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528 pages, Hardcover
First published November 17, 2023
“You had things to do.” His words were flat.
“Well, yes. I couldn’t sit around for days and wait to be rescued. Besides, if I’d done that, you would have arrived and roared at me for not working harder to escape.”
The fact was, if we were going to win this war, we had to fight Regner everywhere. And that included the hearts and minds of his people.
“I’ve lived a beautiful life, Prisca. I may have lost parts of myself while I was too young to remember it, but in exchange, I found brothers whom I’ve fought back-to-back with for decades. I found Sybella. Piperia. I would die a hundred times to keep them safe.”
“You came all this way, placing both of you in danger, for one man? A human?”
Demos’s face might have been carved from stone. “I came all this way for my brother.”
“I didn’t need anything before Prisca. I wanted peace on this continent. I wanted our people to be safe. I wanted Regner dead. But I didn’t need anything for myself. I didn’t know I could have anything myself. And then I met her, and for the first time in my long life, I needed.”
His brows lowered into a dark scowl. “Think, wildcat. Do you really believe this is the best action, or are you just mad because I told you no?”
“You don’t tell me anything, Lorian.” Rythos chuckled. Everyone else had various expressions of amusement on their faces. Except my aunt, who leaned past Rythos to shake her head at me. “You could have had a nice hybrid man,” she told me. “You took him on, and now you’ll have to live with the consequences.”

“You don’t let this break you.”
I screamed and screamed. The horror was torn from my lungs, burning up my throat.
I couldn’t fall apart here. I had to lead. We had to make plans.
Lorian tightened his arms around me, and I took a deep breath. Then another.
The amusement drained from his face. It wasn’t real amusement anyway. “What do you want?”
It was my turn to smile. “I want chaos.”
Demos had only ever seen me as yet another person to keep alive. I was a promise he’d made to his sister.
And most days, I was fine with that.
Today…today, it ached.
I couldn’t speak. The tears I couldn’t shed were drowning me, and I was gasping for breath.
But there was something I had to say. A promise I had to keep.
the fact was, if we were going to win this war, we had to fight regner everywhere. and that included the hearts and minds of his people.
“you had things to do.” his words were flat.
“well, yes. i couldn’t sit around for days and wait to be rescued. besides, if i’d done that, you would have arrived and roared at me for not working harder to escape.”
i had two choices—face it and live a rich, full life, or hide from it and never truly experience the joy and happiness of loving with everything in me.
the price of love was loss.
we all paid it eventually.
“i want you to feel how much i love you. i’ll always be with you, prisca. it’s you and me.”