I have enjoyed several of Keith "Fozzie" Fosset's earlier accounts of his various long distance hikes, and had no doubt the same would be true for Highs and Lows. Little did I know it would be of greater worth to me than I imagined.
I've been visiting Skye in Scotland every year for over a decade now with my students, and have long thought what an adventure it would be to hike across the country, so I've been eagerly anticipating Fozzie's book. He begins as he has begun before, with the genesis of his plans for hiking across Scotland. Shortly after he begins his hike, it becomes clear this will be no easy effort, but rather a tough slog through rain and storms and mud. Soon, though, we begin to see that something else besides simply a tough hike is going on. It is then that Fozzie begins to weave in his first inklings that he is suffering from more than just physical distress, that mental or emotional distress is also in play. The juxtaposition of his descriptions of the physical rigors of his hike, and the occasional spots of joy and contentment amidst the storms, help to highlight the inward struggles he is experiencing at the same time.
I have loved ones who struggle with anxiety and depression, and I have learned that it is difficult or impossible to truly understand those afflictions if you have never experienced them yourself. As much as I want to help, and am sympathetic toward their suffering, I'm also frustrated because I often simply don't understand. Fozzie was able to describe his own experiences in a way that helped me begin to understand, to gain some semblance of empathy in addition to the sympathy I already felt. He describes his feelings and experience of depression, his initial denial, and then ultimate acceptance and realization he can't control it, and finally acknowledgement that he needed help he couldn't provide for himself. His experiences also show the value of a friend or loved one, especially one who has had similar experiences and who was able to help him see that he needed professional assistance.
In the end, his hike wasn't just a physical hike, but an important journey inward and outward toward help and healing. I am grateful for Fozzie's openness and willingness to be vulnerable and share his experiences with others in similar circumstances, or who have loved ones who are suffering with mental health issues. So good to know he was able to get the help he needed!