Okay. Where to start with this one?
I have waited for this book for what feels like so goddamn long, my mind constantly pondering over the different things that happened and why Simone was compelled to not talk about it.
When the book cover, and plot was released for the book, I knew, I goddamn knew, it was going to be good.
Simone finally got her own story and I am so happy for her, but lets start with a few things that annoyed me first. The bad before the good.
Crimson? Seriously? This nickname annoyed the ever-loving crap out of me. It felt forced and like, Lucien is such a cool and HOT name already, but also very simple. 2 syllables. Why you gotta nickname him? I tried. I tried to understand the “background” behind the nickname but every time it was used, it urked me to the point where I just changed it to imagining Simone was saying Lucien. Dear author, not everyone needs a nickname or couple name. Also side note: I was very very disappointed in the name Mera and Shadow gave their child. You would think a god would get maybe a better or unique name, no?
Another thing that I was disappointed to see was Simone’s “pick me” character. No matter how many times she tried to justify herself with her background, it always felt like she needed validation and was throwing a pity party for herself. Her character honestly gave me whiplash.
At the start of the book, she changes in between saying that it’s not Luciens fault, she was the cause of her problems, but then, she would blame him? There are many other times like this but I can’t quote them cause spoilers.
Next thing; Mera. Mera already has had 3 of her own books, and I loved every single one of them, but in this? She bothered me with how much she tried to insert herself into everything, and also kind of how much she was in this book. I understand that Mera is powerful, but why she gotta act like big dog all the time? Honestly reading outside of her POV, I don’t understand how she has friends at all.
Apart from the above, I absolutely ate this book up. I live in New Zealand so the date the book was released, it actually was a day after here which bummed me out a little bit but definitely worth the anticipation. I was SHOCKED that we got two babies in one book, and honestly, low key a needing a book for them.
I loved the idea of a vamp-shifter romance and the small twist towards the end got me - not gonna lie.
Do not get me started on the sex scenes, because HOT DAMN.
Lucien has always been intriguing to me while reading the first 3 books and being introduced to his character in the first. Why? Because vampires. Still haven’t gotten over the teen faze as much as I would like to think so. Also vamp sex? Now that was something. I loved seeing him vulnerable and open and possessive. Definitely a perfect match for Simone. One question though - Shadow and Mera had sex without condoms, Angel and Reece had sex without condoms, and now both have kids… we all know what’s coming right? It’s definitely certain isn’t it?
I’m also glad that this wasn’t another “saving the world” book because that would have been disappointing.
Now I just need to sit around for maybe a few months, in wait of Sam and Len’s book, because we all knew it was coming and confirmation was bliss.