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On the Inside Looking Out
Per·spec· (noun): One's point of view shaped by beliefs, environment, and experience.
Everyone has one... but is it accurate? Should everyone trust their perception? After all, it is how you see the world...
Kennedi Westbrook has defied the odds. Statistically, she was destined to fail. However, she proved the statistics wrong by becoming a sought-after psychiatrist and the owner of Healthy Minds, a counseling and psychiatric practice in downtown Atlanta. To many, she embodies the ideal woman, but this perception overlooks her most significant affliction—her mental illness.
Kennedi’s husband, Mitchell, is wealthy, business savvy, well-groomed, and confident. However, he grapples with major issues. Although he could not desire a better family and lifestyle, his perception has clouded his judgment, prompting him to question if he still has it. Far removed from the dating game, Mitchell makes an impulsive decision to flirt with danger, jeopardizing his most valued possession—his family.
Young, beautiful, and alluring, Sydney was unemployed, insecure, and nearly homeless before meeting the father of her unborn twins. Now, her struggles involve learning to adapt to her new reality and figuring out how to rekindle the flame that has been extinguished between them. Determined to avoid life as a single mother, she will do anything to live on her terms. Each of the three has close friends with different perspectives, secrets, and influences, complicating all situations.
On the Inside Looking Out is a whirlwind of blackouts, nightmares, abuse, jealousy, broken spirits, secrets, and lies that won’t cease until perceptions and perspectives are challenged.
Everyone has one... but is it accurate? Should everyone trust their perception? After all, it is how you see the world...
Kennedi Westbrook has defied the odds. Statistically, she was destined to fail. However, she proved the statistics wrong by becoming a sought-after psychiatrist and the owner of Healthy Minds, a counseling and psychiatric practice in downtown Atlanta. To many, she embodies the ideal woman, but this perception overlooks her most significant affliction—her mental illness.
Kennedi’s husband, Mitchell, is wealthy, business savvy, well-groomed, and confident. However, he grapples with major issues. Although he could not desire a better family and lifestyle, his perception has clouded his judgment, prompting him to question if he still has it. Far removed from the dating game, Mitchell makes an impulsive decision to flirt with danger, jeopardizing his most valued possession—his family.
Young, beautiful, and alluring, Sydney was unemployed, insecure, and nearly homeless before meeting the father of her unborn twins. Now, her struggles involve learning to adapt to her new reality and figuring out how to rekindle the flame that has been extinguished between them. Determined to avoid life as a single mother, she will do anything to live on her terms. Each of the three has close friends with different perspectives, secrets, and influences, complicating all situations.
On the Inside Looking Out is a whirlwind of blackouts, nightmares, abuse, jealousy, broken spirits, secrets, and lies that won’t cease until perceptions and perspectives are challenged.
- GenresAfrican American
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First published December 20, 2012
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March 26, 2025
Wheww!!! I need a neck brace! Thats how much whiplash I had!!! Mitch you dirty nasty DOG!!
The things that occurred in this book were so unnecessary. I wonder how Kennedi will deal with this outcome?! Cliffhanger… beware..
The things that occurred in this book were so unnecessary. I wonder how Kennedi will deal with this outcome?! Cliffhanger… beware..
January 24, 2013
Kenni the psychiatrist and her husband Mitchell the business savy gentleman have the perfect marriage. They have it all money, cars, & clothes. Things are perfect until He meets Sindney.Who would've thought that his life will change. When he finds himself in a bind trying to hide a secret from his wife nothing is off limits.
Lakii did the damn thing with this book. The characters were on point. I felt so many emotions reading this book, I couldn't put it down. I cant wait for part two. The ending had me wanting more. Please read this book you won't be disappointed.
Lakii did the damn thing with this book. The characters were on point. I felt so many emotions reading this book, I couldn't put it down. I cant wait for part two. The ending had me wanting more. Please read this book you won't be disappointed.
January 31, 2014
Read this book as a recommendation from a friend. This book was so good. I loved it.
On the Inside Looking Out is a whirlwind of blackouts, nightmares, abuse, jealousy, broken spirits, secrets, and lies that won’t
stop until perceptions and perspectives are tested.
This book is very entertaining and at times will have you laughing .
The characters were well developed .
The story line , you won’t want to end. The story ended with a great cliffhanger.
I look forward to reading the next book.
On the Inside Looking Out is a whirlwind of blackouts, nightmares, abuse, jealousy, broken spirits, secrets, and lies that won’t
stop until perceptions and perspectives are tested.
This book is very entertaining and at times will have you laughing .
The characters were well developed .
The story line , you won’t want to end. The story ended with a great cliffhanger.
I look forward to reading the next book.
January 18, 2013
I enjoyed this book from the beginning to the end.What a great story line.This book contained everything from drama to suspense,I couldn't put it down anticipating what would happen next.The cliffhanger ending has me impatiently waiting for part 2.Great Job on your first novel Lakaii
January 31, 2013
Can't wait for the sequel!
February 2, 2013
This book is a must read can't wait for part 2. Shaking my head at Mitch. Poor Sydney but you get what you play for lol. Excellent read great job author lakaii
August 11, 2013
One mistake can ruin EVERYTHING! Cant wait for pt 2
April 7, 2014
OMG! looking for a page turner with drama, and suspense? This is the book for you. I was unable to put it down. The ending was the best!
June 28, 2025
What The Helly!
The way I’m running to get book 2 caused me to cramp my finger! This story was a lot dealing with real life issues and how selfishness, greed, revenge, anger, hurt and lies changed multiple lives forever. This story pulled at my heart and had my emotions going crazy with all the drama, suspense and messy mess happening. It also hits some important life situations that was nicely depicted making you understand why people wild tf out. These characters are 6 degrees of chaotic seperation and babaaaaay it’s East Point meet’s Alpharetta and it’s all about to come to a head.
Lakaii wrote this story with her whole chest. I felt the passion, emotion and desperation from the characters and she did an awesome job keeping the story alive and interesting…It’s a page turner.
The narration by IIkane was insane. Her ability to transition from female to male with character, personality, feelings and passion is astounding.
Get this book and I promise you’ll want to get book 2…
The way I’m running to get book 2 caused me to cramp my finger! This story was a lot dealing with real life issues and how selfishness, greed, revenge, anger, hurt and lies changed multiple lives forever. This story pulled at my heart and had my emotions going crazy with all the drama, suspense and messy mess happening. It also hits some important life situations that was nicely depicted making you understand why people wild tf out. These characters are 6 degrees of chaotic seperation and babaaaaay it’s East Point meet’s Alpharetta and it’s all about to come to a head.
Lakaii wrote this story with her whole chest. I felt the passion, emotion and desperation from the characters and she did an awesome job keeping the story alive and interesting…It’s a page turner.
The narration by IIkane was insane. Her ability to transition from female to male with character, personality, feelings and passion is astounding.
Get this book and I promise you’ll want to get book 2…
September 12, 2025
well got damn🚨🚨 this is definitely a spoiler 🚨🚨
This book was so damn good and crazy and unhinged first of all Tia messy ass friend ever she need her ass beat to a pulp
She need to be dropped as anybody’s friend , now I felt sorry for Kennedi, she went through a lot as a chow. Her mother was very abusive, would hit on her kick at her hit her with sticks and stanchion cords so she was traumatized as a kid, and her husband may have been her loving husband, trying to make sure everything went right for her, but he was making things worse, but not telling her and the baby mother that he was married and he had another girl pregnant so I hear the next book is about Kayla and her husband ERIC, this book was so juicy with drama is definitely a must read got to read a five star for me. I’m about to move on to book 2 of the series. Just caught this book. It is worth the read.
This book was so damn good and crazy and unhinged first of all Tia messy ass friend ever she need her ass beat to a pulp
She need to be dropped as anybody’s friend , now I felt sorry for Kennedi, she went through a lot as a chow. Her mother was very abusive, would hit on her kick at her hit her with sticks and stanchion cords so she was traumatized as a kid, and her husband may have been her loving husband, trying to make sure everything went right for her, but he was making things worse, but not telling her and the baby mother that he was married and he had another girl pregnant so I hear the next book is about Kayla and her husband ERIC, this book was so juicy with drama is definitely a must read got to read a five star for me. I’m about to move on to book 2 of the series. Just caught this book. It is worth the read.
September 12, 2025
Well got dame 🚨🚨 this is definitely a spoiler alert
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This book was so damn good and crazy and unhinged first of all Tia messy ass friend ever she need her ass beat to a pulp
She need to be dropped as anybody’s friend , now I felt sorry for Kennedi, she went through a lot as a chow. Her mother was very abusive, would hit on her kick at her hit her with sticks and stanchion cords so she was traumatized as a kid, and her husband may have been her loving husband, trying to make sure everything went right for her, but he was making things worse, but not telling her and the baby mother that he was married and he had another girl pregnant so I hear the next book is about Kayla and her husband ERIC, this book was so juicy with drama is definitely a must read got to read a five star for me. I’m about to move on to book 2 of the series. Just caught this book. It is worth the read.
🚨🚨
This book was so damn good and crazy and unhinged first of all Tia messy ass friend ever she need her ass beat to a pulp
She need to be dropped as anybody’s friend , now I felt sorry for Kennedi, she went through a lot as a chow. Her mother was very abusive, would hit on her kick at her hit her with sticks and stanchion cords so she was traumatized as a kid, and her husband may have been her loving husband, trying to make sure everything went right for her, but he was making things worse, but not telling her and the baby mother that he was married and he had another girl pregnant so I hear the next book is about Kayla and her husband ERIC, this book was so juicy with drama is definitely a must read got to read a five star for me. I’m about to move on to book 2 of the series. Just caught this book. It is worth the read.
March 27, 2025
Collision Course
From start to finish, this story was headed for a five car pileup on a busy interstate…during peak rush hour traffic! This was a NTMA rec that provided nonstop entertainment while reading. And like any bad wreck, it was hard to look away from! I’ll be moving on to book two because how could I not??? I’d give this one 3.5 stars and depending on how all the loose ends are tied up, book two has the potential to be a banger for real!
From start to finish, this story was headed for a five car pileup on a busy interstate…during peak rush hour traffic! This was a NTMA rec that provided nonstop entertainment while reading. And like any bad wreck, it was hard to look away from! I’ll be moving on to book two because how could I not??? I’d give this one 3.5 stars and depending on how all the loose ends are tied up, book two has the potential to be a banger for real!
December 5, 2021
Growing up is hard
I think everyone in this book suffer from not being able to grow up and move pass their past or move into adulthood. Communication is important and they don’t know how to communicate at all. Friends become foes but it’s only because they don’t know how to communicate what their friendship require.
I think everyone in this book suffer from not being able to grow up and move pass their past or move into adulthood. Communication is important and they don’t know how to communicate at all. Friends become foes but it’s only because they don’t know how to communicate what their friendship require.
December 12, 2021
Poor Kennedi!!!! Dang that girl just was getting dumped on left and right and her husband wasn’t sh$t. Why do people do the than that they do? Like seriously? They have no regard for consequences. Tia needed her tail whooped like yesterday. I listened to this and the narrator was FIRE!!!! Sydney was a world class idiot. Idk WTH she could have possibly been expecting. Just mess!
January 29, 2022
kennedi💜
My heart goes out to Kennedi of course. Holding on to sanity I the midst of the betrayal she will soon learn of had me on edge. I just want to fast forward to healing😩 Great read and my 1st time with this author!
My heart goes out to Kennedi of course. Holding on to sanity I the midst of the betrayal she will soon learn of had me on edge. I just want to fast forward to healing😩 Great read and my 1st time with this author!
July 5, 2025
Damn
The lead up was EVERYTHING!!!! We as people are so is manipulative and messed up from our childhoods. The way our minds work under derrest....
The lead up was EVERYTHING!!!! We as people are so is manipulative and messed up from our childhoods. The way our minds work under derrest....
August 10, 2025
Speechless
This is a roller coaster of emotions. Sydney is naive, Tia is spiteful, poor Kayla just wants to be a good friend, and Kennedi PTSD N heartbreak what more can she take…
This is a roller coaster of emotions. Sydney is naive, Tia is spiteful, poor Kayla just wants to be a good friend, and Kennedi PTSD N heartbreak what more can she take…
August 15, 2025
Whiplash
You ever dislike a character in a book you hope they fall over on the cruise ship they are on.
I was gonna write out a cute review… if you like messy this is for you.
You ever dislike a character in a book you hope they fall over on the cruise ship they are on.
I was gonna write out a cute review… if you like messy this is for you.
October 22, 2025
omg so good!
I should’ve known this food story was going to end like this!! I was hooked from start to finish. I have to see how this turns out.
I should’ve known this food story was going to end like this!! I was hooked from start to finish. I have to see how this turns out.
May 13, 2025
Leaves you wanting more...
If you love urban fiction, you’ll love this book! I love how the author introduced and developed each character allowing the reader to draw a connection, good or bad, to each one. Each page left you wanting more and more. So many emotions involved in this reading. Certainly everyone has at least one connection with a character. I literally connected with all and had sympathy and some empathy with literally each character! I loved how the author embraced mental illness as apart of the storyline because it’s such a stigma, especially in the African American community. CANNOT wait for the next book! I need to know what happened next!
If you love urban fiction, you’ll love this book! I love how the author introduced and developed each character allowing the reader to draw a connection, good or bad, to each one. Each page left you wanting more and more. So many emotions involved in this reading. Certainly everyone has at least one connection with a character. I literally connected with all and had sympathy and some empathy with literally each character! I loved how the author embraced mental illness as apart of the storyline because it’s such a stigma, especially in the African American community. CANNOT wait for the next book! I need to know what happened next!
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