5✨ yeah i’m changing my rating. i’m just so obsessed and i can’t stop thinking about it and how much i loved it. tied with my favourite KH book.
4.75✨ could change to five stars honestly. this book was exhilarating and terrifying all at once.
i was lost and confused and this wasn’t what i expected. it’s giving creepy, it’s giving heebie jeebies, it’s giving intrigue. it’s giving i’m lowkey scared. it’s sketchy. and i loved every moment of it. even when i thought i was gonna shit my pants reading when it was dark out. yellowstone meets the white walkers of game of thrones. two of my favourite ever shows thrown together in a mind-twisting, incredible book? absolutely. yes please.
aubrey and jensen were both great characters. flawed, hurt, grieving. buried in secrets & lies. fighting their demons one nightmare at a time. they faced all seven levels of hell together and made it out alive. together. an unimaginable journey, fraught with tension, fear, lies, betrayals, death.
i loved both these characters so much. the way aubrey was hanging on by a thread, her once driven and planned life now in tatters. her sister and her obsession and everything she’s gone through because of it. questioning everything about her sister, her family, herself. hoping but not knowing her answers were deep in the mountains. and jensen. my grumpy, sullen, secretive cowboy. buried in grief, secrets, lies, deception. trying to fight his demons but losing all hope. the things he saw, the things he experienced…it’s understandable that he became who he did. and facing them was the only way to move on. plus he’s hot as fuck. aubrey & jensen found solace in each other. comfort they didn’t really know they needed. they kept secrets and they lied but in the end it’s what brought them together. what let them survive hell together. i love how things turned out for them. with their secrets and history buried in caves & darkness.
the suspense was sure as shit suspensing. what’s in the mountains? what’s he so weary and afraid of? actual fkn monsters? what does he know that he’s not admitting? i was actually scared. the dreams, the horse, the secrets and avoiding answers. i was obsessed with this. terrified and scared and intrigued. unable to read in the dark cause i was too scared!!! took me a solid 80% to get over the fear LOL but this was just sooo much fun. i feel like the ending could have stretched just a little bit longer and taken a bit more time with a touch more detail but the vibes and feeling were 10/10 from the very beginning. the way this story & plot originated and, the history behind it, the donner party, everything. it was so incredibly fascinating and just so incredibly well done.
“He kisses me like he’s starved for it, like if he doesn’t devour me now, he never will.”
“My name on her lips sounds like a question, feels like a lifeline.”
“Sometimes the blood remembers what the mind forgets.”
“I glance back at her, this woman who has upended everything, who makes me want to be better than I am. Who makes me think redemption might still be possible, even for me.”
“I won’t fail Aubrey too, even if it means following her into the darkness. I’ll be there to protect her, or die trying.”
“You’re mine, through and through.”
“Some truths belong only to us, to the darkness we survived together.”
“Everyone’s got a story about the cursed mountains, but the truth is—some stories were never meant to be told. They’re meant to be buried.”
• strangers to lovers
• grumpy x grumpy
• western romantic suspense
• mystery/horror
• morally grey cowboy
• forced proximity
• man vs. mountain
• only one sleeping bag
• zombies…
• small town with big secrets
• hurt/comfort
• touch her/him and die
• generational secrets & trauma & curses
• isolated mountain setting
• she can handle a gun
thank you so much karina for the arc! 🫶🏼
releases march 12, 2025