with zero proof, and the girl he has been thinking about all year is going out with his school enemy. In response to his poor luck, unfortunate circumstances, and perceived sleights, Chad fixates on becoming Bozo - the insult comic clown in the dunk tank of the Jersey Shore boardwalk where Chad lives. Chad obsesses over the possibility of being able to disappear into clown makeup and get back at the world by hurling witty insults at strangers, a possibility made more enticing by Malcolm, a Bozo with mad acting skills and a tragic past with whom Chad has a love-hate mentorship.
So, given this deeply weird and awesome concept, I was prepared to like this book a LOT, and while I did enjoy it, the story unfortunately had a few flaws that forced me to knock off a star. One issue I had was that Chad’s character growth took a WHILE to get going. There is a great deal of set-up regarding why he feels so angry, hopeless, and tired of the world, and this is valid and important, but that makes his turnaround and quasi-apprenticeship with Malcolm feel somewhat rushed. Chad goes from being practically catatonic in his depression to successfully healing his friend, becoming a Bozo, and getting the girl in basically a month, which seems kind of quick. Speaking of getting the girl, I did not feel like Gwen (Guin?) was fleshed out enough as a character, and to be honest I found the entire romantic subplot a bit unnecessary. Chad had enough problems going on to justify his dissatisfaction with life and longing for the Bozo persona; the time spent on his annoyance with Anthony “stealing” Gwen was distracting and not the strongest part of the novel. Also, Chad’s character growth felt SO SLOW in this respect, as he literally would not say what he was thinking EVERY TIME they met up when it would have been so helpful! Frustrating, but maybe that is an accurate depiction of teenage boys lol.
Okay, on to the good stuff. Malcolm was a super interesting side character, and I honestly wish they had spent more time on him. How did he first start being a clown? What roles did he play when he was at Juilliard? What made him get into acting? His tragic backstory and impressions were fascinating, but I just wish we had gotten more master and padawan time between Malcolm and Chad. I also loved that this book had an ongoing examination of what it means to work, make money, and like or even love your job. This is such an important topic that people often contemplate far too late in life, so I love that it is brought up and considered frequently by a teenage main character. Finally, the entire concept of people with illnesses being helped by laughter is so cool and made me want to research it more! Kudos to the author for exploring this phenomenon and adding it into one of the major subplots with Chad’s friend.
Overall, I would definitely recommend this book, even with its flaws, due to the originality of its plot and the intriguing concepts explored. Chad is a reasonably likable main character, and you may walk away from the book with a newfound appreciation of classic comedy bits.
Note: I listened to this book on Spotify, which has the FullCast audio recording. It was quite good, especially since I do not typically go for audiobooks. I think I would have equally liked reading this traditionally but for some reason libraries do not carry David Lubar YA books. WHYYYYYY?! Anyway, if you have Spotify, this is a readily available option.