A friend told me I had to read this book. I have read many of the author's books. They have become so hit or miss for me, and mostly miss.
I truly enjoyed the early Westmoreland, Forged of Steele, Madaris, and even some of the later Men of Action, Perfect, etc. I really, really wanted to like this book. I cannot say I did.
I listened to the audiobook. I don't know if it was the book or the narrator that was the struggle. Normally when I see this narrator, I read the book if at all possible. He sounds old fashion and somewhat stilted in his delivery. Although, that may also be the dialogue. At least it seems that way to me.
Seeing how this was supposed to be a contemporary romance, I thought that meant close to the year 2024 if not somewhere in the 21st century. The dialogue sounded like it came from another era. I lost count of the number of times I heard "intense sexual chemistry", "intense need", " strong sexual chemistry", "his/her mouth mating with her/his mouth", " his tongue took possession of hers", etc. Mating was a word that was absolutely overused to me. It was all OTT language, and who talks like that anyway?
The substance of the book seemed to not be any different than the last several books I have read or listened to recently. "I have baggage, I can't commit, I'm too angry to commit, to distrustful, (BAGGAGE basically). But, let's spend lots of time together, either deliberately or inadvertently. Then, Let's fall in love BUT, let's not tell each other how we truly feel for whatever goofy reason we come up with this time. Next, something dramatic happens that is painful, yet it allows us to lift our barriers, tell one another about our love and live HEA".
This book moved so slowly. It dragged on and on. I don't think this book needed to be so long. I felt like the characters kept repeating themselves. I can't even describe the narration, especially when it comes to the female dialogue. I would not have minded a switch up in narrators and let Jaime Lincoln Smith narrate some of these Catalina Cove books. I am not sure if a different narrator would have helped.
I also don't think it could easily be read as a stand-alone. There was the discussion of too many characters, their pasts, and relationships to one another. I have read the books, but didn't commit all of that to memory.
I don't know the purpose of having Levi and Margie(hard g) as part of the story. It didn't help. I felt absolutely no chemistry between Saint and Zara, or Levi and Margie. I felt no romance, no sexual tension, no nothing. I was exhausted when this book finally ended.
I kept reading these books hoping that I would find that old excitement, anticipation, enjoyment, or investment in the couples. I was disappointed and sad because I realized it was truly time for me to let this go. It's gone for me. I no longer get that sense of romance, enjoyment, love, or sensuality.
Tbh, I would recommend that you read or listen to the book and judge for yourself. I truly hope you can find what I have lost.