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On the Inside Wanting Out
(noun) 1. Intense and overwhelming grief, primarily due to disappointment in love.
No one knows better than Kennedi Westbrook that no amount of money, material possessions, or success can protect one from the torment of a broken heart. She has always been haunted by the grief, disappointment, and pain imposed upon her by those who should have loved her the most, and sadly, the two people closest to her have been added to her list of adversaries. Now, with her heart exposed and mental stability tested, will love be enough to save her sanity and relationships?
Life is not unfolding the way Sydney had imagined. The chaos in Mitchell’s life and their new additions are not enough to win his heart. Still, she is unwilling to abandon her dreams of a two-parent home for their babies or Mitchell’s love.
Armed with a bag of treacherous tricks, Sydney may hold the remedy to ensure she and her children will have the life she desires... or not. What are the rules when those you are loyal to are no longer loyal to each other? Should you save yourself from your past or your friend from her future? Had Kayla known the answers to these questions, she might have spared herself some grief. But who knows, maybe… just maybe… what she feels is not regret but excitement.
On the Inside Wanting Out demonstrates that there is a dark side of love that does not discriminate. Even in the closest bonds, every person is still looking out for themselves. And even when hope is shattered, trust is ruined, faith is tested, and alliances are broken, what is meant…will be …
No one knows better than Kennedi Westbrook that no amount of money, material possessions, or success can protect one from the torment of a broken heart. She has always been haunted by the grief, disappointment, and pain imposed upon her by those who should have loved her the most, and sadly, the two people closest to her have been added to her list of adversaries. Now, with her heart exposed and mental stability tested, will love be enough to save her sanity and relationships?
Life is not unfolding the way Sydney had imagined. The chaos in Mitchell’s life and their new additions are not enough to win his heart. Still, she is unwilling to abandon her dreams of a two-parent home for their babies or Mitchell’s love.
Armed with a bag of treacherous tricks, Sydney may hold the remedy to ensure she and her children will have the life she desires... or not. What are the rules when those you are loyal to are no longer loyal to each other? Should you save yourself from your past or your friend from her future? Had Kayla known the answers to these questions, she might have spared herself some grief. But who knows, maybe… just maybe… what she feels is not regret but excitement.
On the Inside Wanting Out demonstrates that there is a dark side of love that does not discriminate. Even in the closest bonds, every person is still looking out for themselves. And even when hope is shattered, trust is ruined, faith is tested, and alliances are broken, what is meant…will be …
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June 11, 2019
Yaaaaaasssssssssssssss!!!!
Listen...Lakaii.....this book right here!!! Kept me on the edge of my seat nonstop. I can honestly say I wasn’t ready for the page to turn and it be the end. I’m ready for the epilogue...part 3???? Please and thank you. I need some more Tia with her shady a$$ lol...Sydney is a mess on her own but the moment Tia gets done dragging her mental I am in disbelief. Truly has one thinking what about your friends....literally.
Listen...Lakaii.....this book right here!!! Kept me on the edge of my seat nonstop. I can honestly say I wasn’t ready for the page to turn and it be the end. I’m ready for the epilogue...part 3???? Please and thank you. I need some more Tia with her shady a$$ lol...Sydney is a mess on her own but the moment Tia gets done dragging her mental I am in disbelief. Truly has one thinking what about your friends....literally.
July 8, 2019
Loved it!!!
This is my first time reading a book by this author and I absolutely loved it! Maybe because I can relate to this story! Bravo Lakaii!!!
This is my first time reading a book by this author and I absolutely loved it! Maybe because I can relate to this story! Bravo Lakaii!!!
March 28, 2025
The aftermath ...
Of a five car pile up on the expressway is never going to be pretty! But after finishing this book I have more questions than answers avd no closure! I guess the real ending is left to the reader's interpretation. And while I was highly entertained by this new to me author...I can't help but feel that she didn't quite pull off the story she set out to execute. Even though there's a book 3, it features new characters and can be read as a standalone. But I believe there was still more story to tell here before moving on!. 3.5 stars for this book and the series overall. I would definitely be willing to read more of this author's work to witness her growth and development because this was quite the ride!
Of a five car pile up on the expressway is never going to be pretty! But after finishing this book I have more questions than answers avd no closure! I guess the real ending is left to the reader's interpretation. And while I was highly entertained by this new to me author...I can't help but feel that she didn't quite pull off the story she set out to execute. Even though there's a book 3, it features new characters and can be read as a standalone. But I believe there was still more story to tell here before moving on!. 3.5 stars for this book and the series overall. I would definitely be willing to read more of this author's work to witness her growth and development because this was quite the ride!
November 6, 2020
OMG!! (On The Inside Wanting Out) This book is a must read for everyone!!! The way she writes makes me feel as if I'm in the room watching it all unfold. I felt like I could see each character and feel their pain as well. It also shows different perspectives of how women view one another. When drama did occur my heart was literally beating out of my chest. I believe that everyone can learn or relate somehow to this book. It even got my husband hooked. This book is so good!!! I want it to become a flim!! I will be reading more from Lakaii. Great Job!!
September 21, 2025
Definitely a good read 👏🏾👏🏾
I can’t wait to read book 3 even though this book was good it was sad to see all the relationships end, because it was a lot of mess going on in his book and I’m too through with Eric. He need his butt kicked🥊 the way he did Kayla well I’m hoping in book 3. Kayla ends up with Chris. I’m just hoping.🤷🏽♀️ if you’re reading this review, this book is worth getting.Lakaii keep these good books coming your books are so juicy with drama I love it.
I can’t wait to read book 3 even though this book was good it was sad to see all the relationships end, because it was a lot of mess going on in his book and I’m too through with Eric. He need his butt kicked🥊 the way he did Kayla well I’m hoping in book 3. Kayla ends up with Chris. I’m just hoping.🤷🏽♀️ if you’re reading this review, this book is worth getting.Lakaii keep these good books coming your books are so juicy with drama I love it.
September 5, 2025
Unfiltered and Raw
Book 2 did not disappoint. This story is drama full and emotional. The love in here had no loyalty and betrayal turns a blind eye. It’s juicy with emotional twists that kept me turning the pages. Powerful storytelling and the narration was a stellar performance that made the heart and heat come alive.
Book 2 did not disappoint. This story is drama full and emotional. The love in here had no loyalty and betrayal turns a blind eye. It’s juicy with emotional twists that kept me turning the pages. Powerful storytelling and the narration was a stellar performance that made the heart and heat come alive.
January 29, 2022
Journey
So many lessons to learn and reflect on in this one. As Kennedi tries to forgive and move on we are left wondering is it better to stay or go? Who is the winner? The wife that stays with the cheating fool or the mistress who gets him if she leaves? Such a good series!
So many lessons to learn and reflect on in this one. As Kennedi tries to forgive and move on we are left wondering is it better to stay or go? Who is the winner? The wife that stays with the cheating fool or the mistress who gets him if she leaves? Such a good series!
July 8, 2025
Great read
This was alot and even as a professional Kenndi took us on a ride. But his mama said it. And that baby mommy dumb boi....
Everybody just a mess.
This was alot and even as a professional Kenndi took us on a ride. But his mama said it. And that baby mommy dumb boi....
Everybody just a mess.
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