★★★★★
“You’re definitely trouble, I just thought you were the good kind.” -Kai 💙
“Love can't be counted or calculated…It has to be trusted, given freely, risked. I understand now.
It's in love that we find our infinity.” -Phoenix 💙
"We are all a mess of complicated layers, some painful and some truly beautiful." -Red 💙 (I think Red said that?)
This is a fantastically written book about a girl named Jo
named Double Eight
named Phoenix, who just escaped from the worst place on earth. How? She doesn’t know. Why? Don’t know that either. Numbers are her life, since her old life no longer exists. All she knows is she wants revenge to let loose on the people who ruined her life, and she knows just how to get it—and justice.
Based loosely off the biblical story of Joseph, this is a heartbreaking, but strong story that absolutely entranced me.
things I did like about this book:
🌃narrator was awesome, I liked that her voice sounded younger and I could actually picture it as Phoenix herself
🌃even though this could *maybe* be interpreted as a current day story, I thought of it way more as futuristic (even dystopian in some aspects) which made it super interesting to me!
🌃kai is so sweet, so so sweet. I LOVE his patience and the fact that he just wants to get to know this broken girl and be a friend to her.
🌃the healing that phoenix is starting to experience makes me so happy and proud
🌃even though this is such a heavy book, Nova McBee still manages to weave in humor, light-heartedness, love, redemption, and forgiveness.
Seriously please read this!
things I didn’t like about this book:
🌃sometimes her abruptness/rudeness startled me, but Phoenix has been through a lot so it makes sense
🌃got a little confused around chapter 30 but it cleared up again
🌃her strong motivation for revenge bothered me a bit, but she matured throughout the book I feel and realized all that mattered was justice.
age recommendation: 13-14+
book vibes: 🦋♾️🌃💙⛓️
Note to Non-christians reading this review:
Even if you aren’t a Christian, I would still recommend this! There’s only allegories and themes, not any explicit faith content, which I know can get preachy for people who aren’t interested in it. (But if you are interested, Jesus loves you and wants to know you 💙)
trigger/content warning is below
*if you’re just worried about cleanliness, it has nothing more than light kissing and there’s no language* :)
⚠️MAJOR spoilers below⚠️
gosh where do I start?
Mc gets kidnapped, held captive, exploited for her talents, and is physically abused and tortured if she disobeys. An adult man harasses her, makes catcalls and comments, and eventually attempts to sexually abuse her when she’s exposed in a swimsuit but she escapes before he can do anything to her.
Mc is told during her captivity that her family died.
Mc is sent to an underground prison where she’s exploited for her talents again. She aids in illegal activities, but doesn’t want to
A father figure to the mc dies in her arms
Mc is never trafficked, but both of her two captors are major traffickers, one being the biggest trafficker in the world.
Later the mc works to rescue some of these girls, and they’re very abused and neglected.
There’s fist fights, violence, rebellions, trespassing. There’s a few kisses, nothing too detailed.
No language.