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Jarenlang was Lucy van het ene opvanggezin naar het andere gestuurd. Ze at bijna niet en liep jaren achter in haar ontwikkeling. Op een dag toen ze weer bij een opvanggezin weg moest sloegen bij haar alle stoppen door, ze ging op haar kamer zitten en weigerde alles. Maar toen kwam Cathy in haar leven, een pleegmoeder ervaren met verwaarloosde kinderen. Ze was Lucy's laatste hoop en ze zette alles op alles om haar de liefde, aandacht en vooral rust en zekerheid te geven die ze zo lang had moeten missen. Al snel krijgt Lucy een band met haar nieuwe gezin en vindt ze eindelijk het liefdevolle thuis waarvan ze dacht dat het niet bestond.

335 pages, Paperback

First published September 12, 2013

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Cathy Glass

179 books2,229 followers
Cathy Glass is a bestselling British author, freelance writer and foster carer.
Her work is strongly identified with both the True Life Stories and Inspirational Memoirs genres, and she has also written a parenting guide to bringing up children, Happy Kids, and a novel, The Girl in the Mirror, based on a true story.
Glass has worked as a foster career for more than 20 years, during which time she has fostered more than 50 children. Her fostering memoirs tell the stories of some of the children who came in to her care, many of whom had suffered abuse.
The first title, Damaged, was number 1 in the Sunday Times bestsellers charts in hardback and paperback. Her next three titles, Hidden, Cut and The Saddest Girl in the World, were similarly successful, all reaching the bestseller charts.
The name "Cathy Glass" is a pseudonym for author Lisa Stone.

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Profile Image for Julie Haigh.
789 reviews1,005 followers
April 28, 2019
Excellent-probably one of Cathy's best books.

I have read quite a few of Cathy Glass' fostering memoirs, and Lucy has featured in them many times, but here we have Lucy's story; how she came to be with Cathy. It's an excellent book-probably one of Cathy's best that I have read so far. These are such easy reads, despite the often sad content, as they follow a format-Cathy has to keep a daily log of everything concerning her charges, and so she writes her memoirs from these. Often the same sorts of things crop up, as a matter of routine-but that's good, as it means you really can read them in any order. Once I have read one of this author's books, I can't wait to read the next.
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362 reviews21 followers
September 18, 2013
Will You Love Me? is the story of Cathy Glass's adopted daughter, Lucy. Lucy herself helped gather the pieces of her life story together to help Cathy write this book so, as you might expect, this is a little different to Cathy's previous novels.

This book is in two parts. Part one is told in third person and follows the story of Lucy's mother, Bonnie, and then, subsequently, Lucy herself in the eleven years before she came to Cathy's home. Whilst it was interesting to learn Lucy's background, I didn't feel that this worked on a narrative level. For one thing, the third person narrative felt a little clumsy, and I often wondered how on earth Cathy knew about specific conversations and things, and how much it was made up to pad out the story.

But my biggest problem of that section is this:

Usually, as a reader, we learn alongside Cathy what has happened to a child through the child sharing their own past, and it often marked a turning point in the relationship between Cathy and said child. As we knew most of Lucy's backstory before getting to the point where Cathy took her on, I feel like we missed out on a lot of that. I feel like we lost out on a lot of relationship building, and it seemed a little bit out of the blue when Cathy decided to foster Lucy permanently. In Cathy's other books, I really felt the relationship between Cathy and the children she looks after; in this one, not so much.

I don't know. Perhaps because Lucy was involved in the making of this book and will most likely have read it, I felt that Cathy was rather more guarded than she usually is. There was also a lot of anger in this book, I felt, bubbling away beneath the surface - anger at the way Lucy had been failed by the care system.

I think Lucy's social worker, Stevie, got a bit of a rough treatment in this. Sometimes she felt more like a caricature than a human being, and maybe a lot of that is due to some underlying resentment on Cathy's part (or maybe I'm being unfair, and she really was that awful). Cathy is usually very good at not letting her personal feelings colour the prose, especially when it comes to the people in her writing. I definitely felt some bitter shards of resentment throughout the book, though.

That said, part two was very much a Cathy Glass book. I enjoy her way of writing and find it wonderful how she manages to look after children and get through to them. Like I said, though, I just felt as though something was... lacking.

I had high expectations for this book, which is perhaps why I feel so underwhelmed by it. I've been curious about Lucy and how Cathy and her became mother and daughter for a long time, but this just seemed to be missing a certain intimacy that I'd been expecting.

That said, if you are a Cathy Glass fan, you would be missing out if you didn't read this book. It is a very personal book and, whilst there is something missing, it is still worth the read.
Profile Image for Liza Fireman.
839 reviews183 followers
August 22, 2017
Cathy Glass is a foster carer in the UK. The book is about Lucy, an eleven year old girl, that is moving from one place to the next, has a mother that does not care about her and does not see her except maybe once a year, and that went through neglect and maybe more during her short life.

It is not only the success story of Lucy, but mainly the shortcoming of the foster care system. A system that can allow a social worker to demand cultural conditions to a kid that never lived or even saw the suitable cultural background that she is asking for. Cathy is half Thai, but she never saw her father, never visited in Thailand, doesn't even like Thai food. Much of the reason that she stayed in the foster system is the need to find a family from a similar cultural background, and that is not easy to find in the UK. The social worker insists on hanging the Thai flag in the living room, eating Thai food, and other things that Lucy is not even interested in. She does not show the slight interest in Lucy, and does her job in less than the minimal way you would hope.

Lucy is not an easy child. She went through enough and is testing people around her if they love her. I admire Cathy for being able to cope pretty calmly in situations that most people cannot handle at ease at all. There are many heart breaking parts. Even after getting to Cathy, Lucy meets her mom in a special meeting place for families that get social workers support. She knows her mom will not keep close contact, she forgives her in advance because of the hard life she went through. Not a hug, a kiss or a warm welcome or goodbye, she is a stranger in her daughter's life.

Sad, but was an important read.A bit more than 3.5 stars.
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129 reviews14 followers
July 7, 2014
A very well written true story. Cathy is a genuinely beautiful soul. She has written the book with sensitivity and her attitude through out this journey was filled with empathy.
The story is about the journey of Lucy until she is adopted by Cathy. Lucy was born to Bonnie who wanted to be a good mother and did not want to be like her own mother. But as the circumstances had their way, in spite of her best efforts Bonnie was unable to care for her child. She was angry at her own mother for not being there for Bonnie. She was in denial for a long time that she needed help esp. for caring for her daughter. The child suffered for 11 years and was sent in foster care numerous times. What Lucy went through those 11 years was heartbreaking. God bless people like Cathy Glass who not only care for their own children but also have so much love to give to those who have no one else to love them. World is a better place because of such people. Having the supportive family, as Cathy herself has, makes such efforts possible.
The world is such an enigma.... people have desire and biological capabilities to become parents but they very often do not get the opportunities to learn to care for their children or they do not have enough means to do so. There must be a reason for this in the bigger scheme, but it just feels so very unfair that so many children, for whatever reasons, do not get the nurturing environment they should have a birth right of.
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50 reviews
May 9, 2025
Two part story that reads well and gives possibly an insight of a foster mother and birth mother and their sides to their journeys.

Beautifully written and captivating. With the life of Lucy bringing all motherly/carer instincts out of you as you read it.
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421 reviews10 followers
April 8, 2020
Pfff.....wat een boek!! Het is een heel emotioneel verhaal, dat vlot leest. Diep respect voor de pleegzorg, meer kan ik er eigenlijk niet over zeggen!!!
Profile Image for Jenn.
1,647 reviews33 followers
November 30, 2020
I knew from reading later books written by Glass that this one had a happy ending which make it easier to digest. Lucy’s inevitable adoption was on my mind throughout and made some of her horrible experiences when younger seem like a history that could be forgotten. Lots of live, the need for a permanent family and lots of stability made for a good read. I’m always glad to read Cathy’s foster stories ebb when the make a stubborn goat like me cry.
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1,662 reviews
July 16, 2014
I was a goodreads first reads winner of the book "will you love me? by Cathy Glass. the author is a carer in Britain. she has been for years. This book is about Lucy a girl who came to her home when she was eleven years old. The book begins with Lucy and a phone call from Cathy.When Lucy arrives at the door of Cathy Glass, they go back when Lucy was a baby and spend some time talking about what they know about Lucy's life up until she comes to live with Cathy Glass and her two kids.
Lucy's life has been years of neglect going from her mother, to other relatives and foster homes. her life has been tough, neglectful and sad.
Enter Cathy Glass and family they slowly build a relationship with Lucy and gain her trust. Soon Cathy and family want to make Lucy a permanent home with them. and even hoping to adopt her. A first for Cathy Glass after dozens of foster children in her care. Won't give too many details. A nice read. I give Cathy Glass a lot of credit for providing a loving home for foster children helping and caring for them. I found myself hoping for a happy ending for Lucy and Cathy Glass and family. this is the second book I have read by Cathy Glass. Will probably read a few more of these well done non-fiction books.
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1,674 reviews77 followers
July 4, 2015
I bought this just two days ago, and from the start, I was gripped by this book. I've read other books by Cathy Glass where Lucy was mentioned and once she was more integrated in Cathy's family, but this is about her beginnings and how she met Cathy and ended up at her house.
This is the story about Lucy, Cathy's adopted daughter. Lucy had a really troubled past, and was passed from one house to another. She was bought up by her mother after her father, who is Thai, went off to Thailand following the explanation that his mother was ill. It's hard to know if this was true or not, and I felt like Lucy's mum, Bonnie, when she found out. Bonnie lived in a rundown flat above a launderette in a depressed area of town for years, but then managed to excape and rent a flat. Lucy went through a lot through her whole life.
She seems to open up when she meets Cathy and her family. This book is very honestly written as always with Cathy Glass's books. The book is very sad in some parts, and it was great to read Lucy's story.
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February 6, 2022
Its so nice to be able to learn more about Lucy, Cathy's adopted daughter after hearing about her in many other books. This book tells you Lucy's story before living with cathy and how she became the only child cathy adopts. Really enjoyied book.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
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66 reviews
May 28, 2025
4.5 stars ✨
Before reading this book, I had my doubts. I’d heard good things about Cathy Glass’s writing but the genre was very out of my normal style but I loved it!

The topics of the book are so upsetting, yet there is a beauty in the level of resilience from a young girl. Lucy had been through so much (too much) hardship and her ability to accept and forgive is honourable!

Cathy Glass is a true hero to over 150 children and the world needs more people like her 💕
Such a good read. Highly recommend!
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4 reviews
June 8, 2025
I love Cathy Glass, so inspirational I have read many of her books. This book breaks my heart, our system needs a lot of improvement.
So beautiful how Cathy took her in and I love how the grandparents made Lucy feel loved straight from the beginning
129 reviews2 followers
April 1, 2019
The author Cathy Glass has a way of writing that makes you feel you're right there with her and her children. This story is so touching and special. I loved it! I'd totally recommend it!
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17 reviews
November 26, 2022
Fantastic book it’s one you struggle to put down
Profile Image for Belinda.
14 reviews
August 28, 2019
Wow what a great book! Makes me want to become a foster parent.
Profile Image for Cath Hughes.
422 reviews10 followers
March 25, 2021
Moving story about a little girl called Lucy.
It brought tears to my eyes lots of times, but this should not put you off reading this wonderful, heart warming story.
32 reviews
February 5, 2025
Interesting perspective from a foster parent about the life of her now adopted daughter, and the failings of the child welfare system. Although it takes place in the UK, much of the inadequacies in their system is similar to Canada, based on my experience as a social worker in Ontario.
Profile Image for Amber Ashton.
271 reviews
May 2, 2018
This is the kind of story that makes you want to hold your sweet children closer and make sure you're giving them the love that they need. I was impressed by the forgiveness and acceptance that Lucy had for her biological mother. She truly understood that her mother's life had not been what it should have been either. As was mentioned, Bonnie was in as much need of a loving, caring environment as Lucy.

It was heartbreaking to see how, although often unintentional, the social services failed this child. Her anger toward social workers was understandable. The sad story of Stevie, the social worker who worked toward satisfying her own agenda rather than meeting Lucy's needs, was frustrating to read about, but I'm sure is very much something you encounter in the social system.

My only criticism of the book would be that caring for a foster child seemed too easy. I almost wanted to look into fostering myself based on her description of it. But then I thought of the real life stories I have heard and know about which makes me say the author didn't quite describe things in the way it plays out in reality. Even the hard emotional outbursts she did discuss seemed too easy for the foster carer to weather. Maybe I'm just not trained, or maybe I'm too emotional in my reactions, but I would have a harder time dealing with the baggage that inevitably comes with foster children.
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285 reviews4 followers
November 27, 2014
A well-wriiten book that exposes the flaws of the foster care system and how it sacrifices the very children it is meant to protect. The author's daughter, Lucy, is typical of most children lost inside of the system with workers that overworked to the gills and decisions that being made that are constantly contrary to the best interests of the child.

The author does a good job of making a trail of her daughter's life from birth until when she arrived at her home. Her portrayal of Lucy and how the past shaped her future is excellent. The characters are all believable and their portrayals are interesting and well presented.

That said, as a former foster parent and adoptive mother of three, I am conflicted about the number of books this author has written about children in her care. On the one hand exposing the system as inadequate and failing is important information that should get out to the public in hopes that they will force a change and advocate for the children in the foster system. On the other hand, writing over 14 books about children in your care seems somewhat exploitive. Its as if every child is being looked at as a possible plot line and main character. Just seems somewhat icky to me.

*I received this book through the Goodreads Giveaway program*
200 reviews47 followers
May 7, 2019
For nearly half of this book I was thinking of shelving it as fiction. For one thing it reads like a novel. The narrative is taken from child welfare records and so is essentially true, but the words spoken in casual conversations, the facial expression of some of the people and their inner thoughts are not going to be in any official records and it comes across as a novel with an omniscient narrator viewpoint. But then at nearly half way through the book the child that this book is about enters the care of her final foster parent. That foster parent is the authorand so she should know what she personally experienced. The book then becomes a first person memoir and the author no longer tries to read minds, but infers people's feelings from what they say and do. The writing style remains pretty much the same, but it comes from the author's personal knowledge. I think the book would have been better if she had just recounted the child's history based on what she could have actually known rather than having tried to write an entertaining story.
Profile Image for Dini Azmi.
9 reviews
January 23, 2014
I recently finished reading this book and I absolutely love it! This is my first book by Cathy Glass, and I'm definitely buying more. It is very touching and it broke my heart to read as Lucy grew older. Lucy had gone through a lot in her life and she suffered ever since the first day she was born. My heart ached every time she moves to a new foster carer. True that she's probably happier in foster homes but as far as I know, living temporarily in many different homes will make a child feel unloved. Part two of the book was more interesting. Cathy is a great mother and I'm glad that she adopted Lucy. If it wasn't for her, Lucy wouldn't be having the good life she is having with Cathy. My favourite part of the book is when Cathy sends off Lucy to meet her mother. She kissed her mother in the cheek and gave her the birthday present and card Cathy bought. Bonnie, Lucy's biological mother was shocked by her actions.
So, What's Your favourite part of the story?
Profile Image for Zahrah.
41 reviews
January 14, 2022
This is the retelling of the true story of a foster child called Lucy, who is eventually adopted by her carer Cathy.
When I started this book, I wasn't expecting it to be amazing. In general Cathy Glass books tend to be quite good at best. So, I'm not really disappointed by "Will you love me?", because although it wasn't a phenomenal read, it was sufficient, and it was heart warming, and, well, nice. It's captivating at times, and you're unable to put it down, and it's an interesting story with no boring moments (apart from maybe the beginning, which could have been more fast paced or not been there at all).

If you're looking for something that's short, interesting and slightly emotional then I would recommend this.
Profile Image for Angela.
301 reviews28 followers
February 9, 2016
Another intriguing story by Miss Cathy Glass. However the build up is sort of pointless since it says right on the front that she is adopted by Cathy, so the whole 'Will I get her?!' is kind of unnecessary. It was nice to know the background of Lucy though, since I obviously read previous books with Lucy in it and without her, so now I know how she fits in.
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526 reviews1 follower
February 5, 2015
Wow loved this book it wasn't too gruesome, written with dignity and professionalism. What a beautiful person Cathy Glass is and a wonderful carer. Hoping that Lucy has now had some fantastic times with her new family, even though you could never take away the hurt she went through, hope there is some peace in her life now. Will be definitely reading more of this author.
2 reviews
May 3, 2014
I just love how Cathy Glass writes her stories. She makes you believe that you are right there with with family. I have read everyone of her books, waiting for her next one. I recommend her books to everyone.
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946 reviews5 followers
July 11, 2017
Not the greatest work of literature I've ever read but that's not really the point either. I desperately want to foster children and reading these, albeit horrific stories of foster children and the lives they have had, just reinforces that want.
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516 reviews4 followers
August 15, 2017
The best Cathy glass book I've read. It read much more like a story instead of just a series of noted down events and I can't help but wonder why all of her books are not like this. I enjoyed learning more about Lucy and I liked thy Cathy spoke more about her emotions
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