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1.5 "Yes one single character, Six, ruined this whole story for me and I think I could have given it at least 3 stars if Six hadn't been Six" Stars
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Dissenting opinion time? Yes, I think it is, as i've mostly seen 3 stars and up for this story from my goodreads friends.
The main reason? Yes, that is because of Six. I could NOT stand him, and he genuinely made what would have been an okay book unbearable.
It gets 1.5 stars for a hot sex scene or two that caught my interest, but that's it. Other than that, even Amadeo, who I think overall was an okay character, couldn't save this damn story. Six was just too insufferable.
Let me explain (Sorry, big rant incoming! And also contains ***SPOILERS**** because I just have to rant and it's all gonna come out as I do, so this is your warning for ***SPOILERS**** if you don't want any):
➤ So we learn at the beginning of this that Six is on the run from the mob, as he stole from them at a casino. Already that's a big yikes, but then pretty soon later on we learn he didn't just steal a little, he stole at least 400k. 400K!! FROM THE MOB.
➤ Now, if he stole from...idk, a corporation, I would understand his attitude toward them, even though he stole from them, because corporations basically steal from their workers - legally, at that - all the damn time, so fuck them. But this is the MOB. We already know they're dirty and underhanded and not people to fuck with. You hear "mob" and you should just KNOW not to mess with them, period. ESPECIALLY don't fucking steal from them, and 400k at that!
➤ But what does Six have the GALL to act like when he is, of course, captured by Amadeo? Incensed that he's been captured and put in a cell - not killed, not tortured, just...put in a cell, the LEAST worst thing the mob could do to you for stealing fucking 400k+ from them, and he has the nerve to whine about it and act indignant and a total fucking BRAT to Amadeo. It's shitty to steal money from someone in the first place, but to do it to a MOB BOSS and then act like YOU'RE the wronged party and he's evil for capturing you is...WILD.
➤ And again, this is the mob. You should go into it expecting them not to treat you kindly or fairly. To act surprised that they could do such horrible things, or things outside the "norm" is just...SO fucking stupid.
➤ Six, despite hating being locked up, refuses Amadeo's other option of being his boy to his Daddy for 6 months to pay off his debt. I fucking can't. And he still acts like the wronged party and how DARE this fucking MOB BOSS!!! do this to him. He eventually changes his mind, but the fact he doesn't jump on that offer at first is wild.
➤ I really didn't understand what the fuck Amadeo saw in Six. I truly don't. Because not once did Six display any interesting, eye catching qualities. He was the worst kind of brat, a total asshole, and treated Amadeo like shit - which, yeah I get it, Amadeo is a big bad mob boss and is yes, holding Six against his will and blah blah blah - but if Amadeo wasn't a mob boss and Six hadn't done anything, that attitude would be totally justified. But come on, what do you expect when you cross the mob? What do you expect when you steal 400k+ from a mob? Was Six just thinking he could get away with it?? Like honestly, what the fuck?
➤ But anyway, Amadeo is like...obsessed with Six and worships him - all while Six acts like brattiest, most immature, annoying little shit ever and I have to wonder WHY??
➤ "Bratty, defiant Six was the sweetest man that I had ever met." WHERE? Amadeo, WHERE and WHEN was Six ever "sweet"??? Color me confused, because not once do I remember Six acting sweet in this whole damn book. Maybe a little nicer than usual, sure, - he had moments, just moments, here and there, where he was okay - but not sweet. Like nope, this boy is not sweet.
➤ Not only was Six incredibly immature and annoying AF, but he was genuinely stupid AF. Not only does he run once, he does it TWICE. The first time is not as bad as he's found pretty much right away - but the fact that he was found so damn fast...what was he looking to accomplish? He KNEW he'd get caught and yet he did it anyway and then got, you guessed it, indignant when Amadeo came along and got angry with him and tried to bring him back home.
➤ The second time he leaves when he KNOWS - FUCKING KNOWS - that someone has THREATENED HIM to get to Amadeo!! Even if he was mad at Amadeo and needed to get away, that fact ALONE should have stopped him. But did this moron use common sense?? NO.
➤ This comes after he asks Amadeo if he loves him, and Amadeo says "I don't know" and Six, WHO DOESN'T SAY HE LOVES HIM HIMSELF, throws a fucking tantrum about it, locks Amadeo out for days, then when Amadeo comes and tries to talk to him, ya know, like an adult, he REFUSES TO! A convo could have solved so much, but does this fucking immature brat - who is 21, by the way, not an actual child - do that? NOPE!
➤ Instead he comes to his own conclusions, without taking that opportunity to talk to Amadeo and get his side of things, whines and cries about it, and then runs away when things are fucking dangerous and gets, you guessed it, captured by the bad guy 🙄🙄🙄
➤ And then other people have the gall to blame Amadeo for Six's immature, moronic behavior? Amadeo's sister says it's Amadeo's fault for "not letting people in" like?? Amadeo didn't make Six throw a fucking tantrum and run away, AGAIN, like a fucking moron.
➤ Earlier his secretary got on Amadeo's case because SIX lost his shit over walking in on Amadeo in a perfectly normal meeting with another guy - the head of the Irish mob - and jumped to his own conclusions, and got upset and had a, you guessed it, tantrum. Now, Amadeo didn't help that situation himself, as he did say some harsh things and wouldn't just tell Six what was going on, true. But at the same time, he should be allowed to have a meeting with another guy, attractive or not, and not have Six jump to the worst conclusions and throw a fit demanding to know what's going on. Also Amadeo isn't obligated to tell him the goings on of his mob duties and such.
➤ I couldn't help but compare this to M.D. Gregory's "The Boss" which I absolutely ADORE. Sloan and Conall are my favorites. What's the difference, though? Why did I love that, when I detested this? Well, Conall was so so SO much more likable. And he has attitude and stood up to Sloan at times, and he was no meek little thing - which this book tried to portray Six as - but Conall also knew when to shut up, when to let it go, and when he fucked up and went a little too far with a fucking MOB BOSS. Also, Conall didn't specifically land himself in that situation, whereas Six did here, and then whined he was in that situation.
Conall's annoyance and frustration with being "forced" to be Sloan's pet made sense, because he didn't make the problem himself that had to be rectified. And he was so much more mature about things. He was frustrated at first and tried to hate Sloan, but he was smart about when to speak up and when to shut up, and to reign in his attitude and when to let it out. He becomes a true partner for Sloan, whereas Six is just an immature, annoying brat, and Amadeo's fascination with him makes no fucking sense, whereas Sloan's with Conall does.
➤ The plot was so-so in this. If Six had been an enjoyable character, and he and Amadeo had really good chemistry, I think the plot in large part is something I could have ignored. This could have gotten 3 or 4 stars in that case. The plot was okay, the surprise of who was betraying Amadeo was okay, and the climax was again...okay. It could have been better, more climatic, but it wasn't a total disappointment.
➤ But I was just so mad at Six all the time, and hating his character so much to really give one shit about the plot, which lends to me giving this one star. When one of the MC's is so unlikable that I couldn't give a shit about the plot, it just...there's no saving the story.
And you guys know, if you've followed my reviews for awhile, that I'm not one to hate a story so much, or so intensely, or hate the MC's quite this much. So when I do...I feel like it takes a lot to get me there.
Well, Six was horrible from page one, and while I hoped, so hoped, he would get better, he just...never did. He would have maybe a small, very small stretch where he was okay and it seemed like he was improving, but then he would do something to ruin it and go back to being insufferable.
I think I get what the author was trying to do - make Six bratty and insolent so he would truly be a "boy" in need of a "Daddy" to wrangle him. But instead none of his bratty immaturity was offset with anything interesting or charming about him. Also, for being a big bad mob moss, honestly Amadeo wasn't the greatest "Daddy" because Six just continued to be a brat, continued to defy him, and continued to be the worst kind of immature moron brat. There was no keeping this asshole in line.
It would have been different if he'd started out this way, but then got better the more he was with his "Daddy" but he just never did, he never changed, he never improved, and he was moronic and insufferable throughout until the very last page.
WHEW....sorry guys, this book set me OFF, in a way which few rarely ever do for me. Six was just so bad that he ruined this whole book for me and that's saying something. In-suff-er-able.
And I'll end my big ass rant there and just move on now from this book, and this horrible fucking character.
Sorry guys. This obviously was NOT for me. Better luck next time 🤷♀️