The emotions!!!
Chokecherry Drive by Layla Reed
WHO IS THIS AUTHOR?!?!?!? I have never heard of Layla Reed before picking up this book. But now I can't stop thinking about her. This book was just amazing. I don't think I have read a book that has taken me on such emotional highs and lows as the roller coaster ride contained within these pages. It was fabulous and amazing and something that I expect from the Hallmark channel, but I got it with Chokecherry Drive.
This is a book about Macy. Her childhood is rather interesting in that her mom runs things with an iron fist and everyone knows it. One summer Macy's dad hires on help for the farm, a young man named Jason. Macy's mom, Elaine, hates him from the beginning for no reason. So, of course, Macy & Jason start to date. This starts us on a journey where Elaine does the most unforgivable thing. Macy leaves home and vows never to return. She then spends the next 20 years building a life for herself. Then she gets the call about her dad's health declining. Macy decides it's time to return to Chokecherry. She plans to return home and try to heal from everything that happened back then. In some ways she finds healing, and yet it feels like her life is exploding around her at the same time. Macy is able to figure things out and realizes her life has brought her full circle. Things haven't turned out at all how she expected - not as a teen, and not as an adult either - but Macy picks up the pieces and moves forward.
This story was heart wrenching to read. I was drawn to Macy from the beginning. Her insecurities and at the same time comfort in her own skin are something I can relate to. It's easy to show the world - "Look, this is who I am" while at the same time not feeling like you're enough. I think many teenage girls go through it. I felt like I was experiencing first love all over again as Macy and Jason fell in love. I shared in their joys, frustrations, and heartache. I cried for all they lost....many times.
The emotions in this book are real, heartfelt, and raw. Just like in real life, we don't always get what we want. Yet, life goes on and we have to as well. I feel for Macy as she does it, not once, but twice in her fairly young life. I was cheering her on right until the bitter end. Macy is a survivor. She is such a strong woman and it's expressed through the story as she overcomes obstacles and forges her way in the world. This is a coming of age tale with one Heck of a twist! This is one book I am super happy that I took a chance on. If you like heart felt, tissue clutching books - then you want to grab this one up!