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377 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 25, 2016



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"Gabriel?" I asked in a quiet voice, a finger pinching my lower lip. "Will you go in there?"
"I don't want to go in there," he said. "You go in there."
"There might be a spider," I said. "You should go see."
"I don't want to see a spider."
I stepped closer, but still held his hand, taking him with me. [...] "I can't pee on a tree. I don't have a... the... plumbing."
"Ha," Gabriel said with a chuckle. "You almost said penis. That's so cute."
He curled his fingers at me, urging me to stand in front of his desk. "Come on. I'll show you," he said quietly.
"Show me what?"
He wriggled his eyebrows. "How I'm going to win your little heart."
[Silas] put his hands on his hips. "What do you get when you cross an elephant with a kangaroo?"
I cringed. "What?"
"Great big holes all over Australia."
Gabriel shrugged and then got a pancake pillow to the face.
"Smell it," Luke said, holding it to Gabriel's nose. "Pancakes..."
"I don't know if I can take this the whole way," North said, reaching for the volume control.
Silas's hand shot out, blocking North before he could touch the volume. "No. Please," he said. "Don't make her stop."
North frowned. Silas nodded toward the rearview mirror. North gave Silas a questioning look, then glanced back at us in the mirror before returning his gaze to Silas. "You fucking pervert."
Silas raised a dark eyebrow. "What? Pervert? Do you see her face? She's so happy."
"Oh," North said and sat back. "Never mind."
He reached up to rub at his nose, sniffing. "Fuck me," he said. "I don't want to get up, but I have to take a piss."
I moaned, not wanting to get up, either, but knowing I should. I wanted to stay in bed all day, for the rest of camp, until it was time to get in the car and leave.
Gabriel turned, pressed his lips against mine and then kissed my nose. "Trouble."
"No," I said quietly. I kept my eyes closed and hung on to him. "I don't want to get up yet."
Gabriel pressed his mouth to my cheek. He kissed the spot. "I can hold it for a minute, I guess."
I thought of things to say, but the others talked so fast and freely that I never got a chance to say anything at all. I finished my hot dog and chips before anyone else because they were talking so much, seeming to forget about food.
The only other one who was quiet was Victor. He finished his plate, too, and then I felt his hand on my leg. He squeezed encouragingly.
I held onto his leg, too.




As Luke and Dr. Green were finishing up, Erica waved her hand and said loudly over the boys’ chatter in the room, “Okay you guys. Remember the procedure. Open quickly and toss all your wrapping paper in the middle. Don’t wait on the others. It takes too long to go around the circle. We tried that before and we don’t have all day. We can admire it all at the end.”
“Meanie?” I sing-songed his name.
“Trouble,” he mumbled, his voice slurred.
“Go look.”
Gabriel groaned. “No. You’re tricking me.”
“I swear,” I said. “It’s snowing.”
“No, it isn’t.”
I turned away from Kota, lying on my back. “I bet you a dollar.”
“I’m not getting up for a dollar.”
“I’ll bet you...what do you want?”
“Gabe,” Luke said. “Don’t fall for it. She’ll get you to get up and then while you’re up, she’ll get you to get something for her. Like a cup of water or something. It’s an evil girl trick.”
“Guys,” I said in a more urgent tone. Why did they never believe me? “I swear. I’d bet my soul...”
“No betting your soul, Princess,” Victor mumbled.
I grumbled, frustrated. “Gabriel,” I called. “Go look.”
“No.”
“Please?”
“Fuck, no.”
“God damn,” Nathan said. “Someone get up and tell her it’s not snowing so she’ll go back to sleep.”
I shoved my hands into my face, yawning and stretching. I could have told them I heard gunfire and they’d still sleep. I turned enough so I could peek out at the boys, over Nathan bundled up on the cot nearby. He was on his back, but his eyes were closed with an arm draped over his face to ward off light. I spotted Gabriel on the floor nearby, his hair sticking out from just under his blanket. The blonde mixed into the russet and the locks were wild, twisted about and sticking up in places. “Gabriel, I’ll give you anything you want if I’m wrong. Cross my heart. It’s snowing outside right now.”
Gabriel grunted into his pillow, arched his back and slowly drew himself up until he was sitting back on his heels. His shirt was off, his bare chest a ripple of lean muscles. He eyeballed me through narrowed, sleepy eyes, focusing on my face. “I swear, Trouble, there is no possible way it is snowing. This is South Carolina. South. It hasn’t snowed here in like a hundred years.”
“And I’m telling you, I can hear it. It’s snowing. I’m from Illinois. It snows there. I know what it sounds like.”
Gabriel shoved his blanket aside, crawled over Luke, and started to knee-walk over to Kota’s window. “Trouble, you asked for it. You can’t hear snow. It’s impossible. I’m going to want a massage. I’m going to want you to wash my hair for a month. I’m gonna get you to paint my nails a thousand times.” He got to the window, wrapping a fist around the strings to tear open the blinds. His head tilted toward the window. “I’m going to make you wear skirts for the rest of winter. I’m gonna...holy Jesus motherfucking Christ; it’s snowing.”
“You could put her in the dark and she could tell if one of us is around just by scent.”
He put his hands on his hips. “What do you get when you cross and elephant with a kangaroo?” I cringed. “What?” “Great big holes all over Australia.”
Victor stopped on his path toward the door to face Kota full on. "You should have listened," he barked. He held me tighter to his body. "She told you no. She has ever, ever, told you no, even when she's not sure of what she wants. This girl would rather suffer in silence, would rather go through hell than disappoint you. We told her to go with the girls, and she did, even though it killed her to o it. We ask her to go into danger with Mr. Hendricks all the time, and she does. Now the one time she;s telling you not to make her do something, you don't listen to her? How is she supposed to trust you when you do something like that?"